I have special tricks to flirt with men

"Sun Zhe was very upset when Miss Sister pointed at and scolded the dog, but that was his home game, no matter how unhappy he was, he had to endure it. When Miss Sister was sent away and the others disbanded, Sun Zheli ignored us , put on a face and left."

"Gao Ran was very worried about him at the time, afraid of his emotions, and something would happen on the way back, but I think even if we went to him to persuade him, he might not be able to listen at this moment. Compared with this, I don't understand What did the young lady say just now about homosexuality, and then Gao Ran smiled at me and told me that the young lady was talking about GAY, homosexuality, men and men falling in love."

"At that time, I didn't know much about sex. Don't talk about men, I didn't even think about girls. After hearing Gao Ran's explanation, I was quite ashamed, so I changed the subject. Otherwise, let's go back first. But Gao Ran Ran suddenly grabbed my hand, asked me if I was shy, and asked if there was anyone I liked in my heart, whether it was a man or a woman."

"My heart was beating very fast at that time, and the blood all over my body rushed to my head. I could feel my whole body was hot, especially my face. I guess it must have been very red and embarrassing at that time. I wanted to shake off his hand , but I didn't shake it off, and then I didn't dare to look at him, I said I didn't think about it. Then Gao Ran said, then think about it now."

"My mind was blank, my whole body was numb, I couldn't think of anything, and I couldn't say anything. Gao Ran probably scared me when he saw me like that, so he hugged me, patted my back, and said He was messing around with me. Then we went home. I was in a daze the whole way."

At this point, Tang Yu smiled self-deprecatingly, "I don't even know why I was so timid and reacted so stupidly."

"After I went back that day, I lay down and couldn't fall asleep. I kept asking Gao Ran repeatedly in my mind. Later, in order to divert my attention, I took out my mobile phone and wanted to play for a while, but I didn't expect that I would accidentally check about it. Homosexuality, GAY, homosexuality and other keywords. I see a lot of related content on the Internet, some are good, some are scolded.”

"Although I didn't experience love at that time, I also knew that it was normal for men and women to be together. Men and men can only become brothers and good friends, just like me and Gao Ran, me and Sun Zhe, and I do the same with other classmates and friends in the class. But after reading a lot of content on the Internet, I began to think that it is normal for men to be together. Isn’t it all about falling in love and liking each other? The distinction is so clear. what?"

"Once you accept this kind of thing in your heart, you will start to pay attention to it slowly. Sometimes when I am in class, I see two classmates having fun, pulling each other's pants and grabbing penises, and they often get out together after arguing. Now, when I watch them making trouble, I subconsciously think, do they like each other?"

"When I was in physical education class again, I saw two boys in another class arguing very loudly and fiercely. They not only quarreled, but even fought. Many students around persuaded and dragged them, and finally separated them. They hated each other. They looked at each other, and then ignored each other. But when one of them was injured playing basketball, the other was very nervous. Regardless of being hit by the ball, he carried the injured classmate on his back and ran to the infirmary. I From the perspective of a bystander, they also feel that they are quite loving, do they like each other like this?"

"This problem troubled me for a long time. I even went to the young lady to ask about it in private. The young lady looked at me strangely at the time, and she asked me after explaining to me. What should I do? It can't be crooked. I was afraid that I was different from others, so I kept denying it. The young lady said that she had seen me, Gao Ran and Sun Zhe before, and she had a special sense of CP. The whole thing was a bloody love triangle. I blushed and told her it was really wrong, and told her not to make fun of us, but the young lady laughed at me for several days."

"After I went back, I combined what the young lady told me, and thought about it for myself, and then I found that I didn't feel anything, whether I was a man or a woman. If I don't feel it, it doesn't mean that I am gay. I thought so at the time Finished, the whole heart finally let go."

"After that, I was with Gao Ran and Sun Zhe as usual, but Sun Zhe was acting a bit weird during that time, how should I put it...he always deliberately pushed me to Gao Ran's side, and didn't "Compete for favor" with me, but deliberately alienate us and create opportunities for the two of us to be alone. I"

"I didn't understand what he meant at first, and then I ran to him alone, and he told me that outsiders could see that we were a couple, and he couldn't occupy one of us anymore, and told me It's okay, he doesn't discriminate against homosexuals. I thought he was baffled at the time, so I explained to him that we are not, and the young lady said that she was drinking too much and talking nonsense."

"But Sun Zhe said, I don't care whether I am him or not, but I really can't say whether Gao Ran is. He said that he had seen Gao Ran flirting with other men more than once before. When Ran took my hand and asked if I liked men or women, he also saw it. And when I was not around, he even asked Gao Ran on the sidelines. Although Gao Ran didn't admit it directly, he didn't deny it either. , and what he meant by Gao Ran is that he is also very interested in me and likes me very much."

"After I listened to it, I was a little confused. I felt that the plot should not develop like this. We are all neighbors in the same courtyard, and we are good friends who have played together for a long time. Why did he suddenly like me?"

"After knowing this, I couldn't face Gao Ran like before, but Gao Ran suddenly started to be nice to me uncharacteristically, he would give me things, he would take the initiative to find me for tutoring, and he would come to me during the break , asked me out to play, etc... But he was just being nice to me, and he didn't say anything else. "

"I have no idea in my heart. On the one hand, I think about what Sun Zhe said, and on the other hand, looking at Gao Ran's actions, I feel that his purpose should be quite simple."

"In the second half of the third year of junior high school, the amount of homework suddenly increased, and the pressure of exams gradually increased. Sun Zhe is naturally talented in learning. As long as it is something he wants to learn, he can basically understand it with a little effort. I am much worse than others, and I have to spend a lot more time and energy than him to keep my ranking."

"During that time, I was very nervous. I was always worried that if I slack off a little, my grades would fly. But at this time, Gao Ran suddenly asked Sun Zhe to hand me a letter. I...confessed."