How to pick up the morals of the protagonist of the river crab novel [Quick Transmigration]

The matter dates back to the year when he was just a sophomore in high school.

A few days after Han Xinghe's birthday, Xie Li and the others had another small party. They were obviously in their third year of high school, but this group of rich second generations still lived their lives as usual, and most of them had already planned to go abroad.

Xie Li was drunk that day. At one o'clock in the morning, Xie He received a call and ran downstairs to pick up the person. His parents were out on a trip, and he was the only one left at home. It was the first time he saw Xie Li drinking too much, although he knew This group of people learned to drink alcohol at a young age, but it was the first time they got drunk.

But Xie Li seemed to be the only one who was drunk, and the others looked normal, Xie He didn't think too much, after greeting them, he helped Xie Li go upstairs.

Originally Han Xinghe said he wanted to help, but as soon as Han Xinghe spoke, Xie Li's hand squeezed his waist in an unscrupulous manner. He took a breath and saw that Han Xinghe didn't look very sober. , quickly waved his hand and refused.

After entering the house, Xie He planned to send Xie Li back to the bedroom first, take a breath before talking.

Unexpectedly, when he staggered past the sofa, Xie Li suddenly started drinking like crazy. He was thrown down on the sofa. At that time, Xie He was in a daze. The deep kiss directly made his mind go blank.

So blank that I even forgot to struggle.

The most exasperating thing was that after a full 5 minutes of forced kissing, Xie Li hung by his ear and said something slightly panting.

"who are you?"

Xie He was furious at that time, what's going on?Xie Li had sex after drinking, did the mess come to him? ?

So he didn't care whether Xie Li was drunk or not and needed to take care of him, so he pushed him away and ran away. The two bumped into each other the next day. Although Xie Li looked like nothing happened, Xie He started a fight with him It's awkward.

And the awkward point is, knowing that if you drink too much, you will mess up your relatives, why do you still drink so much?

Thinking about it carefully, since that time, Xie Li has changed a bit. He lives more casually, even to the point of recklessness, and he is even more defiant, more like a ray of wind that cannot be grasped.

There was nothing unusual in the beginning, but when Xie He noticed something, they were already estranged a lot. Although he felt very uncomfortable at the time, he also had new friends in high school, and there were not many chances to meet Xie Li in the first place. , After a long time, you will get used to it, or you have to get used to it.

Later, when he went to university and encountered any troubles, Xie He's first thought was no longer to cry to his brother, but to solve it by himself.

Han Dongyue said that Gu Ran was Xie Li's first love, and they had been together since the third year of high school, when exactly, before or after they got drunk, did Xie Li regard him as Gu Ran?

Xie He didn't dare to think about it, he came back to his senses, the first thing he did was to snatch Xie Li's wine glass.

Almost at the same time as he moved, Xie Li's eyes immediately squinted over, Xie He put the wine glass on the table, and said naturally: "Brother, you don't hold a lot of alcohol, don't drink it."

Probably also remembering the past, Xie Li moved his lips, and was about to say something, but Han Xinghe came over at some point, and he patted Xie He on the shoulder, motioning him to go out and chat.

Han Xinghe's eyes were very complicated, Xie He hesitated for a moment, glanced at Xie Li, and followed him out, some things always need to be resolved.

The courtyard of the Han family is very beautifully decorated, even at night it is as bright as day, and the light of stars and flowers decorate the courtyard together, which looks very romantic.

As soon as he walked outside, Han Xinghe couldn't help but said, "Did we know each other before?"

Xie He nodded, waiting for him to finish. Even if Xie Li lied to Han Xinghe, Han Dongyue should have told him the truth long ago.

"Dongyue said that I liked you very much before, but I can't remember, sorry..."

Han Xinghe wanted to apologize for his attitude towards Xie He that day, but Xie He interrupted him before he finished speaking.

Xie He waved his hand, and quickly said: "President Han, you don't need to apologize, it's nothing, it's just my brother, he likes to play pranks, don't trust him too much during this time."

Although he couldn't remember the past, the pain in his chest couldn't be faked.

Dongyue said that she used to like the person in front of her very much, but she didn't dare to confess her love for more than ten years. At that time, when Xie He casually said that losing her love was 'nothing', Han Xinghe suddenly felt that Very sad, sad to even stand still.

After waiting for a long time without a response, the atmosphere was a bit awkward, Xie He couldn't help looking around, he looked up at the stars in the sky, shook his head slightly, and remembered something from his childhood.

"If one day I regained my memory and confessed to you, would you consider being with me?"

After putting aside all the burdens and pressures of the past, Han Xinghe finally turned back into a resolute and domineering president. From the moment he knew that he had always liked Xie He, he decided to get to know about it.

He originally thought that Xie He had been ambiguously hanging on to his past self, but now his intuition seemed to be different.

Xie He withdrew his attention from the stars, pondered for a while, and said with a smile: "President Han, I want to apologize first, I didn't realize your intentions before, I'm sorry."

After a pause, he looked into Han Xinghe's eyes and said seriously: "But whether you have amnesia or not, I just regard you as a friend, and I have never had any other feelings."

After Xie He left, Han Dongyue, who had been eavesdropping, hurried to her brother's side and opened her mouth, not knowing how to comfort her.

"I feel a little uncomfortable." Han Xinghe said.

After liking someone for a long time, maybe it can really become a habit. When he learned that Xie Li had been lying to him a few days ago, Han Xinghe was only angry, but not as sad as this.

Now he believed it, he really liked Xie He, that's why he felt this almost suffocating feeling of regret.

"Brother." Han Dongyue hesitated for a moment, then whispered, "You once said that you would not have a showdown with Xie He..."

"Why?" Han Xinghe was slightly taken aback, indecision was really not his style.

"When you met him, you were so nervous that you couldn't speak. Xie He thought you were cold-tempered and didn't like to talk, so you didn't know each other very well. The main thing was Xie Li who was making trouble. You knew there was no result, so you would rather maintain this relationship. Already!"

"...I am nervous?"

"Yes." Han Dongyue sighed tiredly, and said with regret: "If you are as shameless as Xie Li, or if you come to force love or something, maybe Xie He would have become my sister-in-law long ago, bamboo horse stalk Ah, what a chance."

"..."

Han Xinghe didn't speak anymore, he needed some time to think about whether he still likes this person or not.

Do you want to change it or not? Try again.

......

Since the announcement that he was in love, half a month has passed in the blink of an eye.

On Saturday night, after taking a shower, Xie He washed some fruit. After searching for a long time in front of the TV, he finally found a romantic movie with some intimate scenes. When Xie Li passed by the living room, he was almost done with it.

"Brother, do you want to watch a movie?" Xie He turned his head and asked casually, his attention seemed to be on the TV, but in fact he was firmly on the movement behind him.

Fortunately, Xie Li didn't seem to be busy with anything, raised his eyebrows and glanced at the back of Xie He's head, and sat next to him.

"what movie?"

"I don't know yet." Xie He handed him a strawberry and said kindly, "It was recommended to me by someone else."

"Oh?"

Xie Li glanced at him, took the strawberry, and said in a calm tone, with a hint of teasing in his expression, "Why don't you introduce me to brother?"

Xie He lowered his head, secretly wrinkled his nose, and without turning his head to look, retorted in a low voice: "You didn't introduce Gu Ran to me either."

Having said that, Xie Li stopped picking up the movie. When the movie started playing, he really concentrated on watching the movie. He found a comfortable angle and leaned on the sofa. He tilted his head slightly, and he was about to catch up with the movie. Xie He's shoulder fell.

Xie He sneaked a few glances at him, gritted his teeth angrily, and continued, "His name is Ji Yao, he's a nice guy, and he's also very handsome."

"Male?" Xie Li's tone was a little surprised, his eyes were still on the movie, and he said while eating strawberries: "M University doesn't have such a guy, how did you know each other?"

"how do you know?"

"I saw the admission list of M University by chance before." Xie Li said unhurriedly.

"...Your memory is really good."

Xie He originally wanted to say that he was a college classmate, so he couldn't help being a little tongue-tied at the moment, but he quickly calmed down, and lied without changing his face: "I met him in the bar, I fell in love with him at first sight, so I went to talk to him. "

"Why love at first sight?"

"...he's good-looking."

"I look good?"

Xie He turned his head and glanced at him, then recalled Ji Yao's appearance, and for a moment really didn't know how to answer.

"...More or less." Finally, he said hesitantly.

"Oh, good eyesight."

Afterwards, Xie Li didn't speak anymore. Xie He originally wanted to say something, but he felt very frustrated with Xie Li's attitude from the bottom of his heart. He breathed a sigh of relief, and watched the movie very depressed.

Xie Li is not a younger brother, he only considers himself a younger brother, except for the title of younger brother, he is no different from Zhou Ke, Zhuang Yi and others.

Just as Xie He was thinking this way, he suddenly felt his shoulders sinking. He turned his head and saw Xie Li eating strawberries, with his elbow leaning on his shoulder for strength, looking very comfortable.

For his usual appearance, Xie He's chest felt tight, so he immediately decided to give him another dose of strong medicine to test it out.

He gritted his teeth, and suddenly asked, "Brother, have you slept with Gu Ran?"

Xie Li's eyelids trembled, and he put back the half-empty strawberry, turned his face and asked in a sinister tone: "What, you did it?"

I did it, I did it very thoroughly, whether it was a dream or not, I remember it clearly anyway.

Xie He cleared his throat in embarrassment, and faltered 'um'.

"I'm not a kid anymore..."

If it was not obvious before, then at this moment, Xie He finally experienced the tranquility before the storm personally.

Only the male and female protagonists on TV were still kissing professionally, and there was the sound of tsk tsk, Xie He regretted it a little now, he swallowed a mouthful of saliva, handed the strawberry over, and said, "Brother, I'll go back to sleep first." .”

"Wait a minute." Xie Li smiled and patted her side, and said, "Sit down and have a good chat."

Xie Li's face-changing speed was terrifying. Xie He didn't know what he wanted to do, so he sat back with some vigilance. As soon as he sat down, Xie Li leaned over, pressed him down on the sofa, and stretched out his hand to caress him. his lips.

"He kissed you?"

After finishing speaking, Xie Li nodded and said softly: "I remember kissing, this question is really stupid."

Xie He stared blankly at his face close at hand, not knowing how to react, not even knowing where to put his hands.

Then, Xie Li kissed him suddenly, probably knowing how shocking this scene was, Xie Li covered his eyes half-forcedly, and then whispered next to his ear, "Hehe, do you want to kiss him?" What are you testing me for? Will you be jealous when testing me?"

As if his throat was choked, his purpose was easily punctured, Xie He couldn't speak, and Xie Li didn't give him a chance to speak.

"I've given you chances for many years, and it's you who insist on making it up."

Xie He panted heavily, his body trembling slightly, whenever he wanted to speak, Xie Li would always block his mouth with his own body.

He could only listen to Xie Li continue talking, talking about things he never knew.

"Actually, I've been having some weird dreams these days, and I even dreamed about that Ji Yao in your mouth."

Xie He's head buzzed, and he shook his head in disbelief.

"Don't believe it?" Xie Li chuckled, and leaned into his ear to add: "Not only Ji Yao, but also Lian Xuexi, Sheng Rui, and..."

Speaking of this, Xie Li suddenly stopped moving, and Xie He's eyes were completely dark, and he could only rely on his ears to hear Xie Li breathing a few times, the panting sound was very suppressed, and it was completely no longer the calmness of the past.

After tens of seconds, he finally said: "It was okay a few days ago, but in the end this dream was a bit long. It was obviously just a dream, but I seemed to have really spent decades in it, every day, They're all looking for you."

Hearing this, Xie He already realized what kind of dreams Xie Li had.

His body stopped shaking, and he didn't interrupt, but after a moment's pause, he raised his hand tentatively, and gently stroked the back of Xie Li's hand.

The nasal cavity was sore after another, and the eyes were like faucets out of control. Drops of water flowed down the corners of the eyes, and quickly soaked Xie Li's palms.

Xie Li slowly let go of his hand, looking at his red eye circles, after many years, he once again showed that kind of embarrassed and at a loss expression.

"...elder brother."

Xie He sniffled, knowing that he must be very ugly right now, but he still couldn't help grinning.

He put his arms around Xie Li's neck, as if embracing a lost and regained support, Xie Li only heard him say in a crying voice: "Didn't you find me?"

Just like back then.

In fact, there is one thing that Xie He has never been able to say, and he has never dared to think deeply about it. Until now, he dared to think carefully about his mood at that time.

On the night when he was kissed by the drunk Xie Li, he suffered from insomnia. His heart beat so hard the whole night that he even thought he had a heart attack.

But after that, there was no such symptom of rapid heartbeat. As time passed, Xie He forgot it until half a year ago, when Xie Li got drunk again, when Xie He returned home from the study, he saw him lying on the sofa Sleeping scene.

He hadn't received any strange novels at that time, but he suddenly remembered the symptoms when he was 17 years old, and even came up with the amazing idea of ​​checking again.

In the end, with an unclear mentality, 22-year-old Xie He leaned down and secretly kissed his brother.

That night, he suffered from insomnia again.