after the canary rebellion

On the fourth day of the Lunar New Year, Xie Zaiyuan took Xie You to visit an elder. He planned to go back to Yidu alone tonight, but on the way to send Xie You back to Xie's house, he received a text message from Lin Mei.

After replying sullenly, he wanted to ask Lin what he was busy with, but he seemed to care about him very much, which was very passive.

If Lin didn't really need his help, he should have told himself. What he did was like a lover who didn't come home, so he was anxious to check the post, which disturbed people's business.

As a result, he didn't go back to Yidu at all, and started to deal with the long backlog of documents during the Chinese New Year when he got home. He is now the head of the Xie family. Even if he doesn't live in Weidu, the master bedroom of this house is still his. The study is waiting for him to use it for work at any time.

It was Xie You who endured the hardship. If Xie Zaiyuan didn't leave, he would urge him to do his homework. The big and the small stayed together in the study. Xie You bit his pen and found that Xie Zaiyuan was very serious about his work and would not cast half-hearted glances.

Moreover, Xie Zaiyuan sat at the desk as the sun was setting. He finished processing all the documents, turned off the computer, and then leaned back on the chair.

"Lin..." Xie Zaiyuan rubbed his temples and subconsciously wanted to call Lin Mei, but hurriedly stopped him, and changed his words, "Xie You, help me get a cup of coffee."

"My mother said you can't drink too much coffee. You can't sleep well at night." Xie You didn't want to help him pour it. The room is too big, and walking is tiring.

Xie Zaiyuan thought that he had never seen you listen to Lin Mei so much, but now he came up with a set of tricks to refute himself.He said: "Then change it to drinking tea. You don't have to stay here after the tea is delivered."

Hearing the second half of the sentence, Xie You ran out of the study all at once, opened the door and found someone standing outside with a cup of coffee.

Xie You stood straight and said, "Hello, brother!"

Lin Mo didn't expect to open the door suddenly. He laughed a few times and said, "I heard you're busy here. I think you might want some coffee."

Xie Zaiyuan said: "Just let it go."

After Xie You's reminder, at least he won't drink today, Lin Mo put it on the table, Xie Zaiyuan didn't move, and asked, "Are you visiting my house?"

"No, I'm in the decoration studio recently. I want to pick out furniture at night. I'm here to ask you and Xie You if you want to go out together. There are a lot of novelty gadgets there."

"Oh." Xie Zaiyuan didn't have any ideas. He was very confused recently and felt that he didn't get along well with Lin Mo. Since his heart was only at the moment of the fire, he couldn't get too close and cause Lin Mo to misunderstand. , casually said perfunctorily, "I'm still busy, Xie You, you can go if you want."

Afterwards, he was pestered by Xie You for 10 minutes. Xie Zaiyuan was tortured to the point where he couldn't do anything, so he nodded and agreed to drive with them.

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"You sit, we eat lion's head." Lin didn't interrupt her, let her sit on a chair.

A corner of the chair was missing, and it was covered with stacked family planning brochures. Song Lin refused to sit on it, but lay on the sofa. He called the hotel and asked them to deliver it here.

Song Lin sometimes gets mentally deranged, just like she is not sober now, Lin Mei has been filming in other places these days, at least she has not seen her again for more than six years, but she feels that she and Lin Wei have eaten together a few days ago New Year's Eve dinner.

When the takeaway arrived, the mother and son ate food in silence. Song Lin said, "You are so cruel. You sent me to a nursing home and left me alone for more than six years."

It seems that she has recovered at this moment, Lin did not tell her: "You should also know that you can quit this addiction."

"JieJieJie, think about yourself! You have to hold your head up when you walk, and you can't be subconsciously shorter than others, don't you know! Why did you bend over just now, and you have been dancing for nothing for so many years!" Song Lin taught him .

Lin didn't refute her, saying, "I don't think I'm shorter than a human being."

Song Lin said again: "You always say you are busy, so you came here quickly."

Lin didn't clip the lion's head for her, and said, "It just so happened that I finished filming."

Song Lin snorted coldly, but didn't believe it. After finishing her meal hastily, she lay back on the sofa, and the Spring Festival Gala was replaying on TV.

He told the nursing home that he would be discharged from the hospital for a week, and there were still a few days left. During this time, Lin Mei called the agency to arrange for a new one to come quickly. "

He looked at his aging mother on the sofa, sighed, hung up the phone and said, "Mom, does your leg still hurt? May I take you to the hospital?"

"I won't go." Song Lin said, "You lied to me to go to drug rehabilitation back then, you said you took me to the hospital."

Now it was too late to dry the quilt and sheets, the bed was too messy to sleep in, Lin didn't plan to sit and make do with it all night, the building was filled with a decaying smell, which formed a strong contrast with his own freshness.

He was looking at Song Lin, Song Lin was also looking at him, Lin Mei's appearance also changed, just the opposite of her, she was aging rapidly, while he was young.

Lin didn't say: "After quitting for so long, why are you still addicted?"

Song Lin laughed, feeling that Lin didn't ask too much, and said, "I know you're doing it for my own good, but how old I am, it's really boring to torment your mother, why don't you give me this little money..."

"You are only 46 years old." Lin did not correct her, "I was born at the age of 20."

Others are still full of energy at the age of 70, but she is already going into a coffin anytime, anywhere, complaining: "I gave birth to a son who is a star, but who understands my suffering, I haven't seen him for more than six years..."

"I don't earn money, who will feed us?" Lin Mo said.

He had selfish intentions, he was avoiding Song Lin, and he was also avoiding the gloomy time when Shijiu lived in the alley before Shijiu.He didn't want to be found living in such a run-down place with a drug-addicted mother.

Some people say that Lin is not beautiful but arrogant. He does not deny that he is competitive and saves face. He wants to be pure and flawless, but this is a dream. He has the biggest stain, which is well hidden in the blood flowing in his body. Even Xie Zaiyuan didn't know.

If Song Lin hadn't sworn to the nurse this year that she would go home to visit her parents' grave during the Chinese New Year this year, crying so loudly that the nurse was moved, he wouldn't have agreed to let her be discharged for a week.

Song Lin couldn't refute him, she was already tired from the fall just now, and fell asleep after a while.Lin didn't take a blanket to cover her, and the heater blew on her.

There is no distinction between bedroom and living room here. Open the door and go straight to the bottom. The front is used for cooking and the back is for sleeping.Lin never thought of taking Song Lin to an apartment with a better environment, but after Song Lin came back from the nursing home, she was only willing to stay here, and her activities would not exceed the alley entrance.

Seeing that Song Lin was still frowning in her sleep, Lin didn't feel very depressed. He went out and called Xie Zaiyuan. Xie Zaiyuan didn't answer at first, and Lin didn't continue to call. He answered during the third call.

"What are you doing?" Lin didn't ask.

Xie Zaiyuan said: "Go shopping with Xie You."

Going out to buy something at night, Xie Zaiyuan packed his suitcases and went shopping again, so many abnormal behaviors that Lin didn't wonder.

"buy what?"

"furniture."

Lin didn't kick the small stone, and said: "Are you going to decorate your new home? I also want to see the furniture recently, but it's still early, and I just booked a place."

"Then I'll take a look for you."

It sounded like Xie Zaiyuan's voice was inexplicably stiff, thinking that he was looking at the furniture, so it wouldn't bother him anymore, Lin Wei stood with his head down under the flickering streetlights: "There is sleet here today."

He raised his chin again and looked up at the sky. The fine snow was falling, and he said, "I miss you so much."

He didn't wait for Xie Zaiyuan's response, he only received the message after walking back to his door.

[Xie Zaiyuan]: There is also snow in Weidu today.

Tsk, it's so cold, thank you boss, it's so awkward.Lin Wuxin thought about it, and smiled again. While replying, he suddenly heard a painful slap in the room.

"Lin Zhengwang—Lin Zhengwang!!" His mother was like this when she was addicted, screaming and calling someone's name repeatedly, with hatred in her voice.

Lin didn't press her down on the chair, ignored her kicking and beating himself, took the rope to tie it up, and stuffed the towel so that she wouldn't bite him.

Zhou Rang used to be addicted, he tied fast and well, and my friends were amazed that he could do everything, this skill seemed to be done thousands of times.

He did it a thousand times, his mother used drugs when he was a child, and when she had no money to supply, she was tied up by Lin.

Lin Mei rummaged through the drawers, but couldn't find any medicine that would relieve his mother. It seems that she came out of the nursing home with nothing.Song Lin struggled on the chair, the chair fell to the ground, and her body writhed on the cold floor, making a faint but clearly audible rubbing sound.

Even though the towel was stuffed, the cry for help was like a hammer, and it hit Lin Mei's temple viciously. The cry went from strong to weak, and then went back and forth, and Lin was not tormented for a moment.

The sad thing is that after running away for so many years, I still haven't completely got rid of it. This is an endless struggle.

In the past, he could only be punched, kicked, accused and insulted, and he was Song Lin's punching bag. Later, he had the strength to resist, and the first thing he did was to send Song Lin to a nursing home. It was said to be for self-cultivation, but in fact it was to detoxify.A neighbor stopped him and said, "Leave your mother alone, leave her alone, she hurts."

She is self-defeating and ready to die in the next second. Stopping her is like punishing her. Fate has allowed her to live until now, turning into a ghost and a ghost. She is caring and cruel. , she only has her happiness at the moment when the liquid is scribbled into the skin.

Lin is not a soft-hearted person, and to a certain extent, he lives very selfishly, otherwise he would not have seen her for so many years after sending her in.

But the contradictory matter, if he is really cold-blooded, then let her continue to abuse herself, as all those who know the inside said, let her go, this is the real out of sight, but he still insists on going his own way, giving Exorbitant fees for her to stay in the best sanitariums.

She was the one who brought him into this world in the first place. No matter how depraved and self-abandoned she was, she couldn't remain indifferent at the last moment. He had to take care of it.

Under such pain, it was normal for the nanny to run away. Others could break the contract, but he couldn't cut off the blood relationship.

He can't help thinking that he has eaten noodles made by her, sat on the back seat of her bicycle, been carried by her to the hospital in a snowy day, and seen her chipping in money everywhere just to buy himself a pair of dancing shoes, When borrowing money, Lin Mei hid behind the dusty window, watching Song Lin almost kneel and kowtow.

"Anyway, I won't buy it for you." Lin didn't hold his head slowly, and said, "I won't give you a penny. I'll send you back tomorrow."

There was no way he would let her touch that thing again, he knew it wasn't saving her.

That would be a killing, and he couldn't do it.