I want to marry you and have a bun

Liang Jianshuai didn't plan to come over that night, but Li Naijun didn't know, so he called him when he was off work.Liang Jianshuai was getting off the elevator, his phone rang in his hand, and he didn't want to answer it.

The phone kept shouting with a broken voice: "Oh~~the call is coming! Oh~~the call is coming!..."

A person in the elevator looked at him, and he didn't seem to realize it, "Ah Shuai," Lan Tian couldn't help calling him softly, "Your phone is ringing."

"Oh," Liang Jianshuai picked up the phone, hesitated between answering and rejecting the call, and finally pressed the answer button, "Hello?"

When Li Naijun heard his voice, he was a little excited, "Ah, that, brother Jian, are you coming tonight? Are you on the way?"

Liang Jianshuai stepped out of the elevator and said in a low voice, "No, I won't be going tonight."

"Oh," Li Naijun was obviously disappointed, "You, are you... angry again? It's because of the daytime..."

"No." Liang Jianshuai walked out of the gate of Dongquan Building. A gust of cold wind was blowing. It's already November. "We should stop contacting you. I don't want to have anything to do with you anymore, do you understand?"

"I don't..." Li Naijun wanted to say something more.Liang Jianshuai didn't want to listen, so he hung up the phone and walked quickly to his car.

"Ah Shuai," Lan Tian followed behind.

Liang Jianshuai got into the car and lay on the steering wheel. Lan Tian got into the co-pilot and looked at him silently.

"Ah Shuai, are you okay?" Lan Tian couldn't help but make a sound.

"It's okay," Liang Jianshuai raised his head, wiped his face, started the car and drove away.

The street lamp outside the window shone on Liang Jianshuai's face, and Lan Tian saw that his face was tired, haggard, and unshaven. "Ah Shuai," Lan Tian couldn't help calling out again.

"Huh?" Liang Jianshuai glanced at him, "What?"

"You love him very much, don't you?" Lan Tian looked at him and said, "Leaving him makes you very painful, doesn't it?"

Liang Jianshuai looked forward and fell silent.

"No." Liang Jianshuai categorically denied, "I haven't been in a good state recently, but I'll be fine soon. It just takes a little time."

"No, you won't get better." Lan Tian withdrew his gaze, and murmured like a prophecy, "In the past, I could only look at you from afar, and now, I can only look at you from afar. Even if You are separated. It has nothing to do with me. You would rather not love me than love me. Even a little. I will never enter your heart. Why?" Lan Tian looked at the car window, it was dark outside, and occasionally There are street lights flashing by, and the blue sky looks at his own shadow on the window, that shadow is so lonely and lonely.

"What the hell am I doing?" Lan Tian asked his own shadow.

"Lan Tian," Liang Jianshuai reached out to shake his hand, and said, "You are different from him in my heart. I am very grateful for everything you have done for me."

Lan Tian turned to look at him, Liang Jianshuai stretched out his hand, and continued to drive, "You're right," Liang Jianshuai continued, "I can't love you like I love him, we can be buddies, friends, confidants... ...But we can't be lovers. He lives in my heart, and I can't live with anyone else."

Lan Tian said: "Since you love him so much, why are you not together? If you are together and are happy, I will give up. Why give me hope? Give me hope, but let me down? What is this? "

"I'm sorry, I didn't think well at the time... I'm sorry." Liang Jianshuai said apologetically.

"You don't need to say sorry, it's my own wishful thinking," Lan Tian said, "Maybe I should reconsider our relationship..."

"Lan Tian, ​​everything is fine, please, don't leave." Liang Jianshuai said with a hint of pleading.

"Then why did I stay?" Lan Tian asked.

"Just help me." Liang Jianshuai said, "I'm not doing well right now."

When the red light stopped, Lan Tian turned to look at Liang Jianshuai, and Liang Jianshuai also turned to look at him with pleading eyes.Lan Tian looked into his eyes, and suddenly remembered that there was a flood in his hometown that year. He was on the shore and saw a dog struggling to climb a piece of wood and float down from the upstream. At that time, the dog's eyes had this kind of look.Lan Tian fished it up with a bamboo pole.Later, I kept it until the dog died of old age.

This is true for animals, how much more so for humans?Although Lan Tian was sad, she would not really let him go.Lan Tian felt like a holy father, and the whole world needed his mercy.Obviously the person who needs the most mercy is himself.

"Okay, I won't leave." Lan Tian smiled lightly and said, "I'll leave when you don't need me anymore."

"Thank you, Lan Tian." Liang Jianshuai looked at him and said.

When the green light came on, Liang Jianshuai restarted the car.

Li Naijun put down his phone and looked at the silence in the room, feeling very uncomfortable.Even so, can't he win back his heart?What on earth is his heart made of, so hard.Li Naijun was a little annoyed.Chasing people, chasing people, it's even harder to chase than women!

When Li Naijun looked through the information, he found that the 4S shop had sent him a message telling him to pick up the car.They bought the red Wrangler together.The procedures are also done together.The past is vivid in my mind, and I was so happy during that time.

The misery right now is simply unbearable.

Li Naijun thought that he would not come again, and there was no point in staying here by himself, so he simply went to pick up the car tomorrow.

For the future, there are many uncertainties, and we can only take one step at a time.The sadness is over, the grief is over, and life still has to go on.It's just not reconciled, Li Naijun feels not reconciled.

If everything had a clear answer, he might not be entangled, but he clearly loved him, why did he leave him?What Li Naijun wanted to ask was "why".

The author has something to say: Little Theater ([-])

Jun: Brother Jian, can you tell me how to get there?

Shuai: Which way?

Jun: The way to your heart.

Shuai: Oh...

No way.