die like the dodo

Pei Zian knew he had said the wrong thing, so he didn't speak anymore, but buried his face in the wine glass and sipped.

Yu Wanqiu looked at Pei Zian for a while, and Lu Boyuan for a while, and felt that the atmosphere in the Shura field of love was strange.Jiang Yan simply told her about the relationship between Pei and Lu, and he didn't know the specific reason for the breakup.

Yu Wanqiu picked up a piece of raw fish with her chopsticks, and put it on the plate in front of Pei Zian: "Try this, it's easy to get drunk if you only drink alcohol."

Pei Zian took half a beat before raising his eyes and nodding his thanks to Yu Wanqiu. He must have been drunk, the corners of his eyes were red, and his eyes were dripping with water.

From the corner of her eye, Yu Wanqiu saw Lu Boyuan frowned slightly, stood up and said, "It's getting late, let's stop here today."

"Is this the end? Zian hasn't eaten much yet..."

Pei Zian didn't realize the sudden intimate address in Yu Wanqiu's words. Alcohol made his brain turn very slowly, and also made the thoughts he didn't dare to think about when he was sober became clearer - don't end so quickly, don't let Lu Boyuan go away .

Pei Zian responded, "That's right, I'm not full yet."

But the words he uttered after he was drunk were so cohesive that they seemed to be coquettishly mixed with honey, which made Lu Boyuan's brows frowned even tighter.

Yu Wanqiu was worried in her heart, she was worried that she had acted too much, if Lu Boyuan walked away, she would not be able to explain clearly.But I don't know why Lu Boyuan was so angry, but he still sat down obediently, waiting for Pei Zian to finish the whole bowl of tofu soup.

Lu Boyuan doesn't look like a person who is used to waiting. From Jiang Yan's description, Yu Wanqiu has always guessed that in this relationship between the two, Lu Boyuan is the ruler and Pei Zian is the follower.

But in this small izakaya, with the warm yellow light shining on Lu Boyuan's face, Yu Wanqiu overturned her previous conjecture.There was no expression on Lu Boyuan's face, his eyes even subconsciously avoided Pei Zian, but there was a subtle trace that couldn't be concealed, his shoulders were always leaning towards Pei Zian, I'm afraid even he himself didn't realize that kind of concern attitude.

"Zian seems to be drunk, do you want me to call a car and go back with him?"

Yu Wanqiu bet that Lu Boyuan would never agree, and as expected, just as she finished speaking, she waved her hand to Convenience and said: "No, I'm closer to his house, I'll just send him off."

Yu Wanqiu nodded, and waited for Lu Boyuan to carry Pei Zian into the taxi before showing a accomplished smile and reporting the results to Jiang Yan.

Pei Zian didn't drink often, he was drunk once when he was in college, and he didn't remember anything after waking up, Lu Boyuan laughed at him for drinking three glasses.

He asked Lu Boyuan if he was ugly when he was drunk.

Lu Boyuan said, no, it's very cute.

Pei Zian felt that Lu Boyuan was lying to him, how could someone still be cute when drunk, the drunk was drooling, talking nonsense that made people laugh and cry, and might even cry a lot, that way tears and snot were all there.

When drunk, it will look like a failed omelette, how ugly, and spread all the secrets.

But Lu Boyuan was telling the truth. He thought Pei Zian was cute, so he was still cute when he was drunk, and his mood didn't change after five years.

The taxi stopped at the gate of the community, Lu Boyuan let Pei Zian lean on his shoulder, Pei Zian would not lose his composure after being drunk, he just sang a song softly, although Lu Boyuan didn't recognize what song it was .Pei Zian's breath fell on the side of Lu Boyuan's face like a feather, making his eyes soften.

"Where's the key to your house?" Lu Boyuan asked.

Pei Zian spoke softly.

"What?" Lu Boyuan didn't hear clearly, and put his ear to his lips.

Pei Zian made a small voice from between his lips and tongue, Lu Bo moved closer and closer, and finally understood what he was saying: "IwishIwasspecial..."*

A dog from somewhere barked, and the voice-activated lights in the corridor suddenly turned on. The lights were so naked that the things that wanted to hide were invisible.The corners of Pei Zian's eyes were red, and there was only one thought left in the drunk man's head, he was so stubbornly looking at the person in front of him.

Pei Zian looked like he was crying, just like when he was about to leave five years ago, Pei Zian had the same expression at the airport.

Lu Boyuan was embarrassed, whether it was five years ago or now.

"Okay, give me the key." Lu Boyuan changed the subject, trying to break the ambiguous atmosphere.

Pei Zian didn't do what he wanted, he pointed to his mouth: "There is no key, I have eaten the key, you can get it yourself."

"..."

The moment the voice control light went out, Pei Zian bumped into Lu Boyuan's lips, and said vaguely: "You are stupid, don't reason with drunks..."

Lu Boyuan's breathing gradually sank, and his palms clenched into fists by Pei Zian's side. Pei Zian gently licked his lips and stroked his eyebrows: "Aren't you happy? I'll return the key to you, don't be unhappy ..."

He reached into his pocket to grab the key, but before the key could be inserted into the keyhole, Pei Zian was pushed against the corner of the wall.

Lu Boyuan kissed him suddenly, with such a vicious force that he was forced to lift his chin to cooperate.

The heat wave spread from Pei Zian's waistline to the tips of his ears, and the hot tide seemed to engulf him. His fingers climbed onto Lu Boyuan's back. The drunk man stretched out his hand to grab something, and tore Lu Boyuan's body apart. Hair, half-length hair poked Pei Zian's cheek, and Pei Zian rubbed those soft strands of hair like a docile lamb.

He twisted and wrapped the rubber band that tied Lu Boyuan's hair, and fixed it on his ring finger, like a child catching candy: "Look!"

What followed was Lu Boyuan's deeper kiss. In the darkness, there was only the sound of lips and tongue touching. Pei Zian thought that he was really too drunk to have such a shameful sexual fantasy.

Nothing happened to them either, except for one uncontrollable kiss.

Lu Boyuan opened the door and helped Pei Zian change into pajamas. When he was about to leave, Pei Zian suddenly grabbed his hand and said, "I want to write a diary."

Lu Boyuan only thought that he was a drunk on a whim, and took a tissue to perfuse him.

Pei Zian scribbled on the tissue with his fingers, and found that he couldn't write anything, and asked Lu Boyuan for help: "I can't write..."

Lu Boyuan is as good as others: "Shall I write for you?"

"Okay." Pei Zian nodded, and then seemed to think of something, whispered: "Then don't let Lu Boyuan know..."

Lu Boyuan laughed for a while, and teased him, "Why can't you let him know?"

Pei Zian didn't answer. Lu Boyuan looked again and found that he was already asleep. He gently covered Pei Zian with the quilt, and watched him quietly for a while. When he wakes up tomorrow morning, Pei Zian won't remember him sending him home, nor will he Will remember a kiss outside the situation.

"Good night."