after the canary rebellion

In the spring of the second year, Lin Mei began a slow withdrawal period.

It was the doctor who first mentioned this matter to him. He had a positive attitude towards it, confirmed his recovery, and then learned of the difficulties he would face, and finally planned to stop the drug. The process did not take a few minutes.

He said that he was not in a hurry to implement it immediately, and needed to go home and repeat it with Xie Zaiyuan. He also needed to listen to Xie Zaiyuan's opinion, and Xie Zaiyuan was much more cautious than him.

When Lin was not taking the medicine, he had read the instructions of the medicine several times, and now he was even more careful to understand all aspects of it, down to how much his appetite might be reduced after stopping the medicine.

No matter how long it has passed, Lin Mei's unbearable headache still flashed through his mind from time to time. Xie Zaiyuan was worried from the bottom of his heart, fearing that the symptoms would recur at that time, like an old scar torn open and healed again.

There are not only wounds under the scars, but also many old things that are never mentioned.

Thinking of this, he sighed again, and Lin, who was sitting across from him arranging flowers, did not turn his head and looked up at him.

Guessing what Xie Zaiyuan was thinking, Lin Mei said: "Don't worry, I won't lose my temper at you casually, I really feel that I am in a good state now."

In fact, if this matter depends on self-feeling, there is no credibility. Lin did not add: "The doctor also said that I am fine now, just in case, we can write a guarantee."

"It's not about this, shall we go to the hospital together tomorrow?" Xie Zaiyuan shook his head.

Lin Wuxin knew that Xie Zaiyuan was under a lot of pressure: "You can go again next week, you can prepare longer."

"It's been long enough." Xie Zaiyuan said, "I've thought about it before. According to your personality, you will definitely not rely on these pills all the time. What should you do if you have a withdrawal reaction?"

Lin didn't say: "Then why are you so worried?"

Xie Zaiyuan understated: "I worry about it casually, after all, I only think about hypotheses, and there are always unexpected things."

"Yes, I will recover very quickly." Lin was not sure.

What he is determined to accomplish is often done very well. He has such perseverance and courage, but this matter is not something that he can do as he says. If he comforts the child, the child may not believe it.

There are indeed cured patients, but very few, especially those who do not relapse. After Xie Zaiyuan inquired about it, he couldn't sleep all night. He went to the hospital with Lin Mei the next day, and Lin Mei's attending doctor analyzed it with him again.

"The dose reduction will be very conservative. In addition to the patient's regular psychological treatment, your assistance is also very important, but you are very busy with work, right?" the doctor asked.

"I'm not a child."

"I'll make time for it."

Two voices sounded at the same time, Xie Zaiyuan and Lin did not look at each other, and turned their heads to look at the doctor in unison.After getting the medicine from the hospital, Lin didn't start thinking: "You're going to run away again like this."

"Why, are you still planning to stop taking the medicine alone? How can it be that simple?" Xie Zaiyuan asked.

"I know it's not that simple." Lin didn't answer him, not ignorant of the difficulty, "Give it a try."

Xie Zaiyuan said: "There's no need to try this, of course I want to accompany you."

"I really promise not to lose my temper!" Lin Mei said walking beside him.

I don't know whether Xie Zaiyuan believed it or not, anyway, he was very supportive on the face: "I'm so touched."

This day was carefully recorded by Xie Zaiyuan. Afterwards, he followed the doctor's orders every day and took care of Lin Mei with fear. Sometimes Lin didn't look out the window and was just in a daze. He was so nervous that he wanted to call the doctor.

This made Lin feel that he was a small animal being observed, or one that was on the verge of extinction.

The breeder Xie Zaiyuan didn't feel that he was overly cautious at all. He didn't ask Lin Wu how he was in the mood every day, but relied on himself to observe more. If Lin didn't frown at the bean sprouts, then there would be no bean sprouts on the table for the next week.

This kind of cautious behavior made Lin helpless. This stage was indeed difficult. He vaccinated himself, and could easily accept the current fatigue or dizziness.

But Xie Zaiyuan was too nervous, although Xie Zaiyuan probably thought that he was pretending to be good and could cover up his anxiety, in fact Lin didn't pretend not to know.

Sometimes Lin Mei would insinuate and ask, "Are you looking at me?"

"No." Xie Zaiyuan quickly denied it.

Lin didn't say "oh", and said casually, "I just got dizzy."

Encountering this incident, Xie Zaiyuan's IQ was basically zero, and he took the bait easily: "You are dizzy and you like to play with your fingers. Just now, you pinched your palm a lot."

As soon as the words were finished, Lin didn't open his palm towards him, Xie Zaiyuan came back to his senses and stopped talking.

Lin didn't let him go: "Boss Xie secretly looked at me today, secretly held my hand tomorrow, and kissed me secretly the day after tomorrow..."

What is it all about, Xie Zaiyuan couldn't listen anymore: "What kind of logic are you talking about?"

"Thanks to me, it's no good to be seen by you." Lin didn't say, "If you look at me directly, I'll hold your hand and kiss you."

Xie Zaiyuan was relieved by his gag, "Look at you, so many things have been pulled out?"

He touched the shallow pinch mark on Lin Mei's palm, Lin Mei held it, and then quickly kissed the back of his hand.

Lin Wu's eyes were clear: "There will be more things after I get better. You still owe me to go out to get some fresh air. I will remember it. I will go to a farther place."

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"I'm going to get up." Lin didn't touch the back of Xie Zaiyuan's hand.

Because Lin didn't fall hard on the ground when he got up on the first day, so until now, Xie Zaiyuan refused to let him get up by himself.

After being picked up and then gently standing on the ground, Lin Wu sighed, "Live like Princess and the Pea."

"Try putting a bean under your bed sheet one day, maybe it's really true." Xie Zaiyuan said.

Then the princess was taken to work by Xie Zaiyuan, which is not surprising in the company now.

At the beginning, the employees were secretly happy, thinking that the boss would be more humane and more flexible in their work. Later, they found out that the boss was just not humane to Lin, and others should work overtime, and they might just redo what should be modified.

After another plan was rejected, Lin didn't wait for anyone to leave, and asked, "Do I have to smooth things over in the future when I encounter this kind of situation and brush up the favorability of your employees?"

"It's enough to gain favorability with the boss." Xie Zaiyuan said.

"Order a takeaway for them, and send a few to Gong Cen by the way." Lin didn't sit on the sofa and play with his phone.

Sprinkle money when you have nothing to do, Lin didn't get bored, and saw his fingers trembling slightly. After a long time, Xie Zaiyuan also looked at his hands.

Lin did not make two: "Have you felt my strength?"

Hearing this sentence, Xie Zaiyuan silently withdrew his gaze again and was speechless for a long time.After finishing the work, Lin Mei fell asleep on the sofa.

In the past, Lin Wuhui came to accompany him to work overtime from time to time. After running the itinerary in the entertainment industry, he came here to continue to strengthen his energy, just to see himself more often, and he was often so tired that he was half asleep. Finally, Xie Zaiyuan couldn't bear to wake him up.

After so many years, Xie Zaiyuan looked at him like this, Lin did not change.

Compared with the current Lin Wu, the boy with dyed red hair and smiling greenly in the car is a little more youthful and frivolous. Although he is cute, Xie Zaiyuan likes him more now.

The superficial temper settled in him, and the lack of restraint was filled by the countless twists and turns encountered in the process.

Xie Zaiyuan never felt that a certain person had anything to do with beauty before. The word beauty should be used to describe a fantasy, and reality is often full of incompleteness.

But he thought, Lin was not beautiful, including the gradually fading scar on his right hand, and the gradually gentle edges and corners in his soul.

While Xie Zaiyuan was distracted, the secretary rang the bell. Lin didn't move his arm, but he didn't wake up.Xie Zaiyuan immediately woke up and covered Lin Mei with a blanket.

Then in the afternoon, the idler was dreaming in the office, and the boss was working outside.

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Fortunately, with the efforts of the two of them, Lin Mei's journey to weaning off the medicine went unbelievably smoothly. This is a very small chance, and his mentality and body are basically healthy. Xie Zaiyuan dare not dream so beautifully.

Lin Mei's friends wanted to celebrate Lin Mei, and Lin Mei took the phone: "Can non-single people bring their families?"

Xie Zaiyuan heard it, and said to him: "Go by yourself."

Those people on the opposite side were more or less afraid of Xie Zaiyuan. If Xie Zaiyuan was present, they would not be able to let go.Lin Mei and Xie Zaiyuan said: "My celebration banquet, what if the hero is not here?"

"The protagonist should be pretty, just don't let others get the limelight. I have to pick up Xie You this evening." Xie Zaiyuan said, "We can celebrate again with the two of us."

"Okay." Lin did not hesitate to agree.

The protagonist doesn't have to be pretty, the protagonist is beautiful. Lin has not been in a good mood recently, his skin is so bright and white that it can see through the sun. He wears a light-colored windbreaker, and picks up a pair of clothes that are one size larger than his. Money, exhort and exhort Xie Zaiyuan Qianwan.

Lin was not afraid that Xie Zaiyuan would not take this matter to heart: "You can wear whatever you want to pick up Xie You, and you must wear this suit when you come to pick me up later."

"I remember, do you want my letter of guarantee?" Xie Zaiyuan begged for mercy.

That's what I promised. At night, when I received a text message from Lin Mei that he was about to leave, Xie Zaiyuan suddenly remembered it when he went out, and hurriedly changed his coat when he went home.

Lin didn't wait for him in the corridor of the hotel, with his arms folded, his posture looked lazy and comfortable, his cheeks were not flushed, probably because he hadn't touched the wine, seeing Xie Zaiyuan approaching from a distance, he raised the corner of his mouth and smiled.

"Are you happy?" Xie Zaiyuan asked.

Lin didn't say: "The guarantee letter can be rescinded, I really never lost my temper with you."

"Why are you so obsessed with this matter?" Xie Zaiyuan wondered.

Lin didn't go to his side: "I don't know what to do, I'm afraid I'll treat you badly again, so I can remind myself by saying it a few more times."

"I allow you to lose your temper with me." Xie Zaiyuan said.

Lin didn't hold his arm: "I don't allow it myself."

"Turn over." Xie Zaiyuan reminded.

Lin did not resolutely stop mentioning this matter, and changed the subject: "But you are more nervous than me, I think you are afraid of being scolded."

Xie Zaiyuan told the truth: "I blame myself."

Lin didn't say: "It's not all because of you that I'm sick, let's change the story."

"It's all turned over, what else can I say?"

Lin Mei was inflated by his friends tonight: "Then praise me."

Xie Zaiyuan followed his intentions: "According to your personality, I think you will definitely do well in what you want to do."

"From my point of view, the success or failure of this matter has nothing to do with personality." Lin didn't say.

Xie Zaiyuan was surprised: "Really?"

Lin didn't speak very lightly, but it was enough for Xie Zaiyuan to hear: "I don't want to have to prepare medicine every time I go out with you, ask the waiter to prepare warm water, and sometimes I want to have a glass of wine with you."

He raised his hand and made a gesture out of thin air to clink glasses with Xie Zaiyuan, and Xie Zaiyuan cooperated with him in acting.

Xie Zaiyuan said to him: "I want to wish you the best, but after thinking about it, you should have the best. This sentence should be said to myself."

Lin didn't look at him blankly, he continued: "Because it's all there is, so there's no way to deepen it, so I'll love it longer, until the moon goes out."

At this moment, Lin didn't feel that the gap in his soul was filled.

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