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"Why are you here?" Liang Bing's tone was colder than the autumn rain hitting his face.

"Xiao Yuan..." Lu Yao tugged at Liang Bing's sleeve, as if otherwise he didn't even have the strength to stand up. "Today is her death day. I want to ask you, no, I beg you...please tell me where her grave is."

"You don't have the right to know." Liang Bing tugged hard, and broke away from Lu Yao's hand, which actually caused Lu Yao to stagger.He didn't want to care about it, but he saw three red scars interlaced on Lu Yao's thin wrist.He had seen photos at school, of the sutured scars of suicide victims.As if being kicked in the heart by someone, Liang Bing felt a dull pain spreading from below the breastbone to the whole body, and unconsciously reached out to pull Lu Yao up.It wasn't until he grabbed his wrist that he realized that Lu Yao's wrist was much thinner than it looked, and he even felt that he would crush his bones with a little force.He was too thin, and the white windbreaker hung on his body like a hospital white coat.

"Xiao Yuan, I beg you..." Lu Yao's voice was hoarse, and such a heavy rain could not moisten his dry vocal cords.

"Get in the car and talk." Liang Bing didn't want to look at him anymore, and turned back to the car.

Without the cover of the dense rain, Liang Bing could see Lu Yao clearly. He had no makeup on, his face was pale after recovering from a serious illness, and his haggard eyes were set off by dark circles, revealing the well-hidden eye lines.The white overcoat was stained with splashes of rain mixed with dust, and he looked completely different from when Liang Bing first met him.

Liang Bing didn't like the quiet atmosphere of the two of them in the car, and he couldn't make up his mind to throw Lu Yao back into the rain. An inexplicable anxiety tormented him.He reached out to open the glove box in the car, took out a half pack of cigarettes from Chen Fu, lit it for himself, and smoked slowly.

"You didn't know how to smoke before." Lu Yao said.

"It's different now than before." Liang Bing replied.

The slender southern tobacco is the brand that Chen Fu often smokes.Lu Yao is familiar with this smell, it will warm him and also sting him. "Xiaoyuan, do you know where the orphanage is?"

Liang Bing did not speak, but smoked quietly.

"You have to grab food, or you won't be able to eat enough. The water bill is very expensive, and you can only take a shower once every two weeks. You can only wear old clothes and schoolbags donated by others when you go to school, so no one wants to be friends with me." Lu Yao Trapped in memory, it seemed as if he had returned to the secluded path leading to the orphanage, no one was walking with him, only him.

"When I see people who come to adopt, everyone will act like a good child and want someone to give me a home. When I see my mother, I know that I finally have a home." Speaking of this, Lu Yao seemed to be in the heavy rain Seeing the light, he couldn't help but look up at the panoramic sunroof that was crackled by raindrops.

"My mother would pick me up from school every day, and there would always be unfinished snacks and new toys at home. The classmates seemed to forget that I was an orphan, and they surrounded me and became friends with me. That period of time was my whole life. best day ever."

"After you were born, everyone immediately remembered that I was just an adopted son, and told me that my parents would not want me anymore when they had their own son. I would have nightmares every day, dreaming of being sent back to the orphanage. "Lu Yao seemed to be recalling the nightmare at that time, and couldn't help frowning more and more. "I'm probably born with the original sin of jealousy, I'm jealous of you." He bit his lip, like a lady taking off her own clothes. "At that time, I always thought, it would be fine if I didn't have you, it would be fine if you weren't born."

"So you just threw me away?" Liang Bing finally inserted the first sentence in Lu Yao's long monologue, and put out the cigarette butt after speaking. "Or do you want to kill me?"

"No!" Lu Yao retorted hastily.

"Throwing a four-year-old child in the park on the day of the winter solstice is not murder or anything!" Liang Bing's voice was as sharp as a knife, and he shot Lu Yao's eyes wishing to kill the person who confessed that he was almost chiluo.

"I went back to find you, Xiao Yuan, it's true." Lu Yao grabbed Liang Bing's hand, which still smelled of cigarettes, and pressed his hand to his chest, and the tears fell drop by drop on his hand . "You believe me."

"Criminals usually have operations like yours after being punished. They say how much they have been hurt. All these crimes are just stressful behaviors against the hurt. Then they cry bitterly and say how much they regret. You know why they do this Is it?" Liang Bing said loudly as if he was in an interrogation, "Because he wanted the victim's forgiveness and a reduced sentence, do you think they really repented?"

Seeing Lu Yao's gradually loosening hands, trembling body, and red and swollen eyes, Liang Bing felt refreshed.He finally succeeded in stabbing Lu Yao, but why did he stab himself like holding a shuttle with pointed ends on both sides. "You are really smart. When you were 12 years old, you knew that minors under the age of 14 did not have to bear criminal responsibility. Moreover, the prosecution period for the crime of abandonment is only 10 years. Even if I know the truth now, I can What to do with you? I can't do anything."

"Liangzi." Lu Yao finally stopped calling him "Xiaoyuan" because he knew that Liang Bing would never treat him as an older brother.The day he abandoned Xiao Yuan, he lost the right to have a brother. "I'm sorry. Before she left, she wrote me a letter, saying that she adopted you, and she asked me to take good care of you after I found you. Can you give me a chance?" Lu Yao only used "she" as a title, After all, his biological mother abandoned her, and he never performed filial piety by her side.Although she may be the only one who knows her crimes and can forgive herself.

"I don't need you." Liang Bing said lightly, and took out another cigarette and put it in his mouth. "You say sorry ten thousand times, but you can't return my mother to me. So I won't tell you where my mother's graveyard is." Liang Bing didn't dare to think about it. When her mother was in severe pain to write this letter Are there tears in your heart?She didn't even see herself for the last time.Liang Bing clenched her teeth and clenched her hands loudly.You insulated our own mother and child.I also won't let your biological mother and child meet each other.

"Liangzi..."

Lu Yao wanted to say something, but Liang Bing interrupted him with a wave of his hand, and took out an umbrella from the armrest box and stuffed it for him. "You go. Next time you go out on a rainy day, you want to bring an umbrella. Because even if you are drowned, you won't get my sympathy."

Lu Yao was thrown into the rain by Liang Bing, tightly clutching the handle of the black umbrella.The cemetery in the suburbs was 2°C lower than the urban area, and Liang Bing walked on the slippery and cold narrow road in the rain.Because he had just graduated and had no money at that time, and the cemetery he bought for his mother was in a bad location. I don't know if my mother would blame her.

"Mom, I just found out that you wrote a letter to Lu Yao." Liang Bing put down a bouquet of white chrysanthemums, and the curly white petals made the off-white marble tombstone even colder. "You must really want to see him. You must... love him very much."

"He said I was just his substitute. I don't believe it. I remember when I was in high school, I loved playing basketball. When I saw my classmates playing in air-cushioned basketball shoes, I wanted a pair. You don't know what an air-cushion is, so you bought me a pair. I sewed a very thick wool insole on the sneakers. I laughed for a long time, and then the pattern of the shoes was worn down by the cement floor, and I was reluctant to throw them away. Later, I was admitted to the police academy. You made a lot of dumplings, please Neighbors eat, you said that if you become a policeman, you will be supported by the country for the rest of your life...Mom, I know you love me."

Liang Bing wiped his face, wiped away the water that didn't know whether it was tears or rain, and continued with a smile: "Give me some time, I will bring him to see you." Lu Yao is now thin My mother will be sad when she sees her.Maybe after a while, Lu Yao adjusted himself, and he calmed down... There will be such a day.

Suddenly the raindrops on the head, face, and shoulders disappeared. Liang Bing thought the sky was clear, but when he raised his head, he saw a black umbrella with a luxurious pattern inside.He turned his head and saw that it was Chen Fu.

"Why are you here?" There was a bright surprise in Liang Bing's eyes that did not belong to the cemetery.

"If I don't come, are you going to stay in the rain?" Chen Fu's voice sank with distress.From the upstairs balcony, Chen Fu saw Lu Yao get into Liang Bing's car, and then get out of the car.He knew that there was only one umbrella in Liang Bing's car, and he knew that he would not be in a good mood today, so he drove after him.

"I'm in good health, and I'll be fine if I drink it." Liang Bing said with a smile.

"Little fool." Lu Yao threw the young Liang Bing in the coldest winter solstice, and Liang Bing threw Lu Yao in the autumn rain. The difference was that Liang Bing gave him an extra umbrella.Chen Fu knew that no matter how sharp Liang Bing polished his words and how alienated his body language was, his heart was soft and kind after all, unparalleled, making people fall in love with each other and indelible.

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I want to update, I want to end, I will write very enthusiastically as soon as it is almost finished hahahaha