after the canary rebellion

"What's the matter?" The old man in the next bed asked Lin Mei, "It's love, love, what's the matter."

Lin Mei said: "Didn't it scare you?"

"I haven't seen such a big storm, how can I be scared by falling in love." The old man said, "Your boyfriend is quite handsome."

"Aren't I handsome?" Lin didn't turn his head to look at him. The old saying is that this face is male and female. Although the brows and eyes can hardly hide the haggardness, it is still so beautiful that the whole ward is brightened.

"Too thin, more flesh would be handsome." The old man had nothing to do, and he didn't chat with Lin, "I don't understand the other things that go around, you kid is stubborn, you want to commit suicide, listen Makes me angry."

"It's a big thing, he doesn't understand." Lin didn't hang his head, looking very sad without the arrogance just now.

Seeing Lin Wu's lonely face, the old man warmly enlightened: "You have to talk about everything, otherwise tell me, and I will check for you. At your age, you encounter difficulties as big as sesame seeds. not worth it."

"I was at an age when others were still studying, and many reporters chased after me to take pictures of me." Lin didn't smile, but the smile didn't reach his eyes, "You can't follow other people's example."

"Smelling the smell of your food, I know that you are quite rich. The master of Xiangyue Building will cook porridge for you."

"It seems that you have also drunk a lot." Lin Mo said.

"It's a pity that I slipped and fell on the snowy road some time ago, otherwise I would go to the seat now. If you have something on your mind, don't talk to others, but you can talk to me, an old man, and I will listen."

Lin didn't move his lips, this is a secret he will never be able to tell.Sometimes he loves to act like a baby to Xie Zaiyuan, longing to get warmth from Xie Zaiyuan through this. It may be acting until midnight and finishing work, or it may be grinding the soles of his feet for dancing, but it is definitely not these.

Every time he saw Xie Zaiyuan's tall and reliable back, he wanted to tell Xie Zaiyuan his bitterness, but he shut his mouth again.He has a bottom line, he wants to be decent with Xie Zaiyuan, he doesn't want these to add trouble to Xie Zaiyuan, and he doesn't want the love generated by pity.

There is only one word difference between sympathy and love, and the world is very different. He wants to stay away from the humble word of the former.

Lin has never shared it with anyone before, so he didn't know where to start.He tried to organize his words, and struggled to utter a few words: "Forget it, I can't say it."

Lin didn't go to the bedside table to grope for a while, didn't smoke, took a lollipop to satisfy his hunger, and asked the old man, "Do you want it?"

"How old am I, still eating lollipops?" the old man said.

Lin didn't open the lollipop, and said, "If I can live to your age, I will still eat the lollipop."

"You keep everything in your heart like this, you will get sick sooner or later, why don't you want to tell anyone, don't you feel wronged?" the old man asked.

Lin Mei's lollipop was strawberry-flavored. There was a sweet taste in his mouth, he blinked his eyes and said, "I'm not wronged, I'm used to it."

These words are like hypnosis, more effective than anesthetics, it seems that it really makes his heart no longer feel sour.Lin Mei's side face was buried in the soft pillow, facing the sunset outside the window, the lollipop gradually melted into a paper stick, he shrunk slightly, this defensive posture gave him a certain sense of security.

Lin Wu had been tossing and turning for several days because of the excessive pain all over his body, and fell into a deep sleep at this moment.

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After leaving the door, Xie Zaiyuan wanted to see Lin's reaction before he left. Just as he stood still, Song Heyan waited beside him and called him, only to see Song Heyan leaning against the wall with half of his body: "There is something Look, let's go to the dormitory together."

Xie Zaiyuan and Song Heyan went to take the elevator side by side. Song Heyan saw that Xie Zaiyuan had a bad expression, and said, "Lin Mo has always had an unconvinced temper, and he hates everyone except you, and now he even hates you."

"It may only be against me now."

"Be content, at least I still have the strength to fight with you in front of you." Song Heyan said, "For someone with a softer temper, you may have to take a step back. I just hope that it doesn't matter anymore, just pretend that you don't know you."

"The next time I meet him, he may have this attitude." Xie Zaiyuan pursed his lips.

"I hope you will meet him again." Song Heyan pressed down on the second basement floor and put his hands in his pockets: "It can be seen that he has not really let go of you in his heart, but the emotion that made him unable to let go has changed from like to loathing , is not a good thing."

Xie Zaiyuan was silent. When he went out, he was indeed so angry that he didn't want to see Lin Mei again.

"I'll give him a lot of resources to make up for it, and he can choose the script at will. It's okay if you don't like acting, and acting as an endorsement is also good." Xie Zaiyuan said.

Song Heyan raised his eyebrows and asked, "If you act like this, will he forgive you?"

Xie Zaiyuan was still angry, and said firmly, "I don't ask for his forgiveness, let him go as he pleases."

When he said this, he was cold and confusing, and he couldn't tell whether it was true or false.

Song Heyan didn't care about these things, and said: "I've known you longer than I have known Lin Mei. According to my parents, you are the most promising in our generation. Although I don't know what you have done, But I didn't expect you to make people so sad."

"I didn't expect to make him sad like this. In fact, it was just a coincidence. I thought he was at most taking advantage of the problem to vent his anger on me. In normal people's thinking, could it be that I cheated him seven years ago, and it is worth his money seven years later?" to die?"

"The disasters caused by old mistakes are a series of things. If you deny one thing, you may overthrow everything else." Song Heyan said, "I don't know what happened to you, let me hear it?"

"There's nothing to say, you should take the time to take good care of him. It's not that I'm guilty, it's because this matter is definitely not serious enough for Lin to commit suicide. I thought it was a breakup at most." Xie Zaiyuan felt boring, "Assuming I cheated Well, beat me up and scold me at most, a normal person would commit suicide? Besides, I didn't cheat."

"There's a big difference between breaking up and committing suicide. He doesn't seem like someone who would commit suicide just because you cheated on him."

"I want to emphasize again that I didn't cheat. The relationship between me and Lin is actually different from what you see. And he wants to take revenge on me. It's really fucking crazy." Xie Zaiyuan turned pale.

Xie Zaiyuan didn't know the address of the dormitory, Song Heyan asked him to drive behind him.Because some people in the team like to collect supercars, Song Heyan's cars are also very expensive to buy, but to Xie Zaiyuan, these cars are just bought for fun.

In terms of spending money like this, I would still be talked about by my parents, but if it was Xie Zaiyuan, no one would talk about him anymore. It's not that Xie Zaiyuan is so unpopular that he can't listen to criticism, but that he has no flaws to criticize , Even if there are shortcomings in character, in the eyes of many people, there is no need for him to correct them.

Song Heyan remembered that the old man of Xie family had very high demands on Xie Zaiyuan. Xie Zaiyuan studied early and took over the company as soon as he graduated from university. study.

In the eyes of most people, Xie Zaiyuan is a person who can hardly make mistakes.

But what did he do wrong that prevented Lin from making such an extreme move?Song Heyan was very curious.

This curiosity will not allow him to get involved in other people's private affairs, but Lin has no personality of being cruel to others and even more cruel to himself. He is definitely unwilling to reveal many things to Xie Zaiyuan. As a bystander, he feels that Xie Zaiyuan needs to know.

When they arrived at the dormitory, Song Heyan showed Xie Zaiyuan the smashed painting, and said, "Lin didn't smash it with a hammer. We don't collect junk here, and he probably doesn't want to take it back. Take it if you want."

Most of the paintings were ruined, but Xie Zaiyuan could recognize whose handwriting it was - Lin Mo.

"He asked Zhou Rang's mother to help him buy it. Because he didn't know who the artist was, he took a photo. That painting was a sea of ​​fire inside the house, and this painting happened to be another version of that one, from the outside angle."

Song Heyan explained, and moved the painting from the living room to the door: "He wanted to give it to you on your birthday, but I don't know what stimulated him on the day he committed suicide. He first wore all black, and then came to ask Zhou Rang for the painter's painting. Weibo, then put down the phone and smash this."

At the moment when he saw the general scene in the painting, Xie Zaiyuan thought of something, and asked, "Is the painting he took in the courtyard?"

"Correct."

That happened a long time ago. Xie Zaiyuan saw Lin Mo's painting and remembered the thrilling past, so he looked at it a few more times. He didn't expect Lin Mo to observe it so carefully, and remembered it until now.

That's how it turned out.Xie Zaiyuan touched the sunken picture frame expressionlessly. In the previous hour, he thought someone had chewed his tongue in front of Lin Mei.

"You said he was dressed in black, is there anything else?"

"He was wearing a scarf. The injury was there before he came here. His right hand was also injured. He damaged the painting with a hammer and the injury was even worse. After that, he said he wanted to go to Luotong Road." After Song Heyan finished speaking, he felt something was wrong. , "Lin Mei doesn't usually wear black."

"He doesn't have any black clothes in his closet except for a suit, which makes him look too thin."

Seeing that Xie Zaiyuan was about to leave, Song Heyan hurriedly asked, "Are you still going to see Lin?"

After all, Xie Zaiyuan knows to stop the loss in time, so maybe he doesn't want to entangle with Lin Mo anymore.but……

Song Heyan thought of Lin Mei in the intensive care unit, his lonely silhouette was like a small flower after a dandelion was blown away, he would disappear if he was not careful, and he couldn't stay.

"Is it up to me?" Xie Zaiyuan asked rhetorically, he picked up the damaged picture frame and held it in his hands cherishingly.

Whether he likes it or not is not something he can control. His eyes and heart have long been fixed on Lin Wu, and he can't move away.

He felt that it was ridiculous for him to avoid the answer in the past. If he hadn't hesitated so much and expressed his feelings a little more, Lin would not have been so at a loss.

Thinking of this, Xie Zaiyuan put the picture frame into the trunk, then got into the car and thumped the steering wheel hard.

The thorn in his heart was pulled out unexpectedly, and the wound did not bleed a drop, but Xie Zaiyuan was in pain as if he had rescued it all night, barely surviving.