your heart

Xu Xin's mother hasn't responded to the message so far, and Chen Lang doesn't know what she is in contact with Mrs. Chen, but anyway, it's not for him and Xu Xin.

Of course he knew that Xu Xin would be sad, but he thought it would be all right after a while, so he didn't mention these things in front of Xu Xin.

The fact is that he is fearless, but Xu Xin is always trying to be brave.

There was no one in the classroom after school, Chen Lang asked him, "Xinxin will go back by herself?"

Xu Xin said, "Yes." Slowly packed her schoolbag and left, seeing her thin back made her feel distressed.

Chen Lang followed behind him leisurely, Xu Xin noticed it after walking for a while, turned around and took a look at him, then stopped and waited for him by the side of the road.Chen Lang shook his phone, "Go first, I still have something to do."

Xu Xin paused for a moment, and continued to walk on his own until he was out of the school gate. Dad's car was parked by the side of the road. He turned around abruptly. Chen Lang waved to him with a smile, and opened his mouth as if to say, "Go back. Be good." Turning around, he left with his friend.

Dad was called back by Chen Lang, Xu Xin knew it without thinking.But he didn't want to bother Dad, as if he was fragile, and he couldn't digest this.

And he understands everything his father said, but he can't do it yet.

He can't concentrate on studying and don't think about other things.He was also very scared when he went to Chen Lang's house, as if he was always waiting for the hanging boulder to fall down. You knew he would fall down but didn't know when, so he was in a state of mental tension all the time.When he was tense, he could only face the outside world mechanically, not knowing what he was going to do in a daze.

He even suffered from insomnia all night, even if he was lulled to sleep by Chen Lang, he would wake up in the middle of the night and open his eyes until dawn.He can't sleep and he thinks about a lot of things at night. He wants to adjust his state and become more optimistic. He wants to muster up the courage to call his mother and say something to ease the relationship between mother and son.Chen Lang is very good at doing this kind of thing, he is always at ease in front of his elders, but Xu Xin hasn't learned anything from being with him for so long.

Chen Lang was still at ease, unchanged from usual, he was able to laugh happily when joking with his friends.

Xu Xin thought about the past again. He was attracted to Chen Lang at the beginning because of his wanton publicity, and his brilliance was the only one in the school.

At the beginning, I didn't even think about making friends with him, but now I can stand by his side, it's amazing that it doesn't seem to be real.

"How are you doing recently?" After Xu Xin got in the car and sat down, Dad started the car and asked him.

Xu Xin said, "It's okay, I've learned how to cook, although it's not very delicious."

"Then make it for Dad tonight?"

Xu Xin looked out of the window, Chen Lang was walking with a few people, and someone behind him came up with his schoolbag, "Wait for me—"

It was the boy who didn't know Chen Lang in the morning and wanted to be Chen Lang's boyfriend.

Soon, they were thrown back, and no one could be seen in the rearview mirror.

Xu Xin looked back, and heard her father ask again: "Have you contacted your mother?" Xu Xin paused, let out a sigh of relief, looked down at the shoes, "No."

Mom already hates him, how dare he call.

"Then let's call mom?" The man asked tentatively. Seeing his hesitation, he dialed the phone and put it on the outside. The phone was placed in the cup holder in the middle.

There were two beeps, and the phone was connected.

Father Xu looked at Xu Xin, and was about to let him talk when he asked over the phone, "Is there something wrong?"

Xu Xin's throat seemed to be blocked, she opened her mouth but did not make a sound, looking at her father with flustered and helpless eyes.Xu's father raised his hand and rubbed his hair, and answered the phone with a relaxed tone: "It's okay, let's say hello, how are you doing recently?"

She said: "I'm living a good life. I don't have a husband or a son. I feel that my life has just begun."

As soon as she heard it, she knew she was angry, but she didn't know that Xu Xin was there, her words made Xu Xin's face turn pale.

Father Xu looked at the road conditions and didn't pay attention to Xu Xin's expression. He reprimanded slightly: "What are you talking about? My son is still your son."

The other side continued: "The ex-husband is also a husband, right? Oh, let me tell you, your son is really capable. I gave birth to him and raised him for more than ten years, and I haven't called a single call for such a long time. There is also that Chen Lang who greets me every now and then. , It’s okay if he doesn’t greet me, but when he greets me, I’m even angrier. He has a grudge against me or something, so many people insist on snatching my son from me, and if I want to give birth to a daughter, I’ll give it to him—”

Xu Xin clasped the doorknob and retched, her pale face covered with fine cold sweat.

"What's the matter, Xinxin!?" Dad Xu hurriedly found a place to park the car, and reached out to touch Xu Xin's face. The cold sweat on his face made his heart throb.

"You can be angry with me, why are you angry with children!" He said to the phone: "How old are the two children? Come back to me quickly!"

Xu's father hung up the phone involuntarily, and pulled over to pick him up. Xu Xin squatted on the side of the road and vomited a puddle of acid water.

He felt his chest was hollowed out, and the cold wind was pouring into it.

Xu's father took water from the car, Xu Xin took it and rinsed his mouth, wiped his mouth and still squatted down, "Dad, I'm fine, I'm just a little motion sick."

But he didn't suffer from motion sickness since he was a child, and Father Xu knew this.

He was just too uncomfortable, so uncomfortable that he felt nauseous, and all the strength in his body seemed to be taken away, and he wanted to cry without hesitation.

But he can't do that, he will stand up and say, "I'm fine."

Father Xu patted his head again, and said softly: "Then go back. Dad cooks for you, and I will taste your cooking next time."

The only thing Papa Xu loves most in the world is his son. Before his son was born, he thought that he was born ruthless and could only respond to the feelings of outsiders with politeness and self-cultivation.But when he hugged the little Xu Xin in his arms, he felt that the world became incredibly soft.

This is his most precious treasure in the world, and he can love his treasure unconditionally.

It is difficult for him to develop love for people. He hopes that his son will have a lover, and he will support no matter who it is. He also does the same, but it seems that there is no help.

Now his baby is having a hard time.

Xu's father cooked corn ribs soup. The ingredients were all in the refrigerator, because they bought a lot but couldn't make it.

Xu Xin stayed in the living room reading a book, listening to the sound of her father cooking.There has been no sound in the room for a long time, and the sound can make him relax a lot.

Chen Lang sent him a WeChat message asking him, "Is baby better?"

Xu Xin replied: "Okay."

Chen Lang asked his father to come back to comfort him. Chen Lang always thought about him, but he was cowardly and useless.

Chen Lang said again: "If you don't want to tell me, just tell Dad, okay?"

Xu Xin replied, "Okay."

Chen Lang said, "Good boy."

But he couldn't tell his father that his father loved him enough, but he was still greedy for it.

Dad will be tired too, he thought so.

Dad Xu didn't even finish his meal with him, and the phone calls from the company came one after another, so he could only go out of the study to deal with work.After Xu Xin finished her meal, she packed up the dishes and the table, and took a look at the door of the study, "Dad, I'm going to rest."

The man behind the desk looked up and said, "Go. Don't worry, Dad will still be here tomorrow."

"Dad should go to bed early, too."

After washing up, Xu Xin went to bed, lay on the bed and flicked on her phone, flipped through her address book and turned it off again.He didn't know if his mother would come back tomorrow, and he didn't know how to talk to her when he came back.Should I ask now? As a son, he seems to be doing the same.But he was afraid that he would not be able to speak, and he was afraid of facing his mother's sarcastic remarks, then he would definitely cry.He didn't even have the courage to talk to his mother, how could he make his mother like Chen Lang——

Thinking of this, he clicked on the address book again, and a WeChat message popped up on the top.After fighting for a long time, he was vented, and he clicked on the message and jumped into WeChat.

McDull: I heard you didn't run away from home, but my mother is getting annoyed seeing me these days, maybe she will kick me out if I don't leave.

Xu Xin said: "Then you talk to her carefully, don't make her angry."

McDull: I've said it well, but it's useless. I simply don't make sense. Anyway, they don't make sense. They think you were born by him, so you have to listen to him. Isn't that just being unreasonable?

Xu Xin replied: "Then I can't drive you away..."

In the lounge of the club, Chen Lang was nestled on the sofa answering messages, and suddenly Lao Chen called, "Chen Lang, get the hell out of here now!" He almost lost Song Ye's phone with a trembling hand, and he stood up Walking to the poker table, I looked at the message I didn't have time to reply, "I took your phone away?"

Song also said, "OK."

Chen Lang put away the two mobile phones, pretending to be relaxed and said: "I escaped death during this trip."

Song also said, "I thought you weren't afraid."

Chen Lang raised his eyebrows and said, "Of course I'm not afraid. I have nothing to be afraid of. Let's go."

After bragging with Song Ye, he called Mrs. Chen when he went out, "Mom, what's the matter, please tell me first, so I can make mental preparations."

Mrs. Chen said: "Don't you know what's going on with you?"

Mrs. Chen didn't want to stab Lao Chen in front of him. As a result, the news about Chen Lang's bar was spread, and finally spread to Lao Chen's dining table. Busy with career and don't care about the children" consensus, secretly laughed at Lao Chen.

Old Chen came back with a dark face.

As soon as Chen Lang went back, he was scolded all the time, and Mrs. Chen was there to smooth things over, "The kid is just kidding around, because he drank too much alcohol, so he just doesn't drink anymore. Chen Lang, tell your father that you are just kidding." .”

Chen Lang looked at Mrs. Chen, and shouted helplessly, "Mom." Dare Mrs. Chen still has this plan and wants him to admit that he is joking. Chen Lang can say that with his friends, but he can't say that with Lao Chen, otherwise He and Xu Xin were just "joking around".

"Then I'll just say—"

Mrs. Chen shouted: "Chen Lang!"

Chen Lang said: "Dad, I'm not joking, I like Xu Xin, I will marry him in the future, that's all."

"Chen Lang!—"

When Chen Lang was hit by the smashed ashtray, he heard Mrs. Chen screaming his name angrily.

Xu Xin lay on the bed in a daze with her eyes open, not waiting for McDull's reply.Until Dad knocked on his door, he quickly turned off the light and said outside: "I'm going to sleep right away."

"Are you asleep?"

Before going to bed, he also sent a message to McDull.