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Finally, pickled fish appeared on the dinner table.

Fan Li said that the pickled fish is very delicious, and I strongly recommend everyone to try it.Qin Ziliang stared at the fish, luckily, he was the first to use his chopsticks, picked up a large piece, and then resolutely threw it into his mouth, chewed and chewed, chewed and chewed, and finally swallowed it resolutely.He felt his throat and made sure he hadn't been stabbed, so he opened his eyes exaggeratedly and nodded frantically: "It's delicious!!!"

Fan Li didn't have time to interject, she only admired Qin Ziliang's acting skills, and smiled awkwardly: "Old Qin, you can't spit stabs, don't embarrass yourself."

Qin Ziliang's acting was relatively slow, but he was still immersed in it: "The thorns are also delicious!"

Fan Li shook her head helplessly.

Yang Siyuan looked at Qin Ziliang's silly babble, and laughed so hard that he couldn't swallow the juice.

"Wow, then this fish is really good, the spines are soft?" Yang Siyuan teased him.

He also took a bite, and the taste was really good, but the thorns were really too many, thin and small, which made him very uncomfortable to eat, and for a moment, he wanted to just swallow it like Qin Ziliang.

"Then eat raw thorns, and you won't feel it if your throat is split."

The words Li Yu'an said suddenly flashed in Yang Siyuan's mind, and at the same time, his indifferent expression when he said these words reflected.

Yang Siyuan slowed down.

This sentence should be treated as a joke, for example, when Qin Ziliang said it, he would feel like breaking a jar.However, Li Yuan was different.

He seemed to be really making a suggestion. He looked straight at Yang Siyuan at that time, there was no smile or joke in his eyes, only seriousness, as serious as he was when he talked about arithmetic sequence and analytic geometry.Just like having personal experience, in order to convince others, he also needs to explain why he "doesn't feel".

He didn't feel that these words were tinged with blood.

Yang Siyuan stopped chewing, a pair of chopsticks stopped in the air, his thoughts suddenly escaped from the delicious fish and the thorns in the way, and he was unconsciously led away by Li Yu'an.

Why is he doing this?

Probably because he was too engrossed in his thinking, the details that he usually didn't want to delve into, and which were forgotten in a blink of an eye, all came up now.

The scar on his arm, his long-sleeved shirt, the hat he refused to take off, the money he took in advance, the college entrance examination scores he couldn’t remember, the back and forth work he had, his family…

These things that Yang Siyuan saw in just half a vacation together cast a layer of black mist on Li Yu'an.

For Yang Siyuan, this constitutes a fresh, inexplicable and dangerous attraction.

Yang Siyuan is well protected. Everyone he has known since he was a child is just like him, ordinary but open-minded. There is nothing to discover and nothing to be surprised about. This makes him mistakenly think that everyone in the world is like this.

And an unpredictable Li Yu'an broke in, arousing his curiosity and desire to explore.

He had never seen such a person, and he wondered what he was like.Before that, he had been restraining himself from this idea, mostly because Chen Limei taught him not to speculate too much on others.He himself was offended.

But it is strange to say that people always change suddenly at a certain exact moment.

Yang Siyuan is very interesting, this moment is the moment when he eats the fish and spit the thorn.

In the end, he didn't eat the thorn, and honestly spat it out.

The fish was delicious, he boasted heartily.

Fan Li is very good at drinking. It is said that at the junior high school graduation dinner, she drank a table of boys by herself, and she was extremely handsome with short hair after drinking.Qin Ziliang, who was allergic to alcohol since he was a child, knew about it and immediately drank the idea of ​​"must carry the drunk Fan Li back at a certain dining table" with draft beer. His tongue was so bitter that he went to the hospital the next day.

"I'm very happy to know us. People say that girls must be the closest girlfriends. You guys are my girlfriends regardless of whether you're a boy or a girl! Done!" Fan Li stood up and said to herself The big glass was filled with wine, and he scratched his hair, feeling quite like a Jianghu heroine.

A table of people stood and held their glasses, and everyone clinked their glasses and drank in one gulp.

Then there are meals, games, cake throwing, and singing.

After tossing until 09:30, the birthday party finally ended.

Everyone created an opportunity for Qin Ziliang and asked him to take her home. Yang Siyuan was the closest to her home and waited until everyone got into the car before leaving.

He drank a lot, too, but he's a poor drinker, and he's still out of his wits.

The evening wind was very cool, so he decided to walk back slowly, let the smell of alcohol out and let the cool breeze blow, so as to wake himself up.

"Dala da la da la..."

Whenever friends gather, he is in a good mood, and when he is in a good mood, he wants to sing, so he hums a little tune that no one can understand along the way.

When Tiao Tiao no longer knew where he was flying to, he walked to the intersection where Bai Tian and Li Yuan separated.

He stops here suddenly.

The moon has no sense of existence this night, and only street lamps and storefront decorations can be used for lighting in the dark night.

He looked at the right side of the intersection, that was the direction he was going home. There were all kinds of light signs along the way, which looked like the wine street in a literary film.

He is so familiar with this road that he doesn't find it new.

Then he turned his head and looked quietly at the road that he had hardly traveled.

On the left side of the intersection, which is the direction Li Yuan left from, there were lights on some storefronts at the beginning, and the street lights were dutifully bright. However, as we went further and further, the light gradually became scarce and dim, and finally fell into complete blackness.

He watched quietly for a while, feeling the urge to go over and have a look.

As if ordered by a god and ghost, he slowly walked away...

"Doctor actor lawyer orasinger..." Yang Siyuan's cell phone rang suddenly.

This sound pulled him back from his stupor, and he answered the phone.

"Ah... just finished, I'm on my way, I'll be home later." Yang Siyuan said.

After hanging up, he looked up at the road leading to the edge of the county seat again, shook his head, sobered up a bit, then turned around and walked on the brightly lit road, and went home.

At this time, Li Yu'an was fighting with that little gray dog.

"Wow! Woof! Woof!" the dog stretched its neck and shouted towards the wall.

There was also a response over there: "Wow woof woof! woof!"

Do dogs also have a culture of antiphonal singing?

Li Yu'an was lying on the bed, staring at the ceiling with his eyes open, not feeling sleepy.

The quality of his sleep is not good. He falls asleep very slowly and sleeps very lightly. He can wake up with a soft meow of a cat on the roof, let alone the offspring of wolves.

"Wow woof! woof woof!"

Li Yuan turned over.

"Wow woof woof woof!"

Li Yuan turned over again.

The puppy was still barking and barking, Li Yuan couldn't bear it anymore, took a deep breath, and got out of bed.

"Stop barking." As soon as Li Yu'an came, the puppy immediately turned to stare at him.

Li Yu'an spoke human language, the dog didn't understand, probably thought it was the owner encouraging him, so he turned his head and barked harder.

"..." Li Yuan was speechless.

He squatted down and patted the puppy on the head.

The puppy clicked, looked at him for two seconds, then continued barking, Li Yuan patted it again.

Call again, he shoots again.

Call out and clap, call out and clap.Probably because he was not strong enough, the dog was all caressed by the owner.

"..." Later, it seemed that Li Yu'an was tapping a button, and there was a sound when he tapped it.

He feels more and more stupid, communicating with a dog.

He sighed silently and stood up.He got up a little violently and fainted for a while. He supported the wall for a while and went back to the house.

Since that incident happened, he rarely had nightmares again. After thinking about it, he felt that the source of nightmares was gone.He doesn't know if he has no conscience if he is like this. He only knows that when other people's parents die, they should be sleepless every night.

Perhaps it is true that those people said that they are "not familiar with feeding"?

The night passed.

In fact, Li Yu'an also had a job in the morning, teaching a junior high school student. He was also on the street where Yang Siyuan lived, and it took some time to walk there, so he had to get up very early in the morning.

Yang Siyuan was different, he didn't have class in the morning, he drank again yesterday, turned off the alarm, and didn't wake up until nearly ten o'clock.

He didn't wake up naturally, he was awakened by Chen Miao's news.

"You have class at two in the afternoon, right?" Chen Miao asked.

"Yes, I rely on you to really come?" Yang Siyuan couldn't believe it.

"I'm just sitting here at the fried noodle shop, waiting for the rabbit." Chen Miao said.

"What time is it! Old rascal!" Yang Siyuan continued in disbelief.

"I'll go early in the afternoon, so I won't disturb your class." Chen Miao said.

"..." Yang Siyuan really didn't know what to say.

Adolescent girls are powerful, and adolescent girls who are in love are even more powerful.

At one o'clock in the afternoon, Yang Siyuan was flipping through a picture album when Chen Miao came.

The last time Yang Siyuan saw Chen Miao dressed like this was when she was chasing the school girl.

"You... wear this to dinner?" Yang Siyuan asked after looking at her.

"Hmm." Chen Miao blinked with her hands behind her back.

Chen Miao is very beautiful, sweet and cute. She usually wears a ponytail, but today she wore a ball, making her look even more youthful.Wearing a pearl necklace that was very popular at that time, it matched her little white dress very well.A good-looking person can look good in everything, this outfit is not too vulgar on Chen Miao, but she really looks like a well-off and good girl.

She is indeed well-to-do, but not so well behaved.

"The red ones, these are the notes he made for you?" Chen Miao sat on the chair and looked at his notebook.

"Ang." Yang Siyuan replied.

"The handwriting is so beautiful, it really looks like the person. I really want to have a handwriting written by him." Chen Miao smiled, admiring Li Yu'an's handwriting.

This reminded Yang Siyuan.

"Ah! I forgot... I really need to ask him to write a copybook..." Yang Siyuan patted his head.

"Really? Is it for practicing calligraphy? Then you can ask for one for me too? It's best...with my name written on it!" Chen Miao was excited when she heard this, her eyes lit up.

"I, I'll try." Yang Siyuan pouted.

Yang Siyuan and Chen Miao are already very familiar, and they don't feel awkward being in the same room and doing their own things.

But when Li Yuan came and saw this scene, he was naturally very embarrassed.

He stopped at the door of Yang Siyuan's bedroom with his newly bought umbrella, and Yang Siyuan followed him.

"Hello, we meet again." Chen Miao smiled, revealing two beautiful little canine teeth.

"... Hello." Li Yu'an replied in a daze.

"Oh, let's go in." Yang Siyuan gently pushed Li Yu'an.

Li Yu'an sat silently beside Yang Siyuan, while Chen Miao kept looking at him with a smile.

"Yesterday's umbrella was blown and it couldn't be repaired. I bought a new one, do you think it's okay?" Li Yu'an remembered the umbrella in his hand, so he handed it to Chen Miao.

"If it's broken, it's broken. This is much more beautiful than that one. Can a good-looking person pick things so beautifully?" Chen Miao took the umbrella over as she spoke, but she didn't look at the umbrella, she still looked straight at it. Looking at Li Yu'an, he even joked with him professionally.

Li Yu'an had no experience in dating, so he was looked down upon as a bit hairy, and didn't pay much attention to what she said.So while Chen Miao was looking at the phone, she whispered to Yang Siyuan, "If you have something to do, we can postpone it today."

"No, she will leave later." Yang Siyuan also replied in a low voice.

Over there, Chen Miao suddenly handed over the phone and said, "You are Dayang's friend and my friend, do you want to add a friend?"

After so many years, the methods are still so simple and rude... Yang Siyuan thought silently.

Li Yu'an froze for a moment, he was really not familiar with Chen Miao, so he didn't know whether he should pick it up or not.

Chen Miao insisted, Li Yuan hesitated for a while, but took it over, lost her money, handed it to her, and said: "But I don't use it very much."

"It's okay, as long as you can receive the news." Chen Miao smiled contentedly.

Li Yuan didn't know what to say.

"Then... are you going to class? I won't bother you when you make friends." Chen Miao put away her phone, checked the time, and reminded Yang Siyuan before leaving: "Don't forget."

Yang Siyuan was suddenly endowed with a sense of existence, and responded.

"Goodbye." Chen Miao waved her hand, leaving a smile with her head tilted.

"……See you."

After Chen Miao left, Li Yu'an breathed a sigh of relief, and turned to look at Yang Siyuan.

"Wow, what do you think I am doing. People like you, not me." Yang Siyuan stared.

"Like me?" Li Yuan was stunned.

"That's right! Isn't her performance obvious enough?" Yang Siyuan said while tidying up his notes. "Although she has liked quite a few people... Hey old rascal. By the way... Well, can you write me a copybook? As a copybook, my mother wants to check my calligraphy practice every day. I forgot about it yesterday. .”

"...Yes." Li Yu'an said.

"Hmm...Chen Miao just said that I want you to write one for her, preferably with her name on it. Do you think it's okay?" Yang Siyuan asked tentatively, while scolding Chen Miao in his heart.

Damn you are so direct, why didn't you ask yourself just now...

Li Yu'an was silent.

"She wants it because she likes you. But it's okay if you don't want to write it. Don't feel embarrassed." Seeing his silence, Yang Siyuan said.

"Why do you think she likes me?" Li Yuan asked suddenly.

"Ah? Isn't that obvious?" Yang Siyuan said.

"Why does she like me?" Li Yu'an asked.

He puts the accent on the word "I," as if incredulous that other people like him.

"Because...you are handsome?" Yang Siyuan laughed as he spoke.

Li Yu'an remained silent and did not reply.

In the end, Li Yu'an still wrote two essays, one with "Yang Siyuan" at the beginning for him to practice calligraphy, and one with "Chen Miao" at the beginning for her to get excited.

After a long time, Chen Miao finally gave up on Li Yu'an. At that time, Li Yu'an had already understood what feelings were all about. Whenever he thought about this matter, he would regret that he hadn't rejected Chen Miao's request in the first place.If he had stopped Chen Miao's thoughts step by step at this moment, she probably wouldn't have wasted so long.

But that's all for later, now Li Yu'an is still a rock that doesn't understand feelings, hard and cold, unable to grow a flower or a grass, and stubbornly believes that no one will like him, or simply say that he doesn't deserve it. anyone's favorite.This idea is so natural, as if brought out of his mother's womb, it is deeply rooted in his mind and has been with him for half his life.