I finally became what you like

Why did you throw him away...

This is the only problem that Xue Cheng dare not look directly at until now.Why did he lose Miao Qingyu and his home for four years.He sat on the head of the bed, his eyes flickering, met Miao Qingyu's unabashed eyes, avoided them in embarrassment, then squatted halfway, kneeling weakly on the floor with one leg, and sunk his head deeply into the hospital bed.

"sorry Sorry sorry……"

Miao Qingyu was neither sad nor happy, he put his hand on Xue Cheng's hair, and gently grabbed it.

"What are you doing, there is no need."

Xue Cheng's shoulders tightened, and it took about 10 minutes before he raised his buried face, and the same sentence: "I'm sorry."

He wiped it on his face in frustration, and went to the bathroom to wash it off.

The three infusion bottles had bottomed out, Xue Cheng called the nurse to remove the needle for Miao Qingyu, and asked, "Continue to rest or go back right away?"

The emotions revealed just now seemed to be just an illusion. Xue Cheng picked up the shoes and wanted to put them on for Miao Qingyu. Miao Qingyu put away her feet and said flatly, "I'm not disabled yet."

Xue Cheng's hands froze, and he retreated to the side to wait.

Miao Qingyu took a few minutes to tie his shoelaces slowly.During the process, he didn't look at Xue Cheng, but stared at the floor: "After the show is over, live your own life. Six years have passed, how long do you want to immerse yourself in it?"

He rejected Xue Cheng again.

Xue Cheng's palms hanging on both sides were clenched into fists: "You only talk about me, what about you, Miao Miao, no one can always sink into the past, I am very clear, and I am sure what I want now, what about you?"

The connection between them has been completely blank for the past five years. No matter how thoughtful Xue Cheng is, if Miao's mother and Miao's father don't let go, no matter how much he thinks, it will be in vain.

The only thing Xue Cheng could do was to take advantage of the Chinese New Year to send blessings to the Miao family's old house. As the elders grew older, they showed less harshness towards the younger generation.

Xue Cheng could occasionally hear from Miao's mother that everything was fine for Miao Qingyu. With just four words, she supported him year after year.And when they met five years later, the so-called everything was fine, but Miao Qingyu was deceiving herself and others.

Who would take care of himself like this, the implication that everything is good may only mean that he is still alive.

Some people are better off dead than alive.Miao Qingyu's so-called redemption has not let him go even now.

Xue Cheng didn't point it out, just said: "I have a measure."

Miao Qingyu doesn't ask what is appropriate, and Xue Cheng's current state is a deadlock.He is fearless, has no desires and demands, and has no other thoughts than caring about his family.And Xue Cheng has long since had nothing but himself, and has a concern in his heart. With the hope that he can wait, he will have the motivation to rise up every day, instead of being a cold robot. With every chance to rest and catch his breath, the emptiness permeated his body, eating away at his limbs.

It is always a good thing for people to still miss, but they cannot blindly indulge in the past and regard themselves as a criminal.

The criminal is guilty, but there is still a chance to reform after he is in prison, and Miao Qingyu seems to want to get himself out of a life sentence. Xue Cheng is worried that if Miao Qingyu can't liberate himself in the future, after a certain year, only If you leave him, can you still live?

The two entered the villa one after the other. Liang Zhouzhou and the others just came back from a date. Several people leaned on the sofa in the living room to discuss the happy things and feelings they encountered today. Seeing Miao Qingyu, Liang Zhouzhou quickly waved: "Teacher Teacher, come and sit down."

Liang Zhouzhou had black kitten ears on his head, which Leng Bing bought for him when he was visiting the anime world. He talked a lot, chattered endlessly, and Leng Bing listened to the whole process without much participation, occasionally nodding in response.

The hospitality was hard to come by, and Miao Qingyu was about to go over when Xue Cheng said, "He just came out of the hospital, let him go upstairs to rest early."

"Ah?" Liang Zhouzhou was surprised, "It's not a date today, why did you go to the hospital again?"

Qin Xiao also spoke for Miao Qingyu, with an embarrassed face on his face: "I have more than half of the responsibility for this matter. I pulled him to play basketball with a group of young students, but he was hit in the face by the basketball and passed out."

Qin Xiao turned to Miao Qingyu: "I'm really sorry, if I didn't take you to school..."

Fang Zijie looked between Miao Qingyu and Qin Xiao, and asked, "Have you had dinner? It's Meng Jiang's turn to cook tonight. Is there anything you want to eat?"

Miao Qingyu shook the bag in her hand: "I bought some porridge on the way back, I'll go up and lie down for a while, and come down later."

Several guests agreed, Xue Cheng did not follow Miao Qingyu upstairs, but went into the kitchen, opened the refrigerator, took out two eggs, and returned to the bedroom 10 minutes later with a bowl of steamed egg custard.

Miao Qingyu had no appetite to drink porridge. The door opened, and Xue Cheng put a bowl of steaming egg custard in front of him, and said, "The porridge tastes bland, and I flavored the egg custard. It's more comfortable to have porridge as a gift."

He raised his eyebrows with a calm expression, his appetite was extremely poor after the infusion, and he had to go downstairs to participate in activities after a while, and tossing himself in disguise would be equivalent to delaying the filming process of the show.

So Miao Qingyu didn't bother to refuse, and took turns eating porridge and custard one bite at a time. Xue Cheng was also very bored looking at magazines beside him. What he did was really boring in Miao Qingyu's eyes.

The show still has to be recorded, and they live in the same room. Xue Cheng five years later is like a stubborn rock, no matter how sarcastic he says, he can't get rid of it, so let's put it on hold for now.

At 09:30 at night, they started writing today's letter.

Qin Xiao wrote a letter to Miao Qingyu, summing up what happened today and apologizing. Tone to the roof to blow.

Xue Cheng wrote letters to Miao Qingyu every day, but the contents of the letters were as lackluster as others. Every time Miao Qingyu came back from receiving the letter, his face was expressionless. Only then did I realize how poor I was.

The last shot of this program was fixed on Xue Cheng facing the balcony, and many viewers hoped that he would stop insisting.After all, halfway through the show, the unilateral pursuit of one person did not get a response. At first, the audience felt that it was new, but after a few weeks of development, it was still the same. The emotional contribution would inevitably cause visual fatigue, and even led to many comments attacking Miao Qingyu.

The comment said that Miao Qingyu pretended to be hypocritical, and some people called him a high-ranking man who was hanging on to others. The two were both ex-husbands and pretended to be strangers, which was too artificial.Fans who like Miao Qingyu organized and rationally criticized and counterattacked, and some viewers who regarded the show as a joke said that it was all a script effect, and they just wanted to watch the fans follow the show with real feelings, so that the popularity could rise.

No matter what the comments on the show are, black is hot, and red is also hot. After the current episode of the show is updated, there must be several related topics that occupy the hottest list. Many former fans of Miao Qingyu's drama left messages on his Weibo , I hope he will make more emotional dramas like "Wolf General", and more black fans will pick up posts about what he has been doing in the past five years. Most of them are made up. Miao Qingyu didn't care, but Xue Cheng kept Pay attention to the reviews online.

After the broadcast of that episode, the original owner of the id account who made the rumors received a link from the lawyer Han of the firm, and the people who made the rumors deleted the information one by one and apologized.Miao Qingyu realized this later, so he went downstairs to find Xue Cheng who was exercising in the garden, squeezed his forehead, and said, "I don't need you to take care of my affairs."