The heart has always been the heart of the spectator

On the morning of the first day of the new year, Dongfang Xing did not get up to practice.Qin Jianshan was lying flat on the outside of the bed, and Dongfang Xing was lying on his side, with his forehead resting on his neck.

Qin Jianshan woke up at three o'clock as usual. Dongfang Xing said that he would get up and set off a string of firecrackers on the morning of the first day of the Lunar New Year, but he himself didn't want to get up and set off firecrackers. Qin Jianshan got up and put on his clothes, and covered Dongfang Xing with a quilt just go out.

Some nearby people also got up one after another and started to set off firecrackers. Qin Jianshan felt that it was a bit noisy, and when he entered the room, he found that Dongfang Xing had indeed woken up.

"Are you awake? Have a headache?"

Dongfang Xing looked at Qin Jianshan silently, with a troubled expression on his face, both hands tightly pinching the quilt, breathing much faster than usual.He opened his mouth several times to speak, but clenched his teeth in time.

"What's wrong with you?" Qin Jianshan took two steps forward, feeling something was wrong, and his heart began to beat.

"Come here." Finally, Dongfang Xing mustered up the courage to speak.

Qin Jianshan felt that his heartbeat was too strong and he started to have a headache. Before he had time to think, he followed Dongfang Xing's words and walked to the bedside.

Dongfang Xing stretched out a hand and grabbed Qin Jianshan's right wrist. The movement was slow but firm, accompanied by a slight trembling. Qin Jianshan felt that the bones were almost crushed with his hand.Dongfangxing took his hand and pressed it against his lower abdomen and slowly slid down, looking into his eyes for a moment, "Jianshan, I..."

At first, Qin Jianshan was completely dazed, until he touched Dongfang Xing's warm skin, he just woke up like a dream, and suddenly withdrew his hand. "I, I'm going to the kitchen!"

Qin Jianshan turned around and left in a panic, Dongfangxing looked at him, sat up slowly, his face seemed to be covered with a layer of frost.

A quarter of an hour later, Dongfang Xing walked into the kitchen with a normal expression, sat down in the usual fire place, and added a piece of firewood to it.Glancing at Qin Jianshan, he didn't even look at Dongfang Xing, as if this person didn't appear here, and concentrated on pouring dumplings into the pot; although his expression was well hidden, Dongfang Xing found that the back of his hand was hot red a chunk.

"Jianshan, I will go back to Islam after the Chinese New Year. What are your plans?"

"I……"

Dongfang Xing didn't wait for Qin Jianshan to finish, and then continued: "I can still talk in the gang, if you are willing to go back with me, you don't have to worry about your status."

"I..." Qin Jianshan filled out the dumplings in a hurry, looking flustered like never before, "I still have some things to deal with, maybe I can't do it for the time being... I can't go with you."

Dongfang Xing said that he understood, stood up on his own, and went out again.Qin Jianshan was also a little embarrassed, he also knew that the continuous refusal would make Dongfang Xing lose face, but now his mind is very confused and he doesn't know what to do.

"eat something."

Qin Jianshan brought the dumplings into the room, and Dongfang Xing sat down at the table with his face sinking like water. In comparison, Qin Jianshan was more like the guilty person.

After being silent for a long time, Qin Jianshan finally couldn't hold back, "Brother Dongfang, you are...that, Longyang..."

"Yes."

Qin Jianshan smiled awkwardly, not knowing how to answer.

"Do you feel...disgusted?"

"No!" Qin Jianshan immediately gave Dongfang Xing the answer, and then felt that he was insincere in answering too quickly, "It's actually nothing, and it's not something harmful."

Dongfangxing lowered his head and chuckled, but didn't answer.

"That, you to me?"

"Yes."

Hearing the affirmative answer, Qin Jianshan seemed a little relieved, and seemed a little out of breath, and he didn't know how he felt.

Dongfang Xing finished eating quickly, and then said that he wanted to go out for a walk. Qin Jianshan responded but did not look up. They all needed to be quiet first before they could figure out where to go.

Over the years, when Qin Jianshan was at a loss and had big emotional fluctuations, he would repeatedly wipe his sword in order to calm himself down quickly.He brought a clean cloth towel from the kitchen, and when he walked back to the room, he found that his saber was missing. After thinking about it, Dongfang Xing might have taken it with him when he went out.Qin Jianshan sat down a little slumped, as if he had realized something.

Dongfang Xing went out for almost an hour, Qin Jianshan was a little worried, it was so cold outside, I don’t know where he went, it was so close to the main altar of the Sun Moon Sect, and he said that his enemy was Dongfang Bubai, the leader of the Sun Moon Sect ,That……

Qin Jianshan was pacing around the room a little anxiously, but when he thought of this, he suddenly stopped. Things that he hadn't paid attention to these days now flooded into his mind.

After the time passed, Dongfang Xing finally came back. He went out to practice swords today, and what he took was indeed Qin Jianshan's saber.When Dongfang Xing entered the room, his whole body was filled with cold air. Qin Jianshan went up to meet him and took his sword, helped him take off his outer robe and hung it up, and took a cloak for him to put on again.

"Jianshan, do you have anything you want to tell me?" Dongfang Xing held the hot teacup and asked without looking at Qin Jianshan.

"Dongfang, I have some things to deal with, so I can't go with you."

After being silent for a long time, Dongfang Xing finished drinking the still hot tea, clenched his fists on the table, knocked lightly twice, and raised his voice again, "Do you know who I am? Do you mean to disobey me?" , I can kill you at any time."

Qin Jianshan smiled indifferently, and sat down opposite Dongfang Xing, "I know, you are the best in martial arts in the world, the leader of the Sun Moon Sect, and Dongfang Invincible." Seeing Dongfang Xing's face with a little surprise, Qin Jianshan Then he said: "I just figured it out just now. You said that your enemy is him, but you have been staying in a place only a few dozen miles away from Heimuya and deeply influenced by the Sun Moon Sect; you also said that he is stingy and holds grudges. How about How many people are so bold?"

Now that it has been exposed, Dongfang Bubai no longer pretends, "Why don't you want to go back to Heimuya with me? I'm willing to give you anything you want except children."

"Dongfang, you don't need this. You have good looks, good martial arts, status and power, but you say you have nothing, I think what you want is a pure relationship; so the one who is by your side People, you must treat you wholeheartedly, not greedy for those worldly things. You said that disobedience to you will kill me at any time, but I don’t want anyone to be with you because they are afraid of death or love vanity, I don’t want to see you suffer.”

Dongfang Bubai heard him boasting himself to the sky, and his words were full of defense, his heart softened, and his tone also softened, "That's nice."

Qin Jianshan gently shook Dongfang Bubai's hand on the table, and immediately let go, "Dongfang, I'm not sure if I'm the one who will treat you wholeheartedly for the rest of my life, so give me some How's the time?"

Dongfang Bubai softened from the ears to the heart, but the hand that was just shaken seemed to be burning hot, so he asked very lightly: "Then how long will you have?"

"Half a year, okay?"

Dongfang Bubai looked up at Qin Jianshan, and didn't speak for a long time, as if he wanted to see from his eyes whether he was telling the truth or making excuses.Qin Jianshan didn't avoid his gaze, and tried his best to be gentle and tolerant, so as to give him some comfort.

"Here you are." Dongfang Bubai took out a piece of charred black wood about half a foot long from his bosom and handed it to Qin Jianshan, "This is the token of my divine religion, the Black Wood Token. Seeing it will feel like the leader is here. You If you think about it in advance, come to Heimuya to find me, no one will dare to stop you." But the voice became softer and softer, as if he didn't want Qin Jianshan to discover his urgency and desire.

Qin Jianshan took the token and put it in his arms, "Okay, if I've made up my mind, I'll come to you."

"Whether it's good or not, you will definitely give me an answer?"

"Yes, it will."

"Well, I'll come here to wait for you half a year later. If you don't come after a while, I won't wait for you again. "

"it is good."

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