in love with abusive writer

In the half-dream and half-waking period, I vaguely heard crying, a very soft sob, the sound became clearer and clearer, as if it was coming from my side, and suddenly woke up warmly, opened my eyes wide, and realized that I was still alive. Inside the hostel, the sound of sobbing came from the side. Wen Nuan followed the reputation and found that the bed next door was empty, only the quilt was lifted and crumpled. Lie on the edge of the bed, sobbing softly.

Nuan Nuan threw off the quilt without saying a word, got out of bed and ran to her side barefoot, softly probing, "You, are you okay?"

Shen Zhiwei hugged her knees tightly, resting her chin on her head, her long hair that was scattered casually covered her side face, Wen Nuan couldn't see her appearance, "I...I'm already homeless..."

The voice sounded very fragile, pitiful, helpless, and trembling.

Seeing this, Wen Nuan was at a loss, and was worried that she would catch a cold. After all, the temperature at night was not as good as during the day, and she was not wearing any clothes but wrapped in a bath towel, so she hurriedly pulled off the thin quilt on the bed, and wrapped it for her. Go up, wrap her tightly, "don't be afraid, you... you still have me, I will help you."

At this moment, Shen Zhiwei suddenly raised her head, looked at her from the corner of her eye, and said in a wary voice, "Why are you helping me? Why are you doing this?"

Wen Nuan was stunned, this question overwhelmed her immediately, yes, why did she do this, she didn't think about it, it just happened to be done.

"I, I can't just ignore death and do nothing to save me, otherwise I will have a bad conscience for the rest of my life."

Hearing this, Shen Zhiwei suddenly laughed, and said with a long beard, "I haven't seen such a simple person in this world for a long time."

"Huh?" Nuan Nuan didn't understand what she meant, let alone whether the simple words in her mouth were commendatory or derogatory.

After the air was quiet for a while, Shen Zhiwei suddenly spoke again.

"Thank you, I feel better."

Nuan Nuan was stunned for a moment, and quickly said, "You're welcome, this is what I should do. If you have any needs or difficulties, you can tell me, and I will try my best to help you." After finishing speaking, Nuan Nuan looked out the window, "The sky seems like It's almost dawn, why don't you sleep for a while, you seem to have not had a good rest all night."

Shen Zhiwei didn't respond, but she really got up slowly and climbed onto the bed to lie down. Seeing this, Wen Nuan felt a little relieved.

Maybe it was because she was tired from crying for a long time, Shen Zhiwei fell asleep almost instantly, when she woke up again, the sky outside was already very bright, the sunlight coming in through the window was even a bit dazzling, Shen Zhiwei subconsciously raised her hand to block it, After a while, when she got out of bed, she saw that the clothes she wore yesterday had been neatly folded at the end of the bed. Shen Zhiwei reached out to pick them up, and could smell a scent of washing powder when she got closer. It must be the girl who helped her yesterday. wash it.

Without thinking too much, Shen Zhiwei hurriedly changed her clothes and went to the bathroom to wash up. When she came out, she saw a note pasted on the TV, which read:

I borrowed a pen and paper from the owner of the hostel. I will go back to school first and try to get back before checking out at 50:[-] noon. Don’t walk away. There is [-] yuan on the bedside table, you can take it Buy some breakfast.

Shen Zhiwei smiled while pinching the note, and turned around and found the 50 yuan on the bedside table.

The reason why Wen Nuan emphasized so much was because she was worried that Shen Zhiwei, who was penniless, would be displaced after she returned to school. Facts have proved that she really thought too much. How could a person with Shen Zhiwei's status be displaced, but the warmth at that time was really Naive to think so.

After the morning class, Nuan Nuan hurried back to the dormitory. All her roommates were asking her where she went last night, and her mobile phone couldn’t get through. The housekeeper’s aunt came to check the dormitory because they finally got away with it. Nuan Nuan thanked everyone After a phone call, he explained that the place where he worked part-time yesterday was too far and remote, and he couldn't get a taxi when he came back, and his mobile phone accidentally fell into the water, so he spent the night in a small hotel.

Everyone said that Wen Nuan was really brave enough to spend the night outside alone, Wen Nuan had to go in one ear and out the other, changed into clean clothes, took his wallet and bank card and picked it up at the ATM in the school After paying enough cash, he went out and took the bus to the small hotel.

In fact, Nuannuan was quite worried along the way, making all kinds of bad guesses. After getting off at the station, he walked and ran until he opened the door of the hotel room and saw a girl sitting cross-legged on the bed watching TV. The heart that was held was completely grounded.

"Are you back?" Shen Zhiwei glanced at her.

"I thought you had already left..." Nuan Nuan said guiltily.

Shen Zhiwei turned around and got out of bed, saying, "...I saw the note you left."

At first she really planned to leave, but she didn't know why she was waiting for her at the hotel by some coincidence after seeing what she had left. Shen Zhiwei thought she must be crazy.

Wen Nuan paused, took out a wad of money from her schoolbag, and put it on the bed where Shen Zhiwei was sitting, "The total here is 3000 yuan, although it is not a lot, but it is all the money in my card, I don't care. I know what you have experienced, even to the point of giving up your life, but what I want to tell you is that the darkness you encounter is not permanent, and the difficulties you encounter will definitely be overcome. There are many, many wonderful things worth pursuing, just think of it as living for yourself, how about it?"

Wen Nuan is a stupid person and doesn't know much about words, but she hopes that her heartfelt words can persuade her.

"You are still a student, which school?" Shen Zhiwei asked.

Wen Nuan answered honestly, "H is from Normal University."

"Oh, I want to be a teacher."

"No, no, I'm from the finance department." Wen Nuan hurriedly waved her hand.

Shen Zhiwei smiled lightly, "Give me the money, what do you do, and, are you not afraid that I'm a liar?"

"It's okay with me, I still have a part-time job, and I still have more than 100 yuan in my meal card. It's okay to manage this week, but you are different. You are now penniless and homeless. You are better than I need the money more."

"What a fool." Shen Zhiwei cursed, how could there be such a stupid girl in the world.

"Ah, what are you talking about?" Nuan Nuan asked foolishly.

Shen Zhiwei said, "I'll take the money first, and treat it as if I borrowed it from you. After I get through this period, I will return it to you with interest."

"Don't worry, don't worry, if it can help you tide over the difficulties, then the money is worth it."

"Miss, are you really not going back, the master has sent many people to look for you now."

Shen Zhiwei reached out to take her series of ID documents and a small suitcase, which contained a few simple clothes and her own penis and other things, "Uncle Wang, don't try to persuade me anymore, Go back and tell that person that I'm not coming home again."

Now she only has Wen Nuan to lend her 3000 yuan, what can she do?

The two said goodbye, and Wen Nuan continued to go back to school. Ever since she took out the money, she never thought that the other party would pay it back. There was no other way, so her conscience could be considered passable.

Shen Zhiwei found an old computer in the second-hand market, rented a small room with the remaining money, and began to write manuscripts, submit manuscripts, and submit manuscripts day and night. Maybe she was born for it. After eating this bowl of rice, a short story of less than [-] words received a manuscript fee of [-].

A few days later, she also received a fee of 2000 yuan for her second short story of [-] words.

Shen Zhiwei sorted out the money, sealed it in an envelope, and hurried out the next day.

This day, Wen Nuan was taking a professional class, and there was a 5-minute break in the middle of a big class. She stayed up late and studied too late at night and was really tired, so she lay down on the table to take a nap. At this moment, a girl sitting beside her Pushing her arm to wake her up, "Warm, warm."

"What's wrong?" Nuan Nuan dazedly opened his eyes and sat up.

"Someone is looking for you outside."

"Looking for me? Who..." Wen Nuan stood up and looked outside the classroom, and saw Shen Zhiwei standing there at a glance, Nuan Nuan's heart suddenly tightened as if it had been hit by something at that moment. At the same time, the jumping speed also began to increase, and Wen Nuan walked slowly towards the door.

The two met in the corridor outside, and Shen Zhiwei took out an envelope from her bag without saying a word, and handed it to Nuannuan, "This is the money to pay you back, and it will be agreed to with interest."

Wen Nuan was overwhelmed with surprise, and stammered a little, "This... it's only been a week."

Seeing some ink stains on her, Shen Zhiwei simply picked up her hand and stuffed the envelope in her hand, "Take it."

Wen Nuan swallowed, "Then have you found a place to live now?"

Shen Zhiwei didn't know what happened, so she blurted out the location of her current rented house and told her without thinking too much.

The two of them hadn't chatted for a few words before the class bell rang. Nuan Nuan rushed in. Shen Zhiwei didn't intend to stay any longer, but nodded politely and said, "You go in, then I'll go first."

Looking at the back of Shen Zhiwei leaving, for some reason, Warm felt something strange in her heart, but she didn't think too much, she took the envelope and entered the classroom.

Nuan Nuan secretly opened the envelope during class, and found that it was far more than the [-] that I lent her, there was a full [-], and it was only a short week. Even if it was interest, it was too much. What's more, the other party may need the money more than himself. Nuan Nuan is thinking about how to return the extra two thousand.

Shen Zhiwei came out of school, took a taxi and went back to the place where she rented. Looking at the criss-crossing shadows of trees and traffic passing by outside the window, she couldn't help but think...

Probably won't see you again.

But thank you anyway.