Balancing

Leng Feng has always been a person who knows exactly what he wants. Since the university, the position of president of the student union every year, as long as he thinks, he will definitely get it without any effort; as long as he participates in the intercollegiate football league, he can always lead the whole team After graduating from university, he studied in Singapore for three years. He has always been a glamorous show. He opened his own private clinic without any detours when he returned home. So far, the only person who has frustrated him is the person named Jian Ming in front of him. up.

He has always been confident in his life, his studies, career, and family all hold him up high, so much so that he feels that he should be in charge of his feelings, but it is only his feelings that make him taste the bitterness he has never had before. , he didn't want to admit it, but from the day Jian Ming turned his head and left, Leng Feng really felt the sense of defeat.

"You...why are you here?" Seeing Jian Ming suddenly, Leng Feng's chest throbbed violently.

Jian Ming was even more surprised that his facial expression became rigid for a while, and... really, we never meet again in life.

"I'll do something." Jian Ming didn't want to talk too much, although he was very curious about Leng Feng's sudden appearance.

Leng Guofeng looked at the two people in front of him, full of doubts, he quickly interrupted and asked, "Xiaofeng, do you know each other?"

"Oh, Dad, this is Jian Ming, my college classmate." Leng Feng looked at his father and then turned to introduce to Jian Ming: "Jian Ming, he is my father." His expression calmed down very quickly, which made Jian Ming a little self-conscious Ashamed.

"Oh, what a coincidence, Jian Ming is also from Haida? Look, our family is really destined, haha..." Leng Guofeng smiled very formally, and it is not difficult to see the smoothness honed by decades of painstaking efforts in government agencies. sophistication.

Are they father and son?Jian Ming was shocked, Leng Feng?Leng Guofeng?It’s true that even the name is full of father-son sense. If you look closely, they are really similar. When they smile with thin lips, the left corner of the mouth is bent higher than the right. This kind of smile has a wider degree of freedom. Coupled with different eyes, it can be both arrogant and flattering.

Jian Ming didn't waste any time in exchanging unnecessary greetings, he quickly came back to his senses, bowed his body, and said, "Yes, what a coincidence, then I won't bother you when you talk, let's take a step first."

"Jian Ming, wait a minute, let's have a chat." How could Leng Feng give up this rare opportunity to meet her here.He whispered something mysteriously to Leng Guofeng, and caught up with Jian Ming in three steps at a time, for fear that the person in front of him would run away again.

Jian Ming didn't look back, his footsteps were slightly delayed, and he heard Leng Feng say a few words about suspected treatment records intermittently.

It sounds strange.

"Jian Ming, I haven't waited for your call. Today is God's blessing. You have to give me a chance. Listen to me and explain." Seeing that Jian Ming had pressed the elevator button, Leng Feng went straight to the topic without making a detour.

"I didn't expect that you, a senior psychiatrist, also superstitiously believe in the theory of destiny. It's really beyond my expectation." Jian Ming sarcastically.

"You know, I'm not superstitious, it's just that I can't let you go." Leng Feng's face turned red.

Jian Ming smiled coldly, "There is nothing you can't let go of. It seems that you don't know yourself very well." Seeing the elevator door open, he stepped in.

"Can't you really give me a chance to explain?" Leng Feng followed and entered the elevator.

"Leng Feng, there is really no need to explain. There is no right or wrong between us. It's just an experience. Don't take it too seriously. If you blame me for leaving in a hurry and not saying goodbye to you formally, then I will tell you Apology. Although I remember I told you officially that we broke up." Jian Ming looked at the floor lights and expressed expressionlessly.When he arrived at the first floor, when the door was opening, he gave Leng Feng a last sideways look, and said, "From now on, we'll be on the same road, let's go each side, you know... I never turn back."

Leng Feng raised his head and met his eyes, obviously choked up and speechless, he had thousands of words in his stomach, but the person in front of him didn't even give him a chance to say a word.

Too reconciled, or perhaps too unconvinced, he said dryly, "Jian Ming, don't you want to know why I let you go? Not at all?"

Jian Ming was walking, but suddenly stopped, and the two of them were silent for a long time, one in front of the other.

"I don't want to." Jian Ming spit out two words clearly, and left without looking back.

This time Leng Feng didn't chase him out, it was only three times, three times of rejection, three times of facing each other, he was close to his final bottom line, since this way is blocked, why bother to hit his head badly?Obviously there is a more confident way.Leng Feng clenched his fists, gradually curled the corners of his thin lips, his eyes were cold.

Lu Heng nestled in the compartment where the smell of Jian Ming wafted from every corner, Xiao Han was just waking up.At this moment, looking sleepily at the people slowly approaching outside the car, I couldn't help but see God, there was still light rain all around, Jian Ming didn't have an umbrella, the rain seemed to be molding his outline, and sprinkled from top to bottom. On the top of his head, at the shoulder armor, Lu Heng looked fascinated as he watched the figure coming towards him in the rain.

After getting into the car, Jian Ming didn't make a sound, just glanced at Lu Heng, and started the car directly.

"Hey, what's the matter with you? Didn't things go well without saying a word?"

"Hey, Mingming, where are you driving, where shall we go?"

Lu Heng rounded his eyes, looked at the road ahead and at Jian Ming, talking to himself until he felt stupid.

Jian Ming looked a little cold from the side at the moment, showing a feeling of being unapproachable, coupled with the rain outside the car, it was chilly, Lu Heng still liked to see him smile, and smiled to himself.

"Listen to music?" Jian Ming asked suddenly.

"...Oh, yes." Lu Heng tried his best to answer briefly.

Jian Ming didn't speak any more, turned the car to Bluetooth mode, and automatically connected to the player in his mobile phone. He clicked on the music menu on the LCD screen, and a song that Lu Heng had never heard before played slowly.

The characters are exquisite and the theme is slightly absurd

Reason too short is disturbing

Doubtful but hopeful

your habitual offender is complete

Don't make entanglement seem lonely

You're unscrupulous, you're in a hurry to fall out

Tricky words need to be followed

love this is both ends

It's not hard to tilt, it's easy to destroy

...

...

Defenders have a habit of embarrassing themselves

Please use warm words for the last separation

The song was good, and it was sung well, but Lu Heng was quite depressing. Apart from the music, there was no other sound in the whole carriage.Lu Heng seemed to sense Jian Ming's low pressure, and stopped rambling.

The car quickly drove into a large underground parking lot. Jian Ming found a remote place and turned off the car, then turned sideways and looked at Lu Heng, as if waiting for him to ask something.

"Where is this...?" Lu Heng asked cooperatively.

“Hotel parking lot.”

"Hotel?" Lu Heng's heart skipped a beat.

Jian Ming pulled his glasses away, feeling that it was enough to give the other party a question, so he leaned over and kissed her.

Lu Heng couldn't believe his eyes, he didn't seem to realize what was going on, the face in front of him rushed towards him, and the lips and teeth were still being exerted by the other party.

"Open." Jian Ming ordered.

It was silent just now, but now it is dripping down like sweet rain after a drought. Lu Heng marveled at Jian Ming's freely retractable rank, which is simply superb.

His eyes were staring blankly, in disarray.Unexpectedly, the little thoughts I thought about day and night just happened without any hint.Lu Heng's face turned red in an instant, and his reason suddenly flew away.

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Lu Heng smiled, the kind he loved very much, his face was full of spring. "Mingming..I like you..a rare kind of liking..." Perhaps these words were too explosive, but Jian Ming let out a deep growl, and the carriage suddenly fell silent.

"Hey, I seem to be a little hypoxic. Go, open the sunroof." After a while, Jian Ming slowly calmed down, and commanded, Lu Heng curled his mouth, and climbed to the front seat to open the sunroof.

They adjusted their clothes and didn't speak for a long time. The strong hormonal smell filled the whole car. Lu Heng wanted to smoke a cigarette. He looked at Jian Ming cautiously, as if he was thinking about how to speak.

Ever since the cigarette seizure incident, Lu Heng seldom smoked in front of Jian Ming, and he had to admire his perseverance, but even so, he still wanted to be with Jian Ming every day, and he wanted to spend more time in a daze. , Maybe quit smoking.

"You smoke it, the windows are all open." Jian Ming took out a bottle of water from the door box and drank half of it in one gulp. Know what he wants to do.

"Forget it, stop smoking." Lu Heng decided to challenge himself.

Suddenly finding that the bottle of water in Jian Ming's hand was more attractive, he stared at it without blinking and said, "I want to drink it too."

Jian Ming looked at his eager eyes, smiled and said, "Isn't there one by your door? Take it yourself."

"Don't you still have half a bottle? Don't waste it. Aren't you an environmentalist who even prepares your own tableware for fast food?" I took a fancy to the one in your hand and drank half a bottle mouth to mouth. What's the matter?

"Haha, here, my saliva has been disinfected." Jian Ming laughed for the first time since he came out of the research institute.Lu Heng looked very happy.

"Jian Ming" Lu Heng took the water and slowly opened the bottle cap, "I like you like this."

"What does it look like?" Jian Ming leaned against the car door.

"It's hard to say," Lu Heng turned his head, gulped down the half bottle of water at him, put the cap on and twirled it in his hand, "Maybe it's your smile, all kinds of heartless people Laugh, laugh."

"Really?" Jian Ming smiled again, "Maybe you are too funny. I remember that I have a good sense of humor. When others tell jokes, I have no expression on my face, and I feel very boring."

"Isn't it because you like me?" Lu Heng suddenly asked seriously.

Jian Ming glanced at him, but didn't answer right away. Some words didn't just come out of his mouth. Of course he liked Lu Heng, but he was still not sure what kind of state, why, and how much he liked.

He knew what Lu Heng was expecting, but he didn't know how to respond. When he was hesitating, his phone suddenly dinged, and a text message came in.

"Jian Ming, although you don't want to know about me, don't you want to know about Jian Qi? Give me a chance, and give Jian Qi a chance. I can help you."

Leng Feng.

The worst fear is that when you just want to treat this world gently, the world suddenly becomes menacing, and Jian Ming's whole spine feels shivering.

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