Starry thoughts

"I want to join the army." As soon as Qi Nian returned home, he heard Qi Fanxing's deep voice telling him the news firmly.

Qi Nian was a little dazed, "What?"

"I'm going to join the army, I've signed up, I've passed the physical examination, and I'll be leaving in a month." Qi Fanxing sat on the sofa, lowering her head and not looking at Qi Nian.

Qi Nian's face turned pale in an instant. He supported the table with one hand, stared at the man with his head down, and said with difficulty, "Why...why? Why didn't you tell me earlier? Are you afraid that I will stop you? Are you ready? When did you think it over? I...I don't know at all, why?" Qi Nian was a little incoherent, and he closed his eyes, "Are you... are you going to leave me? Xing Xing?"

In the last sentence, Qi Nian was already crying. Qi Fanxing felt a pain in his heart and almost regretted it, but he still didn't look up. He had desires and obsessions for Qi Nian. Of course he hoped that he could stay by Qi Nian's side forever, but he didn't. Dare, he was afraid that his emotions would show a little bit over time, what if Qi Nian found out?What if he hates it?Qi Fanxing would rather leave now than be hated by Qi Nian in the end, because he is afraid that he will go crazy and hurt the person he loves the most.

Qi Nian looked at the other party without saying a word for a long time, and he couldn't stop the panic in his heart. Since he came to this world, he has never been separated from Qi Fanxing. They depend on each other and take care of each other. Qi Fanxing is his only obsession in this world , but now?He said that he wanted to join the army and wanted to leave. Qi Nian wondered if his desire to control was too strong. He only had Qi Fanxing, but Qi Fanxing was not. He was just 20 years old and had a lot of time to meet new people. To open up a new world, maybe he has long been tired of the surrounding area centered on Qi Nian himself.Qi Nian always thought that Qi Fanxing was still young and needed to be taken care of by him, but in a daze, the boy who only reached his shoulders was already a head taller than him, and he could completely cover him standing there. He was smarter and better at making money than himself He is only 20 years old and will invest, but he is too obedient in front of him, and his occasional strength is just right, so that Qi Nian never realizes that Qi Fanxing is already a man. He has what he wants and pursues. , in the future there will be a girl I like, will get married and have children, what about Qi Nian then?What should he do?At this moment, Qi Nian suddenly realized that he was always inseparable from Qi Fanxing...

Qi Nian realized this, suppressed the soreness in his heart, and smiled at Qi Fanxing, "Then go, in the future... you can do whatever you want, don't tell me anymore, I shouldn't interfere." Qi Nian's eyes couldn't help turning red. He rushed into the room in embarrassment, locked the door, buried himself in the quilt and cried, even though he told himself it was for Qi Fanxing's good, he still couldn't help but want to cry. Feed all the rationality and calmness to the dog, he wished he could pull Qi Fanxing to tell him you don't go, I don't want you to go, but what should I do?His stars don't want him anymore...

Qi Fanxing watched Qi Nian's frail figure rush into the room, dodged to follow, but was still locked outside the door, he heard the suppressed crying in the room, and he was so heartbroken that he could hardly breathe. At this moment, he regretted it and threw Regardless of all his thoughts, he couldn't stand it just by looking at Qi Nian's repressed and grievance, but the matter was a foregone conclusion. He used the most cowardly escape to give the two of them time, or give himself time, to think about his own feelings. emotion.

Qi Fanxing pressed his head against the door, tears slowly slid down and splashed on the ground, he closed his eyes and moved his lips, saying silently, "Nian Nian, I love you."

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Qi Fanxing stood in front of the house he had left for two years, with countless thoughts in his heart.He was injured a little during the last mission. The team thought he had never rested and gave him a month off. When he realized it, he was standing in front of the house, but he didn't dare to knock on the door. , For two years, he didn't even dare to call. He was afraid that he would be overwhelmed when he heard Qi Nian's voice, and the longing in his heart was so high every night that he couldn't sleep.

Qi Fanxing stood for a long time, clenched his fists, turned his head and walked downstairs, he still didn't dare after two years, he was afraid that Qi Nian was still angry and refused to see him, or maybe Qi Nian already had a new life, so he would come again It would disturb him, Qi Fanxing's mind was confused, and all the messy thoughts rushed to his face. He walked downstairs quickly, looked up, and was stunned.

Qi Nian was carrying a bag of fruit, and stared blankly at the person in front of him. It had been two years since he had seen him, his brows and eyes had become more sharp and handsome, and his aura had also become stronger, but he was still the Qi Fanxing he was thinking of. For seven hundred days and nights, he could only describe the appearance of the other party in his dreams, inch by inch, unforgettable.Qi Nian threw away the bag in his hand, rushed over and hugged Qi Fanxing recklessly, tears had already blurred his vision.

Qi Fanxing subconsciously hugged the rushing person, he was bumped and took a step back, the familiar fragrance filled his nostrils, he tightened his arms, listening to the sound of Qi Nian crying, his heart felt like being bitten by countless ants Biting, dense pain appeared, he lowered his head and comforted Qi Nian's ear, "Nian Nian, don't cry, I'm back."

After hearing this, Qi Nian struggled to leave Qi Fanxing's arms, raised his hand and slapped him, Qi Fanxing turned his head away from the slap, Qi Nian grabbed his collar and questioned viciously with tears in his eyes, "Why are you doing it now? I just came back, and for two whole years, you didn’t even make a phone call. I didn’t even know where you were, dead or alive. I wanted to leave here, but I was afraid that you would suddenly come back and couldn’t find me. I hope it's you, but you haven't shown up! You want to join the army, don't I agree? What's your dissatisfaction? You want to get married and have children, I, I can cook for you and your wife, and take care of you, You have a child, I can help you with it, you don’t want me to pester you, I don’t have to live with you, I can satisfy you with everything, isn’t that okay? Am I so annoying? I don't want to watch, I don't want to say a word, I... I'm obviously... only you..." Qi Nian was out of breath from crying, Qi Fanxing hugged him tightly, whispering Say "I'm sorry, Nian Nian I was wrong, I shouldn't be like that, I didn't hate you, how could I hate you? I was wrong, I was wrong, stop crying, okay? Stop crying, my heart It's going to break."

Once Qi Nian broke out, his mind was completely dazed, and his tears couldn't stop, as if he wanted to vent all the grievances and heartaches of the past two years for Qi Fanxing to see.Qi Fanxing couldn't wipe off the other party's tears no matter what, he was so distressed that he was about to die, he threw away all his thoughts, lowered his head and kissed Qi Nian fiercely.

Qi Nian was startled at first, and wanted to push away, but he couldn't bear it, reluctantly, he spoke softly, and let Qi Fanxing attack the city.