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Sitting next to Yang Siyuan, he watched the doctor bandage Li Yu'an. The lump was now even more swollen, and Yang Siyuan felt pain even looking at it.The doctor was getting older, and his movements were light and heavy for a while. When he encountered a lump, Li Yu'an couldn't help frowning, biting his lip to endure the pain.

"Be careful when you go back, and remember to change your medicine when you come back." The doctor instructed after finishing his busy work.

"Thank you doctor." Yang Siyuan nodded to the doctor.

He helped Li Yuan walk in the hospital corridor, and turned his head involuntarily to observe Li Yuan's forehead.

"Don't support me, I'm not lame..." Li Yu'an couldn't stand Yang Siyuan's actions like taking care of the disabled, so he couldn't bear it.

"Speak less, isn't it hurting?" Yang Siyuan didn't let go.

"I kowtowed to the head, not to the mouth." Li Yu'an said.

"I'll take you back." Yang Siyuan said, seeing Li Yu'an's tendency to refuse, he continued, "If I don't enter your house, I'll take you to the door. Okay?"

Li Yu'an turned to look at him, but said nothing.

"I take you as acquiescence?" Yang Siyuan tilted his head and said tentatively.

Li Yu'an turned his head away, did not meet his eyes, did not refuse, almost acquiesced.

When the two walked out of the hospital, it was still very sunny in the afternoon, Li Yuan lowered his head to avoid it like a conditioned reflex.

"You sit behind to block the sun and guide the way. Don't get exposed to the sun. It's not good if you sweat." Yang Siyuan said as he pushed the car.

Li Yu'an could have firmly rejected him, after all Yang Siyuan was not a person who would force others into difficulties, but he didn't know why he didn't want to do that, so he just sat on it.

"Remember to watch the road." Before Yang Siyuan set off, he did not forget to ask.

Yang Siyuan laughed out loud after hearing this: "I know, Mr. Li."

Along the way, Yang Siyuan didn't dare to ride too fast for fear that Li Yu'an would feel dizzy or something, and he didn't dare to ride too slowly for fear that Li Yu'an would get too much sun.He wasn't sure what the speed was, so he had to fumble for it by going fast and slow.

"...What are you doing?" Li Yu'an was confused by the unstable speed and couldn't help asking.

"Ah? I don't know what speed is right. Is this okay now?" Yang Siyuan wanted to turn around, but was afraid that Li Yu'an would say that he didn't look at the road, so he raised his voice and asked.

"What are you shouting... Just do it now." Li Yu'an frowned at the headache caused by his loud voice.

"Oh, okay! Go straight ahead, right?" Yang Siyuan asked in a slightly lower volume.

"Yeah." Li Yu'an looked around, and he was almost at the intersection.

The sun went down a little bit, and the light cast by it was blocked by the building next to it, sweeping down a large shadow.

Yang Siyuan rode in the shade, but he didn't feel particularly hot.

After riding for a while, the asphalt road came to an end, and there was a gravel road ahead.

He braked the car, turned his head and asked, "Go on?"

Li Yu'an looked up at Yang Siyuan's eyes, seeing that he just had a simple question, he paused and said, "Yes."

"It's a bit bumpy, be careful, don't touch my back with your head." Yang Siyuan said.

"Okay." Li Yu'an said, looking away.

Yang Siyuan rode very slowly, trying his best to ride on the relatively flat place at the end of the gravel road.

While riding, he felt that the people in this place were weird.

The people on both sides of the road were chattering just now, but when they passed by, they all looked this way at the same time, and they were staring at each other, and they were still muttering something, saying a few words to the people on the side from time to time. , showing a disgusting smile.

Yang Siyuan hates being stared at like this, he thinks these people are simply sick.

He frowned, tried not to pay attention to the people on the street, and sped up a little.

Li Yu'an felt that the car was going faster and looked up at Yang Siyuan.

He could actually guess Yang Siyuan's current mood, which was probably similar to his own at the beginning.

He knows that Yang Siyuan is definitely not used to it and doesn't like it here, and he can completely reject Yang Siyuan's proposal, but it seems that there is a voice in his subconscious telling him - take him there, he will know that you are not the same kind of people, and he will not will be so close to you.

Why let him know?

Is he close?

Aren't you just his teacher? Didn't you stop contacting him after the holiday?

But for Li Yu'an, Yang Siyuan had done too much.

He knows his number, he knows his job, he spends hours with him every day, he also eats breakfast with him, goes to and from get off work with him, he even rides his bicycle to carry himself, he even knows that he has a bad stomach...and Now, he is about to go to his own house.

Maybe soon, everything he buried will be dug out by him.

He will see the bloody facts, tragedies from different worlds, and then he will not be in contact with Li Yu'an again and again, and then he will leave Li Yu'an.

Li Yu'an was alone again, able to curl up quietly in his dark comfort zone, completing his tasks day after day.

Perhaps subconsciously, I was trying to find a way to exclude Yang Siyuan.He looked at Yang Siyuan's back and thought.

"There is a fork ahead, how to get there?" Yang Siyuan asked suddenly.

"Turn into the alley in front." Li Yu'an looked around and said.

Yang Siyuan responded and turned in.

"Hey, why is there another alley?" Yang Siyuan asked.

"The innermost one, go to the last one." Li Yuan whispered.

"It's so twists and turns." Yang Siyuan complained.

Closer...closer...closer.Li Yu'an was suddenly a little nervous. He already knew that Yang Siyuan had never been out of his comfort zone since he was a child, let alone come to such a place.

He couldn't think of Yang Siyuan's mood and expression for a while.

Before reaching the door, there was already a barking of dogs inside. It seemed that the little gray dog ​​had good ears and heard the sound.

"Here? Do you still have a dog?" Yang Siyuan braked the car, pointed to the iron gate, and asked.

"Yes. The dog was followed by me." Li Yu'an got out of the car.

Yang Siyuan couldn't hide his curiosity, he pretended to look at him casually, touched his nose and said, "Then I'm going back?"

Li Yu'an looked at him and said nothing.

"You...be careful yourself." Yang Siyuan said softly.These words have two meanings, the first one is of course to let Li Yuan pay attention to his injuries, the second one is to pay attention to safety, this place is remote and old, he feels a little uneasy.

Just when Yang Siyuan was about to turn the car around and go back, Li Yuan asked, "Are you going home?"

Yang Siyuan was stunned, stopped his movements, and smiled self-deprecatingly: "No, I might be beaten if I go back now. I'll walk outside."

"Aren't you looking for Qin Ziliang?" Li Yu'an asked again.

"He has to be lost for a few days, so I won't make trouble." Yang Siyuan turned the car and said.

"If you think it's okay... come in and have a rest."

Li Yu'an's heart beat faster.Worried, excited, relieved, anxious, self-defeating... The mixed emotions were wrapped together and hit his heart, making him a little out of breath.

"Ah? Okay, okay. Thank you!" Yang Siyuan was surprised, stunned, and stumbled.

He is a little nervous, but more happy.

After getting to know each other, he gradually felt that Li Yu'an was actually a very good person, but he was very closed.Perhaps because of his personality, Yang Siyuan couldn't help but want to help Li Yu'an, so that he could be a little more cheerful and relaxed.

But now, he was willing to let himself into the house, proving that he could indeed accept himself, which made Yang Siyuan feel that it was a pleasant surprise.

Li Yuan calmed down and opened the door.

As soon as the door was opened, the little gray dog ​​rushed over with a "bass", hugging Li Yu'an's calf and wagging its tail.

"Hey, this puppy is cute?" Yang Siyuan's family does not allow pets, so it's fun to be able to get close to the puppy at this time.

"Be careful not to get bitten." Li Yu'an stopped Yang Siyuan back.

Unexpectedly, the little dog didn't recognize his life at all, and immediately jumped to Yang Siyuan's side and wagged his tail, getting closer than being with Li Yu'an.

"Hey?! This puppy likes me!" Yang Siyuan said pleasantly.

"...You were a dog in your previous life, right?" Li Yu'an said speechlessly when he saw this.

Yang Siyuan bent down and patted the little gray dog's head, the little dog lowered its head comfortably and let him ravage it.

"Don't touch it, it's dirty." Li Yu'an pulled Yang Siyuan up, "Go into the house."

"Where is it dirty? It's not dirty!" Yang Siyuan retorted while being dragged into the room by him.

The door was made of wood, and the dark green paint was already mottled. When Li Yu'an opened the door, Yang Siyuan felt that the door was going to rot.

After entering the door, Yang Siyuan was stunned.

The room is small, and there is a small window on the wall directly opposite the entrance, above the wall.

Inside the room was a big bed, a table full of books, and a small cabinet under the south window, on which a TV was placed to block half of the window.There are two more doors on the left, one of which is open, like a kitchen.

The light has not been turned on yet, the light is very dim, and the sunlight outside is completely cut off by this room.

Yang Siyuan was stunned, and his steps became slow.

"There is no sofa, the stool is too hard, sit on it." Li Yuan sat down by the bed, patted the bed and said.

"Ah, oh, it's okay, I can do anything." Yang Siyuan came back to his senses, took two quick steps and sat down.

"Do you want to turn on the light?" Li Yu'an asked.He was not used to turning on the lights, but he felt that Yang Siyuan would not like a dark room.

"Ah, it's fine, I can do anything." Yang Siyuan waved his hand.

Li Yu'an didn't ask any more questions, and lay down straight.

Yang Siyuan turned to look at him and lay down too.

"You...you are the only one at home?" Yang Siyuan asked tentatively in an awkward atmosphere.

"Hmm." Li Yu'an looked at the ceiling, stretched out his hand and gestured for something.

"Oh." Yang Siyuan responded, not knowing what to say.

"Do you want to know about my family?" Li Yu'an asked, not knowing where his mind was wrong.

"No..." Yang Siyuan felt that the family might poke Li Yu'an's pain, so he quickly changed the subject: "Then what...you stop cooking, I'll go out and buy something to eat."

It was still early for dinner, Li Yu'an couldn't help but smile when he heard Yang Siyuan's clumsy reason, and said, "You can do whatever you want."

So Yang Siyuan hurriedly got up and went out.

Li Yu'an put down his hands, closed his eyes, and heaved a long sigh when he heard Yang Siyuan's voice going out.

Yang Siyuan didn't ride a bicycle, and walked on the road in a daze, searching for supermarkets on both sides of the road.

After passing countless repair shops and small stalls, and receiving countless disgusting looks, he finally found a supermarket.

He took some sacks of bread, two sausages, and cartons of milk.

"I haven't seen you before." The proprietress was a woman in her forties who looked at Yang Siyuan up and down while chewing gum.

"My friend is here." Yang Siyuan really hated this kind of gaze, and said with anger.

"Your friend? You're a high school student, right? There's only one in this area who is still in school." The proprietress spoke slickly, but her hands moved very slowly. Yang Siyuan frowned.

"Your friend... Li Yu'an?" the proprietress asked suddenly.

"You know him?" Yang Siyuan was a little surprised.

The proprietress glanced at him, murmured "he still has friends", took out an account book, opened a page and pushed it over.Yang Siyuan looked down, there was half a page of product names written on it, and at the end he wrote "Total: 145 yuan".

"You are his friend, why don't you pay back the money for him?" The proprietress counted the money and asked.

"...Are you lying?" Li Yu'an had only advanced his salary a few days ago, so how could he not even pay more than 100?

Hearing this, the proprietress raised her eyelids to look at Yang Siyuan, and then sneered: "He paid me the wages and didn't pay me back first. I owe more than 100 for a long time. Would you like to call him to confirm?"

"What do you mean?" Yang Siyuan was confused.

"Are you really his friend? Do you think I'm the only one asking him for money?" The proprietress looked at him with contempt.

Yang Siyuan couldn't figure it out, and wanted to ask again, but the proprietress said, "I won't say too much, so why don't you pay it back."

This logic is amazing. Is there any reason to ask other people's friends to pay back the money?Still so righteous?Yang Siyuan felt that it was unreasonable, did these people have brains?

However, he finally compromised and paid back the money for Li Yuan. Before leaving, he said: "Don't say I paid it for him, just find any other reason."

He was carrying a big bag of things, and the more he thought about it while walking on the road, the more strange he became.

People's strange eyes and discussions, as well as the words of the proprietress...

What do you mean by "you think I'm the only one asking him for money"?Does Li Yuan owe money to many people?

He is a high school student, why does he owe so much money?

Yang Siyuan was thinking along the way, and out of the corner of his eye, he caught sight of someone whispering on the side of the road, and felt the urge to rush up and grab them and ask them for clarification, but of course he held back.

He thought, it's better not to deliberately inquire about Li Yu'an's personal affairs.

Back at Li Yu'an's house, Yang Siyuan broke two pieces of bread and fed them to the little gray dog.

Li Yu'an was already sitting on the table, turned on the lamp, and there were several thick notebooks on the table.

"I bought some bread or something..." Yang Siyuan was carrying the bag, not knowing where to put it.

"Put it here." Li Yuan pointed to the table.

"What are you looking at?" Yang Siyuan put down his bag and asked Li Yu'an looking at a notebook.

"Mathematics notebook." Li Yu'an turned over two more pages, then closed them, put them aside on the other notebooks, pointed to the stack, and said, "Take these away later, they may be useful."

"Ah? You memorized this yourself, should I take it away?" Yang Siyuan asked.

"I don't need it anymore, you can take it." Li Yu'an said, and took a carton of milk.

"You... can actually be sold..." Yang Siyuan thought of what the proprietress said just now, and said carefully.

Li Yu'an's intubating hand paused, and smiled: "Forget it, I'll give it to you."

"...Thank you." Yang Siyuan said no more, thanked him, and sat down on the bed obediently.

After Li Yu'an finished drinking the milk, he called and asked for a leave of absence from the fried noodle shop.

Yang Siyuan didn't know what to say, and Li Yu'an just quietly packed his books without talking to him.

The room is really too dark, a bit like evening.

Yang Siyuan looked at the back of Li Yuan packing the books, he blocked the desk lamp, and the warm light outlined his outline.

He was too thin, and looked empty in his clothes. This figure made people feel distressed.

Yang Siyuan looked at him without saying a word, only the sound of pages rubbing against his ears, a little too quiet.

There is no crowding and clutter in the small space, and this kind of atmosphere is very suitable for people to let go of their daydreams.

It may be because of the dim light. Following Li Yu'an's movements, Yang Siyuan's heart slowly calmed down. The exhaustion caused by the emotional ups and downs of the afternoon surged up at this moment, and he could no longer hide it.

He is indeed a little tired.

When Li Yu'an cleaned up the table, he looked back and found that Yang Siyuan had fallen asleep leaning against the head of the bed.