youth blank

With this thought in mind, Chu Yuan fell into a deep sleep. This time he slept so deeply, he was so tired all this time.

He had many, many dreams.

He dreamed that when he was a child, he always asked where his mother was, why did others have a mother but he didn't?But no one answered him.

He dreamed that when he was in elementary school, he was mischievous and reckless, and wanted his father to get angry and teach him, but his father didn't, he didn't have time to take care of him, whether he beat other people's children or burned other people's yards, he would pay for everything .

He dreamed that his cousin took him to various places to play. In fact, he was a little scared but he pretended to be very happy. Then he saw his cousin sucking the dead body on the floor...

He dreamed that he smoked, drank, fought in groups, went to bars, gambled, picked up girls, so many scenes that quickly made his head hurt...

……

Then he dreamed of a clean boy in white clothes, standing in the sun, smiling brightly at him. He felt very happy, kept laughing, and hugged him. Disappeared……

Then he woke up, a little dizzy when he woke up, and his eyes were foggy.

"You finally woke up." A clear voice said, "If you continue to be unconscious, I will really carry you down the mountain."

Chu Yuan woke up instantly, he stared blankly at Wu Bai who was beside him, he felt that he was still dreaming, and then closed his eyes again.

"Hey! What's wrong with you?" Wu Bai hurriedly patted his face and shouted nervously.

The pain from being hit on the face made him understand that everything in front of him was real and not a dream!He opened his eyes and looked at the person close at hand in disbelief.

"Don't scare me anymore..." Wu Bai said with a sigh of relief, "You are really good. You don't even open the tent door when you sleep. Can you not catch a cold? Fortunately, the fever has subsided now." He spoke from Chu Yuan got up and acted as a human body heater for so long, and he was also a little tired.

Chu Yuan was so surprised that he couldn't say a word for a long time, Wu Bai saw him like that and took the initiative to say, "I just went outside to search for a long time but couldn't find any water source, but there is a little dew on the leaves, but it's too little and too difficult to collect, wasteful It took me a lot of physical strength, I think it's better to stay here than this, so as to keep more water..." Wu Bai kept rambling, this may be the first time Chu Yuan heard Wu Bai say so many words in one breath.

"You...why?..." Didn't you leave?Why do you want to come back?

Wu Bai sighed annoyedly, "I actually talked so much, wasting water! After that, it's best for the two of us not to say a word, but to lie down to save energy." Then he lay beside Chu Yuan, and said flatly, "In the future Stop acting, your acting skills are too bad..."

……ah……?Hahahahahahahahahahaha, Chu Yuan began to laugh uncontrollably, tears came out of his laughter.Wu Bai scolded "wasting water!"

After that, the two of them really did what Wu Bai said, lying motionless without saying a word.

Time passed very slowly, so slow that the sun, moon and stars seemed to stop turning, so slow that it seemed that there were only the two of them left in the world.

I don't know how long it has passed, they have begun not to count or care about time.Chu Yuan felt very hungry, thirsty, tired, and dizzy. His body was overwhelmed, and his soul became very light and erratic.His body was heavy and heavy, but his heart felt unprecedentedly stable, and he was even a little bit happy and attached to him, the feeling that only the two of them were left in the world to depend on each other.

He opened his mouth and uttered jerky, hoarse, and weak syllables, and he couldn't even articulate the words clearly. He heard his own voice sounding in the distance, "...why...why..." Why did you stay?Why are you so stupid?Why do you want to die with him?

What he said was so vague, but fortunately Wu Bai heard it and understood it.Wu Bai's answer was "I told you earlier, it's...brother..."

At this time, Chu Yuan really wanted to show a big smile, but his strength was only enough to draw a slight arc from the corner of his mouth.

His thoughts are scattered and erratic, and he can't think about anything with his infinitely empty head. He is just very happy and feels that it is worthwhile to know Wu Bai in this life...

I don't know how long it has passed, so long that they can't even feel the pain.Chu Yuan's head suddenly became clear as if the smoke had been dispersed. He thought, this is the legendary flashback.

What happened in the past began to flash clearly in his mind like a movie.

He saw that he saw Wu Bai for the first time, and he immediately fell in love with this young man with affectionate brows and eyes but a very cold demeanor.It's a pity that he was too arrogant at that time and had a bad attitude towards Wu Bai.

When he saw Wu Bai fainted on the ground, he was obviously nervous and anxious, why didn't he hurry over to take care of him?

He saw that he and Wu Bai were at the same table, he rescued Wu Bai, and Wu Bai showed him the most beautiful smile he had ever seen in his life.At that time, he even wanted time to stop at that moment forever.

He saw Wu Bai become his friend, they eat together every day, attend classes together, and play together.He talked nonsense to Wu Tiantian, and Wu Bai sat beside him and smiled quietly.During that time, he really felt so happy, he had never been so happy.

He saw Wu Bai wearing his pajamas, his mouth became parched, and he dared not admit that he was interested in Wu Bai's body.

He saw Wu Bai and Lan Fei walking together, he was very angry, he lost his temper towards Wu Bai inexplicably, but in fact he was very cowardly, he dared not admit that the reason for his anger was jealousy.

When he saw Wu Bai telling him that he would be waiting for him at his house in Ping An Ye, and wanted to give him an apple, he really regretted it in his heart, he really wanted to beat himself up, he thought how could I be such a bastard?

He saw Wu Bai dressed as Princess Bai Xue, like a beautiful angel.He kissed him secretly, but made many excuses for himself, he dared not admit that he wanted to kiss him.

He saw Wu Bai helping him with his homework, seeing Wu Bai standing on a high platform reciting aloud, and seeing himself singing "Similar & Love" in KTV.He is so chic and self-righteous, but cowardly, he only dares to say in the song that he "want a response similar to love".

He saw that he was anxious and angry because of Lin Mo's appearance, and lost his temper with Wu Bai like a psychopath.He didn't want to treat Wu Bai like this at all, but he didn't dare to admit that he was afraid that Wu Bai would leave him, that Wu Bai would belong to someone else one day.

He saw the quarrel between himself and Wu Bai, he was desperate and crazy because of Wu Bai's distrust, but he never asked himself why he cared so much about Wu Bai's thoughts?Why did you fall & almost suck because you broke up with Wu Bai?

why why?Isn't the answer obvious enough?

At this time, Chu Yuan finally realized how stupid and stupid he was. The self-righteous arrogance and arrogance were actually just a coward.He actually knew the answer a long time ago, but he dared not admit it, he was afraid to admit it.For a long time, he has been living a life of drunkenness and dreaming of death. He plays in the world every day and doesn't care about anything. He thinks that he can be chic and happy like this.But when he met what he really wanted, he flinched, hesitated, and dared not admit it.So he is in pain, he is awkward, and he is inexplicable.He thought he was just a paper tiger, seemingly invincible, but in fact he was so fragile that he didn't even dare to admit that he wanted what he wanted.

He should have admitted earlier - he likes Wu Bai.

Yes, I like it, I like it very much, I like it so much that just because of Wu Bai's slight disturbance, it will cause a storm and huge waves, I like it so much that every bit of Wu Bai's joy, anger, sorrow and joy will affect his emotions and occupy his heart.

He likes Wu Bai, his good-looking eyebrows, his smile like an angel, his quiet homework, his expression of listening to his speech, his lips, his body, Everything about him, even the poems he likes, the air he breathes, all the scenery he sees...

It's just, what a pity, what a pity... I just understand now...

He suddenly remembered that when Wu Bai scolded him, he said, "Don't you think that when you get old, you don't have anything worth remembering?", and Zhao Qiao asked him "What is the meaning of life?".

He really regretted it now, regretted it very much, more than he regretted anything before.He really wanted to tell the person lying next to him, "I like you, I like you so much." But he didn't even have the strength to open his eyelids.

He thought, if Wu Bai is so good, he will definitely go to heaven, so does he have a chance to go as a bastard?He was so afraid that he wouldn't be able to go.If he can go, he must, must catch up with Wu Bai, and say to him "I'm sorry, I like you." Then his consciousness began to slacken, and the world gradually became darker and darker. Together with Wu Bai...

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The author has something to say: Thanks to Gu Gu for his mines and comments, and to Qing Qiu for his enthusiastic comments.

Jin-Jiang had another convulsion and cried Liao! !I originally planned to revise chapters 9, 10, and 13 today, and then update the extras.But I’m really not in the mood now, I’m sorry everyone, I can only talk about it tomorrow, I hope Jin-jiang won’t have a convulsion tomorrow...

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Dan Ying and Daniel

It started at the wrong time, with an inopportune encounter.

The first time Dan Ying met Daniel was in a bar.At that time, Daniel was entangled by a man with a scar face. He actually didn't want to help, but Daniel hid behind him, and he took advantage of the situation to become a hero.It's a pity that he doesn't want to save the beauty, let alone a hero.

That night, he took Daniel to the hotel, and Daniel seemed a little shy, but not panicked.A handsome boy who lacks love, is very experienced, and doesn't love himself, Shan Ying thought, he can play around casually without any trouble.

His judgment on Daniel was almost correct, but the conclusion was completely wrong.He treats Daniel like he treats all pretty boys, sweet but false, with a playful tenderness, afterward they should be irrelevant, as if they never knew each other.

Dan Ying has always thought so, and has done so.He thought that this time was no different from the last time and the next time.

Until two days later, Daniel appeared in front of him again, with golden curly hair and big light blue eyes. The moment he saw Dan Ying, he changed from confusion and sorrow to surprise and excitement in an instant.He ran towards Danying like a happy bird, hugged Danying's waist affectionately, and said in a complaining and dependent tone, "I've been waiting for you in this bar & bar, why did you come today! Did you come that day? What's the matter? Why did you leave before I woke up? How can I contact you without leaving me a call..."

He confides to Dan Ying endlessly, and Dan Ying is stunned. This development is completely beyond his expectation.He looked into those innocent eyes, wondering if the boy in front of him was really stupid or just pretending to be innocent?

After that, they drank and chatted together like the previous time, hugging and kissing.Dan Ying doesn't dislike Daniel, he is even a little curious, what is the purpose of this Daniel staying by his side?Like an audience who doesn't want to expose the performance, he is superficially interested in the show, but he sneers soberly in his heart. He wants to see what kind of medicine is sold in Daniel's gourd.

Daniel asked for his phone number, and even proposed to go to his house to play in the future, but Dan Ying agreed one by one with a smile.

After that, Daniel called every day and asked Dan Ying to come out to meet him. It seemed that he couldn't bear to see him for a day.With an attitude of watching a movie, Dan Ying didn't block Daniel, but he was too lazy to meet him every day, so he lied casually and said that he was busy and didn't want to call every day.In fact, he is not busy at all, besides playing, he still plays every day, playing with different people.

Daniel didn't act coquettish or make troubles after listening to it. Instead, he was silent for a while, and then agreed with a little aggrieved.

After that, Danying’s world became much cleaner. He occasionally received a few calls from Daniel. His attitude was cautious, for fear of disturbing Danying. You and the like, nine times out of ten, Dan Ying excused himself to miss something, and once in a while, he happened to have no companion to take him with him when he went out to play.

One morning, Dan Ying was still sleeping.Since he broke up with his ex-girlfriend, he couldn't sleep every night. When he closed his eyes, he began to dream about the past again. Those sweet, stupid, sincere, false, and desperate pictures appeared clearly in his eyes. His mind was no different from a nightmare.

He could talk and laugh about this matter with his friends, as if he didn't care anymore, but if he really didn't care, why did he flee back to the country like he was running away, and he didn't even dare to stay in the city where she was?If you really don't care, how can you think of her when you meet other women, and then you can't touch women anymore because of physical & disgust?

He really couldn't figure out why, his childhood sweetheart, the girl he had liked for so many years, would treat him like this in the end, and he ended up with such a tragic ending, as if all the sincerity and devotion for so many years were a shit joke.love?Hehe, he will never touch again in this life.

He answered the phone vaguely, because he was angry when he got up, and Shan English was not good.Daniel was terrified, thinking that he had interrupted Dan Ying's work, "Yes, I'm sorry... I really don't know when you will be free, so I wanted to call you earlier. Today is my birthday, can you accompany me?"

Dan Ying casually "hmm", then hung up the phone and continued to sleep.

When he woke up, he completely forgot about it.

It had been raining since the morning, and Shan Ying didn't want to go out at first, but his good brother Chu Yuan was in a bad mood and asked him out to play, so he had to go.

This time, it was two o'clock in the morning.

When his car was approaching the gate, he saw a person sitting under the eaves outside the yard, holding his legs with his hands. The narrow eaves could not stop the heavy rain that was blown tilted by the wind. Got completely wet.

Dan Ying took a closer look, it turned out to be Daniel, and then he suddenly remembered the phone call in the morning, wondering if he had been waiting for me here all this time?

With an incredible mood, he took an umbrella and got out of the car.Daniel had already rushed to his car door in a stride, as if the heavy rain outside was nothing at all.

He originally wanted to rush directly into Dan Ying's arms, but because of the water on his body, he withdrew his outstretched hand and stood a little helpless.

"Why did you come back? Are you busy with work?"

Dan Ying replied vaguely, he didn't even tell Daniel that he was still in school.

When Daniel came to Danying's house for the first time, he seemed to be in a very good mood. He kept looking left and right, full of curiosity, as if this was not an ordinary home, but an interesting technology & museum tour & paradise.

When sleeping, Daniel hugged Dan Ying tightly, and he complained a bit, saying, you didn't prepare a gift for me.

Dan Ying thought for a moment, took out a watch from the drawer, and handed it to him.Daniel took it over and almost jumped out of bed with joy, he said great, I knew you wanted to prepare a surprise for me.

At this time, Dan Ying was really confused. He looked at the beautiful boy in front of him with innocent eyes like a child.He thought, is his acting skills too good, or is he really innocent?But judging from his performance in bed with Daniel, Daniel obviously has a lot of experience, and his body is very sensitive, so he doesn't look like a pure and innocent boy.

So Shan Ying asked, "Aren't your parents worried about you being out so late?"

"No one cares about me." No one cares?What's the meaning?Does it mean he's an orphan or his parents are too busy to care about him?

"Are you free tomorrow? I still want to see you." Daniel asked coquettishly, rubbing Dan Ying's chest like a small animal.

"Don't you have to go to school tomorrow?" At Daniel's age, he should still be in school.

"You mean the kind of school where everyone goes to school together? Then I never went to school."

Dan Ying thought it was too strange, is there anyone who doesn't go to school these days?

"If you don't go to school, what did you do before?"

"I used to live on a small island, there was only me and Zhang Ma, and sometimes my brother would come over."

"You have an older brother? What about your parents?"

Daniel hesitated for a moment, and then he leaned into Dan Ying's ear and whispered, "This is my secret, but it's okay to tell you. Actually, I was an illegitimate child, and my mother threw me into an orphanage. It was my brother who put me in the orphanage." Picked it up."

"Then why don't you live on the island now?" In fact, there are too many questions that Dan Ying wants to ask. It is strange enough that Daniel lives on the island. Too many questions make him not know where to start from. Just ask.

"Sister-in-law sent me out."

"Why did I send you out?"

Daniel blinked in embarrassment, and he said, "I'm sorry, I don't want to hide it from you. But I swore to my sister-in-law, I can't tell anyone."

When he said this, Dan Ying suddenly realized that he was a little too curious about Daniel. He shouldn't be so curious about other people's lives. Understanding is a terrible first step, isn't it?

Then he shut up, he mocked himself in his heart, did he soften because Daniel waited for him in the rain all day?Dan Ying, Dan Ying, you have learned such a big lesson, don’t you have a long memory?

Dan Ying's silence made Daniel mistakenly think that Dan Ying was angry with him because he refused to tell him the truth.

He sat up anxiously, and explained a lot in a flurry of babbles, but Dan Ying didn't understand at all, or he didn't listen carefully at all.He only heard the last sentence "I like you".

like?Dan Ying frowned involuntarily, and he smiled contemptuously in his heart.Then the corner of his mouth was bent with obvious mockery, "Why do you like me?"

Daniel didn't notice Dan Ying's ridicule at all, and blushed and replied seriously, "That day...you helped me. I think you are very good..." Huh?Just because of this?too funny right?He didn't take the initiative to help that day at all. Daniel hid behind him, and he was just helping.If this is Daniel's real idea, then this person is too stupid and easy to deceive...

Daniel unexpectedly didn't ask to live in Dan Ying's house, but reluctantly kept telling Dan Ying to come to see him when he had time, Dan Ying casually said a few words, and sent him to the door.

At the door, Daniel was still reluctant to leave. He held Danying's arm reluctantly, and then he seemed to suddenly think of something, and said a little excitedly, "Why don't I buy a house and live near your house?"

Dan Ying sneered in his heart, it turned out that it was for money, what a boring reason, all his curiosity about Daniel disappeared in an instant.He had to admire Daniel's acting skills, which almost made him a little confused, but now that he opened his mouth like a lion, he was too confident in his own charm. Sure enough, people who are too good-looking tend to be blindly confident.

"Oh~ that's a good idea. Then how much do you want?" Dan Ying smiled. This was probably the last time he would act with him.

Daniel was a little confused. He seemed to really start to count. After thinking about it for a while, he seemed to be unable to figure it out. He said, "I don't know, but it's okay. My sister-in-law gave me a card and swiped it casually. I still don't know I haven’t used it much, so it shouldn’t be a problem to buy a house.”

Now the confused person became Dan Ying, his expression was so surprised that he lost control.From the first day he met Daniel, things developed in a completely unexpected direction. He was shocked again and again by this strange and mysterious boy, and was gradually led by him unknowingly to a place he thought he was. Abhorrent direction.

Later, Dan Ying recalled this wonderful encounter, and he thought it would be great if he could meet Daniel earlier.But in fact, it was useless earlier, because there was another person in his heart at that time.

Or is it better to meet later?Wait until he has completely let go of his ex-girlfriend and become an out-and-out scum.But by that time his life may have been completely irretrievable.

He thought that Daniel might be an angel sent by heaven to save him, and the timing of his encounter with Daniel might be right.

But it was not the right time for Daniel to meet him, or to put it another way, it was right for Daniel not to meet him.

The author has something to say: Chapters 9, 10, and 13 have been revised today, and friends who have read it can read it again.

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