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When Lin Jiayang was a teenager, his father died of illness. The family spent all their savings on treating his father and accumulated hundreds of thousands of foreign debts.He and his mother depend on each other for life.

It was then that Mu Ning entered his life.He saw Mu Ning perform "Sorrow of Liberation", saw him take home the trophy for the youngest actor, all the stars were holding the moon, and he was proud of himself.Later, I saw Mu Ning's interview and related news, and learned that Mu Ning's family background was not good, but his life at that time was glamorous.

He can do this, so can I?Lin Jiayang and his mother always thought this way when they were cornered by relatives who forced them to pay their debts.

Before his father passed away, Lin Jiayang's life was not considered rich.But Lin Jiayang is good-looking when he urinates, so he was spotted by the director and has filmed some commercials.He has always insisted that he can make another sum of money by relying on this.

Lin Jiayang failed to go to university, so he came to Beijing to look for a job after graduating from high school.He worked part-time and did sales, and soon he finally found a place in the modeling market because of his height and handsome appearance.But this is far from enough. The meager salary of the model still can only make him live in a shared house, dealing with sloppy roommates and harsh landlords every day.

After meeting Huang Shan, everything started to improve.Starting from fans giving him limited-edition game consoles that he was never willing to buy, and laptops worth tens of thousands of yuan, gradually, he also had money himself, and he paid off the foreign debts that had dragged on for seven or eight years. , He bought a new house for his mother in his hometown, and when he returned home during the Chinese New Year, those relatives who had looked down on their mother and child would come back and humbly ask his mother for an autograph.In Beijing, he is the darling of the capital, and he can buy a house in the best neighborhood in Beijing.During the Chinese New Year, he gave his assistant tens of thousands of dollars in red envelopes. Seeing the assistant's grateful expression, he felt a sense of accomplishment.Even, his patience of not falling in love or coming out in the circle for many years has rewarded him, and he has met the person he has always liked.

Everyone's life has support, some are family, some are a career, some are faith.For Lin Jiayang, his support is his star career.

"What's wrong?" Mu Ning was taken aback by Lin Jiayang's action of dropping his phone, and asked quickly.

"New York, I can't go." Lin Jiayang tried to calm himself down.

"what why?"

"The brand that was originally negotiated was released because of Zheng Duan's overweight." Lin Jiayang said.

"It's still half a month before Fashion Week, is it still too late?" Mu Ning thought for a while holding his phone, "Let me ask for you."

"No need." Lin Jiayang sat down on the carpet with his head deeply buried in his arms.

"How do you know if you don't try?" Mu Ning didn't want to give up.

"I said, no need!" Lin Jiayang roared.Mu Ning heard the sound and looked, Lin Jiayang raised his head, his eyes were red, as if he was about to cry.But he frowned tightly and gritted his teeth like a lion who had lost its territory.

Mu Ning didn't understand, he really didn't understand.But he couldn't go to Fashion Week, why did Lin Jiayang feel as if the sky was about to collapse.

Lin Jiayang said to himself, he knew that Mu Ning didn't understand: "You don't understand. I don't have a backstage, and I don't have a work that stands up. I can't act, and my singing and dancing are messy. My current situation is because I sacrificed myself personal life, time and privacy. I can’t lose out to others.”

"It's just one fashion week, and there are a lot of them every year..." Munning said.

"But it's different for me! The people above want to step on me, and the people below want to pull me down and replace me. Today I let a endorsement, and tomorrow I let a male lead. Then the day after tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, I Soon to be the front wave on the beach, never to be remembered again."

From the bottom of his heart, Lin Jiayang doesn't think it's a pity that he can't go to New York, but Zheng Duan can easily persuade the brand to fulfill the exclusive contract even if it breaks with his team. This shows that in the eyes of many people, Lin Jiayang No matter how hard he tried, he was still not as popular as Zheng Duan and Zhong Fangyuan.

This is what really made him so angry that he felt like he was facing a big enemy.

Mu Ning discovered earlier that Lin Jiayang had a clear plan for his career.Although he always complains that Huang Shan is meddling and nagging, the cooperation between them can be said to be full of tacit understanding.

This kind of ambition is very good, and Mu Ning also has it, but unfortunately their cores are actually completely different.

"I want to ask you, Jiayang." Mu Ning said, "How long do you think you can hold on like this?"

"What?" Lin Jiayang didn't understand what Mu Ning was referring to for a moment.

"Such high-intensity, high-pressure work, living under the 24-hour surveillance of tens of thousands of eyes, how long can you last like this?"

"I've been here all along."

"But you will collapse sooner or later." Mu Ning persuaded earnestly.

Lin Jiayang laughed, he shook his head and said, "I won't break down, because this is what I'm good at. Other than that, I have no place to stand."

Mu Ning felt very tired at first, but he understood Lin Jiayang's mentality.So I don't plan to say anything, just be a silent and considerate lover.When he started a relationship, it was his own deliberate decision. He cherished the plain and sweet life when he was with Lin Jiayang, and he would not give up easily.

But before going to New York, Mu Ning and Lin Jiayang didn't meet again.

It was the first time for Zhu Sha to go abroad, and she seemed very excited.Even so, she did not forget her job, holding up the Polaroid to pat Mu Ning left and right along the way, which made Mu Ning feel uncomfortable.Amy and Anna also came together, but they both have jobs and rarely have the chance to chat with Munning.

Taking advantage of the excitement, Mu Ning also went to the AXIS show to have a look. He saw Zheng Duan talking and laughing happily with the design director of AXIS. The group photo of the two was sent back to China in the afternoon, announcing that Zheng Duan became AXIS's first Greater China District spokesperson.And Lin Jiayang participated in the Spring Festival Gala in China, with seven or eight trending searches overnight, which can be regarded as stealing the limelight.

"Being a star is really tiring." Mu Ning has often said this sentence recently. Zhuang Yao used to keep him from knowing this. Now it seems that Zhuang Yao knows him too well, so he does everything for him Think ahead.

"Hey, Xiao Lin is not here, have you thought about where to go?" Zhu Sha and Mu Ning walked through the crowds hurrying on the streets of New York, leisurely like farmers who just entered the city.

"Would you like to see the Statue of Liberty?" Mu Ning also scratched his head. He used to go abroad with Zhuang Yao, and he always went to some island resorts, and rarely came to big cities.

The two of them ran to take the ferry.

There were strong winds and waves on the deck, the ship moved slowly on the water, and there were many tall buildings in New York City.When people first arrive in New York, they probably feel that this city is familiar, because they have seen it many times in movies and TV shows.Wrapped in down jackets, the two winded on the deck, chatted, and finally talked about their exes.

"Zhu Sha, am I weird?"

"What's weird?"

"Several years ago, when Zhuang Yao was hot and cold to me, I hated him so much. It seemed that no matter how I changed, he would never treat me like before. After leaving him, I began to force myself to never Face all problems from another angle. When I am by his side, I will habitually throw troubles to him. If he doesn’t solve it, I will extend from “why can’t he help me solve it” to “why doesn’t he love I'm on this matter of unprovable personal feelings."

"You're a dead end." Zhu Sha added.

"Yes, that's what it means in a nutshell." Munning said with a smile, "So those unsolvable problems will snowball and eventually bury me."

"But now?"

"Now, I have learned to solve the troubles by myself." Mu Ning blinked mischievously: "It doesn't count if I can't find a place in Beijing where I can set off fireworks."

"Haha." Zhu Sha laughed and asked, "How did you break up?"

"I mentioned it." Mu Ning said, "I don't want to work harder, and there is no point in persevering. People who don't like me will still not like me in a million years."

"But I think he likes you quite a bit." After Zhu Sha finished speaking, she said hastily: "It doesn't seem very good to say that, you have your name now."

"He likes me, but not that kind of liking." Mu Ning smiled with relief, his expression soft: "Just treat me like a pretty little fish, lest I get bumped or be eaten by some big fish. I just like to watch I don't love me."

Zhu Sha breathed a sigh of relief at her red palms from the cold, and signaled Mu Ning to continue.

"Having said that, I was the one who proposed the breakup, but if he had come to me and said, 'Muning, terminate the contract, I don't like you at all'. I might just..."

"Crash." Mu Ning's imitation of Zhuang Yao's low-pitched voice really didn't quite fit, and Zhu Sha interrupted with a suppressed smile.

"Yes, collapse." Mu Ning scolded with a smile: "Hey, stop laughing!"

Zhu Sha raised her hand in surrender, "So, you haven't said why you are so weird?"

"It's strange that I'm actually a little thankful to him now."

"Thank you for what?"

"Thank him for not saying that, but letting me leave by myself. So, even if he hasn't loved me in the past ten years, I want to thank him at this point. He is the only one who can find the root of my illness."

Zhu Sha looked at the towering Statue of Liberty not far away, and sighed: "Probably this is the reason for the existence of the predecessor. No matter how much injury you have suffered, it can always teach you something."

Mu Ning said: "So, I wish our predecessors happiness too."

Zhuang Yao is not happy, he is busy dealing with the company's taxes.When the end of the financial year arrives, everyone in Juheng's financial department is in danger, busy without sleep, as if they had clockwork on their backs.No one knew why Mr. Xiao Zhuang suddenly investigated the tax. This is a good thing, and all kinds of bad debts that were stolen and leaked were all shaken out.

Zhao Huanlin took a break until Zhao Huanlin dragged Zhuang Yao out of the office. Zhao Huanlin said, "Brother, you are not afraid of sudden death if you go on like this?"

"I have nothing else to do." Zhuang Yao lit a cigarette and sprayed Zhao Huanlin's face.

"Come with me to Hollywood." Zhao Huanlin suggested: "You also just go to see President Yan again."

Zhuang Yao was noncommittal, he was actually a little afraid to see Yan Shizhang.Then he asked, "Who are you going to meet in Hollywood?"

"Meet a few producers, let's learn and learn. Brokerage business is hard to do now, and you know, I have always wanted to be a producer." Zhao Huanlin said, "Should I go? I want to take your big private jet gone."

Zhuang Yao didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "Go and sit, I didn't stop you. Do you still have to drag me?"

Zhao Huanlin hesitated to speak for a while, and then said: "Actually... Actually, the main reason is that I can't speak English. With you, I will be tougher."

When Zhuang Yao arrived in Los Angeles, he realized that Mu Ning was also in the United States, and he was nearby.

Mu Ning just posted a Jiugongge circle of friends 7 hours ago: "Check in at Universal Studios LA!"