Mr. Consultant

Ch.54

After the meaningless argument between Giuseppe and Xavier, the consultant finally calmed down and stayed away from neurasthenia and other diseases.Although he couldn't figure out why the young master showed such an invisible hesitation when he answered him.But it doesn't matter anymore, maybe it's because of exhaustion, maybe it's because of guilty conscience, in short, Giuseppe doesn't intend to continue to delve into this issue.He just thought it was fun, so he chattered endlessly, repeating to the young master some words that were falsified, but in fact they were not wrong.

So Xavier felt an unspeakable irritability for a long time.He didn't understand what was wrong with the consultant. He obviously turned pale with fright when he first heard about it, and he was stunned for a long time before recovering, but now he can talk about it as a joke.Besides, this matter is not worth ridiculing at all, nor is it worthy of any attention at all.Because it's just a mundane fact, an as-yet-unknown, boring secret.

But Giuseppe didn't think so. He always thought that the young master did such a frightening thing out of some helpless reasons and some problems forced by the situation.Therefore, Xavier himself should be unwilling to do this, unwilling to express love to an uncle who is 12 years older than him like an innocent male high school student.That's enough, it's enough to be the source of vicious ridicule for the consultant, and it stimulates Xavier's nerves all the time.

Therefore, the young master wanted to grab Giuseppe by the collar and tell him that this matter was not some inexplicable joke at all.He, Xavier, just likes a 36-year-old hysterical workaholic, and is fascinated by him, overwhelmed by him, and overwhelmed by him.He really wanted to admit all the mistakes, admit the unreasonableness of fate, and then hug the consultant, no matter how he reacted.

However, these are too late.Giuseppe seemed to have recognized the young master's feelings, and no longer considered any other reasons.He felt that this was the best way, after all, he could maintain his dark thoughts without worrying about difficult issues such as confession or dating.And in the end, Giuseppe had nothing to ask for, he had already got most of the young master's time, most of his attention, they could go to bed, they could do all kinds of intimate things like lovers.They just don't have an established relationship that they can talk about.

But so what?They're both men, and they're not afraid of being dumped.Even if that little young master completely lost interest in him in a certain year and a certain month, and had another lovely lover, it was just his personal grief.He may be desperate, or he may harbor hatred, but those are fates, not worth resisting or mentioning to others.

Giuseppe, he knows his identity as a male prostitute, and he also knows the evil deeds he has committed.He has gained enough money and power, he should give something in love.Moreover, he has also deceived other people's feelings, and even in some respects, he is despicably deceiving Xavier's feelings at this moment, so he should be hopeless and should suffer a little torture of unrequited love.

The advisor still had no faith in love, especially in his own.He thinks that he is not worthy of being loved at all, and he is not worthy of that young master spending his whole life being gentle and making some kind of seemingly hopeless, stupid oath.He doesn't believe that he can get other people's understanding, other people's comfort, other people's infinite kindness.After all, he has no merits worthy of praise, nor does he have any kind of cute personality. He is just a boring uncle, a boring workaholic, and he also has some bad deeds that cannot be denied.

If Xavier knew about this and knew that the consultant was hesitating because of such an unfounded reason, he would definitely explain it to Giuseppe.In his eyes, he has a bewitching body and a charisma of persistent struggle.Although sometimes he is poisonous and sometimes hysterical, but this is all due to his unshirkable responsibility, and he should not bear any unnecessary belittling.

What's more, in most cases, when the consultant said some deceitful nonsense with a gentle and calm expression, it was actually quite a cute situation.What's more, Giuseppe would still be in a daze with such an expression, thinking about some stupid things that didn't make sense, or topics like dinner that didn't make any sense.Xavier had always believed that the seriousness of the consultant was his helpless nature, and he must be open 24 hours a day, all year round.And it wasn't until recently that he realized that it was just a high-hanging mask to hide the fragility and idleness that everyone has.

He liked this Giuseppe, not some precise and flawless machine.He likes his frowning, slightly troubled expression, and his slightly hoarse cock when he is frantic and drunk.Xavier liked everything about Giuseppe, whether it was actually likable or not.He was obsessed with Giuseppe's body, but finally fell into his nature and soul.

It's just a pity that the consultant didn't know about it.So they are still stuck in boring temptations and mutual suspicions.They are all denying each other's good intentions, and they are all burying their emotions deep in their hearts, but they forget some fundamental facts.If it wasn't for love, that young master would never be patient with a middle-aged uncle who looks like a housekeeper; if it wasn't for love, that consultant gentleman would never bow his head to a young man with a bad personality who is just looking for trouble.They both dedicate the greatest tenderness and tolerance to each other, even at the cost of becoming stupid, cowardly, and not like themselves.

But the strange thing is that neither of them dared to admit this great, deep-rooted feeling to each other.

Therefore, this delicate relationship is still going on, and the consultant is still laughing at Xavier's confession, making fun of his sincerity to himself.Xavier had nothing to do about it, and gradually got used to this situation, he began to acquiesce to this rather weird fact, and gave up explaining the details to Giuseppe.

So, it was mid-July again, when the weather was so hot that neither Giuseppe nor Xavier wanted to leave the brownstone.Lina, the widow of fat Albert, pays a surprise office visit to the worrisome couple of fools.She brought an old, small aluminum box and explained to Giuseppe that it was what she got for cleaning up the room.The box seemed to contain Albert's letters, but there was no sender, and there was no necessary address or contact information.Lina felt that they should be handed over to Giuseppe. After the consultant's explanation, she was fully aware of her position and wholeheartedly hoped to serve Barone in exchange for a part of the property embezzled by Albert. To maintain her poor life.

When Lina entered, the young master was proofreading the account books and titles for the first half of the year with Giuseppe.Since the signing of the contract with Maldini, the business of Barone's bookkeeping business has been very good.At the same time, the domestic economy has finally recovered slowly, and the stock market and exchange rate have stabilized, and they no longer have the ups and downs like a bloody soap opera like before.Therefore, the consultant will finally not be in London time, jumping out of bed and yelling at politicians as shameless hooligans.Although, Xavier is used to his hysteria, and at this time, he will be quite skilled in pushing him back to bed and continue to rest.

And for some subtle reasons, Xavier still occupies the office and bed of the consultant. He seems to have forgotten the fact that he still has his own room in the brownstone building, so he and Giuseppe are of course kept secret. people's cohabitation relationship.Fortunately, Giuseppe was already aware of his feelings for the young master, so he didn't raise any objections that would spoil the scenery.For this, he repented with a sense of guilt in his heart, and at the same time secretly rejoiced inexplicably.

Giuseppe finally got used to the young master sitting across from him. Although he had been uncomfortable for a while, he had no choice and no room for negotiation.The solid wood tabletop is still full of documents and notes, and a low wall is built between them, allowing their eyes to touch, but keeping their minds away.In the ashtray on the corner of the table, the ashes of low-quality cigarettes and high-end cigars are mixed together, and there is no distinction between them, and there is no so-called boundary and division.The aroma of the two kinds of tobacco slowly floated in the air, dyed their suits, and stuck between their lips and teeth, making their breaths merge into one.

"Honey, go and pull the blinds behind you, the sun dazzles my eyes a little."

Xavier raised his head from the pile of documents and looked at the consultant's shining gold-rimmed glasses. No matter how many times he looked at them, the light on the frame would always be like a star.Giuseppe's beautiful, deep eyebrows and eyes are hidden in the ambiguous light and shadow, which makes him gentle and quiet.There was an inexplicable, fox-like smile in his gray-green eyes.The consultant leaned forward slightly, put his chin on his hands, and said softly:

"No problem, uncle's cutie, because of your desperate love, uncle can do anything for you."

After he finished speaking, he stood up from the chair quite gracefully, then stretched out that slender arm, closing all the light around him like a god.He took out the lighter and cigarettes from his pocket, and leaned against the window sill to watch the young master's neat calculation and quick thinking.Giuseppe shook out the cigarette from the box with one hand, then bit the cigarette in his mouth, and lit it with his head tilted.He took two puffs and asked Xavier:

"How was the situation in the first half of the year, and the business in Sean is still good?"

"Christ, if we had done this two years earlier, maybe the entire area around Chicago would be our territory now." Xavier was drawing on the ledger with one hand, while picking up an ashtray from the corner of the table, and handing it to the consultant. before.Giuseppe saw that fox-like smile appeared on his face again.He leaned over, flicked the ash on Xavier's hand, and said in Italian:

"It's your mother's sweet dream. Our opponents are not mentally handicapped. We won't let your ambitious behavior go, let alone let Sean be your help. In the end, we are all just lucky. Luck let us drill took Maldini's loophole, made a lot of money, and did some immoral things."

"Forget it, my dear. If you go to hell someday, with Satan and those little devils, will you explain this sanctimoniously? Explain that you have no fault, explain that all your achievements are just the result of luck?"

The young master sneered inexplicably when he heard this, and criticized in a somewhat cruel way.Unfortunately, he learned some of the temperament of an old rascal from that consultant, so he can talk nonsense without changing his face, and can also mock and sarcasm bitterly.

There was nothing Giuseppe could do about it, he could only stifle the cigarette in the ashtray, and replied gruffly:

"I'll tell them that I've made such a mess out of my ability. And the so-called human world, fuck it, it's no better than their hell!"

Xavier was amused by his deliberate bully tone. It is hard to imagine that such a gentle and serious handsome gentleman would say such unkempt, vulgar and indecent words.He put the pen in his hand aside, and then motioned the consultant to move closer.Giuseppe was aware of his intentions, and understood the inappropriateness of such intentions, but the tenderness in his heart drove him to approach without reservation.

But the young master still felt that his movements were too slow, so he grabbed Giuseppe's collar, and then entangled with his rough lips and teeth, kissing him roughly and panting.The consultant had some inexplicable heart palpitations because of this, he refused powerlessly, and explained to Xavier incoherently, saying that he had no intention other than kissing at all, let alone having sex with him in broad daylight idea.

Xavier listened, and wanted Giuseppe to give up the idea of ​​pretending to be innocent from the bottom of his heart. After all, the consultant is already in his 30s, and he has done enough in front of Xavier to insult the word "pure" Words matter.But unfortunately, before he could speak, Lina, that poor old woman, let out a scream first.

With lightning speed, Giuseppe straightened his tie and restored the sanctimonious mask.Although he still had obvious guilt and shame in his heart, his face was always calm.He pushed the gold-rimmed glasses on the bridge of his nose, and asked Lina to sit on the sofa and explain her purpose in a gentle manner.

"Christ, I have no intention of disturbing you..."

While muttering, the woman took out Albert's letter from her handbag.They were packed in the small aluminum box, and Lina explained the ins and outs of discovering them and the suspicions contained in them.She also wanted to say sorry for her rudeness, but the consultant stopped her conversation indiscriminately and changed the subject.

Giuseppe accepted the box, thanked Lina for her selfless help, and then he gave her a small favor, earning a large basket of heartfelt praise and praise.Even when Luca sent her downstairs, she kept repeating Giuseppe's kindness and kindness.

But in fact, this highly praised gentleman locked the door of the office after she left.He pulled Xavier's tie, almost impatience, and dragged the young master into the bedroom to fool around.Then, I had to do it myself, rushing to some mindless work in the middle of the night.And Xavier, although quite reluctant, still had to work overtime with him, and together with the consultant, spurned his own restraint and restraint in his heart.

The author has something to say:

Hey, two idiots...