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There are seven or eight messages on WeChat about Shang Bining's return, and various analyzes have been made on the location of the audition.Among them, the inferences about Bai Niao Chao and Ye Zhen were similar to what Chi Zao had already experienced.Among the two, Shang Bining has always been the one in charge of the overall situation, and he is often responsible for maintaining contacts and socializing.He had a much clearer view of the sky outside than Chi Zao.

After reading the message, Chi Zao stared intently at the edit box and posted it for a while.

Chi Zao asked Anna He: "Sister, am I being protected too much?"

Hearing this, Anna He raised her head and glanced at him leisurely, with the words "What do you say" clearly written in her eyes.The answer is obvious.He was not reconciled, and said to He Anna: "Please explain with an example."

Anna He twitched her lips in disgust, and said, "How many people want to do it if you look like this? But you have been out for more than five years, and you have never had a big drink with anyone, and you have never warmed a bed. They are all hated!"

Chi Zao said: "It's not like I don't have a second..."

He Anna said: "Yes, either they were born with a golden spoon or made canaries for others. There are also canaries that are often thrown out by the owner to please others. Which one should not be ready to serve at any time? Don't tell me, Strictly speaking, you are not only unique but also one of the rarest species."

Chi Zao said, "Then..."

Obviously wanted to refute, but "that" didn't make any sense.What Anna said was the truth.Everyone in this circle is struggling, and they are constantly betraying something.Before he entered the industry, he understood that the background of a family of opera artists could not protect him from these embarrassments, and he was mentally prepared.

But because of Shang Bining and that marriage, he has never been dirty.

According to He Anna's classification, Shang Bining can be regarded as the type who was born with a golden spoon, and the Shang family is rich enough.This certainly gave him the confidence to walk in the entertainment industry alone without having to sell his body, but at the same time he had to protect another person. Chi Zao couldn't use any parameters to measure the pressure he had endured over the years.

When you love and stay with others, don't care too much about your kindness, otherwise you will develop a sense of indebtedness.Therefore, they seldom think about these things, and they never mention them. Saying "thank you" is considered a great bookkeeping.However, if you don't want to mention it, it doesn't mean it doesn't exist.At least, at this moment, Chi Zao felt that the book was heavy.

The last question of the little editor of "PG" magazine came to his mind again—was there really no imbalance?He didn't answer at the time, but there was an answer buried deep in his heart.

Yes, I have.Why not?

However, his imbalance has never been that Shang Bining is so much more dazzling than him in this industry, and he has gained so much.But in this relationship, Shang Bining blessed him so much, and he enjoyed it for so long.This made him unable to really feel at ease.

But he could only say "thank you" to Shang Bining.

A few seconds after the message was sent, Shang Bining replied: Are you safe?

Suddenly, Chi Zao felt that his eye sockets were sore and swollen.Turning sideways to face the car window, she shed tears while typing to tell Shang Bining what happened afterwards.He once felt that his crying nature had been removed, and tears were worthless—yes, tears were indeed worthless, except when someone cared.

Now, his tears are worth money again.

Three days after the audition, Chi Zao received Ye Zhen's complete script, and finally got the name of the movie, "Guns, Flowers and Liars", and "Ye Zhen" was written first in the screenwriter column.Undoubtedly, this must be a movie full of Ye Zhen's style, probably inseparable from the strong melancholy that cannot be resolved, and a hopeless story background.

Chi Zao opened the script, read it in one breath, and fell into heaviness and sadness after feeling overwhelmed.

This is a story that takes place in the muddy feasting and feasting. There are three protagonists in total, representing guns, flowers, and liars.The three met in an entertainment city full of riches and jades, Gun was a thug, Hua was the most popular prince in the city, he could be a princess in women's clothes, and the liar was a poor little girl picked up from the garbage dump.

The story tells the process of three people who never met each other, then supported each other, turned against each other, and finally ended with Hua's death. It is full of narcissism, self-pity and vague metaphors.

Chi Zao tentatively understands why Ye Zhen asked them to audition in the Bainiao Dynasty, and in such a special way - what he wants is their authentic reaction in that environment.

But apart from that, Chi Zao had a new question. He didn't understand why Ye Zhen chose a few idols who had debuted for many years to audition.This kind of story is more suitable for professional actors who have not been deeply involved in the world and their minds have not been polluted, or like the previous Taiwanese directors, they personally train/teach potential amateurs to complete a work full of wildness and power. .

And these two kinds of people, Ye Zhen obviously did not lack.

Shang Bining's answer to this question is: You don't care.

Chi Zao: ...

It also makes sense.

In short, receiving the script means passing the audition, and the next step is to determine the role.The meaning in Ye Zhen's email is to read it later when there is a script reading meeting.Previously, actors who passed the audition had to have a life experience.

And this item will start immediately after receiving the script.

Chi Zao didn't know about other people's situation. According to Ye Zhen's request, he was confiscated of beautiful clothes, mobile phones, money, and cards the next day. Bird towards this pretentious high-end ordinary high-end, began to live with a beautiful skin.

Of course, it’s not a real life. It’s just starting as a newcomer and following the people in the entertainment city to experience all kinds of daily life. All levels have to try and experience.

At first he went with the attitude of learning, preparing for the worst but using his acting skills to support the scene. Soon he found out in despair that his acting skills were too young and immature to be worth mentioning. will play.In terms of letting go of oneself and entering the scene in a second, everyone in it is at the Oscar level, and he has a lot of things that need to be felt and adapted.

In the first week, he stayed in the entertainment city all day every day, and he could only be picked up by Anna He for a meal from [-]:[-] to [-]:[-] in the evening, like a child who was sold.During this rare meal time a day, he always doesn't talk much, and the most common thing he does is to send messages to Shang Bining as soon as possible.

He told Shang Bining about his experience and sentiments, without mentioning suffering, panic, loneliness and incompatibility, and Shang Bining did not ask or comfort him.They are all used to it.Facing the difficulties of life, whether it is real or simulated, they are typical strong personalities, grievances and self-pity are things that are discarded, and they only regard all these as things that they should overcome.

Shang Bining would encourage him: Come on, after the show, you will become great.

Chi Zao saw it and believed every word.Turn around and plunge into this experience again, let go of yourself even more, and immerse yourself in the world of anyone among guns, flowers and liars.

By the second week, his range of experience broadened.

Ye Zhen no longer asked him to only work in the entertainment city, but asked him to hang out on the streets when he had nothing to do.

Strange to say, he usually has to disguise himself for a long time when he goes out, so as not to be recognized.Ye Zhen told him not to pretend, just wearing clothes and shoes worth tens of dollars, and going out like an ordinary young man.He wandered around the streets near the entertainment city for two days, but no one came to recognize him.On the third day, on the one hand, he felt free, on the other hand, he threw away his identity as "Chi Zao", and wasted his time with nothing to do.

After another week like this, Ye Zhen finally came to see him in person.

Ye Zhen's first sentence was: "You are a good piece of jade."

There is respect and surprise in the eyes, which is completely different from the yin and yang on the day of the audition.

Chi Zao was not dressed at all, and his body and posture were shabby. He was completely different from the image of his big star Chi Zao, and the expression on his face also carried the shallowness and embarrassment of ordinary people. Only the beauty of his outstanding appearance could not be erased. .

Chi Zao said: "Thank you Director Ye for your careful training, it's good that I didn't disappoint you."

Ye Zhen smiled: "Not here, it's too polite."

oh.Chi Zao closed his mouth, raised his eyes, and a contemptuous and contemptuous look flew out from the corner of his eyes.

Ye Zhen smiled again: "That's it, keep it up. You play the flower."

Chi Zao asked: "Don't wait for the script reading meeting?"

Ye Zhen said, "No need. Join the group tomorrow, or take a two-day rest, it's your choice."

Chi Zao asked: "Is anyone else already in?"

Ye Zhen said, "Yes."

Chi Zao was taken aback: "Is there no opening ceremony?"

Ye Zhen said, "I don't believe in ghosts and gods."

Chi Zao was still shocked, she pursed her lips and nodded, after a while, she said, "Then I'll go in tomorrow, I don't need to rest."

Ye Zhen showed a satisfied expression, and said, "Do you know what I like most about your idol backgrounds?"

Chi Zao asked back, "Desperately?"

Ye Zhen said, "Be obedient and sensible."

There are always some words, which are good on paper, but sound wrong at all.

However, although Chi Zao was uncomfortable with the content of the words, he didn't find Ye Zhen who said these words annoying.Maybe it's because he carries a gun with a stick, but he still feels calm and upright.If you don't like it today, you just don't like it, and if you like it tomorrow, you won't be shy, praise and praise are unambiguous.Bad, but cute nonetheless.

On this day, Chi Zao went home and had a good sleep until six o'clock the next morning.That was the day when Shang Bining toured the entire Europe and America, and finally returned to New York to perform locally.At six o'clock in the evening local time, Shang Bining was putting on makeup.Taking advantage of the free time, they started a video chat.

For the past three weeks, Chi Zao has been too busy.Especially after entering the life experience period of "Guns, Flowers and Liars", his time is busy coping with that life, his spirit is adapting to and digesting that experience, and he hardly has the time and energy to care about Shang Bining's tour situation , In a blink of an eye, Shang Bining has already made the last stop in Europe and America.

At this moment, an afro-headed lion king appeared in the video.Shang Bingning's appearance is quite wild, the hairstyle is one aspect, the domineering and unruly revealed in the aura and state, made Chi Zao's heart beat faster the moment he saw it.This feeling of Shang Bining is not unfamiliar, but the impact is surprisingly strong.

He didn't speak for a long time, but Shang Bining smiled and asked, "What's the matter? Are you scared?"

Chi Zao lay on the bed, swallowed, licked his lips, and said, "No, I just feel...you've grown up."

Shang Bining stared at the camera, at him, and asked, "What do you mean?"

Chi Zao blushed inexplicably, and said, "literally."

Shang Bining just stared at him without speaking.His face became even hotter, and the base of his ears might also be red.These problems are not troublesome at all, but other problems are troublesome.He wanted to turn over, but he was too embarrassed to turn around in front of the camera, and it didn't make sense to turn off the video suddenly... The state was quite sad.

After a moment of silence between each other, Shang Bining waved to the stylist beside him, sent them away, and then moved closer to the camera.Chi Zao subconsciously widened his eyes, seeing Shang Bining's wicked smile.

Shang Bining said, "What's wrong, you've become so shy? Don't you usually do whatever you want?"

Chi Zao said: "I don't know, I just suddenly feel that today is different."

Shang Bining said, "You, or me?"

Chi Zao said, "Maybe both."

After they finished speaking, they were all silent, a kind of silence that both understood but could not express.So they looked at each other through the camera like this, waiting together, waiting for a moment that should be taken for granted but cannot be obtained under the current conditions.It's so frustrating that this moment can't come.

After a long time, they both spoke at the same time: "It would be great if you were by my side now."

As soon as the voice fell, they looked at each other and smiled.

Shang Bining said, "I'm really sorry, I couldn't send you off today because you were going to join the group."

Chi Zao said: "I'm sorry, today is the last stop of your tour in Europe and America, and I'm not here."

Shang Bining said: "When I go back, I will make up for what you wanted this morning."

Chi Zao: "..."

Seeing him being teased, Shang Bining laughed so wickedly that he died of complacency.

Chi Zao grunted bitterly and said, "I'm dead."

Shang Bining raised his hand, put his index finger and middle finger on his lips, kissed, then faced the camera, and said seriously: "Brother, I love you."

Chi Zao's beating heart seemed to be hit hard by something, loudly, and then fell to the ground.That's a solid feeling.

I love you too.

Chi Zao replied with his mouth.