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Chu Yuan returned to his previous foolishness, which was even more outrageous than before.

He played in the bar & bar until four or five in the morning, and then he didn't come to school at all in the morning.The class teacher wanted to control him, but thinking of the previous incident, she gritted her teeth and held back.

Zhao Qiao and the others also persuaded him several times, Chu Yuan smiled indifferently, "It's just for fun, don't be a mother-in-law."

To be honest, Chu Yuan has given up on thinking, he is in a daze every day, when alcohol anesthetizes his head, when sexual desires are satisfied, he feels very relaxed and can temporarily fill his needs and desires, as if there is something in his heart. It's a bottomless pit, no matter how you fill it, he can't fill it up, so he can only drink poison to quench his thirst and numb himself, so that he doesn't feel so uncomfortable in his heart.

During that time, he made a lot of friends, what other people call "fuck" friends, but he doesn't care, as long as there is popularity around him, it doesn't matter who he is.

Chu Yuan spends money like water, and spends money lavishly. Many people are willing to play with him.He knew several big brothers in the society, one of them was Jiali.

Jia Li looks a little old, but he didn't expect to be a very young "big brother" in his early 30s.

He took Chu Yuan to play with him and took special care of him. Chu Yuan's mind was blank, so he just played with him indifferently.

One day, when he was playing with Jia Li and the others, he met Dan Ying.Dan Ying put his arms around a boy with long red hair, and the boy leaned against him as if he had no bones on his body.

Dan Ying was very surprised to see Chu Yuan and Jia Li together, he pulled Chu Yuan secretly and warned him, "Jia Li is not a simple person, stay away from him, don't be harmed by him."

Chu Yuan gave a drunken smile, and said, "Where's your little boyfriend before? Why, is there a new guy?"

Dan Ying's eyes dodged a little, he pretended to be bold and smiled and said, "You mean Daniel? Hahaha brother, you don't understand, our circle is just playing casually, no one takes it seriously. Isn't the old man just too lazy to talk about it? Love only goes through the back door."

Chu Yuan felt that it was boring, so he scolded, "I hate homosexuality like you the most!" He didn't look at Dan Ying, and he didn't know who he was scolding.

Then one day, Chu Yuan was lying on the sofa in the bar. He drank a lot and was a little unconscious.The young lady who was dressed in powder and powder was sitting on his lap and stroking him non-stop.

When Jia Li went to the bathroom, the young lady who accompanied him suddenly sat beside Chu Yuan, her delicate body pressed against Chu Yuan.

She stroked Chu Yuan's sensitive place with her fingers, and then softly breathed in his ear, and the intermittent air stirred Chu Yuan's ears.Chu Yuan's lower body gradually reacted.Facing Chu Yuan's ear, she coquettishly said in an extremely coquettish & alluring voice, "Brother, do you want to play something exciting? I promise to make you "desire~" immortal&~&desire&~death~"

Then she had something in her mouth, ready to kiss Chu Yuan.Chu Yuan's bewildered brain seemed to understand that what she had in her mouth was drugs.At that time, Chu Yuan instinctively felt a kind of terror. The childhood shadow suddenly appeared before his eyes, making his scalp numb with fright.

But after that, he seemed to have a self-torturing pleasure. He thought it would be okay to become like that, at least he wouldn't feel the pain anymore, and even if he really died, so what?What's the difference between being like this now and being dead?

He closed his eyes, waiting for the moment of heaven and hell.

At this time, the door was kicked open suddenly, and Du Xin walked in quickly. She grabbed the woman beside Chu Yuan and threw it out like trash.

Then Jia Li walked in, he was taken aback when he saw Du Xin, and stayed there without saying anything.

Du Xin pulled Chu Yuan up again with his hands, carried him on his body, then looked at Jia Li coldly and said, "He is my friend, I want to take him away."

Jia Li didn't say a word, just watched Du Xin take Chu Yuan away in a daze.

Du Xin brought Chu Yuan to her place, helped him change his clothes, and helped him onto the bed.

At noon the next day, Chu Yuan woke up.

He was so hungry that his stomach was growling. Du Xin cooked for him, and he tasted a mouthful and shouted exaggeratedly, "It's so delicious!"

Du Xin glared at him and scolded, "Slick tongue."

Then Du Xin scolded him severely, calling him an idiot who almost fell into someone else's trap.

In retrospect, Chu Yuan was also a little scared. If he really smoked du, his life might really be over.He felt that he might have really lost his mind during this time. He used to go out to have fun, but now he seemed to be humiliating himself.

Du Xin said that those people would not let Chu Yuan go easily, and she was going to live at his house so that she could watch over him.

In the past, Chu Yuan might not have agreed, but now he is really lonely, it would be nice to have someone by his side, otherwise he might really go crazy one day.What's more, the dishes cooked by Du Xin are really delicious!

So he said with a smile, "Okay, but why do you care about me so much? Are you in love with me?"

Du Xin pinched his ear with a smile, "You brat don't pretend to be sentimental, but my sister just shows kindness once in a while."

In the next few days, Du Xin really followed him like a shadow. When he went to school, Du Xin stayed in nearby milk tea shops and chess and card rooms.There were several times when several people from the society wanted to come to find Chu Yuan, but when they saw Du Xin approaching Chu Yuan, they walked away silently.

Chu Yuan couldn't help sighing, "Sister, you are really good, I'll hire you to be my bodyguard."

Du Xin stayed at Chu Yuan's house, but he was more of a nanny than a bodyguard. Chu Yuan didn't expect Du Xin to look unprincipled, and he was really meticulous in taking care of others. He had no mother since he was a child. This time, I experienced the feeling of being taken care of by my mother.

He was also curious about the relationship between Du Xin and Jia Li, and deliberately smiled and joked, "Does Jia Li owe you a lot of money? Otherwise, why are you so afraid of you?" Du Xin's deep eyes darkened, and after a while Only then did he say, "It's not that he owes me, it's that I owe him." Chu Yuan heard the story in those words, and since Du Xin didn't want to talk about it, he didn't ask.

Day by day, because of Du Xin's presence, although Chu Yuan's life is depressing, it will not fall into the bottomless abyss.

Sometimes when he saw Wu Bai at school, he would force himself to ignore this person, but sometimes he couldn't help it. For example, when he saw Wu Bai and Lin Mo together, his mood would become very bad.When he saw Wu Bai dozing off in class or looking tired, he wondered if Wu Bai went to work again?Isn't he afraid of heat stroke in such a hot day?Then when he realizes that he is thinking about Wu Bai, he will immediately stop himself, scolding himself for being sick in his heart.

On the other hand, after quarreling with Chu Yuan, Wu Bai stayed with Fang Qi and Lin Mo every day.He looks much more normal than Chu Yuan, because he has never been a willful person. If he is not happy and acts recklessly, his life will be ruined long ago.Life didn't give him a chance to be self-willed, and he spent all his time trying to survive, and all the efforts he made were just for him and his grandma to live a little better.In this world, not everyone has willful capital. Wu Bai understood this from a very young age.

I don't know if it's a coincidence or deliberate, since they broke up, they have met almost zero times, whether it's going to the bathroom or eating, they really haven't met once.

He only knew that Chu Yuan didn't come to class very much recently. He heard Fang Qi say that Zhao Qiao and the others tried to persuade him several times, but Chu Yuan didn't listen at all.Wu Bai was sad and angry in his heart. This person is always so willful, never considers the feelings of his friends, insists on going his own way, and refuses to listen to advice.When he had the position to advise him before, Chu Yuan's attitude was so bad, but now that they are no longer friends, he has no reason or need to waste his words.

Fang Qi is a person who can't hide his thoughts. Although he knew it was best not to mention Chu Yuan in front of Wu Bai, he still couldn't help asking Wu Bai one day if he and his teacher "reported" Chu Yuan for cheating.Wu Bai was silent for a while before telling Fang Qi that when the teacher asked him to question him that day, he didn't know what happened at all, and he was just telling the truth.

That day, when Wu Bai knew about Chu Yuan's cheating, he was no less shocked and panicked than Chu Yuan, and even his mood was much more complicated and disturbed than Chu Yuan's.

At one moment, he was worried that Chu Yuan had really cheated, and at another moment, he was afraid that what he said to the teacher would cause Chu Yuan to be expelled from school.His heart was in turmoil, and Chu Yuan didn't give him any time to calm down. Too many questions and thoughts lingered in his mind, and he didn't know how to speak for a while.So, at that time, the grievances, doubts, sadness, and doubts accumulated in my heart during those days erupted along with Chu Yuan's madness and impulsiveness.Things went to the worst result, like a kind of accident and like a kind of necessity.Maybe it wasn't because of this incident, there will be another incident, the quarrel between them is unavoidable.

With such an irritable mood and hot weather, they finally ushered in their first midsummer of high school career.

The author has something to say: this chapter has been edited ~ a little bit of Wu Bai's content has been added.

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