I finally became what you like

Miao Qingyu was dreaming.

In the dream, there is a snow-white sea, and the sea is full of bright red colors.He saw a pair of tender and compassionate eyes, revealing a touch of sadness.His throat was stuck like thousands of thorns, he wanted to call the name of the owner of those eyes, he opened his mouth countless times, but he didn't know how to call him.

He wanted to ask the owner of the eyes why he was so sad, and there were so many things he wanted to say, but he couldn't ask.

At three o'clock in the morning, Miao Qingyu struggled out of the dream.He was sweating all over and touched his head, it was cold.

The weather in Landan City in August was warm and dry, and the temperature at night was just right with the windows open and the air conditioner turned on, but he broke out in a cold sweat because of that vague dream.He wasn't sure if it was a nightmare, because in the dream he couldn't feel fear, panic, subconscious sadness, or vaguely lost something important.

He folded his arms and hugged himself tightly, the corners of his eyes were wet, intertwined with sweat and tears.

Miao Qingyu quietly leaned against the head of the bed to calm himself down. The place beside him was still empty. During the six months of recuperation in the hospital, he didn't often wake up in the middle of the night.But in the two months after he was discharged from the hospital, he would occasionally wake up at this point in the night, without the company of the familiar temperature, and his yearning for Xiao Yi came straight to his heart at this moment.

Miao Qingyu's legs were slightly weak, she found slippers and put them on, opened the door and walked slowly to Xiao Yi's bedroom.Standing outside the door, the hand that was supposed to push the door in stopped in mid-air.

In a daze, he felt palpitations for a moment, went back to his room, turned on his mobile phone in a strange way, entered the six words Scotch Norland Earthquake in the search bar, and the news that popped up jumped into his eyes one by one.

Miao Qingyu clicked on the news one by one from top to bottom. He had read the news long ago, but he frantically searched for it. When he calmed down, he didn't realize which news he was looking for.

What is he doing……

Miao Qingyu was fascinated by the sporadic lights outside the window, and turned to search for other information.

Xiao Fu.

Click Search in the input box, and a lot of news about Xiao Fu pops up.It's news, but it's more about gossip, who appeared outside the hotel door one afternoon for a suspected tryst, the financial backer behind the launch of the new movie, the advertising press conference was late for an hour...

He carefully reviewed Xiao Fu's personal information published on the Internet, and most of them were black information, without any information that would help him recover his memory.

Miao Qingyu closed her eyes to exclude the news that came to her mind.Once he tried to recall some of the memories about Scotch Nolan, but he had a terrible headache during the process. Every time he thought about it, it was like stepping on the sea of ​​fire at the tip of a knife, and he didn't dare to explore it again.But when he tried to think about Xiao Fu, he rejected him for no reason, even hated him.

Miao Qingyu sighed, since she couldn't remember it in a short time, why bother to trouble herself.

He turned on the light in the bedroom and barely fell asleep in the middle of the night. Someone walked into the bedroom and turned off the light without realizing it.

During the day, Miao Qingyu was in low spirits, and met Xiao Yi outside the door.

"Miao Miao." The two dogs squatting outside the door followed Xiao Yi around Miao Qingyu's feet, "Did you sleep well?"

Xiao Yi led him downstairs, fed the dog first, then went to the kitchen, warmed a cup of milk and stuffed it into Miao Qingyu's hands: "You rest on the sofa for a while, I'll call you when breakfast is ready."

"Xiao Yi..." Miao Qingyu leaned on the sofa, holding Xiao Yi's finger with one hand and not letting him go.

"I had a dream last night." He deliberately slowed down his speech, "It's actually not a nightmare, but it always made me uncomfortable. I also dreamed about the same scene in the hospital before, but the picture was very fragmented. I don't know if it has anything to do with my lost memories."

"Xiao Yi." Miao Qingyu simply put the milk cup away, wrapped his arms around Xiao Yi's waist, and he was more attached to Xiao Yi than he imagined, "Can you tell me about the time when you were in Suge? What happened to Nolan?"

The voice fell, and the living room was quiet.Miao Qingyu felt a little uneasy, Xiao Yi's generous and warm palms were placed on the back of his head and rubbed lightly, he lifted the face buried in front of the opponent's abdomen, and bumped into the deep eyes like the sea.

It was this expression again, his invisible gaze.

"Xiao Yi..."

He was anxious for no reason, and wanted to cover Xiao Yi's eyes with his palm.

"Don't be unhappy, I, I just don't ask..." Miao Qingyu's voice was muffled, and a few strands of hair were curled up listlessly, and she couldn't hold it down.He just suddenly became concerned, obviously he didn't have to think about it when he lost his memory, maybe it had something to do with Xiao Fu's appearance.

There was a hint of grievance in his tone: "Xiao Fu, I don't like him, Xiao Yi, tell me, isn't he really your ex-boyfriend? Hearing his words yesterday, I can't help but think about something. , Insomnia at night."

"Miao Miao..." Xiao Yi said hoarsely, bent over to hold Miao Qingyu in his arms, and kept kissing his hair.

"Did I make you uneasy, I'm sorry." Xiao Yi said, "I have nothing to do with him, not before, and never will in the future."

The sadness in Xiao Yi's eyes could hardly be suppressed, he didn't expect Xiao Fu to appear in this city, let alone the intersection between them.The past injury has left an indelible mark on the bottom of his heart. Even if Miao Qingyu's memory no longer exists, his subconscious still makes him full of uneasiness.

Miao Qingyu raised her chin, not missing all the emotions on Xiao Yi's face.

As long as he shows a sad expression every time, Xiao Yi will feel more uncomfortable than him, which makes his sense of guilt accumulate and deepen, and he dare not let himself fall into a pessimistic mood.

"Xiao Yi, don't be sad, I made trouble for no reason." He scratched his messy hair angrily, "I shouldn't have doubted you."

"Miao Miao has the right to doubt me." Xiao Yi hugged Miao Qingyu and put it on his lap. The ups and downs of the previous moment returned to calm, and he looked at him gently and deeply, "I'm very glad that Miao Miao cares about me so much."

Xiao Yi put his hand on the back of Miao Qingyu's hand, close to the position of his heart: "Do you feel it, this position will always beat for you."

With his chin resting against the top of Miao Qingyu's hair, his voice was like a sigh, in an inaudible voice: "Xiao Yi, he... loves you forever."

No one loves you more than Xiao Yi.

The matter of Xiao Fu turned a page, and Miao Qingyu no longer mentioned this person.

During the day, he stays at home with nothing to do. Cupid is much more lively because of the arrival of the new dog. Every day, he takes the pink little nest to the balcony to bask with the new dog. They are often seen playing in the vegetable garden downstairs.

The new dog has a new name. Cupid's name was originally inspired by the God of Cupid. After discussion, Miao Qingyu and Xiao Yi named the new dog Changsheng.

Love and longevity.

Cupid and Changsheng were playing a game of catching tails in the vegetable garden again, Miao Qingyu loosened the soil and fertilized the vegetable field, and when things were done, guests came outside.

He went to open the door, and the person who came was holding a wrapping paper bag with cute animal patterns on it. He asked uncertainly, "Are you a neighbor?"

Yes, the neighbors kept sending them things, most of which were handmade snacks.Strange to say, moving here, today is the first time Miao Qingyu sees the true face of a mysterious and warm-hearted neighbor.

Judging from his appearance, the neighbor is not very old, around 23 or [-], and his personality is stable and caring in terms of clothing, because he likes making desserts and snacks very much and giving them to them, which is a means of interpersonal communication.

The neighbor is tall, at least 1.9 meters by visual inspection. He stared blankly at the other party for a few seconds, and the other party slightly bent his eyes and smiled: "Hello."

The neighbor had a friendly smile, and there was a bit of scrutiny in his eyes.Others may not be able to notice, Miao Qingyu is sensitive, he did not avoid the prying eyes of the other party, invited him into the garden to sit, and heard the neighbor introduce himself: "My name is Ruilin."

Miao Qingyu said, "It's a good name."

"Yes." Rui Lin said with emotion, "The person who gave me this name wishes me a safe and successful life."

Miao Qingyu was silent, Ruilin had regrets in his words, he asked hesitantly: "That person... isn't there anymore?"

"Yeah." Ruilin held up the paper bag in his hand with an upright and generous attitude, "The biscuits I just made have a new flavor, can you give me a taste of it and give me some comments?"

Miao Qingyu opened the water pipe to catch water to wash his hands, and the two dogs also came to join in the fun while eating biscuits.

"I don't mind if I share them and eat a little bit."

Rui Lin motioned for him to please, Miao Qingyu fed the dogs a small piece, looked up and said, "My name is Miao Qingyu."

Rui Lin smiled: "I know, I've seen you on TV, are you not filming dramas now?"

Miao Qingyu shook her head: "In the first half of the year, my health was not very good, and my family asked me to take good care of my health before considering filming."

"It's a pity, I've seen your play, and it's pretty good, it's not like there's a new play ready to be released."

Ruilin was referring to a film that Miao Qingyu had accepted, and it was about to be released in the near future.Last week, he received a call from the film and television company, asking if it was convenient for them to attend the film promotion meeting.

"Um……"

Rui Lin said: "I will go to the cinema to see it on the day it is released."

The neighbor didn't look like his loyal movie fan, and he didn't have the excitement when ordinary people meet actors and stars. In the eyes of the other party, he was treated as an ordinary neighbor. Miao Qingyu thought it was good, but he always felt that something was wrong.

Ruilin asked him for suggestions for new flavors of biscuits, and Miao Qingyu said they were all delicious.When filming, he is used to preparing small snacks to supplement his energy. The sweetness is moderate, fragrant but not greasy. Few of them suit his taste. In his opinion, the neighbor’s cooking skills are very good, because every time the biscuits are delivered by him. Eat clean.

At noon, Miao Qingyu sent Ruilin away, and met Xiao Yi outside the door who came back to have lunch with Miao Qingyu.

"Hello, Xiao Yi."

Miao Qingyu had the illusion that when the neighbor named Ruilin called Xiao Yi, his tone was quite subtle, but it wasn't the feeling that he had other meanings for Xiao Yi, but...

After Rui Lin left, Miao Qingyu remembered that feeling.He found out with a headache that Rui Lin harbored hostility towards Xiao Yi.Even for him, Ruilin has been looking at him with scrutiny since they met, even though he was smiling, the smile didn't reach his eyes.

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Life is not smooth recently, about that dream, I dreamed very few times, but the same scene always appeared three or four times, it made me feel uneasy, I didn't tell Xiao Yi about this.

I don't want to inquire about Xiao Fu's matter any more. Xiao Fu came to Ruilin after leaving. I'm sure Xiao Yi and I don't know him. Who is he? He showed friendly gestures to us, but his eyes were not that simple.

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