North and South Chronicle

Although her parents both accepted and understood Lin Muru's sexual orientation, Lin Muru still had a chaotic and gloomy time, only she knew about it.

She was forced to come out of the closet in the first junior high school. It was obviously a matter of two people, but her private exploration of intimacy turned into a fact that everyone knew overnight.Lin Muru didn't hate Cheng Nanzhi, but felt that she was very pitiful. She was just using this realistic lesson as a warning to herself, resisting being the real self, and would rather live forever in the eyes and imagination of others.

Lin Muru knew personally the situation of this identity, being abused, puzzled, ridiculed, and discriminated against, she accepted them one by one.This is the price she has to pay for insisting on being herself, and she must bear it.

However, she didn't dare to think about what would happen to Li Bai if he suffered from all this.

Her pride, her clarity, her self-confidence, if she was with her and let these be compromised, Lin Muru would never allow such a thing to happen.She would rather stand in the shadows and stare at her forever, Li Bai should enjoy all the sunshine and sparkle.

As if she was in the mud, how could she have the heart to pull Li Bai down.She couldn't even bear it, and made too big a move, splashing mud stains on her body.

The teachers in the department are going to hold an art exhibition in X City. As early as the last semester, they selected the works of two students, and they will also be exhibited in this art exhibition. Lin Muru is one of them.Because there will be foreign artists present, as well as Lin Muru's target academy tutor, this is a very important opportunity, and the tickets were booked a month ago.

But Lin Muru didn't think about it until another classmate who went with her contacted her and asked if she wanted to set off together, and it was already morning, only three hours before the departure time.

After standing in front of Li Bai's door and hesitating for 10 minutes, Lin Muru took a deep breath, slowly turned the doorknob and pushed it open.

The person on the bed was still sleeping soundly. Even in summer, he was used to being covered with a thick quilt, but at that time she was hugging her between her legs, making it a mess.Crouching by the bed, Lin Muru could see her long eyelashes and the dark circles under her eyes, probably because she didn't rest last night, okay?

Are you tossing and turning for me too?

Lin Muru smiled self-deprecatingly, and reached out to tuck a strand of hair that fell on her cheek behind her ear.He wanted to wake her up, but the words were stuck in his throat and he couldn't get out.

At that moment, Lin Muru suddenly felt fear.

I'm afraid that even this long distance is just a dream, she is the leader, as soon as she wakes up, everything will fall apart.They were never together.They will never be together.

Lin Muru exited the room.Before leaving, she secretly kissed the back of Li Bai's hand.

Just ask her never to wake up.

Lin Muru willingly turned into a vicious witch, cursed the princess into a deep sleep, and built her a palace of crystal and a bed of white jade. From then on, she guarded her for years, and no one could separate them.

Probably this is Lin Muru's favorite fairy tale so far.

In fact, Lin Muru didn't need to prepare for the teacher's art exhibition. The venue of the gallery has already been prepared, and the paintings transported in advance were placed in a very eye-catching position by the teacher.As his proud disciples, the teacher also attaches great importance to the two of them.

On the day of the opening, Lin Muru was so busy that he hardly had time to drink water.Her English is good, and she was both the creator and half-translator on the spot. Fortunately, her work was appreciated, and she also got the favor of the teacher in the British school. It was a worthwhile trip.

There was a celebration banquet that night, Lin Muru was not used to such occasions but he could not leave early, so he toasted the teacher with a glass of wine, and quietly served as a background board in the corner.

It was already midnight when we returned to the hotel, and another female classmate who shared the same room was taking a shower. Lin Muru originally wanted to live in a room alone, but the girl was afraid of living alone, so she had to agree.There were two beds in the room, which made her feel no more uncomfortable.

After relaxing, exhaustion flooded in. Lin Muru's long hair was wet after taking a shower, and he was sitting on the bed with his mobile phone, checking Li Baifa's circle of friends.She has a lot of status, friends, family, competitions, all of which can make Lin Muru feel calm and healed.

what is li bai doingAre you sleeping, or are you hanging out with friends?Will you occasionally miss yourself who is not at home?

Lin Muru held the phone in a daze, clearly intending to call her, but after thinking about it, he still didn't act.

The sudden bell rang, and Lin Muru was startled. When he saw the display on the screen clearly, he really panicked and almost pressed the button to hang up.

"Hey?"

There was no sound from the other side, Lin Muru waited for a while, and asked patiently, "Li Bai?"

"I played today, we won, but I didn't play well."

The hoarse voice, the lost tone, each note turned into a small hammer, hitting Lin Muru's heart bit by bit, she couldn't stop her heartache, and wanted to hold that person in her arms through the phone and the distance, Warm and comforting.

"I went to dinner with Zhao Ke, and she blackmailed me twice! Hmph, I will definitely have to blackmail her back in the future!"

Unwilling to admit defeat, naive and cute, Lin Muru smiled, imagining Li Bai frowning and pouting, he should be cuter than anyone else's children.

"Also, our counselor seems to be with her... Forget it, I don't know, so I won't talk about it..."

She muttered and kept talking, but Lin Muru didn't interrupt her.

"Just now I turned over the school gate and came out, but I couldn't stand firmly. I wiped my hand on the ground, and it hurt."

With a slightly big tongue, I gradually heard the drunken tone, now there is grievance and coquettishness, and there is also a faint crying voice, which is the most aphrodisiac spell in Lin Muru's ears.

"Aru, what are you doing?"

"Do you miss me?"

"I miss you so much."

Lin Muru's breathing stopped, as if even her heart skipped a beat for a moment, and then there was restless madness, uncontrollable ecstasy, the hurricane blew her clothes off, and she stood naked in the valley, washed clean by the torrential rain Clean, transparent and comfortable all over.

There is a beautiful rainbow in front of you.

"Aru...Aru, I like you! Can you like me?"

"White."

Lin Muru called her, his voice was still trembling, and he was holding the phone with such strength that it was almost crushed.

"Huh?" The other side answered in a daze, a sign of going into a coma.

"wait for me."

After taking a shower, Bai Lu came out of the bathroom. She saw Lin Muru packing her suitcase, and asked, "What are you packing now? Are you leaving tomorrow night? Let's go shopping during the day?"

"No, I'm leaving now."

"In such a hurry?" Bai Lu saw Lin Muru flustered and dropped her comb to the ground, as if it was the first time she saw her lose her composure. "Is there something urgent?"

"Yes." Lin Muru nodded, "There is nothing more urgent than this."