I finally became what you like

For a moment, Xue Cheng didn't know how to face this child who he always thought hadn't grown up much.

yes kid.

Miao Qingyu was born as the proud son of heaven, carefree, with a bit of childish innocence and innocence in his words and deeds.I still remember when Miao Qingyu unilaterally pursued him, his eyes were warm and brave, only when he was young could he dare to have such sincerity.

And now the child seems to have grown up overnight.

Xue Cheng didn't accept the divorce agreement. He looked Miao Qingyu straight in the eyes and said, "I never thought about divorcing you. I didn't before, and I won't now."

"Miao Miao, if Xiao Fu is what you care about, I won't have any contact with him after he settles down."

Miao Qingyu sneered, he couldn't stop, and finally laughed until the corners of his eyes were wet: "Xue Cheng, you still say such things until now. You don't think I'm jealous of Xiao Fu unilaterally and propose a divorce Just throwing a fit at you?"

"Don't be naive, we are not suitable for this marriage at all. You and I, no matter how you analyze it, are not suitable. I want to film, I don't want to run this family alone, it means nothing to me now. Home, I am tired when I come back, I am tired."

"Appropriate people come together to complement each other. I am like you because of personality differences. Do you understand? You don't even know whether I like to eat or not. That's because I followed Xiao Fu's habits and appearance. You did it on purpose. The person you like and are used to is not me at all. You dare to look at me now, say you love me, and say that you married me not to escape your feelings for Xiao Fu..."

Miao Qingyu could use words to describe this relationship in his mind, and he said very tangled: "I have regrets, don't I?"

Xiao Fu was something he could only meet and never ask for. At that time, he happened to meet someone who was somewhat similar to Xiao Fu and had a good personality. He took the initiative to pursue him. Who wouldn't want to try?

Miao Qingyu stuffed the divorce agreement into Xue Cheng's hands: "I signed it, I don't think this is an impulsive decision made in a day or two. You may have really wanted to try it with me before, but in the past few years Get along and prove that I can't get together with you, it's a failed marriage. You don't like me filming a scene, if I go out to find someone who is ambiguous and entangled, can you accept it?"

Xue Cheng remained indifferent.

"Look, Xue Cheng, don't put on such an expression with me, making it seem like I made a mistake again. Forget it, it's my fault. Our divorce is a perfect end to these four years, so we can get together well Scatter?"

Xue Cheng said gloomyly, "Stop making trouble."

He sneered: "Whether you like to sign or not, I have almost packed my things. I will not come here again from today. Who do you want to bring back and who do you want to take care of is your freedom. I respect you, please respect me too, May I?"

Miao Qingyu turned her head and looked at the golden retriever hiding on the other side of the sofa: "I brought Cupid here, and I will take it away too. I will explain to you everything I should say and do. It's nothing to do with me. Go down first."

He went upstairs dragging his suitcase and came out, Xue Cheng stood by the door without moving.It wasn't until Miao Qingyu walked in front of him that Xue Cheng said: "I didn't know that the person I slept with had already planned to divorce and separate."

"There are so many things you don't know. It's not that you don't know, but that you never thought about it."

Miao Qingyu went to the door and passed by Xue Cheng, Xue Cheng suddenly went crazy, grabbed his suitcase and pulled it into the house, Miao Qingyu let go, Cupid let out a cry of panic.

"Miao Miao, don't go."

"I'm leaving sooner or later." His suitcase hit the floor with a loud clang.

Miao Qingyu looked surprisingly calm compared to Xue Cheng at the moment: "If you don't agree, I will go back to my mother's place to live by myself. Once the separation time comes, this marriage can always be divorced."

"Xue Cheng, you are not a slow-witted person, just be quick."

Xue Cheng turned to him and asked, "Does mom know?"

He nodded: "she said she could understand me."

Xue Cheng said: "It seems that you not only had an idea, but also did ideological work with your parents in advance."

"That's right." Miao Qingyu picked up his suitcase and patted it clean, "If I could have done it sooner, I wouldn't have seen you bring Xiao Fu in. You can't let him go, and I just want to fulfill you, the best of both worlds."

Xue Cheng looked indifferently: "You still divorced me because of him."

Miao Qingyu was more indifferent than him: "It's better than hearing you call his name after I've slept with you."

"I……"

"I don't care what happens to you and I don't care about it. It doesn't matter whether the remaining love is over or the relationship is broken. You divorce me and treat it as the four years of getting along. Save some face for me at the end."

Miao Qingyu stood straight outside the door, separated by a door, if he took the initiative to go out today, he would not come in again.

"Tomorrow morning, I will ask for leave with the director. I will wait for you at the gate of the Civil Affairs Bureau at nine o'clock."

Miao Qingyu dragged his suitcase downstairs, and Shuni was already waiting for him outside the community.

Shoney took his box, and no one spoke.

After Miao Qingyu moved the things, she raised her head and said, "I'll go up and take Cupid, and you send us to my apartment in the city center."

He hasn't had a good rest for several days, and his mental state looks worrying.Standing there as a frail person, the illusion can be easily broken, as if there is no support for a moment, and no one can be relied on.

Xiuni said yes, "I'll wait for you downstairs."

Miao Qingyu smiled back faintly, he went upstairs again, the door was open, Xue Cheng was sitting on the sofa smoking a cigarette, within a few minutes of going downstairs, the living room was already smelling of smoke.

Miao Qingyu took Cupid's kennel dog toy away, and after leading the rope for it, she looked back and saw Xue Cheng sitting there motionless next to the statue.

Xue Cheng seldom smokes, he smiled silently, even now, the man's thoughts on him are already evident enough.

Regardless of his wishes, he insisted on taking care of Xiao's family again and again, and his obstruction was only a short half-hour conversation.Miao Qingyu breathed a sigh of relief, Cupid vaguely realized something, and was reluctant to squat outside the door without leaving, sniffing his trouser legs and whimpering.

He squatted down and rubbed its head, put his mouth next to Cupid's ear, and whispered: "This is not our home, it's time to leave."

The golden retriever raised his head, turned around and called to Xue Cheng inside.

Xue Cheng stared at a person and a dog squatting outside the door, his eyes were smoky with smoke, his lips moved, and just as he stood up to say something, Miao Qingyu led Cupid away, and he followed outside the door, but the figure had disappeared .

Xue Cheng walked to the balcony, he saw the car parked downstairs, and Xiu Ni standing outside the car waiting.Not long after, Miao Qingyu and Cupid went downstairs and sat in the car, one person and one dog, and the car drove farther and farther.

The butt of the cigarette burned up to the length of his finger unconsciously. Xue Cheng extinguished it. He turned and entered the house, watching the house where he had lived in for four years suddenly become empty and quiet, even strange.

The interior decoration style has not changed, but suddenly without that person, the whole atmosphere is different.Xue Cheng opened the door and walked into the bedroom. Miao Qingyu didn't rest at night. The quilts and pillows on the bed were neatly arranged. Looking carefully along the bedroom, those little things that Miao Qingyu bought back for a long time for decoration were all It was cleaned up by him, and there was no trace to be found.

For example, the cute and naive cartoon rabbit lamp placed on the bedside, the warm and lively photo frame hanging on the wall, and the wooden wind chime hanging by the window.He always felt that something was wrong with the living room, so when he went downstairs to look, the pillows on the sofa were also put away, everything related to Miao Qingyu disappeared completely, Miao Qingyu didn't leave any room for himself, Simply cut off all escape routes.

Xue Cheng leaned on the sofa. He took out the cigarette case and lit it quickly. He couldn't calm down without smoking now.

When Xiuni was driving, he never forgot to observe Miao Qingyu's condition. He was neither sad nor happy, and he looked like he saw through the world of mortals.

He suggested to Miao Qingyu: "Want to drink?"

Miao Qingyu shook her head lightly.

Cupid rested his head on Miao Qingyu's thigh listlessly, perhaps sensing that the two fathers had separated, he was depressed, and after leaving the apartment building, he became extremely clingy, sticking to him wherever he sat.

Xiuni said, "Your dog son is so sweet."

Miao Qingyu's eyes fell on Jinmao's body softly: "I only have him now."

Miao Qingyu bought the house near the city center as early as three years ago. He visited it once after the house was renovated, and it has been vacant ever since.He has never lived in this suite once, so how could he expect that today it would become his habitat after retreating.

Shawny carried the luggage upstairs with him. Cupid had just arrived in a new environment, a little shy, and walked around the house uneasily.

It has a timid character, after running for a while, it sticks to Miao Qingyu's legs and doesn't move.

"Good boy, daddy is here."

Miao Qingyu hugged its neck and rubbed it. Shuni put away his luggage. There was no shortage of tableware in the kitchen. He found a kettle to wash and boil some water. He asked him, "What time will I send you there tomorrow?"

"Send me to the Civil Affairs Bureau before nine o'clock."

Xiu Ni raised his head and lay down beside the glazed platform: "If you leave, you will really be gone."

Miao Qingyu shrugged her shoulders: "No one knows better than me what divorce means."

Xiuni stayed and took a nap with Miao Qingyu. There was a restaurant not far downstairs, and Miao Qingyu was going to have her hair cut after eating.

He laughed at himself and said, "I haven't changed my hairstyle for many years."

With a hairstyle that is almost the same as Xiao Fu's, from today onwards he no longer wants to be embarrassed.

Huney smiled and said, "It's not bad to start from scratch."

He sighed, folded his hands behind his neck, and above his head was a vast blue sky: "Yes."

Xiu Ni sent Miao Qingyu downstairs to the Civil Affairs Bureau at [-]:[-], and he asked, "Have you brought all the formalities?"

Miao Qingyu motioned him to look at the document in his hand, and looked over the car window. Xue Cheng stood upright in a silver-gray suit on the other side, and his eyes met his in the air. The eyes of the two trembled, and Miao Qingyu took the lead. Look away.

"He's here."

Shawny twirled his fingers a little along the steering wheel: "Do you need me to go out to accompany you?"

"No, I want to face it with him when I finally walk in here." He opened the car door and went out, walking in front of Xue Cheng.

Xue Chengyibaqi's size required him to raise his eyes a little to see his face clearly. This was also the last time he looked at this man with an upward posture.

The outline of Xue Cheng has been imprinted in his heart for too long, he looks indifferent, but in fact no one knows it better than Miao Qingyu.Xue Cheng valued affection and was good at keeping those emotions in his heart for a long time. This was what attracted him, and it was also what pushed him away.

Because he couldn't warm Xue Cheng's heart, Xue Cheng still wanted to stay with Xiao Fu, maybe in the next five or seven years he could get rid of Xiao Fu from Xue Cheng's heart, but those were not important anymore.Ever since he decided to let go of Xue Cheng, he never thought about turning back.

He smiled for the first time in a few days: "It's almost time, we can go in and wait."

Xue Cheng didn't move his eyes, and said in a hoarse voice, "You cut your hair." The bloodshot eyes in his eyes couldn't be concealed, which meant that it wasn't just Miao Qingyu who suffered all night yesterday, Xue Cheng was the same.

"Yeah." The corners of Miao Qingyu's mouth were slightly bent, and he fiddled with it casually, "It looks energetic when it's cut short, and it doesn't really look like him, does it?"

Xiao Fu was no longer a topic he deliberately avoided, and now he could freely talk about the existence of this person with Xue Cheng.

"Miao Miao."

"Lawyer Xue."

Xue Cheng stopped and slowly digested Miao Qingyu's changing address.

It's not my lover, my husband, but the polite lawyer Xue, who draws the line between the two.

Miao Qingyu shook the document in his hand, raised the watch on his wrist, and said, "The time is just right, let's do something."

They were not the only ones who came to register for the divorce. There were a few people lined up in front of them, and when the divorce came, there were even some people arguing in low voices.

Miao Qingyu felt that it was a good choice for them to divorce now. If one day the two started to quarrel endlessly, no one would be hurt.Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, and he proposed it on his own initiative, which is perfect.

The divorce registration process is very fast, and the formalities and documents are complete. A stamp on the divorce certificate means that the two are married and married, and the two parties are voluntarily separated.The moment Miao Qingyu got the divorce certificate, he looked down at the ring that Xue Cheng was still wearing on his left ring finger, pointed at it, and said, "You should take it off."

Xue Cheng's eyes hurt: "Miao Miao."

Miao Qingyu suppressed the sourness in her heart: "Don't show this expression, the divorce is a relief for you and me, and I will be filming later, Xiu Ni is waiting for me outside, I... I will leave first, goodbye."

Xue Cheng squeezed the divorce certificate in his hand, watched Miao Qingyu walk away, his back disappeared, and he remained in place for a long time.

"Have you got the certificate?"

Miao Qingyu took out the divorce certificate in his pocket, and Xiu Ni sighed: "Li, I won't persuade you anymore, just do what you want, do you want to go and pack things in the afternoon?"

Miao Qingyu carefully put away the documents: "No, I have taken everything I should have. He bought the house. Although it is registered in my name, I have no intention of taking it."

"He will definitely give it to you."

"Then I'll sell it and transfer the money to him."

Xiuni looked at him uncertainly: "Isn't it uncomfortable?"

He lowered his eyelashes: "It's hard, Xiu Ni, my heart hurts, but no matter how painful it is, I have to endure it."

This is the price he paid for asking for a divorce, and he must learn to bear it.

In the next few days, Miao Qingyu concentrated all her energy on filming. On the day of the film's finale, the crew held a finale banquet, singing in the private room, and invited some people to accompany her.It was the first time for Miao Qingyu to appear on such an occasion. He only drank a little wine and developed a high fever when he returned to the apartment building that night.

The breath that was desperately holding on suddenly came out, and people were going to get sick.

He no longer deliberately inquired about Xue Cheng's news, and the Xiao family's follow-up was even less clear. A person who had lived for four years was stripped from his side, and the stripped was still bloody.

The alcohol kept stimulating him, and when he wiped it with his hand, the corners of his eyes were full of tears.He lay in the room and burned for a whole night. The next day, Xiu Ni drove over when he couldn't be contacted.

Miao Qingyu didn't bring a living assistant with her. He had just divorced and Xiu Ni was afraid that something might happen to him, so he took the initiative to ask Miao Qingyu to bring a spare key just in case.It wasn't long before the keys really came in handy.

He burned to the point of unconsciousness, and Shawny was so frightened that he called an ambulance to take him to the hospital.

He entered the hospital for the second time this month, Miao Qingyu looked at the white ceiling and sighed.After completing the formalities, Xiu Ni came in, followed by Fang Cun and Xiao Chi, two young children.

"Brother, why are you sick again!"

The kid was really worried about him, Xiao Chi was even more worried.

Miao Qingyu grinned her pale lips: "Shuni, you must feel guilty for passing on unnecessary worries to young people."

Xiuni laughed and helped himself out: "Bring it here to relieve your boredom,"

Compared to Fang Cun's carelessness, Xiao Chi is much more careful.He asked Xiu Ni about Miao Qingyu's condition, and after expressing his concern to Miao Qingyu, he went to the bathroom to solve some problems.

Fang Cun began to betray his good buddy: "Xiao Chi cares more about my brother than his girlfriend!"

Xiuni asked, "Having a girlfriend again?"

"Yeah, this time it's a school girl who has had a crush on him for a long time." Fang Cun made an unbearable expression, "Now that he trains so hard every day, I don't know how he has so much energy to fall in love."

Xiuni smiled and wrapped his arms around Fang Cun's shoulders: "Young people should fall in love more and be energetic!"

Fang Cun pushed him away and scolded: "Crazy! Look at brother Qingyu, he got married at a young age, can you say that brother is not angry!"

At the same time, Xiao's cat was tangled in reporting to his uncle at the sink.

"Uncle, he has a high fever and was sent to the hospital. He looks more haggard than last time."

Uncle Xiao's family replied with a series of ellipsis, Xiao Gan is unpredictable.He reported that he called, and continued to sneak back to the ward. Being careful, he soon found the missing ring on Miao Qingyu's finger.

He thumped in his heart: "I, my stomach hurts, you continue to talk."

Fang Cun tucked in the quilt for Miao Qingyu: "This guy has a kidney deficiency."

Miao Qingyu glanced at him disapprovingly, Fang Cun chuckled, and handed the PSP he brought over to Miao Qingyu.

Xiao Chi huddled in the bathroom, clutching his little heart, reedited the message and sent it to his uncle.

"The ring he's been wearing all this time is gone!"

It took a minute for Xiao Yi to reply: "I know."

Xiao Chi couldn't figure out how his mysterious Uncle Bingshan knew, he went out after completing the mission, the youngest son of the Miao family had met his uncle a few times, but it all happened when he was very young.His uncle suddenly cared so much about him, it couldn't be...

Given Xiao Chi's ten guts, he didn't dare to guess what his uncle's purpose was. He sat down side by side with Fang Cun and chatted with Miao Qingyu. The boy talked a lot, and easily lulled the tired Miao Qingyu to sleep.

Miao Qingyu stayed in the hospital for three days. He deleted Xue Cheng's contact information when he got divorced. When he received the other party's text message, it was still the day he was discharged from the hospital.

Xue Cheng asked him if he had time to have a meal together.

He deleted it after reading it. There was a slight wave in his heart, but it didn't mean he had to take action.He restrained himself and removed Xue Cheng from his life bit by bit.

Shawnee sent him back to the apartment building, and he called home first.

"Mom, Xue Cheng and I are divorced."

Miao's mother was there for a long time without making a sound. He heard her mother's long sigh: "Stupid child."

"I told Tang not to push me new scripts recently, I want to rest for a few days, mom, I miss you and dad very much."

Miao's mother kept saying that he was stupid several times: "Auntie brought back a few jars of special handmade sauce from her hometown, which is very delicious when cooking."

Miao Qingyu laughed: "Then I'll eat two more bowls of rice when I get home."

His plane ticket was booked by Shawny, who was his old mother, who diligently took him to the airport, and told him to send him a message to report his safety before boarding the plane.

He left early, and arrived at the old house at [-] o'clock after taking the plane at [-] o'clock in the morning.

Mother Miao specifically told Father Miao about their divorce, and told him not to mention it deliberately in front of the children, and to be careful when speaking.Now that the elders want to say more words, it will not help the matter, after all, divorce has become a fact.

The moment Miao's father and Miao's mother received Miao Qingyu's entrance, she saw that her child was so thin that she was out of shape. Not to mention being a mother, even the majestic Miao's father frowned.

Mother Miao went to hold him and looked up and down: "Why are you so much thinner than last time?"

Auntie greeted him, almost crying, and said that she would make some big meals for him.

He joked: "The director is a bit strict."

Mother Miao turned around, but Miao Qingyu actually saw it.Feeling sour, mother secretly wiped the corners of her eyes behind his back.

As a child, the last thing you should do is to make your parents cry. He did not do well in this,

"Auntie will clean up your room for you in the morning. You can stay for as long as you want this time. There is no rush for work. You are the only one at home, and your parents can support you until you grow old."

He agreed, and took the luggage upstairs to his aunt. He was going to have a lot to say to his parents, but now it seems that there is no need to say anything. A family reunion and dinner are warm enough.

When his aunt was preparing lunch, he went to the garden to take care of the flowers and plants with his father. There was movement outside the iron gate, and the guard said that there was a visitor.

Since Dad Miao retired, he has devoted himself to playing with his study and the green plants in the garden. He can't worry about those things. As time goes by, few people come all the way to visit the old house.

In the microphone, Miao Qingyu heard the guard say: "The guest claims to be the Xiao family in Biancheng, Xiao Yi."

Father Miao put down the water pipe, wiped his hands clean with a towel, and greeted Miao Qingyu as well.

"The child from the Xiao family hasn't been in touch for a long time, why did he come here suddenly today?"

Miao Qingyu said in her heart that he didn't know either.

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The author has something to say: I finally divorced you, and the matter has come to this point, and after the pain, I found that it is not unacceptable.

Busy work can temporarily paralyze the nerves. When you stop and don't hold on, your mind is full of you.

I believe that time can help me forget everything and forget you.

No, I don't need to forget, I just need to let go.

In the first week of the divorce, I was still a little uncomfortable with living alone.

But habits can be changed, so sooner or later I can adapt.

Let go of you, first slowly remove you from the diary, and no longer record everything about you.

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The diary turns to writing, and all monologues are the core point of inspiration for the entire article. The emotions follow the protagonist from light to heavy, so I will keep writing.If you don't like it, you can block it, the author doesn't have any important news to say.

Hand speed and brain speed are slow, and I can't get through 3 chapters. I will update two chapters today, and I will work hard to write two chapters tomorrow to make up for it. Thank you everyone.