The heart has always been the heart of the spectator

The old man in gray screened everyone away, stayed in Qin Jianchuan's room for a day and a night, and finally rescued him.No one knew how the gray-clothed old man came back to life, but seeing that Qin Jianchuan's face was no longer the gray of a dying person, and his chest rose and fell with weak breathing, everyone was finally relieved.

Qin Jianshan took the old man in gray to rest in the East Wing. As soon as the old man in gray sat down, he asked Qin Jianshan with great interest why he came back again.With complete helplessness, Qin Jianshan briefly explained what happened in the cave the day before.

"It's rare for a master like Guan Hai to teach such a ruthless apprentice as Qin Jianchuan."

"Master Uncle..."

The old man in gray didn't pay attention to Qin Jianshan, he pinched his fingers, and when he looked at Qin Jianshan again, the expression on his face was half a smile, "It's really rare in the world to have such an adventure like you."

He is almost a half-immortal in Qin Jianshan's eyes now, so no matter what he knows, Qin Jianshan is not surprised, but there is one thing... "Master Uncle, can you..."

"Why, you still want to go back?" The gray-clothed old man was very puzzled. What kind of bondage made him not turn back when he knocked down the south wall?

Qin Jianshan nodded, "I owe him."

The old man in gray waved his hand, "Go out, I'm going to rest."

Qin Jianshan left the room in silence, closed the door again, and walked aimlessly in the courtyard.When he was young, he was often called by Guan Hai to practice martial arts in the East Chamber with Qin Jianchuan. He seemed to be able to hear Guan Hai's earnest teachings when he closed his eyes, and seemed to be able to see every move he and Qin Jianchuan made.More than ten years have passed, things have changed, his heart is no longer here, and he doesn't even know the meaning of his existence.

"See the mountain."

"Master."

Guan Hai walked to Qin Jianshan and sat down, "You still want to leave?"

Qin Jianshan also sat down, "I'm sorry, Master."

"Jian Chuan thought he couldn't survive, and said that he would return the position of head to you. He never understood that power is just a fleeting thing in the eyes of some people. One must have a thought in one's life, but someone finds it. Get it, some people can't find it, some people get it, some people can't get it. So, you don't have to feel sorry for me."

"Master, he is the leader of a sect who commands thousands of followers and is the best in the world in martial arts. He once said that he would find a place with me to live in seclusion, but unfortunately I haven't had time yet."

Guan Hai faintly felt that something was missing, but couldn't figure it out for a while. "You went back this time and didn't find him?"

"I found it, it's just him when he was young."

"Ah..." Only then did Guan Hai realize that he had miscalculated the time, Qin Jianshan still didn't meet his lover at the right time.

"But it's okay, it's good enough to meet him again."

Dongfang Bubai was holding on tightly to a red thread wrapped around Qin Jianshan's heart in an unknown time and space. Qin Jianshan was sometimes near and sometimes far away, but he never relaxed.Sometimes when they are far away and the red line collapses too tightly, Qin Jianshan feels that his heart is being strangled.This red thread tied a knot in his heart, and he didn't think about untying it, he just wanted to follow this red thread to find the person at the other end.

Qin Jianshan never knew the feeling of deep love.He recalled that Dongfang Bubai said that no matter what wish he would come true for him, he recalled marrying Dongfang Bubai on the Blackwood Cliff; He told Dongfang Xing that he would be safe and happy every year in the future.Every little bit of getting along with him is in Qin Jianshan's heart, but he doesn't know if this red candle can illuminate Dongfang Bubai's face, and whether Dongfangxing will still have a safe and happy year.

Little raindrops fell from the sky, sliding down Qin Jianshan's cheeks.

"I guess the uncle has also practiced Fushi. When Jian Chuan wakes up, I will ask the uncle for you."

"Master!" Qin Jianshan never expected Guan Hai to think so, he immediately knelt in front of Guan Hai, "Thank you, Master!"

"Go back." Guan Hai got up and walked back to the room, his back looked bent and tired.

Qin Jianchuan was in a coma for seven whole days. During this period, Guanhai took Qin Jianshan to heal the injuries of everyone in the sect, and repaired Lingyun Temple, and his daily martial arts practice did not stop.This time the Lingyun Sect's vitality was severely injured, and there were only about [-] disciples left. It would probably take many years for them to return to their previous state.

During this period, the gray-clothed old man did not return to Beishan. He brought the "Beishan Notes" and improved some of its contents; he also took Guan Hai to rewrite the two martial arts secret books of the Lingyun sect, and prepared to wait for Qin Jianchuan to wake up. pass it on to him.

Qin Jianchuan didn't wake up until noon on the eighth day. When he opened his eyes, he didn't realize that he was still alive. He only thought that he was overthinking, so he regarded hell as his own room, and laughed at himself thinking that Meng Potang seemed to be nothing. Useless.

"Master, are you awake?!"

Following this cry of surprise, some people in the congregation brought boiled medicine, some brought warm porridge, some brought hot water, and some went to greet the gray-clothed old man and Guanhai Qin Jianshan. , The room was in a mess for a while.Qin Jianchuan couldn't hear anything clearly, wanted to get up but didn't have the strength, and lay on the bed with a blank mind.

After a while, the gray-clothed old man came in, and the disciples in the teaching stepped aside automatically.Putting his finger on Qin Jianchuan's wrist, the old man felt that although his pulse was still a little weak, it was already stable, so he stroked his beard, told him to feed him water, medicine and porridge, and then left on his own.

Guan Hai and Qin Jianshan were arranging things in the study room just now, and they rushed over after hearing the report. They were very pleasantly surprised to see Qin Jianchuan finally wake up.Qin Jianshan finally let go of the big stone in his heart. In the past few days, the disciples in the teaching thought that he would stay and succeed him as the head, and they all looked at him with eager eyes, which made him very uncomfortable.

Qin Jianchuan was still very weak, fell asleep after eating porridge and medicine, and didn't really wake up until the next day.

Guan Hai talked with him behind closed doors for nearly two hours, told him everything exactly, and also told him about Qin Jianshan's situation in another time and space, which made Qin Jianchuan dumbfounded.No wonder he didn't want anything, it turned out that he had already got everything in other time and space.

"Jian Chuan, it's up to you to revive the Lingyun faction, you need to get well soon."

"Master, you...do you still believe me?"

"Silly boy, you almost lost your life because of the Lingyun faction. As a teacher, I believe that your friendship to our sect is as good as anyone else's!"

Qin Jianchuan nodded. He had done and missed many things in the past, but from the day he became the head of the sect, he carried the glory and responsibility of the Lingyun Sect for hundreds of years on his shoulders; Let the Lingyun faction dominate the world, but no one dares to bully them.

"Brother, when will you leave?"

"He's still begging your master uncle."

It turned out that the gray-clothed old man had taken a fancy to Qin Jianshan's solid eyes and wanted to take him to Beishan Library Pavilion, so he has not agreed to help Qin Jianshan so far.

"Master Uncle, since you know everything, you should know that I can't let him go, and I beg you to help me!" Qin Jianshan would come to grind in front of the gray-clothed old man every day, hoping that when he would get annoyed and soften his heart Yes, I can grant my request.

The gray-clothed old man did his own thing every day, and never thought that Qin Jianshan didn't exist.Finally seeing Qin Jianshan almost shed tears that day, he let out a long sigh and said to try it on the night of the full moon.

On the fifteenth day of this month, when a full moon hung in the sky, the old man in gray, Guan Hai, Qin Jianshan, and Qin Jianchuan gathered in the cave.Qin Jianshan kowtowed three times to Guan Hai, hugged Qin Jianchuan again, and finally kowtowed to the old man in gray.His friendship with Guan Hai and Qin Jianchuan was so deep that he couldn't breathe, so he couldn't say anything about parting.

The old man in gray asked again, "Have you really thought about it?"

Qin Jianshan gritted his teeth and nodded.

"Sit down among the stone trays and close your eyes."

Qin Jianshan turned around and walked towards the stone plate with heavy steps.

"See the mountain!" Guan Hai raised his arms in vain, as if trying to grab something, "Don't look back! Find what you love, and never... never look back."

Qin Jianshan nodded and squeezed out an "um" from his throat.He sat cross-legged on the stone tray, with his back to the three of them, closed his eyes, and clasped his hands to his chest—there was a piece of cloth on Dongfang Xing's body and the black wooden order Dongfang Bubai gave him.Just when the wind rang in his ears, he heard Qin Jianchuan say, "Brother, take care, don't worry!"

In the strong wind, Qin Jianshan's mind began to drift, wondering when will he meet Dongfang Bubai this time?Can you still catch up with him in the long river of time?

Maybe he will see the little Dongfang who is still in his swaddling baby, a white and tender little ball, sucking his fingers and drooling and giggling; he will hug him and coax him, and accompany him to grow into Dongfang Bubai.

Maybe he will meet a dirty child on the side of the road, the child has no name and only knows that his surname is Dongfang; he will pick up this child, teach him martial arts and read, and raise him up day by day.

Maybe he will stand beside Dongfang Bubai, the leader of the Sun Moon God Sect, and tell him that Dongfang Bubai is back.

But when the wind gradually disappeared, Qin Jianshan thought of the nightmare he had in Pingding Prefecture.A lingering shadow lingered in his heart, he was about to open his eyes in a rage, but he seemed to fall into a bottomless vortex, and then lost consciousness!

The author has something to say: Hurry up and don't write about the reunion, I can only see you next week!