Antoine on the cloud

late at night.

Lin Yu's hands and feet were firmly glued to Zheng Peiyang's body, maybe the memory of being a quilt in his previous life still remained in his head.

But Zheng Peiyang still slept soundly.

Sleeping next to him, Zheng Peiyang always dreamed vaguely of when Lin Yu always mistakenly thought that he had some romantic genes when he was in school.

Zheng Peiyang was still in the experimental class next door at that time.Walking into the classroom in the morning, there were only a few people in the class. When they saw him coming in, they all raised their heads, showing secretive expressions.

Zheng Peiyang didn't see a string of words on the blackboard until he sat down.

——"Lin Lin: May all the tenderness you see be bright."

Under the eyes of the whole class, Zheng Peiyang walked up to the podium expressionlessly and picked up the blackboard eraser.

Although Zheng Peiyang has always refused to admit it, Lin Yu at that time was a sincere and warm sunshine, which made him, a sapling that had just sprouted, involuntarily lean towards the direction of the light.

In the summer after the college entrance examination, Lin Yu sat on the bus to Danan Town, throwing up black and white.

The two of them were at the end of the line, falling most of the way.

The wind blowing across the Hunshandake sandy ground was rough and strong, Lin Yu covered his entire face with a big scarf, and he couldn't breathe after walking a few steps.There is no clear boundary between the desert and the grassland. The left foot is still in the sand, and the right foot is already a soft grass bed.Zheng Peiyang was originally walking in front of the team, but he realized that the surrounding area was too quiet, and he didn't know where he was lost alone.

"Lin Lin, I can't walk anymore." Lin Yu squatted beside a Populus euphratica plant, with a water bottle slung over his shoulder, looking aggrieved.

Zheng Peiyang picked up his collar and wanted to pull him up from the ground like a sweet potato, but he didn't move, and realized that Lin Yu was no longer a boy who had to hold his hand to walk when he went out in autumn and climbed mountains.

He let go of his hand: "Then you stay here, I'll go first. Tonight I will sleep in a tent with the senior from the Astronomical Club, and you can dig sweet potatoes here by yourself."

"No, no, no! I want to sleep with you! I'll go right away!" After speaking, Lin Yu stood up and did not forget to shake his hands, which covered Zheng Peiyang's face with sand.

Cows and sheep can be seen in the wind blowing grass, and the desert sky hangs low, as if you can touch the clouds just by stretching out your hand.The grassland and the sky are connected into one piece, leaving only a gap for people, cattle and sheep to pass through.

Zheng Peiyang dragged Lin Yu with his luggage, and finally arrived at the tent group next to the observation point.As soon as he put the camera and luggage away, the person he was holding was also unloaded on the grass like luggage, Gulu rolled over.

Lin Yu was covered in grass clippings, so he simply lay down on the ground and looked up at the sky.Zheng Peiyang sat beside him, and with his fingertips he picked up a grain of grass stuck to his chin.

The desert sky was clear, the sun had just faded, and a huge moon hung directly above their heads.

Lin Yu couldn't help sighing: "Lin Lin, the moon is so round today."

Zheng Peiyang said: "The perigee full moon is one-fifth larger than the ordinary full moon. The moon will only appear when it moves to perigee. It is not round if you want to."

Lin Yu suddenly realized and nodded: "Oh, it's really round."

The moonlight shines down, and under the boundless dome, people are as insignificant as a seed. All the facts that seem to be indifferent, black or white, are illuminated by the clear light of the huge moon, and they can be seen at a glance.

Lin Yu carefully mulled the sentence all the way, and he didn't dare to say it until now. He just turned his head and looked at him: "Lin Lin, we are graduating."

Zheng Peiyang said, "Yes, you are leaving."

Lin Yu looked up at Zheng Peiyang's throbbing Adam's apple.

Everyone in Jing Xing knew that he wanted to be with Zheng Peiyang, and he knew it himself.

He knew it from the first time he was disappointed when he saw Zheng Peiyang going in and out side by side with others, from the first time he lost his mind because of Zheng Peiyang's waistline when he played, and from the first time he woke up from a hot dream because of Zheng Peiyang's shyness. - He doesn't just like being with him, he has to be with him.

Zheng Peiyang's trembling Adam's apple was right in front of his eyes, and he could touch it as soon as he raised his hand.Looking at the snow-white neck exposed by him, Lin Yu's head became hot and he sat up.

"What's the matter?" Zheng Peiyang curled up his right foot to make room for him, not noticing the burning eyes beside him.

Lin Yu rested his chin on Zheng Peiyang's raised knee, and whispered again: "The moon is really round tonight."

Zheng Peiyang didn't hear clearly, he lowered his head and asked, "What?"

The moonlight was so bright that Zheng Linlin in front of him was glowing.Lin Yu thought, yes, the moon knows everything.

So, under the gaze of the moon, Lin Yu leaned forward and kissed Zheng Peiyang on the mouth.

The taste from the lips is like a spoonful of sweet-scented osmanthus dew scooped from the moon, sweet and cold, stronger than expected.Lin Yu witnessed Zheng Peiyang's instantly enlarged eyes, trembling eyelashes, and sudden breath holding under the glowing light, as if he hugged him and fell into the moonlit sea together.

Neither of them spoke, at least 10 minutes in silence.Suddenly Zheng Peiyang stood up and entered the tent silently.Lin Yu was also frightened by his actions, and was stunned on the ground. When he realized it again, people had already followed him in.

Zheng Peiyang was lying by his hand without saying a word, as if he was sleeping quietly.Lin Yu listened intently to his shallow breathing, the snow-white skin was all in front of his eyes, and the corners of his mouth were still sweet.

Slowly, slowly, he groped his way underneath.

As soon as they met, before the wrist started to move, a hole in the sleeping bag was suddenly opened, and another hand came in.

Lin Yu's pupils brightened.

The first time Zheng Peiyang met him, it was like catching a slippery fish in the wet and salty sea water.He hadn't taken off his clothes all this time, he was wearing a heavy snow shirt, and the zippers on the cuffs kept grazing his skin, but Lin Yu didn't feel cold at all, all the heat from his whole body was held in this hand.

There was the sound of people passing by outside the tent, the sound of the wind blowing, and the dull sound of sand and gravel rolling over the coarse cloth.None of this has anything to do with them.

Lin Yu originally had his back arched, but what came out of his mouth were fragmented groans, and after he let out, he became quiet again in an instant.He covered himself with the tissue he had hidden, then looked back at the people behind him, suddenly lifted the sleeping bag, and buried his head in it.

Zheng Peiyang sat beside him and waited for a long time before he came out. He only heard a nasal voice saying: "Lin Lin, I'm ashamed to see you, I want to die."

He patted the top of his head next to the sleeping bag, "So the way you choose to die for love is to suffocate to death in front of my eyes?"

Lin Yu finally pinched the zipper, opened a slit, and revealed black eyes: "What is love?"

Zheng Peiyang looked at him for a long time, and finally said: "Good night."

There was no sound in the tent.

Lin Yu stared blankly at the darkness alone, recalling everything that happened just now, this feeling is so amazing, it is something that only exists in dreams—he kissed Lin Lin, and Lin Lin even helped him masturbate once, Lin Lin Lin Lin still said good night to him before falling out.

Lin Yu said softly, "Lin Lin, are you asleep?"

After a while, Zheng Peiyang turned around: "Well, what's the matter?"

"Tomorrow, let's get up early to watch the sunrise, okay? Just go to the captain's place for breakfast. He brought a carton of eggs, okay?"

"it is good."

"Tomorrow when we go to town, we will buy some beef jerky. We can eat it on the way back, okay?"

it is good. "

Zheng Peiyang nodded and agreed, everything is fine.

"There are a lot of things to do tomorrow." Lin Yu thought for a while, then said, "Is there anything you need to do?"

The side was quiet for a long time without answering, Lin Yu thought he had fallen asleep again, raised his eyes, and found that Zheng Peiyang was looking at him seriously, with a hesitant expression.

This expression made Lin Yu dizzy again.He is a good boy, he doesn't get motion sickness or seasickness, but he just gets dizzy alone.

Speaking of this disease makes people worry.

Dr. Zheng Peiyang, the only one who can cure the disease, made a diagnosis for him.

Zheng Peiyang said: "Let's have a romantic relationship tomorrow, shall we?"

Lin Yu forgot to breathe and looked at him.There was no big round moon in the tent, but he saw the moon through Zheng Peiyang's eyes.

He lifted the sleeping bag and buried his head in it again.At this time, you must pinch the cheeks on both sides symmetrically in the quilt to confirm the authenticity of everything that happened to you.He only heard a sound from under the blanket, "Oh, it hurts", and Zheng Peiyang laughed out two dimples in an instant.

Under the moonlight shining through the gap in the tent, Lin Yu poked his head out and said to Zheng Peiyang, "Okay. Lin Lin, I like you so much."

The young couple in love, in college or in a different place.

Lin Yu took a three-hour train back to Tongcheng every weekend. After the warm meeting, Zheng Peiyang took him another hour and a half to take him back to the train station.

Lin Yu checked the ticket and got on the train, Zheng Peiyang was on the platform, watching him jumping across the aisle, throwing himself on the window of the seat, happily stuffing his ticket back into his hand, and then smiling at himself, He didn't shrink back until the conductor reprimanded him.

The train rumbled to the distance, Zheng Peiyang unfolded the crumpled red ticket, and wrote a line crookedly under Lin Yu's name.

——"Lin Lin: I am so forgetful when I get old, but I never forget lovesickness"

Zheng Peiyang held that ticket firmly in his palm. After so many years, he hadn't learned the format of writing a love letter to others. It's really... Forget it, as long as he can understand it.

If you want to ask how you fell in love with someone, what you dream of many years later are just these fragmented memories.

Looking back, I found that liking is liking.

It is the wind blowing through the treetops, the basketball rolling into the track, and the corner of the school uniform being lifted by the wind.It was all the voices clamoring in the ear.

"I like you so much, Lin Yu."