in love with abusive writer

It’s not the first time Wen Nuan has come to University H. As early as when she was in college, she came to play with her classmates a few times, ate at the canteen of University H twice, and even put down her rhetoric after being with Shen Zhiwei. Shen Zhiwei smiled and said, "I support you. When you are admitted to H University as a graduate student, you will have a higher education than mine."

Shen Zhiwei originally planned to send her to school in the morning, but because the company had something to ask her for a while, she hurriedly packed her bag and went out. She simply packed her things yesterday, and now she just moved her luggage from the trunk of Shen Zhiwei's car to In the warm little BMW.

Before going out, she received a message from Shen Zhiwei, telling her to be careful when driving alone, and to say important things three times.

After getting in the car, put on the seat belt, turn on the phone and set up the navigation, then take a deep breath, put the handbrake in gear, and slowly move the car out of the parking space. The city roads are covered with license plates from various provinces and cities during the school season.

The road that usually only takes 2 minutes to walk took half an hour today before Wen Nuan finally drove the car to the school gate. She couldn't help feeling overwhelmed. She finally entered the school of her dreams. What kind of excitement.

Going around the campus several times, in this intricate and intertwined campus roads, navigation is useless here.

It was not easy for Wen Nuan to find the dormitory by car.

I saw the big characters in front of me, "graduate student dormitory building" was particularly conspicuous.

After parking the car, Wen Nuan went to report first, and returned to the car to pick up the suitcase after getting the key to her dormitory room. In addition to a box of clothes, she also found that Shen Zhiwei secretly hid a small box for her, Nuan Nuan had to run made two trips.

The dormitory is a two-person room. Each person has a separate wardrobe, desk, and only one bathroom. Before her roommate arrived, Wen Nuan began to open the box and make the bed, but the small box was so curious that Wen Nuan couldn't finish it in time. Curiously, I opened it to see what was in the box! !

It turned out to be! !

! ! ! ! !

A box of snacks…

All kinds of imported snacks, the language of each country is written on the packaging bag, there are English and Thai, Japanese and Korean, exaggerated enough to gather a United Nations.

There are mostly sweets, candies account for the majority, and soft candies and hard candies are miscellaneous.

Nuan Nuan squatted beside the box, a little dumbfounded, but was pleasantly surprised by the entrance equipment that Shen Zhiwei quietly prepared for herself. After sending Shen Zhiwei a cute little expression of thank you, she couldn't wait to reach in and take out a tear-off wrapping paper Stuffed into the mouth, sweet and sour, filled the whole mouth, warm and feel happy.

An hour later, someone came in from the dormitory. It was a girl wearing glasses. She had no makeup and no makeup. She didn't talk much, and the conversation between the two was just that.

"Hello."

"Hello."

"You came so early."

"Yes."

"..."

After a few days of getting along with each other, Wen Nuan learned that her roommate is an out-and-out academic master, who usually has no interests and hobbies, and the enthusiasm for studying makes even Nuan feel ashamed. Compared with her, Nuan It seems a lot of slack.

And the roommate is very self-disciplined, never playing with the phone after going to bed, and can basically fall asleep within 10 minutes, so that Wen Nuan had to hang up the video call with Shen Zhiwei in advance, so as not to disturb the other party, but this is also very good, it encourages Wen Nuan more regular life.

After all, we are all grown-ups, and we are not just girls who just entered college and are ignorant of everything. We all have our own clear goals. What kind of company do you want to enter after graduation? There is no need to deliberately maintain such a relationship. , as long as there are no major conflicts, they can live together, that's how Wen Nuan feels.

Her roommate also seemed to be tacitly aware that the two of them didn't talk about anything other than the basic greetings every day. The other party gave a warm feeling that they were in a hurry, so they used all the time available to study and enrich themselves.

He is really a very self-disciplined person.

Nuannuan told Shen Zhiwei about a roommate like herself, and Shen Zhiwei laughed and said that she would be relieved in the future, and the other party should not covet her little Nuannuan.

Studying warmly and at ease, going to class, and chatting with Shen Zhiwei in video at night, life is dull and fulfilling.

Until she received a call from Cheng Xiaoxiao on Thursday, she sounded like she was in a hurry and flustered on the other end of the phone, and she refused to say anything about Nuan Nuan's questions, and kept emphasizing that these things can only be explained clearly after meeting.

Wen Nuan had no choice but to drive to meet Xiaoxiao at the coffee shop that she had agreed upon, and there was no delay.

The coffee shop is not far from the neighborhood where Cheng Xiaoxiao lives. After all, it is convenient to have a car now, so that Cheng Xiaoxiao won't have to travel far and have to take a taxi.

When Wen Nuan arrived, she saw the girl standing at the door of the coffee shop from a distance in the car. It was Cheng Xiaoxiao. That's right. She had loose hair, and although she was wearing exquisite makeup, she inevitably looked haggard and worried.

"Nuan Nuan, you are finally here." Cheng Xiaoxiao waved to her.

Nuan poked his head out, "Wait for me, I'll park the car."

After a while, the two entered the store together, ordered two cups of coffee and sat down in a corner by the window.

Cheng Xiaoxiao's hand kept turning the teaspoon in his hand, adding a lot of sugar to it unconsciously, seeing the warmth in his eyes, holding back but still not reminding.

"Xiaoxiao, what happened, I'm so worried when you look like this."

Cheng Xiaoxiao frowned, her eye circles were deeply sunken and dark circles were thick, "Nuan Nuan, I'm really going crazy these days."

Nuannuan looked worried, and asked over and over again, "What's the matter, is work not going well?"

Cheng Xiaoxiao shook her head, "It's a matter of personal feelings." She lowered her eyes and said to herself, "Nuan Nuan seems to have fallen in love with someone I can't possibly fall in love with."

Nuan Nuan was confused, "What do you like, someone who is impossible to like, impossible to like, how could you like it?"

Cheng Xiaoxiao scratched her head in agitation, "It's just impossible, so it happened, and I'm very distressed."

"Why... who is that person, a colleague from your company?" Nuan Nuan guessed.

"That's right." Cheng Xiaoxiao smacked her lips.

Wen Nuan subconsciously covered her mouth, her eyes widened in horror, "Xiaoxiao, you probably fell in love with a married man, right?"

"Go, go, no, I'm not that unscrupulous."

"Then who is that person, I can't guess, you tell me quickly." Wen Nuan was forced to be a little impatient.

"I...I...I..." Cheng Xiaoxiao lowered her head and fiddled with her fingers, overlapping and releasing them, "I fell in love with a woman."

Finally speaking out in one breath, the warm heart that was raised in her throat settled at that moment, and she almost thought it was a big deal.

"...This..." Wen Nuan brushed her hair, "Xiaoxiao, this is not a particularly serious matter, don't tell me you are homophobic."

"How come, I am very open-minded. Besides, the national laws support it now, and so does my best friend. I just never thought that I would... I always thought that I was straight. I also had boyfriends when I was studying. You know this."

Wen Nuan nodded, "I know, I know, in fact, if you like someone, don't worry about gender, sometimes you feel it, you have a heartbeat, and you can't stop it."

Cheng Xiaoxiao seemed to be listening, and took a long breath of relief, "Perhaps you are right, it just took me a long time to face up to my own psychology."

"However, who is that person? Does she know your feelings? Does she like you? Is she single?" Wen Nuan asked again.

Cheng Xiaoxiao was a little hesitant to tell Nuan. After all, it was a little hard to tell because of face. She used to complain about that woman more than once in front of Nuan. Now she likes her, even she can't believe it.

"She is single, and I don't know what kind of feelings she has for me. She invited me to dinner frequently a while ago, but I refused them all."

After Nuan Nuan listened, she looked at Cheng Xiaoxiao with an incomprehensible expression.

After a while, Cheng Xiaoxiao clapped her hands on the table, "Okay, I know what you mean, you think I like people and reject them, right? Sometimes I also feel that I am very hypocritical, but the problem now is, She hasn't contacted me since the last time I turned her down."

Cheng Xiaoxiao said to herself, "I think she gave up. She thinks I'm a difficult person, or maybe she thought it was a novelty at the beginning, but now the novelty is over."

"Xiaoxiao, you don't want to tell me who that person is now and I won't force you, but I want to say that feelings are not one-sided. If you are always troubled by yourself and thinking wildly by yourself, right? There will be any results, maybe a relationship will be missed, can you understand what I mean?"

"You mean, let me talk to her?" Cheng Xiaoxiao asked tentatively.

Nuan looked at her and nodded firmly.

Cheng Xiaoxiao immediately felt guilty, shrank back at the same time, and asked with a smile, "No, I dare not...I'm a little scared."

In case that woman Han Yifei condescendingly pointed at her and laughed at her, "Cheng Xiaoxiao, you woman is overthinking, and your paranoia is a bit serious!"

Then what should I do, she will have no face to face people.