Jane Anson

Finally, when the day came to remove the gauze, Shen Ansheng couldn't help but feel a little excited. He watched the gauze in his hand being removed round and round, revealing his swollen fleshy hands.He tried to move, but it was a little stiff, but it was fine. Gu Congjian said that the doctor said that after the gauze was removed, the hand had to be rehabilitated, and only after the rehabilitation would it slowly return to its original flexibility.

Shen Ansheng worked very hard. For his hand, he insisted on the rehabilitation that the doctor said.He wants to return to his original appearance; he wants to pick up a paintbrush, he hasn’t painted for a long time, his hands must be born, he has to paint back; he wants to burn porcelain, glaze, and make a more beautiful porcelain cup, Master He wants to cook for Gu Congjian, and Gu Congjian has worked hard to take care of him during this time, so he wants to thank him by cooking in different ways.

When Shen Ansheng went to the hospital for a reexamination, the doctor said that he was recovering well and his hand had fully recovered.Shen Ansheng was very excited when he heard it, but the feeling of his hand was slightly different from before, but it didn't matter, the important thing was that his hand recovered!

When he got home, Shen Ansheng wanted to make a meal to celebrate, but he was stopped by Gu Congjian.Gu Congjian said: "Your hand has just recovered, it's best not to lift heavy things recently, and do heavy work."

Shen Ansheng thought about it, and it made sense, so he gave up.He turned his head and went outside, and took his pen off the shelf. He had wanted to draw for a long time, and his hands were trembling with excitement.He tried hard to calm himself down, dipped the ink, and wrote, but his hand holding the pen was trembling, and the drawing was crooked and out of shape.But he doesn't care, his hand has just recovered, it's normal, it was like this when he first learned to paint, and it will be fine after a while.

Shen Ansheng practiced for a week, and the further he got to the back, the deeper the question in his heart was, why every time he wrote, his hands would tremble uncontrollably, no matter how he tried to control it, it was useless.The hole in his heart was getting bigger and bigger. Finally, he put down his pen and wanted to ask Gu Congjian. It had been a week, but Gu Congjian still wouldn't let him cook, or even wash the dishes. He felt that Gu Congjian has something to hide from him.

Gu Congjian leaned on the sofa, staring at the document in his hand.Shen Ansheng came next to him, slowly took the document away, put it on the table, and gently held Gu Congjian's hand.Gu Congjian felt Shen Ansheng's cold hand and held it back.

"Congjian, it's been a week, why don't you let me touch this or that, and every time I hold a pen, my hand trembles involuntarily, I can't control it... Congjian, why?" Shen An Sheng said a long series of words, and recently he has become more and more attached to Gu Congjian.

Gu Congjian didn't look into Shen Ansheng's eyes, just stared at his hands and said, "After a while, after a while..."

Shen Ansheng shook off Gu Congjian's hand and interrupted him: "After a while, and after a while, every time I ask you, you always said that it was a while, Congjian, do you have something to hide from me? "

Gu Congjian felt that Shen Ansheng would find out sooner or later if he continued to hide it, so it was better to say it now.He pressed Shen Ansheng's shoulder with his hand, and grabbed Shen Ansheng's hand again and held it: "Ansheng, let me say, you have to listen quietly, don't get angry or cry, okay?"

Shen Ansheng felt a little uneasy, but he still nodded.

"Your hand is indeed healed, and it is indeed the same as before. It's just that the doctor said that the nerves in your hand have been damaged. In the future, you may not be able to lift heavy things, do heavy work, or... you may not be able to draw..." Gu Cong Jian said while looking into Shen Ansheng's eyes, he was a little scared.

Shen Ansheng sat motionless as if he had been hit hard.The big hole in his heart kept blowing cool wind, and his heart withered again.His eyes were out of focus, but he worked hard to keep his voice steady. He couldn't make Gu Congjian worry: "It's okay, I know it's the reason, I'm fine, you don't have to worry."

From that day on, Gu Congjian noticed that Shen Ansheng's eyes lost their focus from time to time, and he fell into a daze. He would not recover until Gu Congjian called him or stared at him for a long time.Gu Congjian felt that this was abnormal, and Shen Ansheng needed to go to the hospital for an examination.But when Gu Congjian and Shen Ansheng talked about this, Shen Ansheng would strongly object, and refused with a smile, saying that he was fine.Gu Congjian was really worried, Shen Ansheng like this was normal and abnormal.