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Mr. Li said that I have not been very good recently.

He hadn't gotten out of my body when I said that.

I don't understand what he means by this. Recently, I eat obediently, go to bed early and get up early, exercise obediently, apply facial masks obediently, and obediently ask him if he wants to do it when he wants it.

I don't know what he said I was not good.

But what he said really made me panic.

Because to be a qualified bed partner, the most important thing is to be good.

Don't ask too much, and don't make redundant moves.What to do and what not to do, you have to be clear in your heart, don't think that there will be a chance to correct mistakes.

Do not cross the line.

I have been doing very well for the past five years and have been a competent and understanding bed partner.But Mr. Li said that I was not well-behaved, and I began to reflect on whether I had made some unnecessary movements.

may be.

I know what he's talking about.

It must have been the day when the little pig I secretly painted on his lap while he was asleep was discovered.

Alas, you can't blame me for this.

That day was like this, he mentioned to me in the morning that he was going to a dinner party in the evening, but he didn't say to take me there, so I guessed that he would not come back in the evening.Yes, dinner parties are usually accompanied by female companions.I can't handle this.

But I miss him, I asked him if he wanted to do it when I was taking a nap.He turned me down, which is rare.I was sad and angry, so I took revenge on him.While he was asleep, he drew a little piggy on his leg.

Then I fell asleep too.

When I woke up I forgot.

Well it's my fault.

Of course, Mr. Li wouldn't bother with me because of this matter, and of course I wouldn't take the initiative to ask if that little piggy got into any trouble that night.Holding Mr. Li's arm and pretending to cry, I apologized to him aggrievedly, roughly meaning "I didn't mean it, who made you reject me that day, I was so sad and sad, do you want me?" if.

Mr. Li was silent.

I continued to cry, blaming myself for not honing my acting skills in the showbiz, and now I can't even squeeze out a single tear.

Mr. Li: "...White lotus style fighting for favor with Dafa?"

Mr. Li really ruined the atmosphere. I couldn't cry at first, but now I laugh out loud.

Forget it.

Mr. Li fell asleep again. He has been too busy recently. He is getting older, and the quality of sleep is not as good as before. I feel that he has become a lot haggard all of a sudden.

I quietly touched the blue gray under his eyes with my fingers.

But, paradoxically, if he is busy, he will come back more often.When he is busy, he doesn't bother to talk to other boys and girls, and it's easier to go back to me.And I'm always home.

I like to hear his even and orderly breathing when he sleeps.

Just like it is now.

When Mr. Li is not at home, I either read books or play games.

I like reading very much. When I was in school, my grades were not bad, but because of some family reasons, I didn’t continue to study, but I still developed the habit of reading.

Mr. Li has a big study room with all kinds of books in it.Once, I was reading his book in the study room, and there were notes on the page with his pencil. I have to say that Mr. Li's handwriting is really beautiful.

Probably because I was too focused, I didn't notice when Mr. Li came back, and he found me when he walked to the study.I mentioned to him before that I had good grades in school. He saw me like that the other day, and even made fun of me and asked me if I wanted to go to college.I was stunned by the question.

However, Mr. Li never mentioned it again.

If he asks again, I'll tell him I don't want to.

Because, although Mr. Li doesn't say it, I know he likes me staying at home.

The year before last, I accepted a play and acted as the second male lead. Although the play was not popular, I still earned a small amount of fame.When I was on the set, I didn't realize that Mr. Li was a little unhappy, but I realized it later when I went around with the set to promote it.

He attacked me for no reason. At that time, I was still young, and I was full of energy when I was young, and I even talked back to the benefactor.Felt that was my job and he should respect my job.

Talking back to the benefactor, I really don't know what I was thinking at that time.

Later, I gradually realized that acting was not the job for me. The best job I did was to be Mr. Li's bed partner.

Nothing bad either.