glass fish tank

It was late at night when Mu Ning arrived at the annex.Zhuang Yao's home has not changed a bit in the past ten years, just like when he first came here.Anna asked if she needed to wait in the car, and Mu Ning got out of the car and tried the fingerprint password system at the door, and the door opened.Anna drove away with peace of mind.

I was so busy that I didn't even remember to delete my fingerprints.Mu Ning thought to himself.

Munning walked towards the living room along the path in the front yard.

He turned on the light at the door, and the light lit up from far to near.Mu Ning likes this kind of ambient light very much, it makes people feel very calm.However, Mu Ning soon discovered that the living room had changed. The huge glass fish tank on the left had disappeared, replaced by an ordinary wall.This wall is so ordinary, so ordinary that Mu Ning couldn't help but go around to the side, looking for some mechanism.Mu Ning knew what this fish tank meant to Zhuang Yao.Zhuang Yao once told him that when looking at this fish tank, it was like being in an aquarium.The world has become extremely silent, and everyone needs that kind of quiet alone time.

Mu Ning stood in front of the wall, staring at it for a long time.

When Zhuang Yao returned home, he heard the sound of the piano crackling from afar.The man laughed, and strode away, but stopped at the door of the living room, looking at Mu Ning who was playing the piano seriously on the split floor, he couldn't bear to disturb this moment by making a sound.

Mu Ning had acted as a pianist before, so he crammed and learned for a few months.

"You are unfamiliar." After the song ended, Zhuang Yao spoke, and put down his coat on the sofa.

"It's been a long time since I touched you. I've been waiting for you here for a long time." Mu Ning said.When Zhuang Yao approached, he saw a wound on his forehead, and quickly asked, "Are you injured?"

Zhuang Yao didn't say a word about breaking with the family, but poured a glass of brandy in the wine cabinet beside him and placed it on the piano stand.

"Are you okay?" Zhuang Yao sat down beside Mu Ning.

Mu Ning consciously moved aside, and then replied: "It's not very good. But that's not important for now. I came to ask you, why did you help me?"

Zhuang Yao didn't answer, his fingers landed on the keys and he started to play.

Mu Ning used to think that Zhuang Yao could do everything.

He really liked this man at that time. He taught him how to be a qualified public figure, how to deal with the media, and how to act. This man was also his most loyal audience.In Mu Ning's eyes at that time, Zhuang Yao was so gentle, strong and fearless.There are galaxies in his eyes.It may only take a few tenths of a second for Mu Ning to fall in love with him.I love it so much that even if I burn out the last spark in my body, I still want to leave behind this dream that I don’t know when it will end.

People say that Mu Ning is spoiled, but he is not stupid at all.On the first day he entered Zhuang Yao's house, he knew that without Zhuang Yao's love, without his pampering and pampering, he would have nothing.

But he insisted.He indulged in the vain dream of Midsummer Night, even though his body was already covered in bruises in reality, he still refused to wake up.

"I'm firewood," Mu Ning said to Zhuang Yao at that time: "I will like you until I burn to ashes."

And the day he was reduced to ashes finally came.

The man's slender fingers fluttered over the keys, the piano music was ethereal and silent, and the crisp notes reverberated in the empty house, with an inaudible echo.

At the end of the song, Mu Ning asked, "What song did you play? It's very nice."

"Without you I am dying." Zhuang Yao replied.

"Is this your answer?" Mu Ning paused and asked, "What is this, are you chasing me?"

Zhuang Yao took a sip of the wine and put it back on the piano stand, not daring to look directly into Mu Ning's eyes.

"Forget it. You always don't say anything. I can't guess what you're thinking, and I don't bother to guess now." After a long silence, Mu Ning said calmly, "But thank you very much today."

"The days ahead will not be easy. You have to be mentally prepared, Mu Ning."

"Do I still have time to worry about the future?" Mu Ning asked with a wry smile, "I was just dumped by my ex-boyfriend in front of the national audience a few hours ago. He didn't even say hello to me."

Zhuang Yao thought that Lin Jiayang was also angry, and said indifferently: "He is not good enough for you."

"I'm not good enough for you either." Mu Ning said, "But we've been together too."

"It's not the same thing. There is no one who is not good enough between us." Zhuang Yao said: "You are digging into a dead end again."

"It's not that I'm deluding, it's that I really can't figure it out. When I meet someone and like him, I put in all my energy and effort. But in the end, I can't keep anyone." Munning said here , the circles of his eyes gradually became red, and there was some inaudible crying, but Zhuang Yao could hear it very clearly.

"Why can't I keep anyone? I used to like you so much, you stood very close, as if I could be hugged by you as soon as I stretched out my arms. But it's not. If I take a step forward, you will take a step away, and I will chase after you." For many years, you just got farther and farther away. One day I stopped chasing, and finally met someone who was chasing me. I feel very at ease, no matter what happens, this person will never leave me again." Mu Ning Dejected: "It turned out that you also saw it. I may really be allergic to love."

"I'm sorry." Zhuang Yao said, "I shouldn't have treated you that way."

Munning did not accept the apology.

The two sat side by side on the piano bench, only the sound of each other's breathing could be heard.Mu Ning remembered that many years ago, they had sex here.At that time, there was no one else around Zhuang Yao, he was Mu Ning's whole world.During the days away from Zhuang Yao, Mu Ning always thought that he had already recovered.But sitting here, just talking to Zhuang Yao, all the scars that he thought he had healed in the past ten years were suddenly uncovered, and the dead flesh on the old wounds became rotten again, and pus and blood flowed out .

Mu Ning discovered Lin Jiayang's shortcomings earlier than anyone else.But he chose to ignore it.Because the peace of mind that "he likes me and will never leave me" when we are with Lin Jiayang is a good medicine to heal the heartache.So Mu Ning pretended not to know.He also wants to devote himself to this relationship so that he can completely let go of the past.But……

"No matter how much I pay, no matter how much." Munning said: "I will always be the one who was given up."

Zhuang Yao heard that something was wrong in Mu Ning's tone, and turned his head to look at him.Mu Ning's beautiful eyes were ready to cry.

"Cry if you want to cry." Zhuang Yao carefully held Mu Ning's face.

Mu Ning didn't cry, he broke free from Zhuang Yao's hand, sucked his nose, and replied stubbornly: "What's the use of crying! Crying can't solve anything."

Zhuang Yao was stunned, this is what he once said to Mu Ning.

"Yes, I'm very sad!" Mu Ning said: "But I won't feel ashamed when I leave someone like I used to. That's just torturing myself, why should I torture myself like that. So, don't Pity me."

"I'm not sorry for you." Zhuang Yao hesitated to speak: "I..."

Mu Ning obviously didn't believe it.

Zhuang Yao unconsciously tapped two keys, and the syllables echoed abruptly in the empty home.

Mu Ning felt that he could no longer talk to Zhuang Yao.He didn't want to cry like an unwanted child in front of Zhuang Yao again.So he adjusted his emotions for a while, and then stood up.

"I have to go now."

"I send you."

When the two passed by the wall that looked out of place together, Mu Ning asked, "Why did you tear down the glass fish tank here?"

Zhuang Yao looked into Mu Ning's eyes, and there seemed to be thousands of words in his dark obsidian-like pupils.

Finally, he said: "There is a fish in there, I like it the most, and I have kept it for the longest time. It is beautiful and unique in the whole world. I bought it back, nurtured it carefully, and gave him the best of everything. .Because I pay too much attention to it, I can detect even a little change in it, and I find that the environment here is not suitable for it. But I dare not and I am reluctant to release it back into the sea. There are so many creatures in the sea that are more ferocious than it. How can I Can I protect it well? So I stopped giving it special feed and treated it as the same as other fish. But I forgot that it is unique. I can only watch its color fade day by day, and hide in the fish every day. I seldom see it in the coral grove."

Mu Ning remembered that he once asked Zhuang Yao about the fish tank.

"Later, it jumped out by itself." Zhuang Yao continued: "I gave it to someone else. After a while, I looked back and saw that it adapted to a more complicated environment and became more comfortable. Outside The world in this world is indeed dangerous, but it has given it real vitality. Naturally, this fish tank has no meaning of existence. So, I dismantled it."

Mu Ning looked at Zhuang Yao with a complicated expression, he understood.

"Oh..." After a while, Mu Ning chose to pretend to be stupid, and said calmly, "Let's go, it's too late. I should go home."

"it is good."

What Mu Ning didn't know was that he didn't have any ideas to hide from Zhuang Yao.

Zhuang Yao knew he was playing dumb.

Downstairs of Mu Ning's house, there were many entertainment reporters waiting, and the security guards couldn't stop them.Zhuang Yao sent him to the basement.

Before getting out of the car, Mu Ning was stopped by Zhuang Yao.

He looked back and asked.

"Muning, you are not the one who was abandoned. On the contrary, you are the one who was chosen." The man's eyes were like a torch: "I love you."

Mu Ning was stunned.

The man continued: "We still have a bigger and more beautiful pursuit. I love you, Mu Ning. But love is not our only thing."

Mu Ning's eyes have been like a day for ten years, clear, simple, but also keen.For the first time in ten years, he understood exactly what Zhuang Yao wanted.

"Good," he said.

"Go home and rest early."

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In the early morning of the second day, Mu Ning, who had hardly slept all night, and his eyes were swollen from crying, received a call from Xu Ping.

"Ah? Pack your luggage?" Mu Ning was at a loss: "Where are you going?"

"President Zhuang's house." Xu Ping said.

"What am I going to do at his house?"

"Look downstairs at your house." Xu Ping reminded.

Mu Ning lay down on the window sill curiously and looked down. After watching for two seconds, there was a commotion in the crowded crowd downstairs, "Muning! It's Mu Ning!"

In an instant, long guns and short cannons were fired at his balcony.

Mu Ning shrank back in fright, and quickly closed the curtains.

"Did you see it?" Xu Ping asked.

Mu Ning didn't speak, Xu Ping continued, "I'll wait for you on the second floor of the garage."

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