I finally became what you like

Miao Qingyu recognized the fact that she likes the same sex very early. It originated from a biology class in middle school. When talking about the differences in the physiological structure of men and women, the boys laughed cryptically when the teacher talked about the physiological structure of women. , only he is thinking seriously.

The hormones of adolescence are restless, and boys of the same age start to see special movies. When friends drag him to watch them, everyone is eager to try them with gusto.But Miao Qingyu's gaze was different from theirs, it was the first time he noticed his abnormality, and fell into distress because of it.

He chose the source of this distress to drink afternoon tea with his mother on a certain day, and told all about it.

Miao Qingyu still remembered the way his mother looked at him that day, it was warmer and more beautiful than the winter sun, full of tenderness and love, without any intention of blaming him.The bookshelves in his room began to be filled with relevant books.

A wise woman is a man's lifelong mentor, whether for her husband or her children.Miao's mother patiently taught Miao Qingyu, gradually helping him to recognize his understanding of gender, and leading him out of confusion.

Miao Qingyu didn't have the stink of being a child of a noble family. He was optimistic, cheerful, confident and sunny, and he was born with a good skin.There are many people of the opposite sex or even the same sex who have a crush on him in school. His mother taught him to face it calmly, and the appearance of Xue Cheng made him feel his heart beat.

The first meeting with Xue Cheng couldn't be described as romantic.

It was a midsummer night dinner, and he, who was still a year away from graduation, followed his parents to meet some elder friends.Miao Qingyu's graceful posture easily won the favor of several elders, and she drank a lot of wine for this.

The chatter of the elders is nothing more than finance and current affairs, chess and tea ceremony. After crossing several circles, the topics finally lead to this group of grown-up young people.

The children next door are always better than their own. Everyone compares and compares. Miao Qingyu, who sits silently in the corner, becomes the object of the pride of heaven for a while.

Miao Qingyu really drank too much that night, so he found an excuse to hide in the back garden to let himself catch his breath.He was tired of coping with the adults' social interaction, and he didn't want to embarrass his parents. After the whole banquet, his mouth was stiff with laughter.

Miao Qingyu had some impressions as he approached several young masters head-on.He straightened up, ready to give up his seat to a few people who were very drunk, and walked around the pool in front of him.

"An actor is an actor, no matter what the occasion, he never forgets to act."

The other two laughed, and after laughing, they responded, "You still expect an actor to know something, aren't they just pretending. Pretend to be good, and the circle has already played it all in private."

The strong smell of wine was blowing in the direction of the wind, and a few elegant and fragrant flower branches swayed in the night. Miao Qingyu stared at it for a few seconds, thinking what kind of flower it was, and it was quite beautiful.He realized from the conversation between the three of them that the actor they were talking about should refer to him, for tonight's banquet.

However, staying a little longer for a few flowers soon caused the dissatisfaction of the three drunks.

"What are you looking at—"

Miao Qingyu happened to have something to say, and he was a little proud at that time: "I haven't gone far." So whispering other people's whispers behind their backs, shouldn't we wait for him to go away? This is the normal procedure, isn't it?

"I don't like seeing you as an actor and scolding you, so I need to discuss it with you?"

It was the first time for Miao Qingyu to point and scold someone face to face, and there was an inexplicable emotion stuck in her chest, not angry but uncomfortable.A good family education prevented him from doing anything uneducated, and he was about to walk away in depression, when sparks flickered in the darkness, and a tall figure faintly approached.

"There is no distinction between high and low in occupations, but there are differences in people."

The man who suddenly appeared stood with his back to Miao Qingyu in front of the three drunken pride of heaven. From Miao Qingyu's perspective, he could only see his broad and straight back, his suit was straight, and he was tall.

"I mean morality," said the man.

Miao Qingyu subconsciously bent the corners of her mouth.

"What kind of onion are you? How dare you talk to me like that!"

"This is my business card." The man handed a business card to the Chosen Ones. He seemed to be in a hurry and was about to leave soon.

Miao Qingyu didn't even see what the person looked like. When he saw the person leaving, he chased after the person's footsteps: "Sir, please wait."

The man stopped, and just as he turned around, Miao Qingyu went up to meet him, raised his eyes slightly, and met his four eyes.

He was suffocating, his mind was filled with a so-called blank, unable to think.

Miao Qingyu's first impression when meeting people is to look at the other person's eyes, and many emotions can often be revealed through the eyes.He had never seen such a person before, what was the eyes that met his gaze like.

I can't bear to think about it slowly, and suddenly there is a round of cold moon hanging high under the night in the bleak autumn valley in front of my eyes, quiet and soft, deep and inclusive.

The man lowered his eyebrows slightly: "Is there anything else?"

"I..." Miao Qingyu realized that she had lost her composure, "Thank you for your rescue just now, sir, is it convenient for you to leave a contact information, I would like to treat you to dinner."

After Miao Qingyu said this, his ears were warm. He couldn't believe that he actually started a clichéd conversation with a strange man whom he had met for less than a minute.

The man took out a black business card, Miao Qingyu just took it and looked down, when the words Xue Cheng came into his eyes, "Mr. Xue..."

Xue Cheng had already walked away, and the night wind passed through the corridor, also sweeping away the remaining warmth and thoughts.

Miao Qingyu touched her hot ears, but the curvature of her mouth hadn't smoothed out yet.He thought he probably fell in love with Xue Cheng at first sight, otherwise why would his heart beat so fast.

The memory was pulled back to reality, and the audience in the audience sighed.

Fang Congshu said with emotion: "It's love at first sight, the kind of beauty that we, as spectators, can't understand."

Miao Qingyu nodded in agreement: "Fate is sometimes wonderful."

"From love at first sight to marrying love, four years of happy and romantic married life, this dog food is too much for single dogs. I really can't stand the audience at the scene and in front of the TV."

The audience responded: "We can stand it, keep asking, keep asking."

Fang Cong wrote back to them: "That's not enough. The last question is the last one. You eat so much dog food. Aren't you afraid that indigestion will affect your sleep quality tonight?"

"At the end of the show, does my old friend have anything else to say to the audience or important people?"

Miao Qingyu picked up the microphone and remained silent, staring directly at the camera, as if looking at people outside the screen through the lens: "First of all, I would like to thank the audience for their support. Being an actor is my profession. I will participate in more roles in the future." His works are for everyone to enjoy.”

There was warm applause from the audience.

"Finally, I have something to say to you, happy birthday."

"I know you have always acted in a low-key manner, so I borrowed the opportunity of the show to express my love for you in such a high-profile manner for the first time." He smiled, "Today is your birthday as well as the fourth anniversary of our marriage, four years of marriage , I am very glad to have met you and spend the rest of my life with you."

"I love you."

……

The show ended at nine o'clock, and Miao Qingyu returned to the backstage, ready to make a call to Xue Cheng.

"Miao Miao Xiaoyu."

Miao Qingyu looked up from the screen: "Haven't you gone back yet?"

"Wow, you value sex over friends. You are so eager to drive me away that you don't want to catch up with me."

Miao Qingyu replied with a smile: "You can make an appointment on another day to reminisce about the old days. I'm going back at this point, and you should go to bed earlier. Don't be too tired doing the show."

Fang Congshu stared at him for a few seconds, as if he wanted to read something from his face.

Miao Qingyu looked away uncomfortably: "Why are you looking at me like that?"

"Tsk." Fang pulled out the chair from the book and sat down, holding his chin and looking up at Miao Qingyu, "Little Feather has become so gentle and virtuous, if it weren't for your appearance, I wouldn't have recognized you This is you."

Miao Qingyu held back and choked him, "I'm already a married man."

"Ah, ah, it's so sour—" Fang Congshu made a gesture of covering his cheeks, "I'm so sour, you married man, hurry back, I'll call you if I need anything."

Miao Qingyu didn't stay any longer, he really wanted to rush home and feed their dogs.

"Come back tomorrow?"

Miao Qingyu sent a message to Xue Cheng in the taxi. Xue Cheng was on a business trip for three days, and tomorrow is the date for his return.

In less than half a minute, Xue Cheng called directly, succinctly: "I will arrive tomorrow night, and I have booked a ticket for [-] pm."

"I'll pick you up?"

Xue Cheng: "No need."

Miao Qingyu couldn't bear to reject my words without even thinking about it, and changed into: "Then I'll call it a day and prepare you something you like."

"Ah."

Putting down the phone to make contact, Miao Qingyu's joyful mood just before gradually cooled down.Xue Cheng has such a personality, not because he is indifferent but because he is such a person, he has to get used to it.

Four years of married life have passed. Although it is peaceful, whose life can always be colorful?When the two of them were together, Xue Cheng was passive in other aspects except for the matter in bed, and he followed what Miao Qingyu said. From another point of view, this was a good thing.

Back at the home of the two of them, just as the door was opened, Cupid, who was hiding behind the door, rushed towards Miao Qingyu's feet, whimpering, extremely pitiful.

Miao Qingyu turned on the light and touched Cupid's head, explaining to it why he came back late tonight, fed the dog first, and then started to tidy up the house and prepare some dinner for himself.

There was a wedding photo of the two on the clean white wall. Miao Qingyu wiped the frame of the photo. He had a good schedule and turned off the lights on time at 11 o'clock. During the three days when Xue Cheng was away, he almost suffered from insomnia for three days.

I am used to breathing with one more person next to my pillow, I really miss it.

"Good night."

Miao Qingyu sent Xue Cheng a message, but there was no reply after waiting for 5 minutes.

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When we were doing a show today, the host asked us about our past.About you and me, I never forget.

It was a beautiful accident to meet you. You broke into my world suddenly, which made me very excited.Looking back on the feeling at that time, I still feel inexplicable palpitations.

You are the best gift that fate has given me.

good night i was thinking of you

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