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Chu Yuan drove to a place by himself, but in fact he only came there twice, and the small town in his memory seemed to have changed a lot.

He asked for directions all the way to find Wu Bai's hometown, which was demolished and relocated. Later, Wu Bai's grandmother bought a new house with part of the money from the demolition and relocation. After her grandmother passed away, Wu Bai sold it again.

Chu Yuan walked around the outside of the two houses, recalling the time when he came to Wu Bai's house.

Then get in the car and go to the final destination.

It was a hill, densely packed with graves.

Chu Yuan found Grandma Wu Bai's one, which was very clean. It seems that Wu Bai would often come back to have a look or ask someone to clean it.

Chu Yuan squatted down, and he placed a bouquet of flowers and things that grandma loved to eat before the grave.

Gently patted off a little dust on it, Chu Yuan smiled and said, "I'm sorry, Grandma, it's been so long to see you. I'm here to tell you that Wu Bai is getting married, I believe Wu Bai has already told you ? I’ve seen photos of his bride, she’s very beautiful, according to Wu Bai, she’s highly educated and kind-hearted. You can rest assured.”

He stood up, waved his hand towards the grave, and said, "Grandma, I'm going to attend Wu Bai's wedding, and I'll come to see you later. I've done what I promised you. Wu Bai will definitely be very happy in the future."

Leaving the city where they used to live, Chu Yuan and Li Yusheng came to Beijing, where Wu Bai lived.

This time, many people came back.

Zhao Qiao is back. He is now working in an investment bank. He feels that he should have found his purpose in life, and his life is full of energy.

Fang Qi also came back. It is worth mentioning that he and Lin Mo went to university in the same city in the United States.The two of them, one doing fashion design and the other doing game design, later fell in love and came together.The fate in the world is really wonderful sometimes. Some people have no fate, but some people are bound by thousands of miles of marriage.

Of course Lin Mo also came back with Fang Qi.

Everyone was very excited when they met, hugging each other endlessly.

Then the protagonist finally came, Wu Bai was wearing a white suit, with a tall and straight figure and a heroic look.His brows and eyes are still passionate, but his temperament has become mature, and he looks like a man who can be relied on.

Wu Bai walked over with the bride on his arm and introduced them to Chu Yuan and the others.

The bride is beautiful, even prettier than in the photos.The two are talented and beautiful, they are really an incomparable match.

Wu Bai's parents did not come, but his uncle and aunt came. Although they were not nice to Wu Bai before, after all, Wu Bai lived in their house.Sometimes it's not that we forgive anything, it's just that we don't care about it after a long time.

Chu Yuan took out the gift, and he handed it to Wu Bai and said, "I still remember that I broke a chain of yours before, and now I'm giving you a new one haha. Happy wedding, you must treat others well in the future." He finally put The gift was sent out, with the bride's initials newly added to it.But the symmetry is his and Wu Bai's names.

Wu Bai opened the box to take a look, and immediately remembered.He looked at Chu Yuan with a smile, and there were tears in his eyes. He said, "I will cherish it." I don't know if he was talking about a gift or answering Chu Yuan's words.

Before the wedding started, everyone took their seats. Chu Yuan sat with Fang Qi and the others. Fang Qi said that Wu Bai would have to drink a few bottles of wine later.

Chu Yuan smiled and scolded him, saying no, a few drinks are enough, Wu Bai's drinker is very poor, and he will get drunk after just one drink.

Fang Qi laughed, and he said, "Brother Yuan, you haven't been with us for a long time. Xiaobai changed when he failed in his third year of high school. Don't talk about two or three glasses, two or three bottles are fine, haha Ha ha."

Chu Yuan's smile froze immediately, and at this time the host said, "The wedding begins!" Everyone's attention turned to the stage.

Wu Bai took the bride's hand and walked up slowly, and there was bursts of applause on the court.

Chu Yuan sat there blankly, one image after another flashed in his mind, he remembered that rainy night, he unbuttoned Wu Bai's shirt, he kissed him like a demon.He thought Wu Bai was drunk.He thought Wu Bai was not sober.He thought he didn't know anything, so he didn't resist.

But now...it turns out...he knew it, he knew it a long time ago...

The host asked Wu Bai to speak, and Wu Bai said that the happiest time in his life was his high school years.He met the most precious and important person in his life.Without that period of time, he might just be a conceited, pessimistic person who doesn't know how to love and be loved.

Chu Yuan listened, and he smiled, tears streaming from his eyes.

If this passage of Wu Bai was told by Chu Yuan, it would be exactly the same.If he hadn't met Wu Bai, what would he be like now?

No one knows the answer to the question, because there is only one life, and if you walk one way, you can't go another way.Just like the current Chu Yuan and Wu Bai, they each embarked on their own paths in life.They used to be like two dim stars, they met each other, illuminated each other, and made each other's light brighter and brighter.

Perhaps in the days to come, these two stars will shine separately in their own sky and will never meet again, but they must be glad to have met each other once.

The pastor read the old-fashioned and affectionate lines, Wu Bai replied "I do", and then the pastor asked everyone: Are you all willing to testify for their wedding vows?

Chu Yuan looked at Wu Bai, and Wu Bai also looked at him. The eyes of the two were so honest that they didn't need any words, as if they had already understood each other's feelings.

When Chu Yuan's tears slipped to the corner of his mouth, he grinned and smiled happily, and said loudly, "I am willing!"

At the end of the wedding ceremony, Wu Bai stayed on the stage alone and said, "I liked poetry very much when I was in high school, and I once participated in a poetry competition. Although I have not become a poet now, I think poetry is still very beautiful. I I don’t regret that I loved poetry so much, until now I still like it very much.” His eyes were red, tears fell down, and the corners of his mouth were still smiling, and he continued, “Let me read to you a poem I wrote in a previous competition. The poem, to everyone present and our youthful years that will never come back.”

Wu Bai's voice was very loud and full of magnetism.

They seemed to be back in high school all at once. Wu Bai was wearing a simple white sportswear and stood on the stage reciting with eloquence. Chu Yuan was sitting under the stage with his legs crossed, with a smile on his lips and nostalgia in his eyes. looking at him with love.

"Youth blank

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When it came to the last three sentences, Chu Yuan smiled and looked at Wu Bai, and they read almost in unison:

Youth is a picture scroll that is too hasty

and time can't take away

It is the blank space of youth that we have been pursuing all our lives

The End

——To our beautiful and regretful youth years

The author has something to say: Dan Ying and Daniel’s episode will be added when the next article is updated, probably in May (∩_∩)

It's finally over, hi.There are actually a lot of things I want to say hahaha, and there are many friends to thank, so I will open a separate chapter to talk about the long-winded nonsense hahaha

Some of the author's long-winded

The original intention of writing this novel is quite simple, because I will be graduating soon (not high school hahaha), when I look back on my school days, I am filled with emotion and have a lot of regrets. I always feel that youth is too beautiful, so I feel that A lot of regrets, because no matter how you live, the good days will pass.

So the theme of this story is growth and regret, not just for Chu Yuan and Wu Bai, everyone here has some troubles belonging to youth. In fact, I personally feel that the ordinary life in reality may not have so many strong emotions. But those faint sentimentality are interspersed in our lives.

There is no need to say more about Chu Yuan, this story was originally told with him as the main character.His personality is extroverted and flamboyant in the eyes of others, but in fact he also has a lot of delicate and fragile thoughts.His behavior is very bold compared to children of that age. My age is not as colorful as his life! (laughs) He is like those children who want to wear adult clothes and walk faster than their peers, but in fact there are many problems that he has never thought about or faced.

It should be love at first sight for Wu Bai, right?Then as I get along with Wu Bai, I like him more and more.But this kid refused to admit that he liked Wu Bai at the beginning, hahaha, besides worrying that he was gay, he also lived a chic life, thinking he was playing games in the world.Not daring to admit one's own heart, fighting against oneself is probably the most common psychology in youth.

Chu Yuan in the early stage was still quite excessive, he only cared about venting his emotions, even for Wu Bai, the person he cared about, he still chose to hurt without hesitation.Of course, he grew up later and was abused too much, so I can't bear to talk about him anymore. In fact, after seeing it, I cried for Chu Yuan.

Let’s talk about Wu Bai again. Because this story is from Chu Yuan’s perspective, there are very few psychological descriptions of Wu Bai, but there are some details and foreshadowing. If you are interested, you can go and see, and you can still introduce some of Wu Bai’s ideas.

It has to be said that Wu Bai is the most complicated person in this story, because his experience is rich but his emotions are very dull. This extreme duality makes him complicated.

As a friend, Wu Bai is impeccable, he is very tolerant and caring for Chu Yuan, even if only as a friend, Chu Yuan is very important to him, because Chu Yuan is the first good friend he made in life Oh my friend.

What is more controversial is what is his emotion towards Chu Yuan?Has he ever noticed Chu Yuan's unusual feelings for him?In fact, this has been written in several places, but it is not directly stated.I can only say that he may have it, but he is not sure, and he is not sure, or he evaded and hid this question.

He may try his best to bring his relationship with Chu Yuan back on track, because the previous experience is too deep for him, some problems cannot be understood at once, and some hatreds cannot be forgotten at once.Human growth really takes time, and this is the most regrettable place.

Because everything will not be so just right, many things will not stay in place and wait, things in the world have changed too much, and when I regain my senses and want to catch something, I find it is too late.

So this story is not only Chu Yuan's regret, but also Wu Bai's regret. Although the ending is not so perfect, they have grown into better people. There is no doubt about it. I believe they will have a good life in the future Yes, because they already know how to love and know how to be loved.

Li Yusheng is a very proactive person. Of course, I am not encouraging everyone to be like him and desperate for love. After all, he is very lucky. If he meets the former Chu Yuan, then he will probably only be the next one. Lan Fei.

But there is one thing, just like Zhao Qiao and Lin Mo pursuing what they want, it is not a bad thing to face up to their inner thoughts and be a straightforward person.

In fact, there is still a lot I want to say, but everyone should have different ideas when reading a story. Welcome to communicate with me in the comment area hahaha.

Then I finished writing a novel for the first time, and it was actually modern hahaha. Most of the brain holes I developed before were ancient and modern, probably because this way I can be unconstrained and unscrupulous, hahaha, Writing modern texts has a strong sense of substitution, so I am sorry to write too exaggeratedly.So the next article will hover between the campus sand sculpture sweet article and the unscrupulous abuse article. It will probably be updated in May, and then I will tell the story of Dan Ying and Daniel.I hope there is still a little cutie remembering me at that time hahaha

Also very important, I am grateful to many people. My sister, good friends, and roommates all gave me support and encouragement, which made me feel that what I wrote was okay hahaha.

Then the little angels who commented and left messages for me, Gu Gu, Zuo Zuo, Nine Monster Nightmare, Di Jiuqing, Qingqiu, unknown, Ah Hui, Meow Meow... especially Gu Gu and Zuo Zuo, often comment, really I'm very happy (∩_∩) and my friends in Tieba.

All friends who have read, bookmarked, and commented, thank you for liking this story. It is really the happiest thing to write an article if someone likes it.A bow of gratitude.

Finally, I ordered You Changjing's "Yesterday's Blue Sky" for everyone hahaha, I feel that the lyrics fit well with this article.

"I miss you so much on a windy night

I miss you so much in the gap between the crowd

Did you hear the phrase I like you

Can I follow your back?

The unfulfilled promise of those names that have been shouted

Everything is hidden in the bottom of my heart and a lonely flower blooms

How are you

Why do you have to walk away when you grow up?

Where are you now and how far away from me

Are you flying bravely, is there anyone who loves you

Whenever I think of you, the world is suddenly quiet

are you the same

Youth has you present not to make you absent

I really want to run towards you along the memory

yesterday's blue sky

Disappeared with the boy waving

crowd

are u there

you want to be happy

i miss you

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