tidal

作者：kiryuu|发布时间：2018-12-1412:01:46|字数：3455

Dylan's body convulsed.

Through the faint yellow light, he turned his attention to the person sleeping beside him.

Fragments of the dream just dissipated, and Dylan vaguely remembered it as a nightmare cycle.

"what happened to you?"

His forehead felt cold, and it was Qing Ting who touched him with his hands.

"Are you sweating a lot, have you had a nightmare?"

"Probably……"

"I also often have nightmares, so I have to sleep with the little bear in my arms." Qing Ting admitted boldly, and he withdrew his hand, sticking to the doll bear in his arms again.

Dylan rolled over and got out of bed: "I'm going to drink some water."

He didn't feel thirsty, but he was afraid that he couldn't help but invite the Qing court to hug him, after all, he didn't approve of dolls hugging and sleeping.

After returning from the kitchen, Dylan entered the Qing court's room again. It was two o'clock in the morning, and it seemed that he had slept for a long time.After going to bed, he left a night light on.

"Are you worried about the trial?" Qing Ting slightly turned his body towards him.

"No, I'm a little tired recently."

"You look very poor, go see a psychiatrist, I'm worried that your schizophrenia will relapse."

"You mean Chelsea..."

"She knows you better than other doctors, and if you want to see another doctor, you can."

Dylan subconsciously said:

"No, it's enough for me to meet Chelsea."

"Um... ok."

"Are you free tomorrow?"

"You want me to go with you..."

"You have to stay with me, lest Qiu Meizhu come over and cause trouble."

Not only that, he was afraid of facing Ziyun's questioning, and almost didn't want to see her again, but she was not a bad person.

If the Qing court came forward, her attitude would definitely soften a lot. Just now, in order to cater to the Qing court, he agreed without much consideration.

"Okay, then go back to your room and continue to sleep, okay?" Qing Ting poked his upper chest with his fingertips.

"I'll sleep next to you."

"You must have not been back for a long time, and you are not used to living here." Qing Ting said softly, his voice made Tang Yu put down his guard.

"I'll get used to it gradually."

"You said you don't go to America anymore, is that true?"

He asked this question again, he had already asked it several times, and he thought Tang Yu should be annoyed too.

But ever since Tang Yu returned to China, he treated him better and better, and he couldn't help showing his vulnerable side many times.

"I told you before, I plan to stay. It is very hard for you to live alone, and I plan to stay and take care of you."

"You said that to me ten years ago, but in the end you still went to America, didn't you..."

Since returning to China, it is rare to hear a complaint from the Qing court.

Probably because he had suppressed this sentence in his heart for too long, the first time he said it, Qing Ting trembled all over, and through the teddy bear, Dylan felt that he was crying.

"I apologize to you."

Dylan pulled the bear away, and Qing Ting's entire head was buried in its chest, which should be a catharsis.

"I can take care of myself now, I don't need you to take care of me, and I won't be incontinent on the bed. Don't be rough."

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I will never...never...I promise you."

Dylan sat up, stretched out his hand from the teddy bear with great effort, and hugged the child-like person in front of him.

***

The music stopped suddenly, and Tang Yu opened his eyes.

In the white-walled interview room, the figure of a woman in white was walking around, watering the plants on the window sill, and pouring another cup of tea.

The music just now came from the audio-visual treatment, and it was over. I was lying on the massage chair to rest during the treatment. The domestic massage chair made Tang Yu feel a little uncomfortable. After lying down for a while, I felt a pain in the back of my neck.

"What are you thinking? Why are you here?" Zi Yun noticed his expression, "It was the Qing court who brought Dylan here, Tang Yu, we haven't seen each other for a long time."

"Fang Ziyun..."

She recognized him.She blurted out two names at the same time, which meant that she could accurately identify Tang Yu's personality.

"Do the math, it's been ten years." Ziyun poured another cup of black tea and put it on the low table next to the massage chair, while she sat on the single sofa next to her, "I remember ten years ago when I came to see a doctor , You are not very cooperative with me. Although at that time, you should be the master of this body, it seems that Dylan takes up more time now. The purpose of Dylan's coming here today is also for treatment."

"Treatment? He has been carrying out treatment in the United States. It seems that his purpose is to make me disappear completely. He should have said that when he came to you, right?"

Tang Yu frowned.

"Can you still hear him..."

"He didn't say to make you disappear completely, but he didn't understand what you were thinking. Since returning to China, you have appeared more and more frequently. When you were in the United States, you should have been suppressed by the medicine and could not appear, but now... "

Tang Yu sneered in a low voice: "Because I didn't use that potion after returning to China. Besides, I gave my body to him to use, otherwise he should be the one who was suppressed by the potion. But—"

"But what?"

"I don't know how to use that potion, he insisted on using it."

Tang Yu hummed calmly, adjusted his posture and then lay down on the massage chair again.

Ziyun nodded: "If you use that medicine for a long time, it will not be good for your body. It will not only suppress your time, but also cause his personality disorder. Maybe Dylan's doctor in the United States has his treatment direction, but if you can achieve Reconciliation, achieving integration is the real healing."

"Fusion?"

"I said it ten years ago. In fact, you and Dylan are very similar in character, and your hearts are thinking the same things. It's just that the light on your body is too dazzling, which makes him useless. He and you originally It is symbiotic, but he seems to be afraid of you, and he will be afraid when you mention your existence."

"Probably because I did something that he really wanted to do but didn't dare. This kind of power frightened him."

"In the beginning, you showed up to do something he didn't dare to do."

"That's why I exist, don't I? Once he has a moment to escape, I will come out to fulfill his wish. Whether it is good or evil, love or hate, I will live in the place of this coward. In the end, even if there is a The person who must disappear will be him, not me."

"Now? Are you still going to go on?"

"of course."

"Including crime?"

Her tone paused, and the seriousness in the rakugo made Tang Yu raise his eyes to meet hers, realizing that Zi Yun was using his micro-expression to make judgments. He didn't want to pay attention to the direct gaze and avoided it this problem.

"The Aries scandal, you were involved, weren't you?"

"Don't ask irrelevant questions."

"Ten years ago, you didn't answer me. You said you would take care of the Qing court. What was the final result..."

Ziyun hesitated to speak, thinking of the sad things that should not be said later, she thought that there was no need to say, Tang Yu also understood what happened to the Qing court.

"Tang Yu, now you also want to use your own strength to get out. You forgot that Dylan is thinking the same thing as you, and you should try to respect his opinion."

"Tang Yu?"

Tang Yu closed his eyes, she thought his emotions must be fluctuating, and refused to answer.

Whether it was then or today, Tang Yu was very sensitive when it came to the scandal of Company A.

During the recent process of overturning the case, she heard that Tang Yu's progress was very smooth, but his attitude was not frank at all, so she felt suspicious, but Ziyun couldn't guess what the truth was.

"If you want to take a break, that's fine." Ziyun turned on the music player on the computer, and deliberately chose pure music without lyrics.

After about ten minutes, the person on the massage chair stood up.

He doesn't like to sit and talk, but "Lu Tangyu" really enjoys such a leisurely posture, there is a kind of pleasure that others bow their heads to him.Ziyun also noticed this difference.

"Because of that case, he blamed himself too much and didn't want to show up."

"Sure enough."

This is not the first time that personality transformation has been staged in front of Ziyun, and the person in front of him is Dylan.

Zi Yun bit her lip:

"Perhaps letting the Qing court suffer from all this made him miserable. When he escaped, you would have a chance to gain the sovereignty of your body. But ten years ago, after he escaped, your choice was to leave."

"Sorry, I have no other choice."

"Why? You can obviously..."

"You still want to accuse me, don't you? So I didn't plan to come to the clinic in the first place, because I didn't want to hear you say that."

Whether you are willing to share your heart is an important part of healing mental illness. When it comes to scars, it is always difficult to talk about them.Tang Yu is exactly such a person, he would never open his heart to speak, but under Ziyun's various temptations, he still kept his mouth shut, she suddenly sighed, thinking that today's face-to-face consultation might be just a small beginning, and then Or he doesn't accept the cure.

"I don't want to blame you, Dylan, because it's been ten years."

"It's different, and now I plan to make up for it all."

"you……"

"If I choose to escape, my body will be taken away by 'him'. If this continues, I will collapse."

"So you plan to make up for the Qing court...to occupy the sovereignty of the body?"

"you can say it this way."

"I understand."

Zi Yun showed a forced smile and nodded slightly.

"I told him just now that only fusion is the best way to heal. You use medicine to suppress his time, which is not good for the body."

"Take medicine?"

"When you were in the United States, did a doctor prescribe medicine? Did you still take it after returning home?"

"Do not."

"Once the medication was stopped, 'he' would reappear."

"Is it the effect of drugs? So it is."

Dylan was a little dazed. During the long period of being with Percy, he had given himself a sedative for a long time, in case 'Lu Tangyu' suddenly lost control after appearing. Maybe that kind of medicine had such an effect.

"I thought he was extremely sensitive to the affairs of the Qing court, so he appeared frequently."

"It is true that the medicine no longer works, but the real reason is that you don't want to face something, that's why he appears. Since the first time you escaped, he has been breeding his soul. Every time you dare not Appeared when confronted, these Tang Yu told me everything, he did everything for you that you dare not do, so you have to be brave, Dylan."

"You are reminding me not to escape anymore."

"Yes - when you stop evading, 'he' will be forced to give in by your arrogance." Zi Yun said in relief, "Afterwards, discuss with 'Lu Tangyu', who will take care of the Qing court."

Today, she didn't ask about Tang Yu's lover. Originally, she assumed that this person would play a key role in Tang Yu's treatment. However, when Dylan said that he would take care of the Qing court, she gave up asking, and suddenly felt a sense of foreboding in her heart.