There is a seam between the fingers

It was cold and windy, Lin Xiao sat on a park bench under the street lamp, staring at the street in front of him in a daze.

He felt that he had changed and became less and less like himself. He didn't like this feeling...

"Can I sit here?" It was a boy's voice.

Before Lin Xiao agreed, someone sat down beside him.

"Hi, my name is Gu Yan." The other party looked at him with a playful smile.

Lin Xiao looked up at the street lamp and the sky, and exhaled: "Gu Yan, have you ever liked someone?"

Hearing what Lin Xiao said, Gu Yan froze for a moment, with something flickering in his eyes: "En."

"What kind of feeling is that?" Lin Xiao asked in a low voice.

Gu Yan smiled and scratched his head: "Looking at him from a distance, knowing that he is safe and well will be very happy, that's what I like."

Lin Xiao couldn't bear it any longer, and looked at Gu Yan with red eyes.Gu Yan was at a loss, stretched out his arms to hug him, and whispered, "Xiao Xiao, what's wrong with you?"

Lin Xiao in his arms didn't cry, he just felt that such an embrace was very warm...

If Penglai was real, if Gu Yan hadn't left, maybe the person he would most like to be with was Gu Yan?

"Xiao Xiao, I won't let you die!" His voice was sonorous and powerful, "I have found the Wang family that guards the realm of reincarnation, and I will definitely bring the oracle back."

"oracle……"

Lin Xiao smelled the scent on his body, looked into his deep eyes, and felt an infinite sense of security just by doing this, as if as long as Gu Yan was around, he would not be afraid of anything...

"You have to wait for me, you can't fall in love with my brother just because of the oracle..." Gu Yan whispered.

Lin Xiao panicked, his eyes drifted away, he didn't fall in love with Gu Yu, but fell in love with Mo Tian...

"Xiao Xiao...you don't like me, do you?" Gu Yan pretended to be doing nothing.

Lin Xiao looked at him and stopped talking.

"It's no wonder, after all, you are no longer Jingxuan..." Gu Yan said to himself, "But I will still love you."

Maybe it's just a casual sentence, but it is full of a lot of affection.

"Maybe, we can try this." Gu Yan took out a pack of seeds from his pocket, and dragged Lin Xiao to the edge of the park.

At this time, more than half of the construction of the temple on the edge of the park had started, and a small river was dug through the edge of the temple.

"What?" Lin Xiao asked curiously...

Gu Yan sprinkled all the seeds in his hands into the river. There was a small wooden boat used by workers by the river, and he carefully took Lin Xiao into the boat.

"The name of the seed is Lin Epiphyllum. As long as two people have loved each other, no matter how many years or lifetimes have passed, a single Epiphyllum will bloom after falling in love once." Gu Yan explained.

The small wooden boat slowly enters the center of the river and goes down the current. The water surface reflects the sky full of stars and moon, and the two people on the water look at each other and are fascinated for a moment.

If you choose to forget, it means you once loved...

Fluorescence slowly emerged from the river water, and a nearly transparent flower bloomed.Like epiphyllum and lotus, elegant and gorgeous.

"What a beautiful flower..." Looking at the epiphyllum, Lin Xiao felt as if he had seen it somewhere before.

Seeing Lin Xiao and Gu Yan smiling, Jing Xuan had the same reaction many years ago when he first saw this flower.It's just that the epiphyllum is also a flash in the pan, slowly withering...

"Will we make this place full of flowers in the future?" Gu Yan asked him seriously.

Lin Xiao didn't know how to face him, so he sat down in a panic and whispered, "I...I don't know."

Seeing him like this, Gu Yan felt bitter and went back with the boat.

When the wooden boat docked, the sound of water and wood pulp was so clear in the silence around.Neither of them spoke, and they returned to the park again...

"Xiao Xiao, it's getting late, I'll take you home." As the surrounding area became colder and colder, Gu Yan opened his mouth and said.

There are not many pedestrians on the road anymore, and the street lights are shining brightly in the green shade, but Gu Yan walks very slowly, he cherishes every step he takes on the road, it seems that Lin Xiao will be like a porcelain doll when he reaches the end of the road cracked in his dream.

The two walked hand in hand, Gu Yan held his hand tightly, his palms were covered with nervous sweat...

Walking away without words, at this moment silence speaks louder...

"I am home……"

Gu Yan nodded: "Can you give me a hug before going home?"

Lin Xiaofei not only did not refuse, but at the same time hugged him very tightly.

Watching Lin Xiao walk into the corridor, watching the house turn on the lights, the fists he had been clenching so tightly were finally unable to let go.He was trembling all over, and he had been quietly following him all day, how could he not be sad with his helpless and sad expression...

He glanced at the window for the last time, and then walked into the darkness...

I'm just afraid that you will be lost in the sea of ​​people alone...

Nothing is more convincing than the epiphyllum, the past is like smoke, and it comes with the wind...

Lin Xiao stood by the window and watched Gu Yanyuan go away, thinking of the first time he kissed himself, he felt a little guilty in his heart.

Sleeping on the sofa in a daze, he was awakened by the sound of the door opening. Mo Tian helped Jiang Wen to the house...

"Xiao Xiao, I woke you up..." Mo Tian whispered, blinked at him, and sent Jiang Wen to the guest room.

Jiang Wen moved in again...

For some reason, it felt as if a thorn had been stabbed in my heart suddenly, and the pain could not be removed...

After setting up Jiang Wen, Mo Tian opened a can of drink and handed another can to Lin Xiao.

"Xiao Xiao, it's too late, Jiang Wen can't go back to school..." Mo Tian tried to explain.

Lin Xiao quietly opened the drink and took two sips: "It's okay, she is your girlfriend, and it's normal to live together."

"Xiao Xiao, she only stays for one night, and she will leave tomorrow." Mo Tian said with a grin.

"Mo Tian, ​​I might have to move out." Lin Xiao hesitated for a moment.

There was silence all around, but the looming sound of sirens and the sound of the clock turning seemed very loud.

Mo Tian's eyes widened: "Move away..."

"Well, this is the agreement between my father and your mother. You have already passed the age of 20, so you don't need me anymore."

Lin Xiao's voice was not loud, but it set off a turbulent wave in Mo Tian's mind...

"The past two years have caused you trouble. Thank you very much for tolerating my temper and taking care of me." Lin Xiao's voice became smaller and smaller, he almost choked up, his nose was sour, and he was trembling.

Mo Tian sat blankly, he could barely hear the sound, he just watched Lin Xiao's lips close up and down, saying the words he least wanted to hear... You have already passed the age of 20, so you don't need me anymore ...

"What nonsense are you talking about!" Mo Tian was already in tears when he realized it. He felt so sad that he couldn't breathe, so he hugged Lin Xiao.

"I need you! Don't leave me!" Mo Tian hugged him and cried...

"..."

Just because of the way he cried bitterly, the decision he finally made was shaken...

"But, you can't keep me forever." Lin Xiao's voice came.

Mo Tian choked with sobs: "I don't care about the rest of my life, I just want you to stay by my side, don't leave, okay..."

"..."

No matter how many lines of defense you have, his words and deeds can easily bring them down...

How can there be no reason in this world not to favor the person you admire?This is the so-called 'heart door'...

"Xiao Xiao... I actually care about you very much..."

The land collapsed, Lin Xiao couldn't bear it anymore, the two hugged and cried bitterly...

"Okay, I promise you..."

Later, when Mo Tian recalled this day, he would always smile...