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In the narrow hut, a small table was propped in the middle, and an electric pot was placed on it, and white mist rose from it.Across the white mist, Yang Siyuan stayed motionless on the low stool as if his acupuncture points had been tapped.

The puppy was so greedy, it still lay on the side obediently, wagging its tail to urge, and its two peasy eyes also looked back and forth between the two of them.

Li Yu'an was a little embarrassed, clenched his hands unnaturally, cleared his throat and said, "Uh, there's no cake sellers around here. I think it's cold, so the hot pot might be warmer..."

As he spoke, his eyes dodged, looking very embarrassed.

Yang Siyuan was still in a daze just now, but at this moment he was finally dragged back, blinked, and stammered, "You... just went out to buy it? You bought it just... for me?"

How could someone like Li Yu'an happen to be eating such a sumptuous supper? This question is obviously nonsense.

In the middle of the night, there are no supermarkets open so late in this small alley. He must have walked for a long time to buy it.

No, he should have run, because he wanted to catch up before Yang Siyuan came.

And... this is not a gift that can definitely get a response. After all, Yang Siyuan only said he would come, but didn't say when he would leave.

Thinking of this, Yang Siyuan couldn't help but look at him again.

Li Yu'an seemed to feel more and more that the birthday meal he had bought was outrageous, and his usually indifferent face was a little uneasy at this moment, and his glasses were covered with a layer of white mist, which made him look a little funny.

He didn't speak, because he was really embarrassed to admit that this was his birthday meal for Yang Siyuan.

Although he didn't celebrate his birthday, he still knew about birthday cakes.

Yang Siyuan also knew him well, one could tell from his expression that he must be feeling awkward in his heart, so he couldn't help but want to laugh.But when he thought about how seriously he felt guilty about his birthday meal, he suddenly felt sad again.

Why does he have to live such a good life for such a good person?

With mixed feelings in his heart, Yang Siyuan stopped asking, picked up his chopsticks and said with a smile, "How do you know I like hot pot? Hurry up and eat it! Come here, let's eat something good too!"

Then he threw a piece of ham to the puppy, and put a piece of hairy belly in the pot.

Li Yu'an knew that people like Yang Siyuan would never refute other people's face, even if they didn't like it, they would act as if they liked it.But seeing Yang Siyuan smiling so genuinely, he also knew that the things he bought were not disliked at this moment, he calmed down and was ready to move his chopsticks.

Yang Siyuan stopped him suddenly: "Hey, wait a minute."

He said wait, Li Yu'an really stopped, subconsciously went to look at Yang Siyuan, and waited for his next words.

"Your glasses are foggy, can you see clearly?" Yang Siyuan said while taking off his glasses with his free hand.

The left hand holding the paint tray all the year round passed through the mist, approached Li Yu'an in an instant, and took off his glasses.

Li Yu'an didn't expect him to do this, and was a little dazed, but subconsciously blinked protectively when his glasses were taken off, and then stared at Yang Siyuan in a daze.

Li Yu'an in the water vapor seemed to be in a dream, a little unreal.

Yang Siyuan had never seen such a caught off guard look in his eyes before.

Simple, innocent, careful, fragile...and always trying to cover it with indifference but never succeeding...gentleness.

Yang Siyuan couldn't help shaking his hands, pretending to be calm and steady.

He can be regarded as having some experience in Li Yu'an's eyes, but Li Yu'an's eyes were originally deep, this time he really wanted to suck Yang Siyuan into them.

It was really the first time he saw a boy's heart skip a beat.

No - not the first time.

With Li Yu'an, he was stupid not once or twice.

It was as if this person's eyes could suck away a person's reason.

But fortunately the owner of the eyes is still sensible.

"...Your food fell." Li Yuan said.

"Ah." Yang Siyuan woke up from a dream, and looked down at his hairy belly.

Of course, what is hidden under the action is the heart trying to calm down.

It was a little cold in the house, because this kind of residential area did not have unified heating. Li Yuan's home had a small stove connected to a chimney, and when he went to bed at night, he had to turn off the fire to avoid carbon monoxide poisoning.

But the two of them ate a big pot of steaming mutton, and they felt warm all over at this time.

Satisfied, Li Yu'an cleared the table when Yang Siyuan hiccupped, and drove the puppy back to the modified nest.Looking back, Yang Siyuan moved to the desk, looking at his unfinished manuscript.

"Myself or others, I always have to treat one side badly..." Yang Siyuan read in a low voice what Li Yu'an had written.

"It's just random writing, just to earn some manuscript fees." Li Yu'an walked over and said.

"Ah, I'm sorry, I see a piece of paper here, so I'll take a look, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!"

"What is there to be sorry for..." Yang Siyuan apologized at every turn, which made Li Yu'an feel helpless. "It's been too long... Is it okay for you to come out so late?"

"What do you think?" Yang Siyuan wanted to tease him, tilting his head and asked, "Are you going to send me back?"

Li Yuan didn't speak, nor nodded.

"You must have guessed that I escaped, right?"

Li Yuan pursed his lips, but still did not respond.

Yang Siyuan sighed exaggeratedly: "Oh... people are too smart to be good, it's boring. I have my schoolbag with me, and I can just go to school tomorrow. Anyway, my mother is still not up when I leave anyway."

He was just teasing Li Yu'an, saying so, but his heart seemed to be surrounded by soft clouds.

He was pleasantly surprised that Li Yuan could accept him to this extent.

But what Li Yuan listened to was what Yang Siyuan was complaining about.He knew that he was indeed a boring person, and after being speechless for two seconds, he said, "Take a rest."

When Li Yu'an urged Yang Siyuan to rest, he was very serious like a teacher.Yang Siyuan knew that he was sincerely doing it for his own good, so he obediently responded, put the paper away, turned around and crawled on the bed.

It was the first time to sleep in someone else's bed, Yang Siyuan still felt weird, afraid that Li Yu'an had some cleanliness or something.

"Uh...you don't mind if I sleep on your bed?" He sat on the edge of the bed and asked.

Over there, Li Yu'an took out a quilt from the cabinet at the end of the bed, spread it on the bed, and patted, "...don't mind."

He was afraid that Yang Siyuan would mind.

"You... Do you mind if you cover that quilt? Uh... I covered it." He pointed to the gray-and-white checked quilt behind Yang Siyuan, and asked with some difficulty.

Yang Siyuan turned his head to take a look, pointed to the blue bed he just took out, and asked suspiciously: "Isn't there still there? Oh, I can do it, I don't mind, I'm just a little curious."

"This bed is thinner, it may be cold."

"..."

Yang Siyuan has a heart attack.

Is there such a warm person hiding in such a cold home?

He was suddenly a little thankful, glad that he had made friends with him, glad that he could see his true face.

The two of you pushed and shoved each other for a while, but Li Yu'an was no match for Yang Siyuan's rhetoric, so he was defeated and covered the bed with a thick quilt.

After turning off the lights, it was almost impossible to see. The heat on the two of them hadn't dissipated yet, and they were too hot to sleep under the quilt.

"Li Yuan? Are you asleep?" Yang Siyuan asked in a low voice.

"...No." A deep voice over there replied.

The dark night can hide people's embarrassment, and it can also dig out people's melancholy, making people extremely sensitive.

It's a good time for a heart-to-heart talk.

"'Oneself or others, always treat one side badly'. The writing is really good. Do you really think so?" Yang Siyuan asked suddenly.

Li Yu'an never thought that he would ask this, but after two seconds of silence, he still said: "Is it... I don't know."

He always knows nothing.

Yang Siyuan opened his eyes, stared at the boundless darkness, and said: "I think you have treated yourself badly, and I have treated others badly."

"..."

"You really should be nice to yourself."

After a while of silence.

"I don't think you've treated others badly." Li Yu'an said suddenly.

"Huh? What? I'm talking about your problem. How did you get there..." With a dark face, Yang Siyuan suddenly turned his head, as if he could see Li Yu'an.

Li Yu'an ignored him, and interrupted directly: "I think you are... kind, understanding, gentle... It's not easy to grow up to be such a person in... er, an environment. You don't You treat anyone badly, and you treat everyone well. If you really want to say, it is others who have treated you badly. "

He spoke very slowly, as if he was still organizing his words while speaking, especially when he uttered the few words that praised Yang Siyuan, his tone was soft to the extreme, as if he was carefully protecting something.

Yang Siyuan couldn't see anything, which made him very distressed, because he really wanted to see Li Yu'an's expression now.

He knew that the "one kind of environment" that Li Yu'an said referred to his own family environment, and he knew why Li Yu'an referred to it so vaguely.

"It's just that you think too well of me. I have many shortcomings...and Li Yu'an, do you know—"

He moved his body, and the cloth and the quilt rubbed against each other, rustling.

"You know what—you're the kindest, most understanding, gentlest person I've ever met."

The voice was much closer and lower than before, as if telling a secret, breath mixed with the voice that became magnetic due to the lowered volume, lingering in Li Yu'an's ears like raving.

His hands gradually gripped the quilt tightly to fight against the presumptuous acceleration of his heartbeat.

The atmosphere became delicate, the two had nothing to say, their hazy thoughts were entangled in the night, and they were about to reveal their true colors.

"Good night."

Probably because he slept too late, Yang Siyuan didn't wake up until close to six o'clock in the morning. For a person who had to start his morning reading at 06:30, it was the speed of life and death.

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

He put it on indiscriminately, only to realize that he didn't even bring a piece of thicker clothes.

He just wanted to swear.

With all the dirty words on his lips, the door opened with a "squeak", and Li Yu'an came back with two bags of buns.

Seeing that Yang Siyuan was still putting on his shirt, he was stunned and asked, "Aren't you cold?"

"I didn't bring anything else!"

Li Yu'an was speechless, pointing to the bed: "...Didn't you see that I put the clothes next to you?"

"what?"

"Put on mine first, it should fit."

So on this hectic morning, Yang Siyuan wore Li Yu'an's cotton sweater, ate the buns that Li Yu'an bought for him early in the morning, sat on the bicycle that Li Yu'an borrowed, and was driven to school by Li Yu'an.

This was something he only thought of later, and the relationship between himself and Li Yu'an seemed to have taken a qualitative leap.

The arrangement of the training class has almost finished, and the day of accommodation is getting closer, and Yang Siyuan finally found out who his roommates are in a conversation with Dong Bubu.

The top three in each of the two key classes.Among the six, although he couldn't match the faces with the names, he could still get a general idea of ​​what kind of people these students were after listening to Dong Bubu's introduction.

A god crushed by IQ, a good boy with a withdrawn personality, three traditional good students, and him—the so-called "dark horse" in Dong Bu Bu Bu's mouth.

In order to have a relaxing weekend and go back to school a little later on Sunday, the six of them chose to move to the dormitory on Friday afternoon.

Yang Siyuan was inexperienced, so he ran in and out several times but couldn't figure it out.

"Hey, have you run back and forth several times?" This is the God of IQ, from the class next door.

Yang Siyuan put down the suitcase and panted, "Ah, I've never stayed in a hotel... I'm not familiar with it."

"My name is Yu Fei. You... lack a thermos."

"Oh...yes, I'll go buy it later."

The empty classroom used as a dormitory for them was very large, and it was divided into two parts. After entering the door, there was a small room on the left, which was separated from the outside by a wall.The six of them all lived in the big outer room, which was quite spacious after the luggage was packed, almost like a big living room.

Yu Fei was chewing gum, leaning against the door frame with his hands in his pockets, looking carefree.

"Hey you..."

"That... let me borrow it."

Yu Fei was about to speak when a person came in from outside the door and interrupted him.

He didn't recognize the voice, he must be from the class next door, Yang Siyuan turned around to look, but saw a small boy struggling to move a big box in his arms.It stands to reason that Yu Fei and him are classmates, but Yu Fei only made way for him, but didn't help him move.

Seeing that he was really struggling, Yang Siyuan ran forward to help.

"Thank you, thank you..." The little boy quickly thanked him.

"It's okay, it's okay. My name is Yang Siyuan, how about you?"

"His name is Qi Ming." Yu Fei on the side answered him.

Yang Siyuan suddenly realized, and said: "Ah! I know about you. You spoke at the commendation meeting before."

But Qi Ming seemed not to hear, lowered his head and quickly glanced at Yu Fei's side, then ran to clean up.

Yang Siyuan was a little embarrassed, thinking that this must be the "good boy with a withdrawn personality".

At this time Yu Fei came forward suddenly, turned sideways to block Qi Ming, lowered his head and whispered, "Stay away from him, he is sick."

Yang Siyuan raised his eyelids, a little surprised, and looked at Yu Fei with a questioning look.

But Yu Fei walked out after saying this, and ignored him.

Qi Ming was his lower bunk, and he was still busy tidying up. Yang Siyuan felt that Yu Fei looked unreliable, so he didn't take his words to heart.

Before he was seen wearing Li Yu'an's sweater when he went home, he made a random lie and said that he borrowed a classmate's clothes because he was cold, because he hardly lied, so Chen Limei didn't care.

On Saturday, the mother and son went to the shopping mall and bought some thick clothes, which can be changed frequently, so as to save time in school during the winter to wash clothes by hand. At that time, No. [-] Middle School did not have a washing machine.

On Sunday morning, I have to pack up the things I have to take home, and I have to go back to school in the afternoon, so the time is still very tight.

With such an urgency, Yang Siyuan still had an idea in his mind just around the corner.

The boarding student only released the price once every three weeks, so he had to say goodbye to Li Yu'an.

So on Saturday night, he carried a big bag of canned food, snacks and the like, and headed for the small alley.

He brought these because he wanted Li Yuan to live a better life and not suffer from malnutrition every day.Thinking that Li Yu'an's life might be even a little bit better than before because of the things he brought, he was sincerely happy and couldn't hide his laughter along the way.

But when he entered the alley, his smile gradually disappeared.

On the way here, he had already noticed by the light of the flashlight that there were some bloodstains scattered on the road, and all the way to the innermost alley where Li Yuan's house was located, the bloodstains followed all the way.

Finally, he stopped in front of Li Yu'an's house and watched the blood hide in the door.

"..."

It was cold at night, but he wasn't shivering from the cold.

He strongly suppressed his heartbeat and breathing, and tried his best to control his strength, only to feel that the bag in his hand became extremely heavy.

Taking a deep breath, he knocked on the door three times.

The sound of palms hitting the iron sheet was loud, but no one responded.

"Li Yuan... Li Yu'an... Li Yu'an! Li Yu'an!"

The suppressed fear hit, he finally seemed to lose his mind, dropped the bag, knocked hard again and again, faster and faster, harder and harder, until finally he was almost smashing, and his knuckles were red. I don't know it either.

But still no one responded.

"Boom!" With a loud noise, Yang Siyuan, who was on the verge of collapse, lost all reason, took two steps back, rushed forward, smashed open the old iron door with his body, and rushed into the inner room.

"Li Yu'an!"

Only the desk lamp was on in the room, and the light wasn't enough to illuminate the small space, but it still allowed Yang Siyuan to see Li Yu'an.

Because from Yang Siyuan's point of view, he was behind the table, and there was a lump of blood in front of him. Yang Siyuan took a closer look, and it was that puppy, jumping.

With a "click" in his heart, Yang Siyuan realized something, and moved his eyes to Li Yu'an.

He curled up in the corner between the head of the bed and the wall——

He held a knife in his right hand, and his left arm was dripping with blood.

He looked up at Yang Siyuan, his eyes were desperate and dead silent.