Chosen Son

The last time I saw Her Royal Highness was when I was about to go out to sea, the blue sea was clear, the sun was shining brightly, and the sea breeze was curling. In my last memory, it was a beautiful day.

I was tied up and walked to the beach. Almost all the people in Wangcheng came. They were very silent, but their eyes were full of anger.She was standing right behind the crowd, not standing with any royal family, dressed appropriately, as if attending a ceremony.

It is fitting to say that today is my funeral.

Sirno's prison is very dark, there is no room for sunlight.I stayed there for several days, and it was almost impossible to tell the difference between morning and evening.Probably because of my noble status before, these unknown guards did not dare to treat me harshly, and still arranged bedding and food for me.Every day I wake up in the cold hard bed, watching the gray mice crawl under the thick spider web, and I will start to despair inside.At first I missed my old home, which was small, located in a bustling urban area, with several warmly furnished rooms and an old-fashioned piano.Every night when I don’t work overtime, I cook in the kitchen, and my younger sister will sit on the piano bench and play the tunes she likes. She played it crumpledly, and could barely make out a tune.

Playing and playing, those sounds will slowly disappear, turning into heart-piercing screams.She looked at me with fear and anxiety in her eyes. We were lying on the ground, dusty, and I held her hand, feeling her body temperature gradually getting colder.

This is the sister who grew up with me and lived with me for so many years, the sister I love the most.She died in a strange land, staying at the age of 22 forever.And the most cruel thing is that this happened twice, twice, I felt her life passing by my hands, but the only difference was that the first time I lost consciousness very quickly, this time I just watched Watch it all happen until the end.

And at that moment, the only thought on my mind was: why?

Why does all this have to befall us?

This problem has survived in my nightmares every night for a long time, and it will pop up to remind me when I relax from time to time, like a needle full of poison hanging in my heart, piercing me again and again without warning Own.As long as it exists, it is impossible for me to give up revenge.

From the moment my sister died, my world turned black.

I dislike Srno more and more.

This island is full of happiness and peace. Every morning, people get up to work vigorously, with happy and contented smiles on their faces. There is no quarrel, no jealousy, no anger, and even the most noble palace in the world cannot see it. When faced with power struggles, they advocate bravery and integrity.Those blood and darkness, that barren village, seem to be buried in the dust of history.But why, why I am suffering every day, but you are smiling so happily, why everyone in this world seems to live better than me, why you can live, but my sister can never What about coming back?

Thus, a vicious idea was born in my mind.

I want everyone to taste what it's like to live in anxiety and panic. I want this island to feel my pain, my pain, and my pain.This is the origin of Srno's prophecy.

A shocking lie.

However, there are always accidents in this world, and in Sierno, this accident is Her Royal Highness.She is the purest, most innocent and kindest girl I have ever met.Gu Fan said that I regard her as a substitute for my sister, but that is not the case.

Rather than being a substitute for my sister, it’s better to say that she, like Sirno, symbolizes the life I want but can’t have. It’s just that I hate Sirnuo, but I have no way to hate her.

Because although she has such a noble life, she is always very lonely.She is so lonely that even if she sees something new by chance, she will involuntarily want to get close.

I don't hate her because she is pitiful, as pitiful as I am.

It's just that she'll never know it.

She came to see me once in the prison, late at night, wearing a large cloak, presumably to avoid being seen with a dangerous criminal.Under the cloak, her face was still pale. I knew it was very windy outside today, because the moment the door opened, I heard the silent wind.

She braved such a cold wind to see a poor woman, a poor woman who wanted to destroy her country and her family.

I don't know what else to say - in fact, I have always been a person who is not good at words, and it is my sister who can make witty remarks, so I closed them just in time when those delicate shoes stopped in front of my eyes. Eye.It is also very strange to say that my heart used to be manic and angry, but when I close my eyes these days, I often fall into a blank tranquility.It's like the fluttering relief after unloading the heavy burden on your body regardless of your care.

I breathed steadily in this ease, took off the witch's skin, and became an ordinary woman.But I know that at this moment, in the eyes of the princess, I am still the devil with a dark heart.

She didn't wake me up, but stood silently for a long time, and I felt the loneliness lingering around her noble body again.

So I couldn't bear it anymore, and I opened my eyes.

She was obviously taken aback, took a step back, looked at me with her beautiful eyes, and didn't speak for a while.

I said, "His Royal Highness is well."

She didn't seem to know why I said such words as if nothing had happened, like a shameless and unrepentant liar, but I knew that I was sincerely saying hello to her.It's just a person who has lived in disguise for so many years. In the eyes of others, there is no need for trust.

She still spoke, with a trembling voice: "Of course, you are my best friend."

I said, "You too."

Then, I watched helplessly as a crystal tear fell from her eye, leaving a small dark mark on the ground.

"I'm not." She choked up, "I can give you gold, silver and jewelry, and I can ask Brother Wang to give you a noble status. I want to give you the best things, because you are my best friend. We Sirno is the most loyal to his friends, but I did it, but you didn't."

I laughed and told her in her most familiar soft voice: "I am not from Srno, Your Highness."

She froze, looking at me in disbelief.

As I said, she is the most innocent and innocent girl in the world. She doesn't know how evil the world can be. She also doesn't know that people are greedy and not easy to be satisfied. Especially a bad girl like me.I not only want power and money, I also want a stable and happy life, I want to go back to my own world, I also want my sister back.But now that she can't come back, I want her brother's life.

She can't give them all.

"I see," she said.

Then she put on her cloak again, as she had come.Only I understand that I killed Xu Ran in her heart.

From then on, Xu Ran was just an insignificant passer-by in her world, her face would gradually become blurred, she might disappear calmly, or turn into a thorn, piercing her heart from time to time.But all of this has nothing to do with the so-called friendship.

The wind was still whistling.

I boarded the raft and they thought I had escaped from life, only I knew that I was going to die.

A grand death.

The author has something to say: I just finished the exam, it's a bit late orz, sorry