Mr. Zhou with dual personality

Maybe it's because Zhou Ming cares too much about the fact that Xiaoba always equals Zhou Ruo, even if it's just the state of the soul, he can't sleep because of tossing and turning.

He just felt gloomy in his heart and couldn't breathe.

When she woke up the next day, Zhou Ming felt a little sluggish.

For the first time, he stayed in bed and didn't want to get up. This was something he hadn't happened to go to bed early and get up early for so many years.

The uncle downstairs is calling the chess friends to play chess together.

Zhou Ming sat on the bed in a daze, his body was sore, and he couldn't even lift his arms.

"Zhou Ming! Are you up yet?" the uncle downstairs shouted, the rough voice pierced through the confinement doors and windows of the nursing home, and reached Zhou Ming's ears somewhat noisyly.

Zhou Ming habitually raised a smiling face, "I'll wait, you guys come first."

Zhou Ming could imagine the old man nodding seriously, walking from under his window with his hands behind his back to sit down at the fixed chess and card table in the small garden, watching the two sitting old men playing chess with sullen faces.

They are all interesting old children, living in this world is extremely interesting.

Zhou Ruo is hurting Zhou Ming.

Zhou Ming thought, maybe he is taking revenge on me.

He couldn't help thinking viciously.

Zhou Ming's interest in life in this world is not just to survive.

In the past—that was really a long time ago, when Zhou Ming, a big boy, was still eating instant noodles and potato chips every night, chasing after one wife after another, the reason why Zhou Ming brought joy to life at that time was dazed Yes, but endlessly interesting.

At this time, Zhou Ming was infinitely satisfied, but because of some reasons that he didn't know, he traveled to this different world. This man had nowhere to put his fear and nostalgia for the past.

Zhou Ming learned to pretend when he was very young. After his father passed away and his mother remarried, only a smile could save him from being beaten, and only a gentle and soft face would not make people disgusted.

The man disguised himself and mixed into the society of another world. His belief was to let that boy who was so similar to himself live a good life, the way Zhou Ming always wanted.

During this process, the boy has been happy. There is no so-called violence in his world, no sadness and fear, no hardship and hardship.

Zhou Ming slowly took out his diary.

he wrote.

He didn't care whether Zhou Ruo could see what he was writing.

Years of habit made him vent his sadness in his diary.

Zhou Ming is still writing.

But Zhou Ruo destroyed this wish.

The boy's life has become what he is, although this boy will be much more successful than the muddy Zhou Ming in everyone's eyes.

What else?

friend?

Zhou Ming thought to himself, he regards Mr. Xiaoba as a friend, that kind of reliable and dependable friend.

However, this friend was also destroyed by Zhou Ruo.

What else does he have in this world, this body?

The body is Zhou Ruo's, he has nothing.

Zhou Ruo did see it, he saw these words through Zhou Ming's eyes at this time.

As if he had been stabbed, for the first time since Zhou Ruo was a teenager, he had so many things to say in his heart.

He seemed to be split into two people, and the half of the man loved Zhou Ming very much.

The man would say, "Zhou Ming, don't be sad, I can take you to find your life in this different world. There are still many meanings in the world that you can find."

This man usually has a bad outlook on three things, and there is no good or evil. At this time, this is the first time he has spoken such positive words.

What would the other man say?

His strength is very small, very weak, very humble.

He may be wronged, he said, "What about me? In your heart, where am I?"

"Why am I such a vicious person in your hearts? Extremely selfish, without good or evil, when you look at me, you think I'm ashamed, do you think I'm rubbish?

So why create me?Why can't I be your good friend?

Some people say that knowing your mistakes can make a big difference, but I seem to be too bad, even if I know my mistakes, I can't repent.

But I didn't want to..."

Zhou Ming finished writing his diary and closed the book. He saw the wall clock on the wall, and the hands of that clock pointed to twelve.

It's already twelve o'clock.

At this time, his depression was not so strong, he got up and washed up and went to the restaurant.

The group of happy old men and old ladies had already sat and ate together, and Zhou Ming walked over after finishing his meal.

They happened to be talking about something funny, and they all laughed.

"Xiao Zhou, why did you come down?" an old man asked.

"I have something to deal with." Zhou Ming smiled, with a very standard expression on his face.

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Zhou Ruo canceled that account, and from then on, Mr. Xiaoba ceased to exist, and only Zhou Ruo, who hated cats and dogs, existed in the world.

Zhou Ruo thought to himself, he stood in front of the window, looking at the moon.

He liked the moon the most when he was a child, because at that time he could hear praises from outside the sky.

Those people would say, oh, I really like Zhou Ruo, he is so domineering.

I would say that I really like President Zhou Ruo and hope he gets better and better haha.

At that time, Zhou Ruo was full of hope for his future, even though his parents seemed to hate him very much.

At night, Zhou Ruo would count on his fingers how many compliments he received today.

Those words of praise are really fascinating, Zhou Ruo knew that there are so many kinds of words of praise when he was a child.

But now Zhou Ruo doesn't like looking at the moon anymore.

This Moon is capable of receiving compliments, and of course vicious curses.

Things always have multiple sides. After Zhou Ruo had been intoxicated for a year, those curses were overwhelming.

Just like when Zhou Ruo didn’t know that there were so many kinds of compliments when he was a child, he also discovered that there were so many kinds of cursing. Those people from beyond the sky scolded this boy from different angles.

The boy didn't even know what he had done.

Zhou Ruo often cried when he was a child, so his parents thought he was a sissy and disliked him even more.

Zhou Ruo later closed the window not to look at the moon, so he couldn't hear it.

However, every place where the moonlight shines, there are these words.