Strangers Ten Years Later

Speaking carefully, it was the first time that Lin Jin realized that his feelings for Ye Ziyuan were unusual. It seemed that it started when he discovered that boys and boys can be together.

Lin Jin can still remember the name of the first boy who appeared next to Ye Ziyuan, called Zhang Lu, a grade lower than the two of them, a sophomore in high school, with a baby face, the type that can arouse motherhood .

After seeing that scene, Lin Jin spent the night in insomnia and had the first erotic dream in his life.

Waking up early in the morning, she was frightened and quickly changed her clothes and washed her underwear in the bathroom. She was terrified, but the face in the dream was too blurry, no matter how hard Lin Jin tried, she couldn't see clearly.

Lin Jin had been sitting at the same table with Ye Ziyuan for a long time, but it was the first time he ignored Ye Ziyuan in class.

This made Ye Ziyuan feel equally irritable. During lunch break, he finally dragged him to the school's men's room, locked the door behind him with a "snap", pinched Lin Jin's chin and asked, "What plane have you been doing all morning?"

At that time, the phrase "what kind of plane are you doing?" was very popular.

Lin Jin didn't dare to look at him, he hesitated: "It's nothing."

"Lin Jin," Ye Ziyuan narrowed his eyes, looked at him, and smiled wickedly, "Did you get jealous when you saw me with other boys yesterday?"

Lin Jin was startled: "No." He clarified himself, "How is it possible, we are not...not that kind of relationship..."

"What kind of relationship?" Ye Ziyuan wanted to ask clearly and clearly.

"That's the kind of relationship..." Lin Jin lowered his head. At that time, he was used to revealing his true self when facing Ye Ziyuan.

Ye Ziyuan laughed softly, suddenly lifted Lin Jin's chin, and kissed it.

Lin Jin's pupils were wide open, as if they could fall out.

Ye Ziyuan stepped back, and lowered his voice as if deliberately tempting him: "Are you talking about this kind of relationship?"

That was Lin Jin's first kiss.

He is not an innocent little boy. He once fantasized about the circumstances under which his first kiss would be completed, and what kind of girl the other party would be. But after thinking about it, he never expected that it would be in the smelly men's toilet. Kissed by Ye Ziyuan.

Lin Jin couldn't accept it, very much.

He violently pushed Ye Ziyuan away, like a hedgehog with thorns all over his body: "What are you doing! Are you disgusting!"

Ye Ziyuan was taken aback for a moment, then his face darkened.

Lin Jin looked at him conflictingly: "You... If you want to play with men, play with other people. I'm not that kind of person..."

"What kind of person?" Ye Ziyuan gritted his teeth and looked at him, "Tell me, what kind of person am I?"

Lin Jin didn't speak.

In fact, although at that time, he could not accept boys and boys together, but it was definitely not that kind of annoying attitude, at most he just stood by and watched, not to mention that the other party was Ye Ziyuan, so it was okay to accept it.

But once such a thing fell on his head, he couldn't stand it anymore.

He knew that Ye Ziyuan was joking, and it was because of the joke that it was even more unacceptable. It was his first kiss, and it disappeared in the joke.

Ye Ziyuan was panting with anger, and after a while, he kicked open the toilet door and shouted, "Get out! Don't stay with people like me."

"I..." Lin Jin stood there with his head down, wanting to apologize.

But Ye Ziyuan saw that he would not leave, so he simply turned his head and left, his face was red with anger, his posture looked like he was going to kill someone.

Lin Jin didn't dare to chase after him.

Since then, the relationship between Lin Jin and Ye Ziyuan has plummeted. It was originally a casual gag, but Ye Ziyuan changed seats on his own initiative. Still feel uncomfortable.

In the evening, he deliberately followed Ye Ziyuan silently while everyone was gone, and happened to encounter another big scene.

There was another boy beside Ye Ziyuan—no, this time he shouldn't be called a boy.

This guy has dyed light-colored hair, several earrings on his ears, and ripped pants. He also looks voluptuous. No matter what, Lin Jin blushed and looked away when he kissed passionately.

Ye Ziyuan and the man with the earrings were kissing vigorously, Zhang Lu suddenly rushed out from the alley, smashed his schoolbag at the man with the earrings, scattered the books all over the floor.

"Where's the mad dog?!" The man with the ear stud barked and punched it.

Zhang Lu was crying and shouting, his nose was crooked, and his eyes were like pandas. The man with the stud earrings was probably a jerk, and he showed no mercy. How could Zhang Lu be his opponent.

Ye Ziyuan grabbed Zhang Lu: "What are you doing?!"

Zhang Lu slapped Ye Ziyuan on the right cheek: "Ye Ziyuan, you said that you only like me!"

That slap was so crisp that not only Ye Ziyuan was stunned, but even Lin Jin was stunned. He subconsciously wanted to step forward, but when Ye Ziyuan sneered, he pushed Zhang Lu away: "You have Are you sick? Do you believe flirting words? Then if I say you are a slut, are you really a slut?"

Zhang Luyi fell down and sat on the ground, standing there stupidly, looking at Ye Ziyuan in disbelief: "You lied to me..."

Lin Jin's feet froze in place as he wanted to go out.

Ye Ziyuan snorted: "Don't you know what my reputation is?"

Zhang Lu burst into tears, Ye Ziyuan didn't even look at him, grabbed the earring man's butt, turned his head and walked away, the figure quickly disappeared around the corner.

Zhang Lu sat there, weeping deeply.

Lin Jin remembered this scene for a long time afterwards, and whenever he had some charming thoughts in his mind, he would take them out to remind himself, but such things as love and love were uncontrollable, and over time, he still stumbled.

Lin Jin stood beside him and called his name: "Hi, Zhang Lu."

Zhang Lu raised his head with tears in his eyes, saw him, and immediately grabbed a book beside him and threw it on him: "You also want to see my joke!!"

Lin Jin's expression was indescribable: "...I'll take you home."

"I can't go back!" Zhang Lu joked, "My buttocks are blooming, and my tailbone seems to be cracked."

Lin Jin: "..."

In the end, it was Lin Jin who wiped Ye Ziyuan's ass, sent Zhang Lu to the hospital, and paid for the medical expenses by the way.

Zhang Lu was lying on the hospital bed, eating the dinner brought by Lin Jin, and said solemnly: "Lin Jin, with people like Ye Ziyuan, it would be nice to be buddies, but it will last longer. It will be abandoned at some point."

He is obviously a 17-year-old child, but when he speaks and teaches others, he behaves in the same way.

In fact, what Zhang Lu said was also what Lin Jin thought.

Because of this, he has been by Ye Ziyuan's side as a buddy, and he privately thinks that it will last longer.

Until Ji Cheng appeared.

Only then did he realize that the devil incarnation would also take care of him. No matter how scumbag he is to others, he will become Monkey King under the Five Fingers Mountain in front of the person he likes.

If Lin Jinruo was more selfless, he would have gone far away and stopped torturing Ye Ziyuan and Ji Cheng, but he was born a selfish person, he would rather be covered in bruises than stand beside Ye Ziyuan in order to be at ease.

To put it bluntly, Ji Cheng can't tolerate him, he can't even be a buddy.

Regardless of being cheap, shameless, or cowardly, he has always been by Ye Ziyuan's side as a buddy—this kind of thinking has been bred for many years.

He can do without sex and love, but he can't do without Ye Ziyuan.

Lin Jin woke up from the dream.

Touching my back, I was covered in fine sweat. It turned out that the air conditioner stopped at some time, and the room was stuffy. The city of Beijing at the end of July seemed to be stuffed into a big urn, and I couldn't breathe.

Lin Jin took a shower and changed clothes to feel a little refreshed.

He didn't go out for more than half a month, so he didn't even pay the electricity bill, which means there was no electricity.

Lit a cigarette, Lin Jin held it in his mouth, and looked at the neon lights in the distance. Even in the middle of the night, the city of Beijing was brightly lit. Looking down from mid-air, it looked like a meandering yellow galaxy dotted all over the place. Wanjia.

He doesn't smoke often, one is because he doesn't like the smell of tobacco, and the other is that he thinks it is harmful to his health. Tonight it is rare to enjoy the taste of smoking, which is very choking.

Taking out the pendant hanging around his neck, the silver one shone brightly in the dark, Lin Jin looked at it and suddenly burst out laughing, smiling, tears suddenly came from the corners of his eyes.

Forget it, throw in the towel.

Lin Jin told himself over and over again in his heart.

In the end, I am reluctant, since I can't pass the test in my heart, just admit defeat.

Life in this world is inherently painful, as early as a few years ago, he believed that he would be with Ye Ziyuan's pain for life, and it was the wisest way to accept his fate.

What's more, even he himself couldn't imagine how life would go on without Ye Ziyuan.

Like this half month?Unexamined, not knowing life and death, wishing to die suddenly in the next second?

That was not the life he wanted.