Slowly approach you

Suzy rolled over in a daze, and woke up with a splitting headache.I drank too much last night.

Sitting up and wearing a silk smock, she lit a cigarette, turned on the TV, domestic news, international news, financial news... she didn't even bother to change the channel, and just watched the TV screen jumping frame by frame.

When the latest investment information was broadcast, Susie suddenly felt her stomach churning, and she got up and ran to the bathroom, throwing up all the food and wine she ate last night.

Looking at himself in the mirror, his dry curly hair was draped over his head like grass, his thick eyeliner was mixed with tears falling into his eye bags, and his face was covered with blush and lipstick.She felt nauseous again, her stomach was empty, and she couldn't stop retching.

How could my life be like this?

In the golden age of the real estate market, her parents started a family business from scratch. Although they had no time to take care of their daughter, the grandmother who raised her loved her in every possible way. She was carefree, cheerful and innocent since she was a child.

After graduating from university, with mediocre talents, she worked as an idle job in the company opened by her family. Her parents hoped that she would start a family early and take care of her husband and children.The uncle also introduced a rich second generation to her, and after meeting for a few times, they dated casually until they met Ainuo.

After her grandmother passed away, she went to visit her old classmates in Hong Kong alone to relax, because it was a short trip and only bought an economy class ticket.She was petite, and it was a little difficult for her to stand on tiptoe to lift the carry-on suitcase. Suddenly, a pair of hands stretched out behind her, and she carried the suitcase firmly and put it into the luggage rack.Susie turned her head and saw a big boy about 1.8 meters tall, wearing a white shirt and jeans, with handsome eyebrows and a pair of glasses. She thought to herself, such a gentle and good-looking boy.I blushed when I thanked you.

The sky seems to have heard her voice, this young man named Ainuo happened to be sitting next to her.He is a computer major and works in a design company. This time he went to Hong Kong for a week's vacation.Along the way, the two chatted about travel, movies, and music, which was very speculative.It was even discovered later that Grandma Suzie had rented out a small apartment that was vacant during her lifetime, and that Aino had been a tenant there.

When the plane arrived in Hong Kong, he naturally helped her remove the luggage from the luggage rack and said goodbye politely.Susie has a lot of cosmetics, and in addition to her carry-on luggage, she also has a large checked suitcase. She stood in front of the luggage conveyor belt and waited. Thinking of the moment of hesitation and not leaving her contact information, she felt a little regretful.Just as she was dazed, someone behind her patted her on the shoulder. Looking back, Ainuo was smiling at her. He said, "The escalator out ahead is broken. I think you still have checked luggage. You may need help."

Later, when they fell in love, Aino asked Susie when she fell in love with him, but Susie smiled and refused to say.She thought, maybe she was watching him carry his big pink suitcase and walk up the long stairs step by step.

At the time of parting, Enuo took her hand, took out a pen from her pocket, wrote down the phone number on her hand, and said that if she needed help with anything, she could call him at any time.

Her classmate in Hong Kong was busy with work and didn't have time to accompany her all the time, so she asked Ainuo out.He came to Hong Kong for the first time, and he was curious everywhere. It seemed that besides sightseeing, there was a deeper, almost pilgrimage enthusiasm. Susie was tired of seeing popular attractions, but she went again to accompany him, but she was full of interest.And Ainuo accompanies her to go shopping and is always patient and gentle.Even the tastes of two people are very compatible when they eat.

After returning from the vacation, the two sent each other photos they had taken for each other. By the way, they chatted. Aino said that he wanted to resign and go to a bigger company to seek development. Suzie recommended Aino to his father to work in his company.

The story of a rich family's daughter falling in love with a commoner boy is an inescapable reincarnation and an inescapable calamity.He has extraordinary opinions, firm beliefs, far-sightedness, strict self-discipline, and treats her with such enthusiasm and sincerity, so different from those oily, snobbish, or extravagant rich children.

His parents readily accepted the marriage, and they also valued his hard work and supported him vigorously.In less than two years, he has firmly controlled the company's main business and expanded his own space in the investment field.

He said that the future will only be secure if he works hard by himself, and the business territory of his parents-in-law will be handed over to her younger brother in the future, and he will build an exclusive castle for his princess.She trusted him and let him shelter her from the wind and rain with peace of mind.When my younger brother went to college, his parents were even more assured that he would leave most of the domestic affairs to him, and they took his younger brother to immigrate abroad to accompany him to study.

It was also in the past two years that she felt his gradual alienation and carelessness, even his undisguised indifference.My mother said that a man who is obsessed with his career is reliable, and he has never had any gossip about flirting. He is cautious and steady, and his career is booming.Friends also advised her to be a good wife with peace of mind, after all, youth is fleeting and a good marriage is hard to find.

She knew that she was not being coquettish and throwing a temper tantrum. He was the person next to her and her sweetheart. She was just asking for a reciprocal emotional response, but in his heart, she probably didn't know where she was ranked.She can only continue to live a golden, cold, lifeless life under the skin of a wealthy wife.

On that day, it was their second wedding anniversary, Susie made dinner, poured red wine, lit candles, bought him a tie in advance as a gift, and welcomed him home with joy.But he was empty-handed, with a tired expression on his face, he took a few bites in a hurry and was about to go to the study.

She was in a hurry and wanted to pull his hand, but he frowned and dodged for a while, but she just grabbed his arm and almost begged: "You go to work after eating, how long has it been since we talked properly."

"What's there to say, isn't it the same every day? Don't be like this, I'm tired." After saying that, he waved his hands.

She staggered beside him, she couldn't stand upright and fell to the ground, but he didn't even support her, he just stood there coldly and asked, "Are you all right?"

Her emotions collapsed in an instant: "What did I do wrong? You want to treat me like this. I am your wife. You treat me like an outsider." She sat limply on the ground and cried loudly.

"It just fell on the floor at home. Look at you, you look like a shrew." The servant hurried over to help her, but he turned his head and entered the room.

She couldn't bear the trouble anymore, and ran out crying, staying at a friend's house for one night. She wanted to cry to her parents, but she didn't know where to start when she was young and alienated.The next day, a friend called her husband, and Aino sent a driver to pick her up. She had nowhere to go but went home.

After this quarrel, her husband was more polite to her on the surface, but actually became more indifferent.She knew that he was still reluctant, and that cold soul was still under the cover of everything, leaving her to face the bone-chilling loneliness in the gorgeous tomb every day, spending endless days and nights.

She recognized him, and it turned out that he was just like those snobs who wanted to step on her to realize his career.The only difference is that he really has the means, no one can find his fault, and even use his outstanding talent to make his parents' family business glow with new vitality.So he became an indispensable person in the family, but she could only be a young lady like an abandoned wife.

Suzy started going out frequently, shopping like crazy.He also learned to smoke and drink with a few young friends around him, and played songs every night.He still ignored her, and only sent a driver to follow her every step of the way, not allowing her to get drunk and make trouble, or have any accidents.

It was her birthday that night, and she was so drunk that she staggered out of the bar alone, and the driver went to buy her cigarettes and hadn't returned yet.She rushed straight into the rain, twisted her waist frantically, and danced a hot dance that she was not good at.

The rainwater flowed into her mouth, with a bitter and pungent taste. It was like a handful of sharp shuttles, entering her throat, stomach, and blood, stinging her nerves that had been paralyzed for a long time again.

The indifference and hypocrisy that constantly tortured her covered her heart layer by layer like oiled paper, until they smothered her to death.She clearly had both hands empty, but she had neither the strength nor the courage to tear them apart.She hated him, and she hated herself.

Finally, exhausted, she fell to the ground, drenched, shivering, and bewildered.

The pouring rain suddenly stopped, and Suzie looked up, and saw a hand stretched out, holding an umbrella to protect her.It was a polite young man who smiled at her politely, did not ask her why she was so embarrassed and lost her composure, but looked at her with concern, and took out a handkerchief to wipe the rain and tears off her face.

This look, how familiar, yet how far away, how longing, yet how frightened she was.She was in a trance, and finally couldn't control herself, hugged the stranger tightly, and cried heartbreakingly.He was still polite, patted her on the back, and whispered in her ear, "It's okay, it's okay..."

Later the driver came back, so he carefully helped her into the car, took out a pen, wrote his phone number on her hand, and told her in a low voice that if there was anything wrong, she could ask him for help at any time.At that moment, her heart seemed to be hit.

She clenched her fists tightly until she got home, and when she regained her senses, she saved the call in her mobile phone.She doesn't have to worry about being discovered by Ainuo, because he has never looked at her mobile phone, and naturally, she is not allowed to look through any of his communication records.

What happened next happened naturally.Her close contacts with other people soon spread to Ainuo's ears. He calmly filed for divorce, not coveting her natal family's property at all, and was willing to pay a considerable amount of monthly alimony, which was enough for her to rely on and make up for his emotional love for her. owed.

Simple women are as forgetful as goldfish. Once they have a new love, the wounds will naturally form hard scabs, and they will rush to the fantasy future without hesitation.Yes, life is still very long, as long as the second marriage is happy, the past cannot be called misfortune.

After the fun of the weekend, Suzie excitedly told her lover about the divorce, thinking it was a surprise.The other party really panicked, and euphemistically expressed that he had no intention of staying with her forever.

She was dumbfounded again, lost her temper violently, smashed everything that could be smashed in the hotel room, and returned home exhausted.He saw the divorce agreement signed by Ainuo on the table, and his suitcase was placed at the door.She suddenly realized that if Ainuo left, she would really have nothing.Susie tore up the agreement hysterically, looked up and saw Aino coming downstairs, she said fiercely: "I've changed my mind, I don't agree to divorce."

Ainuo's face was expressionless, and his tone was cold, "Now that things are up to now, no matter how much trouble you make, the marriage must be divorced."

Susie couldn't care less about face, she tightly grabbed the handle of his suitcase, and shouted loudly: "Don't even think about it, you just want to kick me away after you've used me, I won't let you do it!"

Ainuo shook his head, he didn't want to waste his time, and he didn't want to fight her for the box, he opened the door and left.Susie grabbed the ashtray on the table and threw it at it, only to hit the door hard.Listening to the sound of the car starting outside, she curled up in the corner of the sofa and began to cry.

She was paralyzed at home for several days in a row, and she didn't have any ideas about how to live the next day, and she didn't dare to think about it.A friend came to persuade her, how could she have no one to accompany her when she was young and had a family property? Now, in this situation, it doesn't make any difference whether to divorce or not, why bother to suffer for someone who is not worth it.

Indeed, the most convenient thing about living in this city is to have fun.She began to shuttle around various entertainment venues like a flower and a butterfly again. She used to hang out and sing late at night with her acquaintances, but now she frequently goes to some clubs that rich wives often go to.Ainuo sent lawyers to discuss the divorce several times, but she beat and scolded her and drove them back.

She has no long-term ambitions since she was a child, her family is wealthy and she doesn't know the sufferings of the world, and now she just blindly numbs herself, never expecting that the cruelty of the world has a price for depravity.

After throwing up from the bathroom, Suzy sat weakly on the bed.The drunkenness last night was different from before, not because of disappointment, not because of emptiness, not because of loneliness, but because of...fear.

During the day, Susie came to the private hospital.The doctor held a stack of report cards with a dignified expression.Earlier, a man with a brief relationship had called in frustration and suggested that she get tested for HIV.She has been indulging for a long time and has been plagued by continuous low-grade fever and inflammation for more than a month, and she can probably guess what happened.

She was frightened, at a loss, weak, and wandered outside for most of the day, and when she got home, it was already dark, but she found Ainuo packing materials in the study.Originally, her hatred was like a knife, gouging out her heart one by one. Seeing this scene, her anger suddenly came up again, and she had a big fight with him without choosing words.In the past, Ainuo's quarrels were usually cold and violent, and she made it up to her. Today, she finally couldn't bear it anymore and asked her why she couldn't let each other live.

life?Where does she have a way out?If it wasn't for his deceit and cold treatment, how could she have fallen into this situation today?She hit back with as much meanness and viciousness as she could think of, and he froze for a moment, his hands trembling slightly as he held the papers.Now you know what it's like to be hurt, Suzy thought.At that moment, she was really happy, snatched the documents in his hand, looked up, the papers were scattered on the ground, she slammed the door and went upstairs to her room, opened a bottle of wine and drank it up.

Now that she is sober, the bone-piercing despair is eroding up bit by bit.Ainuo has long since disappeared, she cannot stay in this house like the tomb of the living dead.So she changed her clothes and went out, driving to her grandmother's cemetery on the mountain.

The winding mountain road winds up, she looks at the trees in the valley, she feels unexpectedly calm, but tears flow silently one after another, from her cheeks, to her neck, to her clothes.

People live in this world, only loneliness is eternal.People who are sick can understand this truth best.

Some diseases will be cured, but when they are cured, they still think that they can be their own masters.

It wasn't until the most fatal blow came that I realized that if life turned bad, I couldn't get rid of it no matter what.

Suddenly there was the sound of wind blowing by her ears, she shivered, and there seemed to be the sound of a car horn.

At the last moment, she saw the light and grandma's smile.