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Qin Jinghua had a long, long dream. In the dream... She was lying in a garden, surrounded by the fragrance of roses, as if she was in a sea of ​​flowers with only roses...

But she...can't move...Because roses are different from other flowers, roses have thorns...

She stretched her hands to the ground and wanted to get up, but when she stretched out her hands, she was pricked by the thorns of roses.

She turned her head sideways, but the thorn slashed across her cheek, leaving traces of blood on her face...

Beads of blood... rolled down before her eyes...

In the dream, she didn't feel any pain, she just felt a little dazed...

She didn't know why she had such a dream... It seemed that she had long been used to the fragrance of roses on Fang Fengxi's body...

She knew that the rose was the reflection of Fang Fengxi in her subconscious.

Beautiful, flirtatious, and most importantly... hurtful.

Qin Jinghua didn't know why she had such a dream...

She only knows... she must be in a dream...

This made her guess involuntarily. Could it be that... in her subconscious... she has accepted Fang Fengxi? !

Could it be... that she has accepted, adapted to, and felt comfortable in such a state of being surrounded by beauty but hurting? !

Yes, Qin Jinghua in the dream felt very comfortable.She watched the blood beads rolling out from her fingers, and she actually felt... strangely beautiful...

She lay again in a field of roses full of roses... suffering from varying degrees of bleeding from her body...

If it was in reality, she would definitely smell the smell of blood, but unfortunately, it was in a dream... There is no smell of blood, no pain, there is only... the red that makes her feel comfortable...

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Fang Fengxi hugged Qin Jinghua from behind contentedly, put his hands on the softness of Qin Jinghua's chest in satisfaction, and fell asleep peacefully. I don't know when Fang Fengxi must touch Qin Jinghua's chest to fall asleep. Qin Jinghua's softness always made Fang Fengxi feel at ease.

Fang Fengxi closed her eyes, reminiscing about the passion of last night... Ever since she got Qin Jinghua, Qin Jinghua has been very dry.But yesterday...Qin Jinghua was wet...and very wet!She even blushed!It was as if he was catering to himself unconsciously!

Such a discovery made Fang Fengxi excited.

Qin Jinghua... seems to be slowly accepting Fang Fengxi in the bottom of her heart...

' She's accepting me. ' Fang Fengxi thought to himself, 'Since she is accepting me, then I have to do something for her. '

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after that day...

Qin Jinghua's heart has changed a lot...

She would always dream of... the scene of the charity gala that day... the huge rose on the stage... and Fang Fengxi's affectionate eyes that only Qin Jinghua could not have... and that large... rose field that she had never seen before...

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She would always remember...Fang Fengxi had spoken to her...

Fang Fengxi is indeed very romantic.

She... doesn't seem to be that bad...

'You are my everything, if you betray me I have nothing! '

'He can't wait, but you can. '

'If you want to hate, come to me. '

'You have to bring your resentment towards him...and your hatred towards me...to change the fate of more people...'

Swans... the vast majority of swans have only one mate in their lives...

If she had to use an animal to describe herself, Qin Jinghua couldn't choose... She used to be a moth that was flying into the flames... But now... she is confused... she has no idea... where her heart is... and she doesn't know What's the point of being alive...

But if you want to choose an animal to describe Fang Fengxi, it must be a swan!Proud, beautiful, and most importantly...infatuated...

What about Hu Qing? !He is like a penguin with no lower limit... The appearance gives people the feeling of loyalty... In fact, there is no taboo in the heart... This is very similar to the attributes of penguins... Although most penguins are monogamous... But they exist The situation of changing partners...at the most violent time...there will still be group Ps with no morals and no lower limit...Qin Jinghua...I really feel that I have misjudged...

She thought... Hu Qing was a wild goose with great ambitions, but now she knows... Hu Qing is just a penguin with no lower limit and no bottom line!

What about Song Song? !She is still the blue butterfly...beautiful...proud...flying forward without bowing her head or looking back...no matter what is in her heart, she will not turn back and fly forward desperately...it seems that flying...is Song Song alive meaning in general...

Qin Jinghua doesn't blame Song Song, maybe... Song Song really never entered her world from the very beginning...

But...she just can't let go of Hu Qing...

That was the beginning of love when I was young...

That's when cinnabar never forgets when it's ignorant...

That's Qin Jinghua's heart I'm afraid...it's hard to get over...

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In the next few days, Fang Fengxi treated Qin Jinghua very well.Go with her to investigate the current situation of the research laboratory; take her to participate in various activities of the foundation, research laboratory and even Shengteng International; share all your files, encrypted or not, with Qin Jinghua...

Qin Jinghua...slowly began to like this kind of life...

The penguin that pierced her heart was gradually forgotten by her...

Of course, she thought she had forgotten about Hu Qing...but...when she knew that Hu Qing's condition had deteriorated again...her heart...couldn't stop hurting...

She... still can't let go... that person named Hu Qing...

Fang Fengxi kept silent about Hu Qing's affairs, as if she didn't know anything, but she intentionally or unintentionally put a copy of Hu Qing's medical records in the documents Qin Jinghua was reading.

Qin Jinghua stood in front of Fang Fengxi holding a copy of Hu Qing's medical records, looking hesitant.

Fang Fengxi sat on the boss's chair, smiled dotingly, and said, "It's okay, just say what you have, don't be taboo, as long as you don't want to leave me, I can promise you anything else."

Qin Jinghua was a little at a loss, she slowly held up the copy of the medical record, and asked, "You...know?!"

"Yes." Fang Fengxi replied without hesitation.

"You let me know on purpose?!" Qin Jinghua frowned and continued to ask.

"Yes." Fang Fengxi clasped his hands and responded calmly.

"Why did you let me know?!" Qin Jinghua trembled slightly and questioned.

"Before you, I pretended to be someone else in my heart, but it was not like I treated you. I had a good impression of him, and even a feeling of gratitude. He is my relative who is not related by blood. He is more important than my relative. It is better for me and more trustworthy, and even at that time, some people spread rumors about us, saying that we are a couple, of course, this is nothing." Fang Fengxi sighed slightly, and then Said, "Hey, after him...I never trusted anyone until you appeared...Although I feel very similar to him for you...But I want to have physical contact with you shamelessly, but I don’t want to touch him. I know that there are many kinds of feelings, and I know very well that I have family affection for him and love for you. So, what about you?! What kind of feeling do you have for Hu Qing?! Is it love?! Even if you used to love Hu Qing, are you still in love now?!"

"..." Fang Fengxi's words made Qin Jinghua speechless for a moment.

"I can see that you have feelings for Hu Qing, and I naturally won't stop you from pretending to be him in your heart, but I hope you can think clearly about your feelings for him." Fang Feng Xi said in a mysterious way.

"Take me to see him." Qin Jinghua said tremblingly.

"What?! Didn't you go by yourself?! Why do you want me to go with you?!" Fang Fengxi stood up, pacing, walking step by step like Qin Jinghua, and asked with raised eyebrows.

"In front of you, some things are clear." Qin Jinghua said a little arrogantly.

"Yo~! Little fairy~! Do you have me in your heart?!" While speaking, Fang Fengxi had already walked in front of Qin Jinghua, looked at her with a smirk, and said with a strange tone, "Are you ready...to become Is the 'Prince Princess' of Shengteng International Prince's children?!"

"In the afternoon, take me to see him!" Qin Jinghua unconsciously took two steps back and said firmly.

"Good! Good! My 'Crown Princess', I will do anything to you~!" Fang Fengxi blew into Qin Jinghua's ear and said provocatively.

That afternoon, Fang Fengxi followed Qin Jinghua's request and took her to the hospital where Hu Qing was to visit him.

Fang Fengxi had settled the farce in the hospital a long time ago, so this time, no one obstructed them, and they arrived at Hu Qing's ward smoothly.

At this time, Hu Qing's face was already pale... He was even thinner than when Qin Jinghua saw him last time...

Seeing Qin Jinghua and Fang Fengxi together, Hu Qing pointed weakly at the chair and motioned them to sit down.

Qin Jinghua shook her hand and said in refusal, "No need, we won't sit down. I'm here this time to explain things clearly to you."

Hu Qing opened his mouth, but seemed unable to make a sound.

"You don't need to talk. For my next question, you just need to nod your head and answer yes, or shake your head and answer no." Qin Jinghua said coldly.

Fang Fengxi deliberately hugged Qin Jinghua's shoulders, as if he was very close to her.

Hu Qing looked at it, was stunned for a moment, and then showed a gratified expression... This is what he expected... After Qin Jinghua left him... there was something to rely on...

Qin Jinghua also saw Hu Qing's inexplicable relief, pushed Fang Fengxi away dissatisfied, and questioned Hu Qing, "Have you ever loved me?!"

Hu Qing froze for a moment, then nodded.

"Did you give me to Fang Fengxi because of money?!" Qin Jinghua asked tremblingly, she was afraid that Hu Qing's answer would be yes.

Hu Qing shook his head slowly, he shook his head twice, looking very determined.

"Don't tell me that you gave me to her because she loves me?!" Qin Jinghua narrowed her eyes slightly and asked with some dissatisfaction.

Hu Qing nodded.

Qin Jinghua narrowed her eyes slightly... took a deep breath, "You are just like Fang Fengxi...you are both strange people."

Hu Qing shook his head, pointed to Fang Fengxi, pointed to himself, and shook his head again.

"The next question may require you to speak, can you still speak?!" Qin Jinghua asked coldly, her indifference made her look like another person.

Hu Qing nodded slightly, and stammered, "I...can...talk..."

"Why do you have to write a will?!" Qin Jinghua questioned with a glint in his eyes.

"I... don't... know... how long I... can... live... I... don't want... before I... die... because of... dealing with... property... being... especially... you... discovering... I am sick Important..." Hu Qing stammered.

"..." Qin Jinghua narrowed her eyes slightly, took another deep breath, and said weakly, "Now I already know, and the public will know sooner or later... The contents of your will, don't wait until you leave, start to implement it now ...Your property will now be divided according to what is written in your will. I will allocate your next medical expenses from the property you left us. Tell me, do you have any wishes other than the content in the will? ?! I will do it for you."

Hu Qing blinked and looked at Qin Jinghua. He smiled...with such a hearty smile, "I...agree..."

"Wish?!" Qin Jinghua asked impatiently, frowning.

"I hope...you can...leave a...close...thing...for me...or...put it in...my urn...let it...replace you...always...accompany me..." Hu Qing's eyes were moist, He stammered and said.

"I'm asking now! Not after you die!" Qin Jinghua roared angrily.

"Now...as long as...you live...well...I...have no...other...wish..." Hu Qing waved his hand and said weakly.

"..." Qin Jinghua closed her eyes, tears rolling down from her closed eyes uncontrollably...

The scorching tears stained her clothes.

Fang Fengxi stood aside, completely acquiescing to Qin Jinghua's actions, until seeing her crying, Fang Fengxi pressed Qin Jinghua's head on his shoulder, and let her cry on his shoulder.

Qin Jinghua stretched out her hand and slowly hugged Fang Fengxi's waist.Qin Jinghua, who was weeping wildly on Fang Fengxi's shoulder, gradually... felt Fang Fengxi's doting on her, and the weight of Fang Fengxi in her heart unconsciously became heavier and heavier...

"Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, my 'princess', cry! Your tears will dry up sooner or later." Fang Fengxi pampered Qin Jinghua's head and said.

The aroma of roses filled Fang Fengxi... Qin Jinghua, who was sobbing, couldn't really smell it...

But in her heart... Gradually, it suddenly became clear...

Roses... red as blood...

The thorns of roses not only pierce people's hearts, but also detoxify people...

Long-term pain...is not as good as short-term pain...

Pain...following the blood in my heart...slowly...disappearing...

"In my heart, I can't live without you, Hu Qing...but maybe...I never loved you before...I can't forget you...but apart from anger, I don't want to have any physical contact with you at all...You, yes My relatives, I don't know if it was counted in the past, but it is now, and it will be in the future." The sobbing Qin Jinghua said softly on Fang Fengxi's shoulder.

Hu Qing... smiled reassuringly.