your heart

"My mother loves me very much." Xu Xin said suddenly after turning off the lights.

Chen Lang said: "I know." Because of this, he didn't tell Xu Xin, even though he already knew.

Everyone else can see how much Xu Xin's mother loves him. Most of Xu Xin's character is also created by his mother, because his mother's doting and caring from childhood to adulthood have raised him such a simple and innocent character.

Before him, Chen Lang had never been so kind to anyone. Even if he treated Hu Liang as his own brother, he should beat and scold him, but Xu Xin seemed to be taken care of and pampered. Unbelievably gentle.

Chen Lang's personality has been restrained a lot, and it's all subtly influenced by Xu Xin.

Even life has become concrete around Xu Xin, and it is especially easy to perceive the essence and happiness of life.

For example, when Chen Lang was with his friends before, he just thought about how to play and what to do all day long. After being exhausted from playing, he went home to sleep, and when he woke up, he felt an inexplicable sense of loss.Although it's fun when it's hot, life is always longer than carnival.

It's different after being with Xu Xin. Xu Xin's life is not a big deal, but he arranges all the little things carefully.For example, when I went to the bookstore tomorrow to read the new books, I happened to go to eat the delicious street food nearby. Chen Lang asked him why he wanted to go tomorrow, but if he wanted to eat, he could go there today.

Xu Xin said: "There's no need to be so anxious. Anyway, the store has always been there, and it's not like if you don't go today, it will disappear. When I think about going to eat delicious food tomorrow, I will look forward to it until I go."

It turns out that if you have a desire, you don't need to satisfy it immediately, and a short wait can also become a kind of expectation.

Chen Lang also tried to slow down his life, and slowly synchronized with Xu Xin's life. After slowing down, his troubles seemed to be gone.I discuss with Xu Xin every day, which restaurant is delicious to try tomorrow, there is a pet shop nearby, we go to see the cats, we can play games after finishing homework! ...everything becomes very simple.

Xu Xin's family is not rich, but he is more satisfied than his peers, because his mother gave him all the love and taught him how to live.

Chen Lang could almost imagine the scene of him getting along with his mother. His mother would prepare snacks for him the next day in advance, and told him to get along well with everyone when he went to school. If there was a child he liked, he would share the food with him.

If Chen Lang had been raised by his parents so wholeheartedly, he wouldn't have once thought that his parents didn't love him, and they just paid for living expenses out of obligation.

Chen Lang thought of what Mrs. Chen had said to him before, "What happens to me and your dad? That's up to us adults. Ask yourself that our parents haven't treated you badly, and you don't have to put on a stern face like you have a grudge against us. We It’s inappropriate to deal with it emotionally, but we haven’t neglected our duties as parents, have we?”

Although the words are cold, it is true.

Maybe they believed in each other's promises when they got married, but time is too cruel.The change in relationship has exacerbated the disintegration of the family, and there is a son who seems to have an enmity with the family because of their bad relationship. Mrs. Chen shed tears in front of her son for the first time because she had a quarrel with Lao Chen when she was about to divorce , Chen Lang sarcastically said "Leave quickly".

Because of Mrs. Chen's crying, Chen Lang reached a settlement with his parents.

And Chen Lang's change prompted the parents to reconcile, and gradually the family of three also felt a little warm.

After all, there is no way to talk about emotional matters, nor can we roughly draw a line between right and wrong.

Chen Lang knew Xu Xin's family fairly well, he was inclined that Xu Xin's parents were divorced, but he didn't want to hurt him so he didn't tell him, but Chen Lang was an outsider who couldn't ask such things, so he had nowhere to prove his own guess.

"You can talk to your mother." Chen Lang said.

Xu Xin said, "I don't know how to say it."

"If you have a chance, you can ask her. If not, just pretend not to know." Chen Lang said, "You just hid because you didn't want her to find out, didn't you?"

Xu Xin let out a "hmm".

Chen Lang rubbed his hair, "Go to sleep." The person in his arms moved and found a comfortable position.

But in fact Xu Xin didn't fall asleep, his mind was in a mess all the time, he didn't expect his mother to cheat.

Could it be that Mom doesn't love Dad anymore, just because Dad was transferred to another place?Of course, he is not happy that his father wants to leave, but his father said that in order to give him a better life, he also said, "And you have grown up, haven't you?" When you grow up, you don't need your father to be with you all the time. Walk as if you are ignorant.

Now that I think about it, there might have been a problem with their relationship, otherwise they would not have been transferred to other places to work for no reason, but how to explain that Dad reported his situation to Mom, and Mom would send things to Dad every now and then.

Dad's clothes are still in the closet, books, rice paper pens and ink for calligraphy, and favorite lamps are still at home.He just went out to work, not leaving the house.

Xu Xin couldn't figure it out.

The last time Chen Lang said that parents can't stay with you all the time, Xu Xin only realized this now. He thought that if his parents were in good health, he could stay with him for a long time, but he never thought that they would separate because of emotional disagreement.

Will Chen Lang stay with him all the time?Xu Xin suddenly thought of this question, followed by an involuntary panic.He couldn't imagine what would happen without Chen Lang, he had never even thought about it.

In the middle of the night, Xu Xin was overwhelmed by this panic. He moved closer to Chen Lang's body, as if he could catch something by grabbing him.

Chen Lang was woken up by his movements, a half-hoaring voice came from above his head, and at the same time, he hugged his waist with both hands, and fished him out of the quilt. "Why haven't you slept, baby?" Chen Lang didn't even open his eyes, his warm breath brushed against his cheeks, Chen Lang lowered his head and rubbed his face, "Huh?"

Xu Xin wanted to cry at that moment, her heart was swollen to the brim, so hot that it was about to overflow.

Chen Lang didn't hear his response, and asked "Huh?" again.Xu Xin took a step ahead of her brain, and kissed him on the mouth when she couldn't stick it.Chen Lang let out a pleasant chuckle, wrapped his arms around his waist and hugged him, "Want to kiss? Do you want to touch it?"

Chen Lang kissed him gently, his movements were gentle and affectionate.

He should have been sad, but he couldn't help but be led by him, indulgently chasing sensual pleasure.

The first time Chen Lang forced him to "study", he should have known that he had no resistance to Chen Lang. Chen Lang's chest, hands, and kisses were all like **, and he couldn't control himself after a little bit of it. .

Chen Lang kissed him while touching him, and he couldn't think about anything. After ejaculating, his brain was as blank as before, and he lay on the bed savoring the pleasure of his body.

Chen Lang turned on the bedside lamp, took a wet tissue from the bathroom, and wiped the sticky place.Chen Lang supported the bed, kissed the corner of his mouth, and comforted him: "Don't think so much, go to sleep."

Chen Lang's words seemed to be magical, Xu Xin felt tired instantly, and fell asleep after a while.It seems that he still thought about it guiltily, just now Chen Lang was also hard, should he solve it for him, it is too uninteresting to fall asleep after having fun by himself.But Xu Xin still fell asleep, he was too sleepy, he didn't think about anything.

Woke up the next day and remembered that there was no return, and Chen Lang's guy was pushing against him, so he blushed and took the initiative to touch it for others.

Chen Lang was stimulated by the pleasure and woke up, looking at the man who was nestled in his arms like a rabbit, with his two little hands fiddling in his pajama pants, he almost lost control of himself at that moment.

"Do you know what you're doing?" Chen Lang's words were a little fierce, so frightened that Xu Xin's hands were retracted, Chen Lang grabbed his hand and held it again, pressed his shoulder and ordered like gnashing his teeth: "Whatever you run, do it well."

Xu Xin didn't know why he suddenly lost his temper, and leaned forward to kiss him in a fawning manner.This move made Chen Lang even more angry, but "fire" was not what Xu Xin understood.

"I used to say that saliva is dirty, but now I don't brush my teeth, and I don't dislike it anymore?" Chen Lang said.

Xu Xin didn't think about it, besides, he just disliked others, never Chen Lang.He quite likes being close to Chen Lang, and he has a sense of pride that surpasses all of Chen Lang's friends, because so many people are not as good as him and Chen Lang.

Chen Lang made an inch of it and said: "Xinxin likes me very much, the one who can't leave me." After saying that, Xu Xin withdrew her hand, and he announced angrily, "I won't do it anymore."

"This is too irresponsible." Chen Lang said to him, a little funny.Xu Xin obviously knew about it, but she didn't want to admit it to him.Chen Lang coaxed him again, "Okay, stop talking, touch me again. You don't need Xinxin to like me, as long as I like Xinxin."

Xu Xin shrunk down again, her head resting on his chest, and she continued to help him with both hands.

Chen Lang touched his face under the quilt, and it was astonishingly hot even though he couldn't see his blushing.Xu Xin also said to him angrily, "Don't touch me." She took his hand away.

Chen Lang deliberately said: "Yesterday you begged me to touch it, why don't you let me touch it today?"

Xu Xin strikes again, "I won't do it for you," and turns her back to him.Chen Lang hugged him from behind, "You can't do it like this, I have a quick way. Be good, clamp your legs tightly."

Xu Xin didn't understand, so he did so, the next second the guy was inserted through the heel of his leg, and the tip with the mucus pressed against his place, for a moment he was so at a loss that he was about to cry out of embarrassment.

Chen Lang grasped his hand presciently, trapped him in his arms and prevented him from breaking free.The two lay on their sides and cuddled together, the quilt was stirred by Chen Lang's movements, but it also completely covered the things underneath.

Xu Xin was ashamed to death, but Chen Lang didn't think he was happy enough, wiped off his pants twice, and inserted them in close to his delicate thighs.

Xu Xin didn't cry no matter how sad she was last night, but she was bullied by Chen Lang early in the morning and cried.