glass fish tank
Chapter 65
Lin Jiayang smoked a cigarette in the bathroom.He was panicking, not knowing what he was going to face in the future.
The bathroom door slammed, Lin Jiayang turned around and said in surprise, "Sister Shan, this is the men's bathroom!"
"I have to come in any toilet." Huang Shan pulled Lin Jiayang into the cubicle: "Have you really decided?"
"It's decided." Lin Jiayang insisted, "It doesn't make much sense to deny it now. Besides, if I do that, Mu Ning will definitely be sad."
Huang Shan sneered: "He's sad, he's sad, how much influence can it have on him."
"In the video, he knows better than me. Besides, there have been rumors that he is gay. This is indeed true. Besides..." Lin Jiayang smiled bitterly: "If it weren't for me, this situation would not be the same now."
"You don't have to spend your whole life for him, do you understand?" Huang Shan said earnestly, this is her last chance.
"You admit it at this time, have you thought about acting in an idol drama in the future? If you come out now, the audience will only think 'this person is gay' and 'he has no sense of Su' when you come out now. There will be no dividends for anything. Gradually, no one will ask you to take pictures. Or do you think you can sing and dance as an artist? It is your biggest weapon. Your girlfriend fans call you husband every day, and dream of marrying you. Once they know you are gay, what do they think? 'I might as well chase a straight man' These thoughts will not disappear, right?"
Lin Jiayang threw the cigarette butt irritably: "How can I not know about this? But what can we do now! Mu Ning must come out of the closet."
"In the future, countless Mu Ning will appear again," Huang Shan said, "but you only have one life."
Lin Jiayang looked at Huang Shan dumbfounded: "You want us to break up."
"Not only do I want you to break up, but I also want you to break up cleanly this time." Huang Shan looked heartbroken, but said every word: "Jiayang, haven't you seen clearly today? Why? Mu Ning left Juheng a long time ago, but now he still uses Juheng's gold medal team? Why is Mr. Zhuang, who didn't even bother to show up at the Juheng subsidiary listing celebration ceremony, willing to deal with it personally for an artist who left Juheng a long time ago? Paparazzi, wait in the backstage yourself? The whole world can see that Mu Ning is closely related to him, and he even holds Mu Ning like a jewel in his palm. Only you, a fool, are kept in the dark!"
What Huang Shan said seemed to be conjectures, but in fact Lin Jiayang's subconscious was always aching, the deepest heartache.
Can he really compete with Mu Ning and Zhuang Yao in those ten years?Even if Mu Ning likes him more now, compared to the powerful Zhuang Yao, what chance does he have of winning?
Seeing Lin Jiayang bowed his head and said nothing, Huang Shan took the opportunity to fan the flames: "Mu Ning will be fine. Whether they admit it or deny it, Zhuang Yao can make something happen to his darling? I think the whole Juheng will fall on Mu Ning In his hands, he will spare no expense! Munning has such a solid backing, what do you have? Think about it yourself!"
"I can't treat him like this." Lin Jiayang repeated in a low voice, "I can't."
Huang Shan thought disappointedly: Is it still not possible?If Lin Jiayang really came out today, she might not take Lin Jiayang with her again.An artist whose commercial value is doomed to shrink has no sense of operation.
Lin Jiayang was hesitant, thinking that thousands of troops were fighting in his heart.He and Mu Ning sat down in front of the camera.
When he looked at the camera, it was a bit different from what he thought about getting along with Mu Ning in the afternoon.
A sea of colorful light signs appeared in Lin Jiayang's mind, the crowd cheered loudly, the spotlights were chasing, and countless fans surrounded him wherever he went.He didn't enter this circle because of Mu Ning, he was because of the glamorous clouds that Mu Ning showed him, which was too beautiful and grand.So much so that he can't help being attracted, willing to become a little wave in the chasing wave.
Through the camera, he sees the exploring and curious eyes of millions of people.
——Does he really love Munning so much that he is willing to give up everything for him?
"Hello everyone, I'm Lin Jiayang. I'm here today, and I want to clarify to everyone that the man kissing Mu Ning in the video is indeed not me."
After a pause for a few seconds, Lin Jiayang continued: "But the people in that photo are indeed Mu Ning and I. Mu Ning and I met through "Star Wars" last year, and we hit it off very well. I drank too much at the banquet. I happened to sit together during the kissing game, which is where the photo came from. Here I would like to apologize to the general public and my fans, and I will pay more attention to my private life in the future, to everyone I am deeply sorry for the confusion and misunderstanding it has caused."
"I have no prejudice against people with different sexual orientations. Munning is a very empathetic senior. During the limited time we got to know each other, he gave me very professional advice on performance and other aspects."
Lin Jiayang's speech was not fast, but very skillful.Obviously, I have a draft in my heart.
Mu Ning just listened, the smile froze on his face, and his breath seemed to be taken away.
Lin Jiayang stood up and bowed very humbly to the camera. He didn't dare to look at Mu Ning, and didn't dare to say anything.He left the live broadcast room as if fleeing, and walked backstage.
Anna asked Zhuang Yao: "What should we do? Mr. Zhuang, why don't you pinch him first. Let's make plans later."
If two people come out together, maybe there will be a good story to pass on, what is going on when one person comes out, and commit suicide?
"Sister Qiaofeng..." Anna turned her head and asked He Qiaofeng again, who shook her head solemnly and pointed her gaze at Zhuang Yao.
Zhuang Yao's face was livid, and the veins on his forehead popped out.He took off his suit jacket and rolled up his sleeves.Staring at the direction of the studio.
Lin Jiayang returned to the backstage dejectedly. Before he could react, he was thrown against the wall by a burst of force. The solid concrete hit his shoulder, and he let out a loud cry.Before he could even raise his head, a heavy punch greeted his face. The severe pain and external force destroyed his center of gravity, and he fell heavily on the ground, unable to get up for a long time.
"Ah!" Huang Shan screamed and ran to help Lin Jiayang.
Anna was stunned. She had been an agent in Juheng for seven or eight years, and she thought she was acquainted with Zhuang Yao. Occasionally, she dared to get along with him like a friend, and made a few harmless jokes.She had never seen Zhuang Yao get angry. Sometimes Zhuang Yao's complexion was dark, but his demeanor was always there.
But the violent and vicious man in front of him, full of hostility, after he tore off the mask of the noble son, has a tyrannical aura that seems to have survived from fighting tens of thousands of people in the blazing battlefield. .Such a Zhuang Yao, even Anna felt afraid.
Everyone in the backstage didn't dare to show their anger, Huang Shan was also frightened by Zhuang Yao's dark and violent eyes and fell silent.
Mu Ning looked down at the manuscript written in his hand. In order to make them appear more in love than Jin Jian, Mu Ning added several secret love words that he had never told Lin Jiayang.But now, all of this can only be an eternal secret after all.
"That's right." Mu Ning said with difficulty: "Lin Jiayang and I are indeed just ordinary friends. I'm very sorry for implicating him in this matter."
Munning's heart seemed to be exposed to the air without any protection.Anyone can take a stab at it.He is so kind that he can't even learn to retaliate against him in the same way.
The moment Lin Jiayang gave up on him for his career, he understood.
This is what Zhuang Yao taught him, never force it.The more you force yourself, the further you will be pushed further away from what you want.
"As for me..." Mu Ning's eyes dodged, no one told him what to do at this time.He is on an isolated island surrounded by the endless ocean.
Zhuang Yao has never trusted anyone since he was very young.It is difficult for you to ask a child who is not sincerely loved by his parents to learn to trust others.
The number of innocuous relationships he has been through is also countless. He has lived in many places and met too many people.He understands that everyone is asking for something in return, and no one will love him unconditionally and sincerely.
People love him for a while, and he will give back politely.He was never sad when people left.These people also know that no one can grasp Zhuang Yao's heart, and no one expects to stay by his side forever.
Among these people, Zhuang Yao is the only one who is different from Mu Ning.
When he realized that he was in love with Mu Ning, Zhuang Yao felt incredible.Things flew in a direction he couldn't control, and he pushed Mu Ning away.Because he stood at the top, and because of the fear in his heart, he was like the huge mahogany carved cabinet standing vigilantly in the room at the end of the corridor in his childhood.
He doesn't allow anyone to control his heart.He lied to himself that Mu Ning was the same as everyone else, and it was fine to treat him equally.
But Mu Ning is not someone else.Mu Ning gave up acting, gave up all careers, and turned the fiery love into a beam of light and sent it to his palm, just wanting to stay by his side.
Mu Ning doesn't want his power, he doesn't want his wealth, Mu Ning only wants him.
But he didn't know it at the time.
Looking at Mu Ning's thin and lonely back, Zhuang Yao tugged on his meticulous tie and strode out of the backstage.
"As for me, I am indeed..." Munning said with difficulty, "I am indeed... gay."
The word "homosexual" was finally suppressed like a mosquito, and Mu Ning caught a glimpse of a person sitting next to him out of the corner of his eye.
Zhuang Yao suppressed the anger just now, and took a seat next to Mu Ning with ease.He saw Lin Jiayang's paper name tag in front of him, picked it up contemptuously, crumpled it into a ball, and threw it out casually.
Anna asked He Qiaofeng: "What is he doing..."
Huang Shan looked at Zhuang Yao with concern, for fear that he might say something surprising.
Mu Ning supported his rationality, and whispered to Zhuang Yao, "I can do it myself."
Zhuang Yao didn't answer him, but turned to the camera.
"Sorry, I'm late." The man is handsome, just like what people see in those interviews and the covers of successful people. He is handsome and mature, and he can match the vigor of a teenager with the vicissitudes of decades. live in harmony.
"Hi everyone, I'm Zhuang Yao." He said calmly, "The man in the video is me."
When Mu Ning was hurt by another man in front of his eyes, Zhuang Yao realized that when he truly loves someone, he doesn't care about gains and losses.Love is nothing but, I understand you, understand you, appreciate you.But a real conversation between souls.
This impulsiveness and recklessness is the instinct of love.
Many years later, even if Mu Ning doesn't want to think about it, he will always think about this day.
"After Mu Ning terminated the contract, we had a breakup meal and we got to know each other at the dinner." Zhuang Yao took the lead in putting aside the past ten years, just because he didn't want the media to attack Mu Ning's past achievements. "We have a good relationship. I drank a little too much that day. I didn't expect my private life to be exposed like this, making everyone laugh."
"What are you talking about, are you crazy?" Mu Ning pulled Zhuang Yao's sleeves on the table angrily and anxiously: "You don't have to help me like this!"
Zhuang Yao turned his head to look at him, the eyes of the two meet, they have been entangled for ten years, separated and reunited, with a glance of ten thousand years.
When you really love someone, you don't think about what he can bring to you, and you don't try to control him to become your ideal.
Instead, I think, what can I do for him?What can I give him?
What else can I do for him?
Only, this flesh body.
Even if it is too late, Zhuang Yao thought, he must do something for Mu Ning.It's true that he can't help Mu Ning by doing this, but at least, his Mu Ning is not facing these things alone.
There are only a few people in the live broadcast room, but behind the machine, the audience of this press conference has already exceeded the highest number of hits on the live broadcast platform.
People watched quietly with a premonition, until Zhuang Yao appeared, disrupting everyone's cognition.
Since it is time to come out, it would be better if the world falls apart and the planet turns upside down.
Zhuang Yao stretched out his hand to caress Mu Ning's face.He loves this face, and also loves the soul under the skin that is as hot as boiling water.So he was able to put those shouts and tsunamis behind him, and he didn't care how many arrows of people's words mixed with maliciousness would be shot at him.
His fear of Mu Ning being hurt is far greater than his fear of these things.
Zhuang Yao solemnly kissed Mu Ning's lips as if no one was around.The live broadcast room was still dead silent, but the world outside had exploded.
... Does he love Ning so much that he is willing to give up everything for it?
Zhuang Yao gave his answer with a firm kiss.
"Don't worry, I have everything."
The bathroom door slammed, Lin Jiayang turned around and said in surprise, "Sister Shan, this is the men's bathroom!"
"I have to come in any toilet." Huang Shan pulled Lin Jiayang into the cubicle: "Have you really decided?"
"It's decided." Lin Jiayang insisted, "It doesn't make much sense to deny it now. Besides, if I do that, Mu Ning will definitely be sad."
Huang Shan sneered: "He's sad, he's sad, how much influence can it have on him."
"In the video, he knows better than me. Besides, there have been rumors that he is gay. This is indeed true. Besides..." Lin Jiayang smiled bitterly: "If it weren't for me, this situation would not be the same now."
"You don't have to spend your whole life for him, do you understand?" Huang Shan said earnestly, this is her last chance.
"You admit it at this time, have you thought about acting in an idol drama in the future? If you come out now, the audience will only think 'this person is gay' and 'he has no sense of Su' when you come out now. There will be no dividends for anything. Gradually, no one will ask you to take pictures. Or do you think you can sing and dance as an artist? It is your biggest weapon. Your girlfriend fans call you husband every day, and dream of marrying you. Once they know you are gay, what do they think? 'I might as well chase a straight man' These thoughts will not disappear, right?"
Lin Jiayang threw the cigarette butt irritably: "How can I not know about this? But what can we do now! Mu Ning must come out of the closet."
"In the future, countless Mu Ning will appear again," Huang Shan said, "but you only have one life."
Lin Jiayang looked at Huang Shan dumbfounded: "You want us to break up."
"Not only do I want you to break up, but I also want you to break up cleanly this time." Huang Shan looked heartbroken, but said every word: "Jiayang, haven't you seen clearly today? Why? Mu Ning left Juheng a long time ago, but now he still uses Juheng's gold medal team? Why is Mr. Zhuang, who didn't even bother to show up at the Juheng subsidiary listing celebration ceremony, willing to deal with it personally for an artist who left Juheng a long time ago? Paparazzi, wait in the backstage yourself? The whole world can see that Mu Ning is closely related to him, and he even holds Mu Ning like a jewel in his palm. Only you, a fool, are kept in the dark!"
What Huang Shan said seemed to be conjectures, but in fact Lin Jiayang's subconscious was always aching, the deepest heartache.
Can he really compete with Mu Ning and Zhuang Yao in those ten years?Even if Mu Ning likes him more now, compared to the powerful Zhuang Yao, what chance does he have of winning?
Seeing Lin Jiayang bowed his head and said nothing, Huang Shan took the opportunity to fan the flames: "Mu Ning will be fine. Whether they admit it or deny it, Zhuang Yao can make something happen to his darling? I think the whole Juheng will fall on Mu Ning In his hands, he will spare no expense! Munning has such a solid backing, what do you have? Think about it yourself!"
"I can't treat him like this." Lin Jiayang repeated in a low voice, "I can't."
Huang Shan thought disappointedly: Is it still not possible?If Lin Jiayang really came out today, she might not take Lin Jiayang with her again.An artist whose commercial value is doomed to shrink has no sense of operation.
Lin Jiayang was hesitant, thinking that thousands of troops were fighting in his heart.He and Mu Ning sat down in front of the camera.
When he looked at the camera, it was a bit different from what he thought about getting along with Mu Ning in the afternoon.
A sea of colorful light signs appeared in Lin Jiayang's mind, the crowd cheered loudly, the spotlights were chasing, and countless fans surrounded him wherever he went.He didn't enter this circle because of Mu Ning, he was because of the glamorous clouds that Mu Ning showed him, which was too beautiful and grand.So much so that he can't help being attracted, willing to become a little wave in the chasing wave.
Through the camera, he sees the exploring and curious eyes of millions of people.
——Does he really love Munning so much that he is willing to give up everything for him?
"Hello everyone, I'm Lin Jiayang. I'm here today, and I want to clarify to everyone that the man kissing Mu Ning in the video is indeed not me."
After a pause for a few seconds, Lin Jiayang continued: "But the people in that photo are indeed Mu Ning and I. Mu Ning and I met through "Star Wars" last year, and we hit it off very well. I drank too much at the banquet. I happened to sit together during the kissing game, which is where the photo came from. Here I would like to apologize to the general public and my fans, and I will pay more attention to my private life in the future, to everyone I am deeply sorry for the confusion and misunderstanding it has caused."
"I have no prejudice against people with different sexual orientations. Munning is a very empathetic senior. During the limited time we got to know each other, he gave me very professional advice on performance and other aspects."
Lin Jiayang's speech was not fast, but very skillful.Obviously, I have a draft in my heart.
Mu Ning just listened, the smile froze on his face, and his breath seemed to be taken away.
Lin Jiayang stood up and bowed very humbly to the camera. He didn't dare to look at Mu Ning, and didn't dare to say anything.He left the live broadcast room as if fleeing, and walked backstage.
Anna asked Zhuang Yao: "What should we do? Mr. Zhuang, why don't you pinch him first. Let's make plans later."
If two people come out together, maybe there will be a good story to pass on, what is going on when one person comes out, and commit suicide?
"Sister Qiaofeng..." Anna turned her head and asked He Qiaofeng again, who shook her head solemnly and pointed her gaze at Zhuang Yao.
Zhuang Yao's face was livid, and the veins on his forehead popped out.He took off his suit jacket and rolled up his sleeves.Staring at the direction of the studio.
Lin Jiayang returned to the backstage dejectedly. Before he could react, he was thrown against the wall by a burst of force. The solid concrete hit his shoulder, and he let out a loud cry.Before he could even raise his head, a heavy punch greeted his face. The severe pain and external force destroyed his center of gravity, and he fell heavily on the ground, unable to get up for a long time.
"Ah!" Huang Shan screamed and ran to help Lin Jiayang.
Anna was stunned. She had been an agent in Juheng for seven or eight years, and she thought she was acquainted with Zhuang Yao. Occasionally, she dared to get along with him like a friend, and made a few harmless jokes.She had never seen Zhuang Yao get angry. Sometimes Zhuang Yao's complexion was dark, but his demeanor was always there.
But the violent and vicious man in front of him, full of hostility, after he tore off the mask of the noble son, has a tyrannical aura that seems to have survived from fighting tens of thousands of people in the blazing battlefield. .Such a Zhuang Yao, even Anna felt afraid.
Everyone in the backstage didn't dare to show their anger, Huang Shan was also frightened by Zhuang Yao's dark and violent eyes and fell silent.
Mu Ning looked down at the manuscript written in his hand. In order to make them appear more in love than Jin Jian, Mu Ning added several secret love words that he had never told Lin Jiayang.But now, all of this can only be an eternal secret after all.
"That's right." Mu Ning said with difficulty: "Lin Jiayang and I are indeed just ordinary friends. I'm very sorry for implicating him in this matter."
Munning's heart seemed to be exposed to the air without any protection.Anyone can take a stab at it.He is so kind that he can't even learn to retaliate against him in the same way.
The moment Lin Jiayang gave up on him for his career, he understood.
This is what Zhuang Yao taught him, never force it.The more you force yourself, the further you will be pushed further away from what you want.
"As for me..." Mu Ning's eyes dodged, no one told him what to do at this time.He is on an isolated island surrounded by the endless ocean.
Zhuang Yao has never trusted anyone since he was very young.It is difficult for you to ask a child who is not sincerely loved by his parents to learn to trust others.
The number of innocuous relationships he has been through is also countless. He has lived in many places and met too many people.He understands that everyone is asking for something in return, and no one will love him unconditionally and sincerely.
People love him for a while, and he will give back politely.He was never sad when people left.These people also know that no one can grasp Zhuang Yao's heart, and no one expects to stay by his side forever.
Among these people, Zhuang Yao is the only one who is different from Mu Ning.
When he realized that he was in love with Mu Ning, Zhuang Yao felt incredible.Things flew in a direction he couldn't control, and he pushed Mu Ning away.Because he stood at the top, and because of the fear in his heart, he was like the huge mahogany carved cabinet standing vigilantly in the room at the end of the corridor in his childhood.
He doesn't allow anyone to control his heart.He lied to himself that Mu Ning was the same as everyone else, and it was fine to treat him equally.
But Mu Ning is not someone else.Mu Ning gave up acting, gave up all careers, and turned the fiery love into a beam of light and sent it to his palm, just wanting to stay by his side.
Mu Ning doesn't want his power, he doesn't want his wealth, Mu Ning only wants him.
But he didn't know it at the time.
Looking at Mu Ning's thin and lonely back, Zhuang Yao tugged on his meticulous tie and strode out of the backstage.
"As for me, I am indeed..." Munning said with difficulty, "I am indeed... gay."
The word "homosexual" was finally suppressed like a mosquito, and Mu Ning caught a glimpse of a person sitting next to him out of the corner of his eye.
Zhuang Yao suppressed the anger just now, and took a seat next to Mu Ning with ease.He saw Lin Jiayang's paper name tag in front of him, picked it up contemptuously, crumpled it into a ball, and threw it out casually.
Anna asked He Qiaofeng: "What is he doing..."
Huang Shan looked at Zhuang Yao with concern, for fear that he might say something surprising.
Mu Ning supported his rationality, and whispered to Zhuang Yao, "I can do it myself."
Zhuang Yao didn't answer him, but turned to the camera.
"Sorry, I'm late." The man is handsome, just like what people see in those interviews and the covers of successful people. He is handsome and mature, and he can match the vigor of a teenager with the vicissitudes of decades. live in harmony.
"Hi everyone, I'm Zhuang Yao." He said calmly, "The man in the video is me."
When Mu Ning was hurt by another man in front of his eyes, Zhuang Yao realized that when he truly loves someone, he doesn't care about gains and losses.Love is nothing but, I understand you, understand you, appreciate you.But a real conversation between souls.
This impulsiveness and recklessness is the instinct of love.
Many years later, even if Mu Ning doesn't want to think about it, he will always think about this day.
"After Mu Ning terminated the contract, we had a breakup meal and we got to know each other at the dinner." Zhuang Yao took the lead in putting aside the past ten years, just because he didn't want the media to attack Mu Ning's past achievements. "We have a good relationship. I drank a little too much that day. I didn't expect my private life to be exposed like this, making everyone laugh."
"What are you talking about, are you crazy?" Mu Ning pulled Zhuang Yao's sleeves on the table angrily and anxiously: "You don't have to help me like this!"
Zhuang Yao turned his head to look at him, the eyes of the two meet, they have been entangled for ten years, separated and reunited, with a glance of ten thousand years.
When you really love someone, you don't think about what he can bring to you, and you don't try to control him to become your ideal.
Instead, I think, what can I do for him?What can I give him?
What else can I do for him?
Only, this flesh body.
Even if it is too late, Zhuang Yao thought, he must do something for Mu Ning.It's true that he can't help Mu Ning by doing this, but at least, his Mu Ning is not facing these things alone.
There are only a few people in the live broadcast room, but behind the machine, the audience of this press conference has already exceeded the highest number of hits on the live broadcast platform.
People watched quietly with a premonition, until Zhuang Yao appeared, disrupting everyone's cognition.
Since it is time to come out, it would be better if the world falls apart and the planet turns upside down.
Zhuang Yao stretched out his hand to caress Mu Ning's face.He loves this face, and also loves the soul under the skin that is as hot as boiling water.So he was able to put those shouts and tsunamis behind him, and he didn't care how many arrows of people's words mixed with maliciousness would be shot at him.
His fear of Mu Ning being hurt is far greater than his fear of these things.
Zhuang Yao solemnly kissed Mu Ning's lips as if no one was around.The live broadcast room was still dead silent, but the world outside had exploded.
... Does he love Ning so much that he is willing to give up everything for it?
Zhuang Yao gave his answer with a firm kiss.
"Don't worry, I have everything."
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