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Li Yu'an regretted bringing Yang Siyuan breakfast on the spur of the moment. Since Yang Siyuan tasted the sweetness that day, he has completely relied on him.

At the beginning, he was a bit reserved, and when he was taking him home at night, he mentioned "I can't have breakfast recently", and naturally led the conversation to the proposal of "Why don't you bring it for me".

Li Yu'an was speechless, while Yang Siyuan took it as acquiescence. Every morning after self-study and get out of class, he ran downstairs to pick up the buns. The advantage was that he became familiar with the doorman, and he didn't have to be locked outside miserably to find a way to crawl when he was late occasionally. wall.

After a few days, Li Yu'an found that Yang Siyuan got up nearly half an hour earlier than usual, but still refused to wait for breakfast, and finally couldn't bear it anymore and said: "I think you got up very early, and you won't be late later."

"That's not necessarily true. Besides, I think the ones you bought are delicious." Yang Siyuan replied confidently.

"..."

He still didn't get enough sleep at night, so he continued to kowtow in the morning, and Yang Siyuan was woken up by the kowtow several times.Even though I heard too much from the teacher about the bitterness of the third year of high school, I didn't know it was really a joke until I experienced it myself.Especially since he is still in a province where there are no good local universities and the pressure of the college entrance examination is huge, this kind of nerve-crushing effort is almost the only way out.

Any quality education is a luxury.

"Ha——" The cloudy sky made people even more unmotivated. He yawned, wiped the water from the corners of his eyes, and tried to stay awake a little with his eyelids propped up.

He sat in the corner of the classroom, and he could see the whole classroom by leaning against the corner.

At 05:30, according to the standard seven hours of sleep, they still have at least one hour of sleep.But for the exam with unknown results more than 200 days later, they had to spend that one hour studying, no matter whether it was efficient or not.

Yang Siyuan raised his head and squinted at the students in front of him who spontaneously stood up and endorsed to avoid falling down.

They covered their ears, some of them closed their eyes, and most of them frowned. Yang Siyuan thought it must be because they had memorized a difficult question.

Watching them working hard like this, Yang Siyuan's drowsiness gradually dissipated.

That's nice, it's nice to have a purpose.

He opened a corner of the curtain and looked out.

The sky is still cloudy, just like his future.

He didn't dare to think too much, maybe he didn't have the courage, maybe he was too innocent to face it.He had no choice but to use other things to pass his brief melancholy.

"Other things" mostly means that good breakfast.

Li Yu'an is also too brainy, for more than a week in a row, all he bought was carrot stuffing and millet porridge, which made Yang Siyuan afraid when he saw the radish sticks in the cafeteria.When he told Li Yu'an, Li Yu'an was quite reasonable and asked, "Don't you like to eat?"

"If you love to eat, you can't eat it every day? I'm not a rabbit, I eat radishes every day. I want to eat meat." Yang Siyuan complained.

Li Yuan was inexplicably amused by him, after what he said, when the two met again in the next two days, Li Yuan seemed to be able to see the rabbit ears on his head.

Having said that, Li Yu'an still kept his complaint in mind.

So I bought meat buns for another week.

Yang Siyuan pinched the oily meat bun and laughed angrily.

"What are you laughing at? Eat a steamed bun to make you beautiful." Fan Li patted a math paper on his desk and said.

Yang Siyuan took a bite, but it still tasted the same.He smacked his lips and said with a wry smile: "I've been eating meat buns for a week, really, how could there be such a brainless person?"

"Wow, I give you gifts every day, and you still don't like it?" Fan Li rolled his eyes at him, then pointed to the paper and said, "Be careful, I think Old Dong needs to drink tea with you."

Yang Si glanced at the test paper, but the score hadn't been read clearly yet, but Dong Bubu's insane comment jumped into his eyes first - "It's time to play!"

Concise and concise.The exclamation mark is drawn quite well, Yang Siyuan seems to be able to hear the voice.

"Just look for it, why is it a new thing?" He replied nonchalantly, chewing slowly and eating the tired buns.

Sure enough, after eating a hard-fought rice bowl at noon, he was yelled at by Dong Bubu.

There are many female teachers in the office, chirping and gossiping.As a result, Dong Bubu slapped the table, and the teachers who were talking, laughing and eating almost bit their tongues.

Dong Bubu poked Yang Siyuan's paper with his fingers, and shouted: "Look! Look! Eight out of ten! You give me three out of five! What are you doing? Ah? Sleepwalking?!"

When the sound wave hit, Yang Siyuan subconsciously swayed back, scratched Zhen Pain's ear, and replied, "You're careless."

"Careless?! Yang Siyuan, I know what level you are! Is this a mistake you should make?! I don't want to say you, look at the homework you wrote recently, ah, what a thing! The college entrance examination Do you want to do the same? What kind of university do you want to go to?!" Dong Bubuan was so angry that his neck turned red, and he sprayed Yang Siyuan with saliva.

"..." Yang Siyuan pretended to touch his face inadvertently, wiped the saliva on his face, and he didn't know where the courage came from, so he replied: "Yangmei."

"Ah? What are you talking about?!" Dong Dong asked exaggeratedly, as if he didn't understand.

"I said I want to take the Central Academy of Fine Arts! Central Academy of Fine Arts!"

After the whole day, Yang Siyuan was absent-minded, and he couldn't even listen to the history class that he used to relax.

Dong Bu Bu Rare earnestly analyzed the pros and cons of the Academy of Fine Arts for him one by one, trying to dissuade him in a slightly softer way.

This is the best time Dong Bubu's attitude has been since the beginning of school.

But Yang Siyuan didn't remember anything, except for the words that Dong Bubu subconsciously popped out after he said the words "Central Academy of Fine Arts".

"Academy of Fine Arts? Art? Are you okay?"

The tone is full of disbelief, disbelief and "are you sick".

He had expected the end, thinking he could bear everything, but found that he was not that strong at all.Such a mocking sentence, as if listening to a joke, hurt him more than Chen Limei's coldness.

Feeling more and more heavy.

Before school was over in the afternoon, Chen Miao came to him again.

He couldn't lift his spirits up, which made Chen Miao feel depressed too.

After the love letter was sent back last time, Chen Miao never sent it back.Yang Siyuan thought she would think of a different way, but she didn't expect that she would just buy a cup of milk tea every day.

"What's wrong?" Yang Siyuan asked lazily lying on the railing.

Chen Miao leaned over and asked cautiously, "Liang Hao hasn't troubled him recently, has he?"

"No." Yang Siyuan said inexplicably, and then asked again: "Why do you keep asking, after so long, can he still pester you?"

Chen Miao plucked her bangs that were blown by the wind, showing anxiety, and said, "It's not that he is endless... It's just that I know the two of them haven't fought yet, so I'm worried..."

Yang Siyuan didn't understand, and asked, "How do you say?"

"Liang Hao has a strong background, he really wants to save face. He won't give up if the person who provokes him doesn't get beaten up... He hasn't looked for him for so long, I'm afraid he's going to make a big deal..."

Yang Siyuan frowned: "What a mess, does Li Yu'an have to beat him up? Also, I've already offended him, and he didn't..."

Before he finished speaking, he stopped abruptly.

It suddenly occurred to him that he was not troubled by Liang Hao because Li Yu'an stopped him.

"I'm afraid...I don't dare to look for him recently, I'm afraid Liang Hao will use me as an excuse..." Chen Miao said.

His thoughts suddenly became chaotic, Yang Siyuan blurted out: "Why did you get involved with him before..."

Chen Miao has always been a social floret, and she always changes boyfriends. It is not surprising to know these people, Yang Siyuan naturally knows in his heart, saying this is completely too hasty and thoughtless.

Chen Miao bowed her head and said nothing, Yang Siyuan knew that what she just said was a bit awkward, so he coaxed her again, promising her that he would protect Li Yu'an, and the two stepped back to the classroom.

The ink soaked into a circle on the paper, and Yang Siyuan didn't write for a long time.

Did he just promise Chen Miao that he would protect Li Yu'an?

are you crazy?

Who is Li Yuan?The person who held the faucet and said he wanted to beat Liang Hao to death first, how can I protect him as a quiet and honest person?

But he vaguely felt that Li Yu'an needed to be protected.

I don't know where the confidence comes from.

Unable to eat dinner, he took a few bites and pushed it to Fan Li.

"Why? Treat me like a trash can?"

"I think you are stronger than me and need more energy."

"roll!"

……

Arguing with Fan Li didn't make her feel better, on the contrary, she was even more miserable because of hunger.

"Aren't you going to drink today?" Li Yu'an asked seeing him lying on his stomach in a daze with hemiplegia.

Yang Siyuan sighed softly, as if expressing the depression of the day.

"Hungry." He mumbled.

Li Yu'an was taken aback for a moment, and turned to face him.

He was crouching under the light, his haggard face was clearly illuminated, but the corners of his normally upturned mouth were now curled downwards, showing a tired and depressed look.

Li Yuan's ice lump seemed to have melted, and he subconsciously wanted to touch his head.

"I want a cup of original flavor, at room temperature." Before reaching out, a person buying milk tea happened to come.

Li Yu'an came back to his senses, responded, made the milk tea and gave it to the man.

"Wow so fast!" The person who bought the milk tea praised him.

"……thanks."

It was indeed faster than usual, Li Yuan pushed his glasses.

After the man left, he approached Yang Siyuan and asked softly, "Why don't you wait here for a while, and I'll buy you something to eat."

The voice crept up to the tip of Yang Siyuan's ear along the wind, and the gentleness that was hard to hear from Li Yu'an's mouth gently rubbed his auditory nerves, which actually calmed his heavy heart.

"No." He muffled back again.

"..." Li Yu'an only felt that he was like a child, soft and distressing.

Distressed?It's fresh, and I feel sorry for others.

"You just stay here, stay with me." Li Yu'an wanted to say something, but heard Yang Siyuan say in a nasal voice.

"……it is good."

Autumn in the north was caught off guard, and there was already a strong coolness in the first ten days of September.

The wind chimes are tinkling, together with the rustling leaves on the roadside, dyeing a bit of tranquility.

The corner of Li Yu'an's sleeve was shaken by the wind, and Yang Siyuan pinched it with his fingers and rubbed it gently.

"...?"

Yang Siyuan's eyes were blurred, and he asked blankly as if unconscious: "What's the matter with your scar."

Li Yu'an was startled when he heard the words, and subconsciously wanted to push him away, but in the end he took his hand back halfway.

He said nonchalantly, "I got into a fight."

This is not the case, but he wanted to hide it from Yang Siyuan.

why?he does not know.

"Oh." Yang Siyuan's mind was offline, and he replied foolishly.

Li Yuan breathed a sigh of relief for his stupidity at the moment, although he didn't know why he was nervous.

And just as he relaxed, he heard Yang Siyuan ask softly: "Does it hurt?"

The movement in his hand stopped suddenly, and the cup almost fell off. He hurriedly supported it to stabilize the fragile thing.

Does it hurt?

To be honest, he doesn't remember.

Whether it hurts or not, or how much it hurts, he doesn't remember.

Someone asked him how he got the scar, and someone asked what he used to cut it, and he could answer those questions without blushing, even if it was a lie.

But whether it hurts or not, no one asked.

It must be painful.he thinks.

But he didn't want to say that.

"...It doesn't hurt."

"Liar."

"It doesn't really hurt."

"Liar."

"..."

At this time, almost no one came to buy milk tea, Li Yuan wiped the table over and over again, and Yang Siyuan just stared at him motionless.

The night makes the lights brighter, and the small milk tea shop is huddled on the side of the street, like a harbor reserved for travelers.

"Yang Siyuan? I'm leaving." Yang Siyuan stared at him for a long time, then closed his eyes and rested, his eyelashes trembling. Li Yu'an thought he was asleep, so he patted him lightly when he got off work.

Yang Siyuan slowly opened his eyes, his eyelids became three layers due to exhaustion, making him look even more pitiful.

Li Yu'an said: "...you can go home directly."

"No." Yang Siyuan directly refused.

"……All right."

Li Yu'an leaned on him, and moved forward step by step with him paralyzed.

It was still the same road, but the speed of the two was twice as slow. Li Yu'an was a little worried that it would be too late for him to go back later.

"Hey, let me ask you something." Yang Siyuan said suddenly.

Li Yu'an was thinking about something, and said "hmm".

"Are you really not going to college?" Yang Siyuan asked with his head down as he walked past a half-dead street lamp.

Li Yuan didn't expect him to ask this question, after thinking about it for a while, thinking about what Yang Siyuan already knew, he felt that there was nothing to hide, so he decided to speak up.

"Well. I can't wait that long to pay off the debt," he said.

After getting an answer that was not expected, Yang Siyuan sounded a little sad: "But... this opportunity is too difficult. And you are so good, you will earn much more money after you find a job... Although I know you The college entrance examination is not as good as usual, but it is also very good..."

In front of him was the sunny honor roll - Li Yu'an, with 652 points.

He didn't know why Li Yu'an's grades dropped by nearly forty points, but he didn't ask because he was afraid of poking him in a sore spot.

"I don't like going to school. I get good grades because I fill my life with studies." Li Yu'an said lightly.

There was something wrong with his tone, Yang Siyuan turned to look at him, and whispered, "I'm sorry, I won't ask any more."

"……fine."

Yang Siyuan forgot to oil the car again, and the noise of the wheels turning became louder and louder, which made people feel flustered.

Before reaching the entrance of the alley, Li Yuan stopped suddenly.

"What's wrong?" Yang Siyuan asked puzzled.

"It's too late, it's too late for you to go back later." Li Yu'an said as he took the handlebars

"It's okay... I'll go back at eleven o'clock and my mother won't..."

"Come up." Without waiting for Yang Siyuan to explain, Li Yu'an turned the front of the car and sat on it, and said in a commanding tone.

The two looked at each other for a while, Yang Siyuan was defeated, and sat in the back seat honestly, grabbing Li Yuan's clothes.

From the dark alley to the bustling street, Li Yu'an rode fast and steadily.The scene of the world of fireworks flashed in his eyes, and Yang Siyuan wanted to appreciate it for a while, but as soon as this artistic feeling came to him, Li Yuan pressed it down.

He turned downstairs, braked, propped up his left leg and said, "Here we are, hurry up."

"...Oh." Yang Siyuan said sullenly.

After locking the car, Li Yuan nodded to him and watched him walk into the corridor.

The corridor is a voice-activated light, and Yang Siyuan lightly stomped his foot to light it up.

When he turned around, he saw Li Yu'an who was separated from him by a dark distance, and suddenly panicked.

Thump, thud, he turned around and ran down after he had just climbed a few stairs, stopping in front of Li Yuan.

"What?" Li Yu'an asked in confusion.

how?

I do not know!

What to say?

Why did I run down again?

……

His mind was in a mess, and Yang Siyuan suddenly got stuck.

Probably because there are too few languages ​​​​that the brain can deploy, he couldn't even make a complete sentence, so he had to search for the existing complete sentence...

"I'm going to be admitted to the Academy of Fine Arts!" he shouted loudly.

"..." Li Yu'an completely subdued his jumping nerves and laughed.

What the fuck am I talking about? !Yang Siyuan was going crazy.

Out of season, without reason, is my brain spoiled by eating steamed stuffed buns?

When he was thinking about how to remedy it, Li Yuan said softly, "Yes. You are very good at drawing."

He was teased just now, his eyes were still gentle, and his voice was like a breeze, which tickled Yang Siyuan's heart.

It took Yang Siyuan a while to understand this sentence, and he stuttered and asked: "Really, really?! You, you support me?!"

Here we go again, hiding the eyes of the stars.

Li Yu'an nodded, "Yes", without any hesitation.

That night Yang Siyuan slept very well. In his dream, he seemed to have fallen into a soft bed of clouds. The twilight sunlight and the gentle cool breeze surrounded him, and the affirmative and trusting gaze of that person was in front of him.

He was ecstatic because of the affirmation, but he didn't know that when the man returned home, he stared at a spliced ​​painting and smiled expectantly that he had never seen before.