Balancing

The Mid-Autumn Festival is approaching, and the streets and alleys are full of jubilant scenes. The city is like this. A little bit of specialness in ordinary days can become a reasonable excuse to exaggerate the atmosphere and indulge in wanton indulgence.

In Jian Ming's impression, the last Mid-Autumn Festival he celebrated was six years ago. Whenever he encountered this kind of festival of reunion of thousands of families, he would subconsciously reject it. In the United States for a few years, he was happy and leisurely, but this year , presumably it is inevitable to go through the motions.

Jian Ming sometimes feels that he is quite selfish. After living with his adoptive father Jiang Luchuan for so many years, he still cannot accept him as his real father from the bottom of his heart. I never let him experience the family happiness after having a 'son', and I am ashamed of this, although Jiang Luchuan never said anything.

"Jian Ming, have you gone through the house formalities that I asked you to go through before I left? Have you got the key?" Jiang Luchuan has been back for two days, and once he returned to the Chinese school, he had a lot of things to ask him for. He left early and returned late, which is rare today. Time ran into Jian Ming at home.

"Not yet. I wanted to find some time to go there, and I forgot it when I was busy." In fact, he couldn't forget it, but he has never been interested in getting that new house that can't find any childhood memories. Of course, even if it hasn't been demolished, then He didn't have the courage to go to the old house where a family of four used to live. Some memories are like drugs. Once they have been owned, once they are gone, the kind of pain that can't be imagined, and the pain of ten thousand swords piercing the heart is really tormenting.

"Really so busy?" Jiang Luchuan raised his eyebrows and looked at Jian Ming, apparently doubting the reason.

Jian Ming just smiled and didn't answer.

"You, you have been like this since you were a child. If you have something to say, you will be tired. We all do psychological research. I don't need to say. You know that to have a good attitude, you have to I will tell you, don’t hold back, I won’t say much, you understand everything, I don’t want to treat you again.” Jian Ming nodded in agreement, fully accepting Jiang Luchuan’s worries and advice, some things, once is enough enough.

"Dad, I've been going to take care of this in the past two days. I also have an idea. I will bring Qiqi to live with me for two days on weekends. There are no spare rooms here. I won't rent it out anymore." Jian Ming had long planned to take over his younger sister to live with him, but with the current situation of his younger sister, it is unrealistic to take care of her from a nursing home. After all, the treatment environment at home is not as good as that of a nursing home, but he has seriously considered it. She has a high degree of self-awareness and trust. If she can often spend time with her, it will definitely help her recover.

"That's right, this idea is very good. Have you discussed it with Director He? Can you tell me about her situation?" Jiang Luchuan agreed with Jian Ming's suggestion.

"Of course, as long as there are people she trusts around Kiki, there will be no problem. Besides, there are only two days a week. We all think that this method will only benefit her."

"That's fine, you can do as you want. By the way, how is Gu Tao's nephew doing now? Have you been looking for you during this time?" Jiang Luchuan said as he walked to the kitchen, and had two drinks with the school leader at night. With a glass of wine, I didn't eat much, thinking about filling my stomach with a bowl of noodles.

Jian Ming smiled helplessly in his heart, Lu Heng?You should ask him which day he didn't find himself during this period. Ever since he made an appointment with Gu Tao that day, and the three of them had an open and honest chat, Lu Heng is like a timer, and he will send a WeChat message every two hours. There will be a phone call every four hours, and the meeting will be even more rampant. As long as there is no other person, he will be dishonest, and he will not want to take advantage of himself for a minute.

Fortunately, I haven't lost my mind yet, and try to keep the meeting time within a safe range. Jian Ming doesn't want to develop this relationship too fast. There are many factors, but he also knows that the more serious he is, the more cautious he will be. They all control the rhythm, for fear that they will lose each other if they are not careful.

"He's been doing very well recently. He has been off the drug for two weeks and has never had an attack. After the Mid-Autumn Festival, Captain Gu arranged for him to go to the SWAT team to shoot. If there is no accident, he should not be far away from returning to the team." Jian Ming said these words At that time, I didn't even notice the extremely gratified expression on my face, plus a doting smile that was enough to warm people's hearts.

Fortunately, Jiang Luchuan was cooking noodles with his head bowed in the kitchen, and he didn't see the joy he couldn't help showing.

"Really? You guys can do it. What method did you use? He is very difficult for me. I said that it was right to hand over to you at that time. You young people are better at communication."

Jian Ming was stunned, this method was really difficult to explain, so he just vaguely mentioned it, and stepped forward to help him cook noodles to avoid this topic. "Conventional therapy, maybe the communication is not bad, Dad, you go to rest, let me cook, I haven't cooked a meal for you in so many years, I'm good at cooking, why don't you try it?"

"Haha, no need, I don't want the first meal you cooked for me, just this bowl of noodles. One day, you can cook four dishes and one soup, and I won't move my fingers."

As soon as the words were finished, Jian Ming's cell phone rang, and he was a little anxious. Isn't it four hours yet?

"Go, go answer the phone, I'm almost healed, I can eat." Jiang Luchuan turned back and smiled at him, signaling him to go about his own business.

Jian Ming was a little annoyed, he held the phone and went back to the bedroom, closed the door before pressing the answer button.

"Is your timer broken? It's not four hours yet."

Lu Heng smiled rascally, and answered as a matter of course: "No? Why do I feel that it's been a long time." He took a long time to digest the stalk of the timer before accepting it, but it was his inscription. After joking a few times, he happily accepted it. After all, it is impossible for him to make fewer phone calls.

"..." Jian Ming was speechless.

"I just miss you, I haven't seen you for two days, can't I hear your voice more?" Lu Heng's shy little complained, expressing his fearlessness.

Jian Ming didn't know whether to laugh or cry, he slapped his palm on the forehead, and said weakly: "Okay, you won, you are awesome."

"Mingming, why don't we go have supper? I'll go find you now?" Lu Heng continued his efforts.

"Officer Lu, you are so energetic. It's almost ten o'clock, aren't you tired after a day's work?"

On the other end of the phone, the voice raised another tone, as if to show how energetic he was at the moment. "I'm not tired. I've slept several times since I went to work."

I'm tired, Jian Ming shouted in his heart. "Baby, be good, don't make a fuss, let's have dinner together at noon tomorrow, okay?" He was still patient and coaxed the child in a good voice.

"Well, why don't you take a picture of me before going to bed, this is the head office?" Lu Heng was a little disappointed, but he was still obedient.

This little police officer has become more and more familiar with the negotiation skills of falling in love, and he can replace small conditions. Jian Ming sincerely admires his growth speed.

"...Okay, follow orders, Officer Lu, then I'll hang up, go to bed early, good night." Jian Ming didn't want to give him any chance to ask any more.

After hanging up the phone, he stared blankly at the ceiling and began to self-reflect. After so many years, he was used to being alone. Whether in life or emotionally, he couldn't accept others breaking in for no reason.What a ghost, now not only let other people come in and out freely, but this person is also a novice who has never been in a relationship, and his brain will always be lacking. This love relationship is so fucking fierce.

Lu Heng just came out of the bathroom after taking a shower, humming a little song, and suddenly sneezed for no reason. He shook his slightly wet hair and rolled onto the bed, holding his phone expectantly, waiting for the surprise before going to bed .

"Ding" WeChat prompts new news.

Lu Heng's eyes became a line of smiles. On the screen of the mobile phone, Jian Ming was wearing home clothes, his hair was casually scattered around his forehead, without glasses, and he smiled stiffly at the camera.It can be seen that this person should never take a selfie, but this half does not affect his image of a male god in Lu Heng's heart. He touched the face on the photo with his fingers and talked to himself Said: "It's so beautiful, how long is it?"

The next day.

The gray and white clouds in cool tones shrouded the police logistics building.

In the general office, Lu Heng and Li Wei are sitting upright in their seats. On the table and on the ground on both sides, there are various gift boxes such as Chang'e flying to the moon and hibiscus blooming. Everyone was carrying colorful gift bags in their hands. Yes, these two were rarely busy with official duties and handing out mooncakes.

"I said, why is there such a disgusting variety of five-nut mooncakes this year, can I change the box?" It was Ding Ge, the chef in charge of the canteen who spoke.

"We can't help it. The Ministry ordered it uniformly. Don't complain. Your box is only one Wuren. What I keep for myself is the whole family of Wuren." generous expression.

Brother Ding curled his lips in disgust, took the bag reluctantly, signed the collection form that Li Wei handed over, and muttered when he left, "It's really not as good as a year..."

"Hey, you can't say that, Brother Ding, this year's bonus is a lot thicker than last year's. You can buy the abalone you like." Li Wei took care of his family and complained about his work. .

Lu Heng couldn't help laughing, "Li Xiaohua, go talk about cross talk, you're quite talented."

"Well, please trouble Uncle Lu for the recommendation. I don't want to make this socialist sandwich biscuit for a long time. I get benefits every year, and I have to be obliged to appease people every year. 'I am for everyone' I did it, 'Everyone for everyone' When can I come to comfort Lao Tzu?"

"Okay, I'll come to comfort you now." Lu Heng got up and sat down on Li Xiaohua's table, leaning towards him.

Just when Lu Heng was about to pounce on him, Li Wei, whose seat was facing the door, staggered and jumped up from his seat, his eyes staring at the door, not paying any attention to Lu Heng's action of eating shit at this time Lying on his desk.

"I...fuck..." Lu Heng was about to speak out against him when he heard Li Xiaohua's voice in the first place.

"Hey, sir, don't fuck up, get up, there are visitors." Li Wei patted Lu Heng's shoulder with the back of his hand hintingly, and lifted his chin towards the door.

Hearing the sound, Lu Heng turned his head to look at the door curiously. When he saw it, he almost fell off the table in surprise.

"Jian Ming, why are you here?" He walked towards the door with a serious face and rushed over to Jian Ming.

Jian Ming took two steps back to prevent him from approaching him, and replied coldly: "Oh, it seems that I shouldn't come." He wanted to signal that he was going to leave, but also politely said "Excuse me."

Li Xiaohua simply worshiped Uncle Lu, couldn't he see the murderous look on the face of the person in front of him at all?How can people be so stupid and not stunned?

"Hey, don't bother, don't bother. We're just kidding around. You can find Lu Heng, come in and sit in." A little embarrassed, he kicked the mooncake boxes piled up on the ground, creating an open space, and warmly invited Jian Ming came in.

Li Wei's kind invitation gave Jian Ming a good opportunity to stay. Lu Heng courteously pulled him to his seat, looked at him with a smile on his face, and asked repeatedly: "Why didn't you Say, did it come suddenly?"

He didn't know how to live or die, Li Wei wanted to spit old blood on that idiot's face.People in love are all retarded, this is the truth.

Jian Ming felt countless crows flying over his head, and shook his head helplessly.

"Didn't you say we'll have lunch together? It looks like it's going to rain, so I'll come pick you up." He looked at Li Wei, who was standing restlessly, and said, "Call your friends over."

"Which friend?" Lu Heng turned his head and saw Li Xiaohua, who had a black line on his forehead, and then realized that there was a third person in the office, and hurriedly introduced, "Oh, I forgot to introduce, this is my buddy, Li Xiaohua."

"Get out" Li Wei shot a sharp blade in his eyes, glared at Lu Heng, then changed his face for a second, extended his hand to Jian Ming with a smile, and introduced himself politely: "Don't listen to his nonsense, hello, my name is Li Wei."

"Hello, Jian Ming." Jian Ming smiled and shook his hand back.

"Are you off work? Let's go have dinner together." He looked at his watch and asked them.

What Lu Heng wanted to say, Li Wei tactfully refused before he could say: "No need, I won't go until the mooncakes in this office are distributed, next time, thank you."

Let me torture myself, I will be a one-kilowatt lamppost for you, and I will also illuminate the avenue for you, and then watch you sprinkle food all over the street for the dogs to eat?Sending moon cakes to the unit and paying my salary, you guys think it is very good.Li Xiaohua's IQ has improved by leaps and bounds since she followed the incident.

Lu Heng silently gave him a thumbs up, patted him on the shoulder with gratitude, and said in his heart, it's interesting that you are smart.

Li Wei decided to be a good person to the end, and turned to him and said, "If you have something to do in the afternoon, don't use it. It's fine after posting these. I'll keep an eye on it."

Seeing Lu Heng's friendly interaction with people other than himself, Jian Ming felt relieved.After nodding their goodbyes, they walked out of the office building with Lu Heng.

At this time, the sky was already drizzling, and they got into the car, looked at each other, and smiled brightly.

The author has something to say: Little Theater

Li Xiaohua: "Hello, my name is Li Wei."

Jian Ming: "Isn't it called Li Xiaohua?"

Li Xiaohua: "..."

Jian Ming: "Actually, I think Li Xiaohua sounds better than Li Wei."

Li Xiaohua: "..."

It's nice to hear that your sister is really not a family, and you don't want to enter a family. -_-|||