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Chu Yuan blamed himself very much. If it wasn't because he deliberately changed his phone number and deliberately reduced contact with everyone, he would not have known about Wu Bai until now, and Wu Bai would not have fallen to that point.

Wu Bai's grandmother passed away more than a month ago, and she was critically ill and hospitalized during the Chinese New Year.On New Year's Eve, Wu Bai called Chu Yuan just to talk about grandma, but before he could say anything, Chu Yuan hung up the phone.

Chu Yuan felt very sad and regretted. Wu Bai must have been very scared and helpless at that time. In this world, he only had his grandmother as a close person, and no one could give him help and comfort.But when he called Chu Yuan, Chu Yuan didn't help him, and didn't even listen to him finish his sentence.Chu Yuan wanted to beat himself up, why!Why didn't I ask when I clearly sensed something was wrong? !Why am I not answering everyone's calls? !Why should I escape? !Why am I still so selfish? !

With great remorse, he hurriedly packed his luggage, bought a plane ticket and prepared to fly back to China immediately.Li Yusheng pulled him and asked, "What about Dad? Who will take care of him?" Chu Yuan didn't lift his head, busy with the work in hand, "You stay and take care of Dad, I will be back in a week at most." Li Yusheng wanted to say something else , Chu Yuan took the luggage and stepped out the door in two or three steps.

The door was slammed shut, Li Yusheng stayed where he was, and after a long time he squatted down weakly, holding his head in his hands, tears dripping down on the floor, muttering to himself "... ...Am I still lost...haha...still lost..."

After a year, seeing Wu Bai again, Chu Yuan never expected that it would be in a bar.

When he heard what Fang Qi said, he didn't believe it at all, until he saw Wu Bai sitting on the sofa in the bar with his own eyes.He clearly knew that this person was Wu Bai, but he didn't look like Wu Bai.This Wu Bai is no longer the clean, shy boy in white clothes, but a frivolous and wicked man with dyed blond hair, fashionable and bold clothes, and wanton jokes.

There was a man with a scar sitting next to Wu Bai, and when Chu Yuan recalled that this man with a scar was the one who made things difficult for Daniel, he suddenly became furious.He rushed over without saying a word, punched the man with the scar on the ground, and then pulled Wu Bai up.

Everything happened so fast, when someone reacted and wanted to fight back against Chu Yuan, seeing Chu Yuan's murderous eyes and the man with the scar lying motionless on the ground, he was so frightened that he dared not act rashly.

In this way, Chu Yuan forcefully pulled Wu Bai out of the bar under the eyes of everyone. Wu Bai didn't struggle, and was pulled straight forward.

After walking for a while, there were no people on the street.

Wu Bai shook off Chu Yuan's hand, and he said, "It's fine."

Chu Yuan looked at Wu Bai in front of him, and thousands of feelings appeared in his heart at the same time, such as longing, nostalgia, love, heartache, pity, sadness, regret, self-blame, remorse... too many emotions intertwined At the same time, let him not know what words to use and what emotions to express.

After being silent for a long time, no one spoke, finally Wu Bai couldn't bear it anymore, and he said, "It's nothing, I'll go first."

Chu Yuan stretched out his hand and pulled Wu Bai back, holding him directly in his arms.

"why?"

"Aren't you in the United States, why are you back..."

"why?"

"...you're so busy, don't worry about my business..."

"why?"

"..."

"Why exactly?"

"No reason!" Wu Bai suddenly yelled, "I want to go to the bar, can't I? I don't want to take the college entrance examination, can't I? So what if I become bad? No one cares about this world anymore!"

Chu Yuan hugged Wu Bai tightly, and refused to let him go. He whispered in Wu Bai's ear, "I'm sorry, I'm late."

Wu Bai was quiet, and after a long time, Chu Yuan felt Wu Bai's body began to tremble, and gradually, the amplitude became bigger and bigger, and the suppressed sobs slowly leaked out of the air, and Chu Yuan's chest was gradually soaked with tears .

The crying and pain that should have come a long time ago finally couldn't hold back. On that cold night, like a light rain gradually turned into a torrential rain, it broke out like a mountain torrent.

"That man didn't touch you, did he?"

"Who? You mean Scarface? I just met him today..."

"That's good, otherwise I'll chop off his hand when he touches you." Chu Yuan said seriously, without seeming to be joking at all.

Wu Bai went to stay at Chu Yuan's house, and Fang Qi and the others also came the next day. Everyone gathered together was no longer happy and casual as before, but more awkward and strange.

Only then did Chu Yuan realize that many things had happened during the year he was away.

After he left for a month, Wu Bai and Lin Mo broke up. It was Lin Mo who brought it up on his own initiative. Wu Bai said he didn't understand why, but maybe he wasn't telling the truth.

Another month later, Lin Mo will go abroad. Her parents want her to study medicine abroad. She has a showdown with her parents and tells them that she already knows that they are divorced. In the future, she just wants to walk the path she wants to take.During that time, Lin Mo was suffering every day, and it was not easy to stick to her own ideas. Fortunately, Wu Bai supported her.She finally won, and her parents agreed to let her go abroad to study fashion design.

Then came the winter vacation, Wu Bai's grandmother suddenly became seriously ill and was hospitalized, and passed away not long after.Since then, Wu Bai has become even more reticent. One day he suddenly didn't come to school. When Fang Qi found him, he was actually playing with a group of social people in a bar. Fang Qi wanted to take him away, but he dumped him. He opened Fang Qi's hand.

Since then, Wu Bai seems to have changed, from clothing, hair to words and deeds are completely different from before, just like the former Chu Yuan.Wu Bai was even more extreme than the previous Chu Yuan. He often didn't come to school, or even go home, and later he didn't even go to school at all, telling his class teacher that he would give up the college entrance examination.

Fang Qi and the others had no choice but to call Chu Yuan to see if he could persuade Wu Bai.

After hearing this, Chu Yuan immediately wanted to blame Fang Qi for not telling him earlier, and then thought of his behavior of deliberately breaking off contact with them, so he couldn't ask, and he could only blame himself.

After Wu Bai stayed at Chu Yuan's house for a few days, his condition slowly returned to the way it was before.Although his hair is still blonde, he has put on normal clothes. He no longer goes out to play, and starts to go to school every day as before.

On the weekend, Chu Yuan called Fang Qi and the others to his home. True friends, although we haven't contacted each other for a long time, they will feel strange at first, but after a few days of getting along, they will soon return to a familiar state.

Fang Qi was very happy. He had always been worried about Wu Bai's affairs. Now that he saw Wu Bai slowly returning to normal, the big stone in his heart finally fell.

Chu Yuan was smoking on the balcony alone, and Wu Bai pushed the door open and walked in.

He habitually puts out the cigarette, because Wu Bai doesn't like the smell of smoke.Wu Bai stopped him and said "it doesn't matter".

The two of them were sitting, and it was raining lightly outside, which gradually tended to increase.

"Is everything over at home finished?"

"Well, I sold the house."

"Sold? Then where will you go back to live?"

"I won't go back, there is no reason to go back there."

Chu Yuan hesitated for a while, but still said, "Grandma will be happy only if you live well. She must hope that you live happily."

"……I see……"

"That's good……"

After being silent for a while, Chu Yuan asked again, "What's the matter with you and Lin Mo? Does she not like you?"

Wu Bai shook his head, he reached out to pick up the wine bottle on the table, poured himself a glass, and said, "Drink." Chu Yuan knew that he was drunk in just one glass, so he hurried to stop him, but Wu Bai was very stubborn, just wanting to drink. drink wine.Chu Yuan couldn't resist him, so he sighed and started to drink himself.

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