Mr. Consultant

Giuseppe was awakened by the sound of water in the bathroom, and opened his eyes with some effort.It was still very early, and through the dense gaps in the shutters, there was a bit of refreshing midsummer morning air.Giuseppe turned over on the soft snow-white sheet, then took out the gold-plated watch from under the pillow, and looked at the hands on the dial.

33:[-].

He could get another hour of sleep, and see the mountains of documents and faxes six or ten minutes later.As for Giuseppe, the tall and handsome consultant, although he was a hysterical example, he couldn't get up from the bed right now to solve those inexplicable problems.After all, with his 10-year-old, middle-aged uncle's body, he really couldn't quickly recover his enviable energy the next day after the intense sex like that young master.

Therefore, he could only lie on the bed half dead, and lamented the ruthlessness of time from the bottom of his heart.He thought, if he was on Bertoni Street, no matter what the young master did, he should be able to face it calmly, and even feel a certain kind of joy in it.He should also not be like this, unable to move because of the soreness in his lower back and some weird, strained illusion in his legs, unable to stand up from the bed unharmed.

However, these things, in the final analysis, are also the result of his own hand.Giuseppe somewhat regretted his confession last night, and also regretted his endless provocation.He really underestimated that young master, and also underestimated the 12-year-old age gap between them.Why did he say those nonsensical words, why did he put on a dissolute and vulgar appearance and let others ask for it?And why is he willing when he thinks back, without the slightest bit of remorse?

Giuseppe could not understand that before he could get drunk to get rid of everything, but now, all that was left was sobriety.There was something magical in Xavier's voice, like some kind of gripping and wondrous incantation.It can make the consultant's heart beat faster in an instant, make it hard to breathe, and make him lament sincerely in his mind, this is love, this is helpless obsession.

He never thought that the young master would have the same love for him, let alone that what the young master said casually would be an irrefutable sincerity.He used to think that Xavier should hate him, at least not feel any tender feelings for him.But he was wrong, ridiculously wrong, wrong for no reason.

Of course, Giuseppe also asked the young master to verify when and where this rebellious bond and addiction occurred.But Xavier's answer is more like a helpless analysis than a clever response.

The young master declared that his love for Giuseppe began in the summer, on that hot and humid afternoon fifteen or sixteen years ago.Giuseppe, in a cream linen suit and a brand new Panama hat, appeared before him in the midsummer heat like some successful man he admired.Don Barrone introduced him in a steady voice, telling him that he was a newcomer in the family and Antonio's favorite student.Xavier stared at Giuseppe's eyes, and for the first time experienced some thrilling emotions from those lightly pigmented gray-green pupils.

He was attracted by that haughty heart but humble and polite attitude on the surface, and was indulging in Giuseppe's slender fingertips and the lingering tobacco aroma on the fingertips.He starts to get jealous, jealous of those endless jobs, jealous of those lingering roles.He was jealous of everything other than himself that occupied the blond youth, and even wanted to do his best to exclude them all.He also hated Saturday nights, the nights when Giuseppe finished work.He didn't want to see the relieved expression on that cold mask, and he didn't want to see the embellishments and hypocrisy wrapped on that deceptive body.

Xavier gradually learned from the people around him that although Giuseppe always looked indifferent to things, he had many unspeakable lovers and many people who could spend the night together.As a result, his jealousy became even worse, almost turning into some kind of outright disgust and resistance.He is keen to find trouble with Giuseppe, to make him hysterically angry, to see him tear up his calm appearance and reveal something bitter and bitter inside.

He used to define this kind of behavior as a rebellion against Giuseppe, against family rules, against a certain arrangement, fate.And until he went to bed with the consultant, and until he was ruthlessly exposed by Giuseppe, he didn't realize that this kind of thinking was only due to the hypocrisy and cowardice in his heart, let alone that this kind of thinking was actually not true. Without the slightest basis.

He was deceiving himself and, unfortunately, the advisor at the same time.

Giuseppe didn't want to make some boring confession of his feelings, but the young master had already made it very clear, and it seemed that he couldn't pretend that nothing happened.So he hemmed and hawed, as if he almost bit his own tongue, explaining the already well-known thing, explaining why he fell in love with Xavier, which was so boring.

Speaking of the young master, Giuseppe blushed a little rarely, and he mentioned what happened in front of the flower shop before, and recalled the past mercilessly.He talked about what he had realized in the frontline of life and death, those damn, stupid and boring love.He told Xavier that if it weren't for the circumstances of God's tricks at this moment, he might have buried this feeling in his heart for the rest of his life.After all, he is a consultant in the family, and he still has a lot of pressure to bear.

Giuseppe may be Xavier's lover, or it may be his shady support.But before that, before all the tenderness and tolerance, he was that young master's advisor, his sharpest weapon and the most solid backing.He would rather go back to the past with nothing and no value, and he would not suffer any damage to Barone's interests, let alone the little young master's dignity.He was like that about everything but himself, except himself.

The young master was a little inexplicably moved by this, he held Giuseppe tightly in his arms, and then, as he had rehearsed thousands of times in his heart, he stubbornly and meaninglessly told his story love.He put his lips to the advisor's ear and watched his shoulders tremble with embarrassment or sex.Xavier and his endless kisses, endless sex, it seems that that can make up for the misunderstanding and ruthlessness between them due to tenderness.

Giuseppe is a little indulgent, allowing the brutality that Xavier inflicted on him.His attitude of giving and taking, as well as his charming and enchanting expression, challenged the young master's nerves through and through.Although in the bottom of his heart, there is also a little inexplicable guilt and a little helpless emotion.But that doesn't matter anymore, what Xavier gave, the great pleasure from instinct, made his mind blank and made him unable to think about any problems.

And all of the above caused Giuseppe's soreness and fatigue at this moment.He tried to reach out his arms and pick up the clothes and glasses he threw away last night from the floor, but the feeling of exhaustion soaked him up, making those limbs completely reject the orders of the mind.He wanted to call the young master's name and ask Xavier to fetch some clothes and hot water for him.Of course he knew it was disillusioning what he was seeing, but Xavier had sworn to love him no matter what, and he should feel safe about it.

Unfortunately, the consultant's voice was completely hoarse, and he could only make a little insignificant and unpleasant sound with all his strength.He tried to hit the low cabinet next to the bed with his hand to attract the young master's attention, but his feeble movements alone could not cover the sound of splashing water in the bathroom.

Giuseppe was somewhat frustrated by this, and even felt inexplicably ridiculous.He gave up his struggle, and instead lay on his back on the bed, just like when he was injured, he began to do nothing with little content.He couldn't figure out what was going on with that young master, why did he have to take a bath in this early morning, why did he have to leave him on the bed without mercy?Didn't Xavier know that he had back pain and what he was doing, the things that forced others to do so?

In the past, Giuseppe did not expect the care of the young master, nor even the slightest kindness from him.But now he is inexplicably wanting to be loved, to be cherished, and to be treated with complete tenderness.He attributed this desire to his insatiable greed and excessive hypocrisy.

Hey, in the final analysis, they both misread each other, and they all had a huge distortion in aesthetics.Apart from his admirable bed skills and admirable body, that young master doesn't seem to have any special advantages or personality.He was an annoying, stubborn kid from a long time ago, but now he has become an annoying and stubborn young man.

Although it is undeniable that the young master has adapted to the work of the family, and exudes a certain gratifying quality.But he had left too deep an impression on Giuseppe in the past, so even today he cannot make a big change.From time to time, the consultant always recalled Xavier's appearance when he was a child, and recalled the scene of him learning Italian with his eyes wide open while holding a pen in his hand.It's a pity that these things have gone with time and will never come again.

And whenever this happened, Giuseppe would spurn himself from the bottom of his heart to see what kind of good he had done, and how he should go to hell to intercede with Don Barone.Even though Xavier has said a lot, the consultant still feels that he is some kind of character who is not worthy of being loved.He is a male whore, and has a bit of helpless despicable nature.He betrayed his patrons and murdered his allies.He took killing and bloodshed as a common practice, but he was still able to speak up and make some high-sounding excuses.He is hypocritical, vicious, and unscrupulous. Xavier must have knocked out his brains to have the slightest love for him.

It was a miracle, a sad one, but one that made Giuseppe weep with joy.

Just as the consultant was secretly thankful because of God's blindness and fate's unreasonableness, Xavier, the young master, finally poked his head out of the bathroom.In fact, he didn't have much thought at all, he was just awakened by an inexplicable nightmare, and because of this, he never dared to close his eyes again.In the dream, the consultant suddenly blamed everything on the alcohol problem and completely denied what he had said.He stared at the young master for a while, then took out a handwritten resignation with neat and clear logic, and mercilessly ended all visions.

Xavier was horrified by this and had to jump out of bed to take a shower to cool off.That nightmare was too real, so he was very worried whether he hadn't woken up yet.But fortunately, when he finished taking a shower, the consultant was still lying on the bed, gesticulating in a lazy tone that made him want to do it again.

This is a problem that Giuseppe has only recently acquired. The consultant seems to have finally recalled his experience in Betoni Street, and then he has completely evolved into some kind of prostitute who turns his face and loves to dictate.As easy to manipulate as he was in bed, he was as difficult to deal with off the bed.

Xavier knew this clearly, could not be more clear, but there was nothing he could do.He had tolerated that consultant unconditionally in the past, not to mention now that the relationship was confirmed.So the young master had no choice but to be very attentive, poured a cup of hot water for Giuseppe, and then listened to some inexplicable complaints.

Giuseppe sometimes mocked the young master's favorite position, or some great person owed him an unknown amount of interest.In short, there are all kinds of things that make this consultant uncomfortable, but fortunately, he never says it and forgets it, except for those things about money.

The young master had long been used to this rather strange situation, he held the consultant in his arms, and then, annoyingly, confirmed to Giuseppe the love that had been proved beyond measure.He kissed the forehead of the consultant, and then slowly fed the water from the cup into his mouth.Giuseppe raised his eyes to him and said to him:

"Xavier, uncle's cutie, what stupid idea do you have to do such a nasty and disgusting thing?"

Xavier has long been used to his cruelty, so he just said lightly:

"Honey, I know you are not the type to be possessed. But I still have some inexplicable delusions. I hope you will stay here forever and be my thing forever."

"Oh, idiot..."

Giuseppe sneered and said:

"Xavier, hopeless idiot. The whole of Barone is yours, and I, as Barone's advisor, have always been yours."

"My dear, I'm sorry to interrupt when you're making such an affectionate confession. But I still have to ask, did you say that to Al?"

"Christ, why do you make such a horrible assumption? And unfortunately, I have no interest in your father."

The author has something to say:

Giuseppe is kind of cute...