Spring Summer Autumn Winter

If Li Yu'an lives alone, he usually doesn't pay much attention to eating, just fill his stomach and get by.On the one hand, it is because of poverty, and one always has to cut down on food and clothing; on the other hand, it is because of loneliness, who will eat if you make too much money?

For dinner, just drink a bowl of porridge and you'll be done.

Recently, however, it seems that some changes have been quietly taking place.

Today was Yang Siyuan's first class. At 06:30 in the afternoon, Li Yu'an stared at a carp for almost 10 minutes, not knowing whether he should make a move or not.

He could guess that Yang Siyuan would pick him up soon.

So, what about dinner?

Yang Siyuan may want to take him home to eat, but it is also possible that there is no one at home, so he will come over to eat.

This was a problem that could be solved with a phone call, but Li Yu'an was still unable to ask.

In the end, he finally decided to take a gamble, betting that the bastard Yang Siyuan would come for dinner.So he picked up the kitchen knife, took a deep breath, and prepared to cut down.

Suddenly there was a car bell ringing outside the door, followed by a shout: "Ms. Li! Can't Mr. Li go away!"

Li Yu'an was so frightened that he almost chopped off his hand.

"..." After staring at it for another minute, he obediently took off his apron and opened the door.

"Hey! Let me go in for a while."

There is a big bag stuffed in the basket, and I don't know what's in it.

When Yang Siyuan parked the car in the small courtyard, Li Yu'an asked casually, "What is this?"

"Hey... go into the house, go into the house." Yang Siyuan narrowed his eyes, smiled mysteriously, hugged the bag, and pushed Li Yuan into the house.

Li Yu'an was confused and looked at Yang Siyuan in confusion.

"Dangdangdangdang!" Yang Siyuan pulled out the contents of the bag at once, stretched his arms, and showed it to Li Yuan.

If Li Yuan's heartbeat had been measured at that moment, his heartbeat must have suddenly stopped for a second at that moment, followed by a violent beating like revenge.

If he could capture his pupils at that time, he would definitely be able to see the gradually gathering focus in his eyes, with a long-lost light.

The clothes were too big, lying between the two of them, just covering Yang Siyuan.

Li Yu'an didn't even dare to reach out to touch it, he still had a trace of doubt about reality.

how could be?Why would Yang Siyuan buy him clothes?Who is he to himself?

A sensitive person can always figure out too many emotions from trivial things. Compared with surprise, the thoughts running around in his mind at this time are more disturbing.

How could he deserve Yang Siyuan to do this.

Things are changing in my heart, but of course Yang Siyuan can't guess.

After a while, Yang Siyuan poked his head out from behind his clothes and asked with a smile, "Do you like it?"

"..." Li Yu'an didn't know how to answer. Is he qualified to answer this question?

Seeing that he didn't speak, Yang Siyuan thought it was because he didn't like him, and his mood was obviously developing in the direction of loss.

Li Yu'an caught a glimpse of his face, and thought of the little dog who often looked pitiful because he couldn't eat ham.

"I like it." He said quickly.

Yang Siyuan was easy to coax, and didn't think too much about Li Yu'an's reaction. When he heard that he liked it, he quickly asked him to put it on: "Really? Then put it on quickly, the size should be suitable, and I have washed the clothes, so they are not dirty. .”

Li Yu'an nodded blankly, but seemed a little at a loss.

Seeing him like this, Yang Siyuan couldn't help laughing, and changed it for him himself.

"Raise your arms."

"I'll come by myself..."

"Oh, why don't you raise your arm."

"..."

Yang Siyuan circled around Li Yu'an, almost touched his upper body, and finally put on his clothes neatly, then stood in front of him and looked him up and down.

"Hmm...it looks good." Yang Siyuan said in a low voice.

It's really nice.

Like a model, the cold face is outlined by the light, and the eyes hide in the shadows, hiding thousands of thoughts.A body of navy blue wraps around his thin body, and the complicated decorations seem to serve him at this time, filling him with a bit of liveliness that is not disobedient.

He was still a little embarrassed, and glanced at Yang Siyuan from time to time.

"Hey, why is the collar nestled in here..." Yang Siyuan was admiring it, noticed the nested collar, and went to tidy it up for him.

He had just cycled here in the cold wind, and although he was wearing gloves, he was still cold.His fingers accidentally touched Li Yu'an's neck, and he shivered from the ice.

"Ah, I'm sorry..." Yang Siyuan stopped.

"It's okay..." Li Yu'an stood still obediently.

The hot breath passed through the icy air and hit Li Yuan's cheek, as if plucking his blood vessels and nerves.

So close.Li Yu'an secretly squinted his eyes and looked at his focused profile.

It's too close... It shouldn't be, he should be as far away from Yang Siyuan as possible.

"Okay." Yang Siyuan patted his collar and said.

Li Yu'an instantly withdrew his gaze and changed the subject: "How much is this..."

"A present for you."

Yang Siyuan smiled and said softly.

This smile completely blocked Li Yu'an's mouth.

"Let's go, I made delicious food!"

The winter in the north is getting dark quickly, and the sun on the horizon is also sinking at this time, the street lights have long been on, and Yang Siyuan's breath is blowing away in the cold wind.

"Hey!" Yang Siyuan didn't wear his hat properly, and suddenly fell off.

Li Yuan raised his head and buttoned the hat on the down jacket again.

"Hey!" It fell again.

"..." Li Yuan buckled it up for him again.

In less than 5 minutes, it fell again.

Li Yu'an glared at the restless hat, grabbed it and covered Yang Siyuan's head with his hands on both sides.

The north wind was like a knife cutting, and the cotton coat was like a shield to block the menacing cold wind, probably thinking that the way to and fro would be cold, so Yang Siyuan gave him clothes just at this time.

After riding for a long time, Li Yuan's hands were frozen, but he still stubbornly protected Yang Siyuan's hat.

Yang Siyuan didn't notice it until he dragged him into the house, but of course he didn't know the reason.

"Ah! Hurry up, go to the radiator to warm up." Without any explanation, he took Li Yu'an's hand and pressed it on the radiator next to the sofa.

"I should put gloves on for you... Wait a minute, I'll serve the food, I'll warm you up after eating." After saying that, he ran to the kitchen.

Li Yu'an touched the radiator, and the warmth climbed up from his fingertips and invaded his whole body.

The heater was very hot, and my hands warmed up after a while, but Yang Siyuan's dishes were not finished yet.

Li Yu'an counted, this is the fourth trip.

"Is auntie not at home?" Li Yu'an asked.

"Oh, I'm not here today, I'm going out." Yang Siyuan said casually, and after another trip, he finally finished the dishes and called Li Yuan to come over.

This big table has meat and vegetables, which can be described as rich.

Li Yu'an sat on the chair and smiled helplessly: "So many... have you finished eating?"

"I'm going to make up for you today, look at you skinny, ah, you'll fall if you push it." Yang Siyuan served him a bowl of rice and reprimanded him decently.

"..." Li Yuan looked at his arms and legs, speechless.Push and fall?No way.

"Don't worry, my mother has already agreed, you can just concentrate on class and don't worry about anything else." Yang Siyuan said.

"Um……"

The two of you talked to each other, most of which was Yang Siyuan talking endlessly, while Li Yuan listened quietly, occasionally answering a few words.

"A person in our dormitory was found to have tuberculosis some time ago and was hospitalized. Hey, it's easy to get sick in winter. You have to pay attention to your bones."

Li Yu'an was taken aback, and quickly asked, "Tuberculosis? Infection?"

"It's contagious. Fortunately, we haven't lived together for a long time, so we haven't been infected." Yang Siyuan said.

Only then did Li Yu'an heave a sigh of relief, and then felt that he was an idiot, asking this question, if he was infected, he would still be here now?

But where can subconscious worry be blocked.

The first class was very easy, and Li Yu'an was amazed by Yang Siyuan's astonishing progress. He didn't need to talk about many topics that he couldn't go deep into last time, and Yang Siyuan could understand them by himself.

Really maddened by IQ... Li Yu'an thought to himself.

He originally prepared the content for two hours, but he finished speaking in one hour, which was a bit embarrassing at the moment.

"Uh...you've made a lot of progress." Li Yu'an looked at a finale question Yang Siyuan had solved.

Yang Siyuan chuckled: "That's right, I don't even look at who my teacher is. Keep talking, keep talking, and watch me show you a big move!"

"...Uh," Li Yuan touched his nose and whispered, "I have prepared so much for today..."

"Huh?" Yang Siyuan blinked, unable to hear clearly.

"Have you finished today's content?" He looked at Li Yu'an's embarrassed look and guessed.

Li Yu'an nodded stiffly, and quickly explained: "I didn't expect you to improve so fast..."

When Yang Siyuan heard him praise himself, he laughed silly, Li Yuan blushed.

"Then... you are not in a hurry to go home, are you?"

Li Yuan shook his head.

"Then write your manuscript here!" Yang Siyuan said.

It's warm here, and it's much more comfortable than when he goes home and writes again.

Li Yu'an had never been able to refuse him, so he agreed.

So he was writing manuscripts at the desk, and Yang Siyuan was reading novels beside him. The warm air flowed around the two of them, stroking the throbbing of youth.

"It's so quiet..." After a while, Yang Siyuan whispered, "Do you want to rest for a while?"

Li Yu'an was very devoted to writing the manuscript, and the room was warm, so he wasn't tired, but he still put down his pen and rubbed his temples.

"Da la da la da la..." Yang Siyuan had nothing to do and hummed a song.

"...What are you humming?" Li Yuan asked after listening to it for a while, thinking it sounded good.

"Ah, humming by myself, does it sound good?" Yang Siyuan asked with a smile.

Li Yu'an nodded and said, "It sounds good."

"Then I'll sing it to you."

So Yang Siyuan got serious, sat up straight, and gently hummed the tune that he had already learned by heart. It was no longer just casual, but full of tenderness, as if whispering softly, and blew the notes into Li Yuan's ears. .

Li Yu sat quietly, his eyes met Yang Siyuan's, as if bewitched, staring into his gentle eyes.

Time flies away quietly on the notes, and may take away the innocence of young people, but it mercifully leaves warmth and touch.

For many years later, Li Yu'an would still sing this song.

……

Years ago, creditors came to Li Yu'an one after another to collect their debts. Most of them were not irritable, probably because they looked at a poor child, so in the end they were all merciful, and they didn't ask for a lot at once.

But even so, with so many people coming to collect debts, Li Yu'an still couldn't bear it, so he had to pay the manuscript fee as living expenses.He originally wanted to find a suitable time to ask Yang Siyuan how much he had given to the proprietress of the supermarket, and then return it to him, but now, he even has to plan carefully for his own meals.

The life was really embarrassing, he lay in bed in a daze, and felt that the cold in the room was unbearable.

That day he was writing a manuscript at Yang Siyuan's house, and he came home very late, probably from that day on, it seemed that he could no longer adapt to the cold winter night.

Sure enough, people should not touch what they can't get.

If I ask Yang Siyuan for a reward in advance, he will definitely give it, but...

Li Yu'an turned sideways, looked at the folded clothes, and gently covered them with his hands.

He had checked it earlier, and the tag had been cut off. Yang Siyuan deliberately prevented him from seeing the price.

Why did I let Yang Siyuan pay for himself again and again?

He closed his eyes, distraught.

……

At this moment, Yang Siyuan was discussing the New Year with Chen Limei.

"Mom," Yang Siyuan leaned against the door frame, looking at Chen Limei who was tidying up the sofa. "Could I bring Li Yuan over to celebrate this year's Chinese New Year?"

Chen Limei was actually very happy when she heard that, and said with a smile: "Okay! I thought so too before, the child is so pitiful, call him over, it's lively and lively! Don't let him go back at night, you two watch the new year together .”

"Ah! Really?! Okay, okay, I'll tell him tomorrow!" Yang Siyuan didn't expect Chen Limei to agree so readily, he really caught a big surprise, and immediately ran forward to show his hospitality and help tidy up the sofa.

The next day, Yang Siyuan spent half an hour persuading Li Yu'an, which made him almost desperate. He never thought that Li Yu'an, who never rejected him, would resist so much this time...

"No, definitely not during Chinese New Year..."

"Why not?! Look at our mother and son, we are alone, why can't you come and accompany us?"

"How can outsiders..."

"Are you an outsider? Are you? Are you? Brother, brother, brother, why are you an outsider?" Yang Siyuan stomped his feet anxiously.

"Don't yell..." This "brother" yell made Li Yu'an blush and stopped him.

When Yang Siyuan saw that there was a door, he was not willing to give up, and immediately launched an offensive: "I didn't bark, are you older than me? Should I call you 'brother' if you are older than me? Hmm? Brother? You won't promise me Just keep calling, brother, brother, brother..."

"Stop yelling...I promise..." Li Yu'an was so panicked by his yelling that he had no choice but to surrender.

"Good brother!" Yang Siyuan hugged him.

In the early morning of the 31st, Li Yu'an had just finished washing his face when Yang Siyuan's car bell rang outside.

He knew that Yang Siyuan was here to pick him up, so he tidied up a little and hurried out the door.

Snow accumulated a few days ago, and almost all the people living in the alleys have returned to their hometowns. No one is sweeping the snow, and it is a bit slippery.So Yang Siyuan just stopped at the entrance of the alley, which happened to be where the sun could shine.

It was a rare sunny day, and the bright and clear sunlight in the morning penetrated the mist, as if running around in the world to find him, and finally snuggled up to Yang Siyuan, hugging him tightly.

"Yeah, I thought you weren't up yet."

Yang Siyuan was supporting the car with one leg, wearing earmuffs, the tip of his nose was red from the cold, breathing white, and kept covering his face to warm himself.

Li Yu'an stood in the alley, the dark walls on both sides stretched past, but a young man in sunshine stood in the middle.

For a moment, Li Yu'an suddenly felt that no matter how he walked, he couldn't get out of this alley, and couldn't get to his side.

However, Yang Siyuan walked in.

"You haven't posted the Spring Festival couplets yet. Come on, let's post them together. I brought paste." Yang Siyuan supported the car and ran in with a pair of Spring Festival couplets.

Li Yu'an took the Spring Festival couplets, rubbed the slightly rough red paper, and nodded.

"You hold on to this side, and don't slip and fall."

Yang Siyuan is a familiar person, and he pasted the two sides with three clicks. He held the banner and looked left and right, but he couldn't find a stone.

"I'll move a stool." Li Yu'an said upon seeing this.

"There is a slope in front of your door, no stools." Yang Siyuan glanced around, aiming at Li Yu'an.

"...?"

Yang Siyuan stuffed the banner to Li Yu'an and said, "Come here. You're light, I'll just hug you."

"..."

As the sun moved gradually, some light shone on the eaves, lighting Li Yu'an's fingertips.

"Click on the left, right, hey, it's crooked, click on the top, click on the top..."

Yang Siyuan hugged Li Yuan, the weight gap between the two of them was quite large, and Yang Siyuan exercised a lot and had a lot of strength, so he was able to hold the thin Li Yuan securely, without even shaking it.

"All right!"

When you're done, Yang Siyuan gently put down Li Yu'an, patted him on the shoulder, and said, "Let's go!"

Seeing Yang Siyuan run out to push the cart, Li Yuan straightened his clothes, but he didn't recover.

Just now Yang Siyuan's chest was pressed against his lower back, but now his entire back felt as hot as if it was on fire.

"Let's go!" Yang Siyuan called to him, shaking a pair of gloves.

"Hey."

Li Yu'an heard his call and ran towards him.