An Zhi Yu Joy

During the meal, Yu Fei made small glances at Zhou Meimei several times before Zhou Meimei said, "Xiaoyi, Auntie will discuss something with you."

Yu Fei answered quickly: "Okay, okay, what's the matter?"

Zhou Meimei gave him a white look, "Why are you interrupting, Xiao Yi, it's like this, Auntie likes you very much, and wants to recognize you as her godson, what do you think?"

Yi Anzhi held the bowl, didn't know how to react for a moment, and sat on the seat in a daze.

"But if you think it's not very good, you don't have to promise me, it won't affect you."

After waiting for a long time, Yu Fei saw that he still didn't speak, and twisted his thigh with his hand underneath.Yi Anzhi's hand holding the bowl shook, his expression loosened slightly, and he murmured: "But I...I'm not good."

Zhou Meimei smiled and said: "If you say that, I will treat you as modest. Don't care if you are good or not, anyway, our family likes you. That's it. If you don't feel comfortable calling me godmother, you can still call me auntie." Just do it."

Yi Anzhi leaned forward, his lips parted slightly, as if he wanted to say something, but he didn't say anything in the end.

Yu Fei's hand secretly twisted his thigh again.

Yi Anzhi frowned, looked at Yu Fei, and Yu Fei secretly mouth-shaped him, as if he was encouraged, Yi Anzhi said slowly, "Godmother."

Zhou Meimei happily added two pieces of meat to him, Yi Anzhi took it, looked at Yu Fei habitually, saw his satisfied face, and started to smile too.

This atmosphere lasted until Yu Jianming came back at night, Yi Anzhi called godfather again, and received a big red envelope, which flattered him.

After the meal, Yi Anzhi proposed to go home, but Zhou Meimei and his wife persuaded him to stay, "It's too late now, anyway, tomorrow is Sunday, just rest here for one night, and go back tomorrow, we have too many guest rooms .”

Yu Fei also persuaded: "Yes, stay here, you don't need to live in the guest room, how nice it is to sleep with me directly."

Hearing this, Yi Anzhi's eyes moved slightly, and he wanted to refuse but greeted him: "But it's too much trouble for you."

"No trouble, just sleep with Yu Fei, no trouble at all." After Yu Jianming spoke, Yi Anzhi nodded obediently, and then called his grandfather.

After the two of them took a shower, Yu Fei took Yi Anzhi into his room. The bedroom was quite large and very cozy.

As if stepping into the palace for the first time, Yi Anzhi moved his feet forward little by little, for fear of disturbing the guards beside him.

"Why are you so nervous, come in quickly."

Yi Anzhi walked in slowly with his head down, and sat in front of his desk with a smile on his lips.His eyes greedily looked at every part of the room, not intending to let go of any detail.It's nice that this room smells of him.

Seeing that he looked like a country bumpkin, Yu Fei wanted to make fun of him, but seeing his rare docile appearance, there was a vague gleam in his eyes, and he couldn't help being dazed.The room was so quiet that he could hear his own heartbeat.

"Where's your mole?"

Yi Anzhi's sudden question interrupted Yu Fei who was thinking wildly, and he asked blankly, "Huh?"

"You in this photo have a mole on the corner of your mouth." Yi Anzhi pointed to a photo on the desk and said.

The person in the photo is eight or nine years old, and looks very similar to Yu Fei, except that there is a mole on the corner of the person's mouth that is not too big or small.Speaking of which, the photo is not very clear, and it is difficult for Yi Anzhi to notice the mole.

Yu Fei's face became serious, he walked to the table, picked up the photo, and showed nostalgia and grief.

"this is not me."

Yi Anzhi was surprised, "Who is that?"

"It's my brother, his name is Yu Feng." Yu Fei looked at the other person's suspicious eyes and said, "Do you want to ask where he is?"

Yi Anzhi nodded slightly. He never knew that Yu Fei had an older brother, and there seemed to be no trace of anyone else in the family.

Yu Fei straightened up: "He is in heaven."

After finishing speaking, Yu Fei covered his face, not wanting the other party to see his fragile expression.After a while, Yi Anzhi got up and hugged him, patting his back lightly, just like the last time he hugged him.

"I'm fine, I just thought of him again, and I rarely think of him." Yu Fei's voice was a little choked up.

"Is it sick?"

Yu Fei said, "Don't ordinary people dare to ask anything at this time?"

"I think you want to talk now."

Yu Fei calmed down and pushed him away, "I just want to tell you."

"I know, I have a strict mouth." After Yi Anzhi finished speaking, Yu Fei laughed, "Yes, you are the only one with a strict mouth. I didn't tell Jiang Cheng that big mouth."

Yi Anzhi looked at him, Yu Fei thought for a while, and then began to say: "You can probably tell that my parents like you very much. Although they look good, they rarely like someone so much."

"Am I like him?" Yi Anzhi asked.

"To be exact, it's because of their very similar personalities. He is four years older than me. In my impression, he seldom smiles. I like to cling to him, but he always doesn't play with me."

"Apart from his mild personality, he is very good in other aspects. He has good grades and can play various musical instruments. He has represented the school in various competitions since he was a child... He is the pride of his parents."

Yi Anzhi listened and found that what he said sounded like Yu Fei himself, so he couldn't help but look at him worriedly.

"I know what you're thinking, do you think I'm walking his way?"

Yi An knew that he couldn't deny it. He never understood why he pretended to be in front of everyone when Yu Fei was already very good. It seemed that his real goal was to be liked by everyone.If it was to catch up with his brother... Yi Anzhi's eyes turned to the person in the photo. The person's face was cold, but he didn't feel much coldness.

"You're right, I really hope to be like him, to make my parents and everyone proud, and I want to do his share together. Don't say anything, be yourself, this is the real me , When I followed his footsteps, I gradually felt that this is the better me, and I like the current me.”

"I also like you now." Yi Anzhi said with a deep meaning, but obviously Yu Fei didn't understand other meanings.

"Thank you. I always thought he didn't like me, or even my parents. He stayed in the room every day and didn't speak. No matter how his parents coaxed him, he couldn't laugh. I also slandered him. "

While talking, Yu Fei raised his hand and wanted to cover his face, but was stopped by Yi Anzhi. Seeing him pinching his hand in his palm, his mood seemed to be relieved, so he continued: "That day, I Seeing him go out, I followed him secretly and saw him enter a cake shop. He was going to learn how to make cakes. He was not tall enough, so he could only stand on a low stool, very quietly, making chocolates seriously Cake. I just remembered that it will be my mother's birthday in a few days, and her favorite is chocolate cake."

Yi Anzhi suddenly remembered that Yu Fei loved to eat chocolate, but he never ate chocolate cake.

"I went back and told my mum that they were both very happy, so we decided to pretend we didn't know. On his birthday, he went to get a cake. I couldn't wait, so I went outside and waited for him. It turned out that one of the drivers was drunk that day.. …”

The hand in Yi Anzhi's hand suddenly trembled, and the other party's voice became low and sad: "The car rushed towards me, but I couldn't react. I was pushed out the next moment. My mother came out to pick us up and saw my brother was knocked out and the cake was thrown beside him..."

Yu Fei's eyes were moist, he lowered his head weakly, and was speechless for a while, only the sound of sobbing in the room.

"What should I do to make you feel better." Yi Anzhi asked him, his tone was three points cautious and seven points gentle.

After a while, Yu Fei said hoarsely, "Just listen to me, I will always say it."

Yi Anzhi pinched his palm lightly, signaling that he was always listening.

"My mother and I had nightmares for a long time. We all spent it in self-blame. You don't know how that time passed. The family seemed to have no popularity at all. Dad even transferred all his work at home. , take good care of us. Once he suddenly had a high fever in the middle of the night, 39 degrees [-], my mother rushed him to the hospital, and then she cried and told me that living people are more important, and we must continue to do well, especially me, I It was my brother who sacrificed his life for it."

Yi Anzhi didn't expect that such a warm and happy family would have suffered such a big change, and he felt a little admiration for such a family.

"So you see, it's not just your poorest one. Every family has its own misfortune, but they just don't want to show it to others."

Yi Anzhi: "So you talk so much to comfort me?"

Yu Fei burst into laughter, "By the way, after all these years, I don't know who to tell, and I don't know where to start."

"So I'm the only one who knows this secret now?"

"Yeah, people who know my secret are miserable." Yu Fei joked, then turned his gaze to the person in the photo, "Do you think I did the right thing? Will he be happy?"

"Will do."

"I think so too." Yu Fei looked at the photo with a smile, brushed his fingers over his outline, and rested on the mole, "Okay, let's rest."

I don't know if it's because I finally told the secret of many years, or because my weakness was seen by others, Yu Fei felt a little shy and wanted to get some warmth.After struggling constantly in his heart, he moved and moved, and moved to Yi Anzhi's side, without saying a word, just leaning his head on his shoulder.

After a while, a hand touched the corner of his eyes, as if to confirm something.Seeing that there was no response from the other party, he touched it lightly a few more times.

But when I touched it, it changed a little bit.Delicate skin, high nose bridge, he began to stroke his face and contours over and over again, he felt as if a fire was lit on his body, wanted to touch him, wanted to kiss him, wanted to...

"hiss."

His finger was caught off guard by him, and he couldn't escape until he opened his mouth.

"What are you doing? I'm addicted to touching. Is it easy to touch?"

"It's nice to touch."