Strangers Ten Years Later

"Just an 'oh'?" Ye Ziyuan's eyes widened, and his heart became flustered, "Don't you have anything else to tell me?"

Ye Ziyuan finally realized that something was wrong.

Lin Jin seemed to be doing everything as usual, and even took the initiative to let him stay overnight and cook for him, but everything was too calm and self-possessed. It's reconciled when it's untied, but it's just a reconciliation between friends, nothing else.

The way he looked at him no longer had that suppressed enthusiasm.

This is different from the original him.

Not only is it different, it is simply too different!

Lin Jin looked at him strangely, and said helplessly, "What else can I say? You explained it, I understand, the misunderstanding has been resolved, it's that simple."

Ye Ziyuan's hands trembled slightly, and he stood there, quite a big person, but he was at a loss.

No, that's what he wanted, not like this.

But what does he want...

Is it the same as before, no matter when he gets tired, whenever he returns to the small rental house, Lin Jin will wait there?Are you tired of waiting for him with an inclusive attitude forever?

It seems that it is not like that...

Lin Jin patted him on the shoulder: "Okay, it's late, go to bed early." After a pause, "By the way, what time did you book the flight ticket for tomorrow?"

Ye Ziyuan gritted his teeth and looked at him with fierce eyes.

"Tell me when you're leaving, and I'll see you off."

He turned around and walked into the bedroom, as if he wanted him to sleep on the folding bed—Lin Jin had really changed, Ye Ziyuan realized this problem in a panic, and a great panic rose in his heart belatedly.

In the past, no matter how willful and arrogant he was, the bed in the bedroom was reserved for him to sleep on.

He watched Lin Jin's back getting farther and farther away, and suddenly the back image flashed in front of his eyes, as if it was about to disappear.

Ye Ziyuan didn't care about other things, rushed forward, hugged Lin Jin, and the kiss fell like a storm, everything came quickly and suddenly.

When Lin Jin came over slowly, Ye Ziyuan's hand had already got into the hem of his shirt. Lin Jin's mood that had been calm all night was finally disturbed by Ye Ziyuan's action, and he subconsciously stretched out his hand to push.

With a "slap", the crisp slap landed on Ye Ziyuan's face.

Lin Jin didn't expect that his push would actually hit Ye Ziyuan's face, which happened to be down. He was stunned, and then took a step back in embarrassment, and cleared his throat.

"Lin Jin?" Ye Ziyuan covered his face and looked at him in disbelief, "What are you doing?"

"...I just want to ask you what you want to do." Lin Jin frowned, and resumed his indifferent look, "If you came to Shanghai just for a thousand-mile hookup, you should leave early, I don't welcome you here. If it's just Friends are welcome at any time to reminisce about the old days."

Speaking of this, he paused slightly: "We are friends, aren't we?"

Ye Ziyuan looked at him, the heat in his breath was burning, like magma from a volcanic eruption, burning his whole body to the point of losing all reason.

Ye Ziyuan stepped forward, pushed Lin Jin against the door panel, and pressed him tightly: "You shitty friend!"

"You like me for more than ten years, don't you admit it! You have never been in love or dated anyone for so many years, and it is also because of me, don't you deny it! If I have anything to do, just call you, you will always be the first Don't you recognize it when it's too late?!" Ye Ziyuan pulled his wrist up, his eyebrows and eyes were full of hostility.

Lin Jin suddenly felt tired.

really.

He thought, Ye Ziyuan really knew all about it.

But for so many years, he has always pretended not to know anything.

In the past, Lin Jin would probably have to hold back his anger and get angry at Ye Ziyuan, but today, he just felt tired and couldn't even think of arguing with him, so he sighed faintly, Said: "Ye Ziyuan, aren't you tired?"

"You already have Ji Cheng. You said it yourself, and you will treat him steadfastly. I am just an ordinary friend of yours. Why do you make Ji Cheng feel bad because of me?" Lin Jin pushed his hand away, "I'm going to rest, you go out."

"Do you think Ji Cheng is in the way? It's okay... It's okay, I'll call him right away and tell Ji Cheng that the engagement is cancelled, are you satisfied?" Ye Ziyuan said, and hurriedly took it out of his pocket The mobile phone was about to dial Ji Cheng's number, but as soon as it was dialed, Lin Jin knocked it down with a "snap", and the mobile phone turned over and fell to the ground.

Lin Jin frowned: "Ye Ziyuan, what are you playing?"

He really didn't know why Ye Ziyuan came here.

Do you want him to be Ye Ziyuan's home after he gets married?

If it were a few years ago, no, even a year ago, Lin Jin might have nodded his head, but now, when he finds out that he left Ye Ziyuan, it is not impossible to live, the pain in his imagination, When it's not that painful, I really don't want to endure the kind of self that has no self-esteem.

"I didn't play!" Ye Ziyuan hoarse and almost growled.

He suddenly thought of something, let go of his hand, rushed towards the sofa, and took out the diary he had hidden.

When the diary appeared in sight, Lin Jin froze suddenly, and looked at him in a daze: "Why is the diary here with you?"

Ye Ziyuan turned to the last page: "Lin Jin, you like me, from the third year of high school to now, a whole ten years. Right?"

Lin Jin looked away in embarrassment. If there was anything in his life that Ye Ziyuan didn't want to see, it would be this diary.

This is a diary that records all his joys and sorrows, all his youthful thoughts.

"Ten years of love, you don't forget it so easily, right?" Ye Ziyuan's eyes were hot, almost pressing.

Lin Jin was really forced out of breath by him.

Originally a calm heart, when I saw this diary, it was as if a stone was thrown, and the ripples rippled round and round, and finally set off a stormy sea.

Lin Jin subconsciously wanted to get the diary, but Ye Ziyuan lifted him up high, preventing him from succeeding.

Lin Jin looked at Ye Ziyuan with a dark face, and paused every word: "Ye Ziyuan, what do you want from me?"

This sentence has almost exhausted all his strength.

He seemed to have walked into a maze, with Ye Ziyuan in front and a dead end behind him, he had no way of escaping.

"Yes," Lin Jin looked tired, and approached Ye Ziyuan step by step, his voice was extremely suppressed, "I like you, I have liked you for ten years, I have liked you since the third year of high school, I did everything to Ji Cheng for you Bad thing, I was shameless to sleep with you because of you, I even left my mother and went to Beijing in order to be by your side, my mother even—"

At this point, Lin Jin stopped abruptly, the topic changed abruptly, and she still showed her sharpness. It was not so much a confession, but more like a question: "I like you, I love you, is this kind of confession enough?!"

Lin Jin's eyes were red, and he swallowed his tears, not letting himself be exposed to the slightest vulnerability in front of Ye Ziyuan, but his whole body was like a dying beast, the veins in his neck were bulging, and he was struggling to hold back something. He tried hard Calm down, but in vain.

Lin Jin heard herself shouting almost hysterically: "I'm a bitch for you, shameless for you, and bear the ridicule and indifference of all the friends around you for you, for you and me for so many years, I don't have a single friend, so I stick to that A small rental house, waiting for when you can come back, just looking at me is enough for me! Isn't it enough for you to like me for ten years?"

Lin Jin grabbed Ye Ziyuan by the collar and pushed him against the wall: "Ye Ziyuan, you still want to torture me for the next ten years, the next ten years... right?"

He dropped his hand weakly and smiled sadly.

"No..." Ye Ziyuan had never seen Lin Jin like this.

Lin Jin has always been gentle in his heart, and he often smiles when facing him, especially when he is giving gifts, his brows and eyes are curved, and his eyes are full of gentle and delicate starlight.

But now he has become like this, he forced it.Ye Ziyuan knows better than anyone else.

He didn't know how to face it, so he could only hold Lin Jin's wrist tightly, shaking his head over and over again, and frantically denied: "No, I didn't... Ah Jin, I never thought of torturing you... ..."

He hugged Lin Jin tightly, and pressed his forehead against the other's, deeply, as if he wanted to look into his heart.

"Ye Ziyuan, I will be tired too." Lin Jin closed his eyes, ignored his burning eyes, and paused every word, "I have already started thinking about when I should leave you. Tell yourself, wait until Ji Cheng is pushed away from you, wait until you find the next person who loves each other and is kind-hearted, even wait until you have a child, wait until you can live a safe life for the rest of your life..."

"It was only later that I realized that these were just my excuses. If I wanted to leave, it should be at this second, not always at the next second."

"Go back."

Lin Jin took a deep breath, tears finally couldn't stop falling from the corners of his eyes: "I've let go."

The night was dark and charming, but Lin Jin felt a rare peace and relaxation in his heart after saying all this.

It turns out that people always have to face themselves in order to obtain real liberation.

During these days, he has been suppressing himself, only at this moment is he truly letting go.

Lin Jin opened his eyes and smiled: "Go back."

"I don't allow you to let go!" Ye Ziyuan looked at him with a gloomy face, his eyes full of anger, "Lin Jin, without my permission, you are not allowed to let go!"

Lin Jin looked at him like he was looking at a child having a temper tantrum, he just shook his head, and wanted to speak, but Ye Ziyuan firmly held his wrist, and said every word: "Lin Jin, you are not allowed to leave my side, I……"

He clenched his teeth tightly, exerted his masseter muscles, and stared at his eyes. After a long time, he said with some difficulty, "I... like you too."

Lin Jin was taken aback, and laughed with a "poof", obviously thinking that he was cheating: "No, you don't know what liking is at all."

Isn't it like this for all children, when they can't get a toy, they will go all out, play tricks, lie, do everything, Ye Ziyuan is always a child in his heart.

Ye Ziyuan only felt that Lin Jin had trampled on the soles of his feet, his heart that had been opened with great difficulty, his face turned black immediately, and he said every word: "Then we will wait and see."

The author has something to say: I'm afraid that Houtian Gong 2 is about to debut.In my impression, I didn't seem to say that it would be he.But it won't be be, and I don't know if it counts as he.