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In the past, whenever she encountered something she couldn't figure out or something difficult, Qin Jinghua would try her best to make herself fall asleep.

Because in dreams, she can often find solutions to problems unintentionally.

But... She hasn't slept peacefully for a long time.

Since she was 'kidnapped' by Fang Fengxi, she hasn't had a good night's sleep.

Yes, for such a long time...Qin Jinghua has always felt that she is being 'kidnapped' by Fang Fengxi.

It was only now that Qin Jinghua really saw clearly...she was being 'kidnapped' by Fang Fengxi and Hu Qing.

In the name of love, he set a future for her and 'kidnapped' her life.

No one ever asked her if she would like this...

They all unilaterally thought that such an arrangement was the best.

But... is that really the case? !

No, that's not the case...

But things have been according to the so-called best arrangement... to the point where it is now.

Qin Jinghua knew... all of this is fate.

Hu Qing's experience, Hu Qing's character, Fang Fengxi's lifestyle, Fang Fengxi's character and other factors lead to the inevitable development of things in this direction.

Qin Jinghua knew... It can be said that she knew it well.

But... She still couldn't control her emotions, and it was hard for her to accept this fact.

Hu Qing lied to her, Fang Fengxi lied to her, Qin Jinghua was very disappointed, disappointed to the point of despair.Whether she knew the truth or not, she was desperate.

But...Song Song also lied to her...Only Song Song lied to her, she was not angry.

Isn't Song Song doing too much? !

No, it's too much.

If he had a relationship with her maliciously and used this relationship to provoke the relationship between her and Fang Fengxi, such an approach would not be too much, then the process of Hu Qing deceiving her was simply an angel.

But why...she isn't angry with Song Song at all? !

Maybe...from the very beginning, Qin Jinghua never cared about Song Song.

Yes, Qin Jinghua approached Song Song to revenge Fang Fengxi, and Song Song approached Qin Jinghua to bring down Fang Fengxi.

The two of them... more like cooperation than love.

Although Song Song has confessed to Qin Jinghua, Qin Jinghua still knows that she just wants to get rid of Fang Fengxi through Song Song, and she doesn't love Song Song at all.

If it is said that the degree of hating a person is determined by the degree of loving a person, then...in Qin Jinghua's heart, the two people...who hate him so much that he hurts so much...are they all...loved by her? !

Qin Jinghua is not stupid.

She knew that she didn't care about Song Song.

But why...she cares about Fang Fengxi so much? !

Disappointed in her, hopeless in her...even hate her.

But... why did she have such an emotional reaction? !

When she met Fang Fengxi for the first time, Qin Jinghua felt sorry for her, she knew... this woman is very lonely...

She loves her very much, and she wants to give her sunshine.

But... She forced herself... From that moment on, all good feelings, all possible friendships will no longer exist...

Qin Jinghua... was afraid of Fang Fengxi... she was afraid of her.She had never gotten along with Fang Fengxi directly, she only had resistance to her.

Qin Jinghua never thought about her feelings for Fang Fengxi, she didn't even pay attention to her emotions.But now, she has to sort out her relationship with Hu Qing and her relationship with Fang Fengxi, otherwise...she will go crazy...

She needs...to change her current situation, so she can no longer be passive like this.

Why? !Why did Qin Jinghua reflect in this way? !

Qin Jinghua herself didn't know...

She just wanted to get out of this chaotic situation...

People...it's so humble...

Destiny is doomed long ago.

For example, you are a fly from birth, no matter how hard you try to break out of the cocoon, you are not a butterfly.

A butterfly may not be able to survive a broken cocoon, but as long as she breaks the cocoon, she must be a butterfly.

And what about flies? !Flies generally don't die so easily, but... what awaits them... is not such a good fate...

It doesn't have beautiful wings...it doesn't have something amazing to make people stop...it doesn't have that proud name...

It is a fly, and only a fly.

Qin Jinghua thought a lot, what is she now...? !

flies? !What is Fang Fengxi then? !butterfly? !

No... Fang Fengxi is a moth, knowing that he is jumping into the flames, but he is not afraid to jump on this person named Qin Jinghua...

Is Qin Jinghua a fire? !

No...Qin Jinghua...not fire...she doesn't burn.

Is she ice? !

No...she has a heart.

is she cold !What is she! ?

Qin Jinghua was at a loss...she didn't know what she was living for...

Song Song...this name...was what Qin Jinghua thought she could rely on...it could even be regarded as a belief in living...

But now...dependence is gone...faith is also gone...

Song Song... what are you? !

She... is a blue butterfly, a not so beautiful, but not painful existence.

so what! ?

For a moment, Qin Jinghua wanted to die in the past, she looked at her hands, desperate and at a loss...

But at this moment...she gave up...the idea of ​​knowing her own life.

Life itself is a trial, if you can't handle such trivial things, then don't be a human being, it's so easy to be reincarnated as a fly!

Yeah...Hu Qing...I love you...

The name Hu Qing seems to be a thorn in Qin Jinghua's heart. This name is tied with many beautiful memories...Qin Jinghua can't forget it, and can't cut it off...

She knew that she had to meet Hu Qing once.

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Song Song presented a bouquet of white flowers in front of his mother's grave.

She stood there, thinking a lot in silence.

Qin Jinghua's smile flashed before her eyes, her confident eyes flashed...the faces of those who laughed at her...

She, the eldest lady of the Song family, should not be inferior to others.But she, in front of Fang Fengxi, always has a... not so comfortable feeling of oppression.

Fang Fengxi didn't do anything, she already won...

In Song Song's eyes, Fang Fengxi is simply a lonely and proud white crane, holding her thin legs high that make people feel that they may break at any time, but step by step ... walking forward steadily.

Fang Fengxi did nothing wrong...but Song Song just regarded her as a thorn in his side.

I'm afraid, the wrong person...is not Fang Fengxi...but Song Song.

Song Song once stood in front of her mother's grave and vowed to become a more successful person than her mother.

Most of what her father possessed now was obtained by her mother's hard work. Her father was a cowardly person who didn't dare to rush forward, only dared to be safe.

Song Song often feels that Song Gongbo is an incompetent person.

Her mother, because of the stranded business, was unhappy, and finally passed away...

Song Gongbo knew that he wanted to keep the property left by his lover, which was his love for her.

And Song Song... She is not reconciled!She wanted to take the market share and pay homage to her mother.

But... Qin Jinghua... made her feel compassion...

"Mother, I'm... very confused now... can you help me?!" Song Song looked at his mother's tombstone with blurred eyes, and couldn't help but said.

"Ding ding" as if the dead person had appeared, Song Song's cell phone rang suddenly, and a text message from Qin Jinghua floated over.

The content of the message is very simple, less than twenty characters.

"Song, you are a blue butterfly that cannot be covered by the night sky."

A simple sentence... But there are no small ripples in Song Song's heart...

"Mother, is this what you want to tell me?" Song Song raised his head and asked softly with some tears.

She believed that everything she experienced...was not accidental...

"Mother... is this... what you want me to experience!? I... I'm afraid I really understand..."

Tears burst out of the corners of the eyes.

Love is not just a word.